Daughter's Portable Space

Chapter 83 Worry
"who is it?"

In the dark bedroom, all the windows were tightly closed, and heavy fabrics were used to make curtains. There was nothing in the bedroom except the small lantern in Luo Yunrui's hand.Luo Yunrui looked at the place where the sound came out in a daze. There was a bed there, and there was a figure leaning on the bed: "Sister?"

"Sister, you're here." The figure on the bed made a sound, but it sounded a little inarticulate, as if there was still the sound of swallowing saliva.

Luo Yunrui walked to the bed and put the lantern aside: "Sister, I was too busy a few days ago, so I didn't come to see you. But, why did you make this place look like this?"

"Isn't it good? It's dark, and I can't see anything." Shumei seemed to turn her head to the inside, and Luo Yunrui could only see clumps of hair that were already somewhat knotted.

"Sister, don't do this. I'll ask the servant girl to boil the water later, take a bath and wash your hair, and then put on some beautiful clothes. Let's go for a walk in the garden together, okay?" I was a little careful, and a little guilty: "By the way, after visiting the garden, we will go to my yard. There are many beautiful flowers, you can pinch them as you like. There are also exquisite head jewelry, as long as you like them, sister Give it all to you, okay?"

The concubine remained silent for a while. In fact, she is not completely isolated from the outside world these days. At least her nanny will occasionally talk to her about the outside world.

For example, the Zhang family still made an engagement with her, but the other party was the second young master of the Zhang family.For another example, the eldest sister's fiancé-in-law had a problem, and she got married early.What else is the old lady worrying too much, and returned the middle gift to the old lady, and the old lady asked Luo Yunrui to help manage the housekeeper because she was too busy...

There are many, many things, as if the outside world has been changing, but she has not undergone any changes.

At first, Shumei just closed the door to prevent outsiders from entering.Later, she found that it was unnecessary for her to do so, because no one would visit her except the wet nurse.Then, maybe because of her temper, or maybe because she wanted to see who else in this world would care about her, she insisted on having a lot of thick curtains made.

It's a pity that no one came here alone, or no one noticed the abnormality here at all. She lived a happy life, and never thought that there was a poor concubine waiting here The care of family members and elders.

Slowly, she gave up, the windows were no longer opened, the curtains were always drawn down, the food was just a casual bite, and she didn't even care about taking a shower and washing her hair.That's right, no one would care about her life or death, so why bother?In the end, she just nestled on this small bed and completely sealed herself off.

No one will care about her, she is simply a superfluous person, superfluous...

"Sister!" The concubine burst into tears and hugged Luo Yunrui: "Why did you come here! I thought you didn't want me anymore! Sister, I will obediently listen to you in the future, no I will steal your things again, and I will not deliberately speak ill of you in front of my grandmother and father. I, I will never do any bad things again, and I will be very obedient. Sister, you can’t want me, except you Other than that, no one will remember me!"

Holding the concubine who was crying bitterly, Luo Yunrui's whole body froze, and she suddenly felt how ridiculous the so-called revenge was.Humans, of course, are all selfish, for their own survival, for their own better living, and of course for their loved ones.However, apart from these, the rest is selfish.Luo Yunrui only saw how pitiful and bullied she was in her previous life, and her eyes were full of "I am a prostitute daughter, and I am not even as good as a concubine daughter".

But, after all, who is the cheapest?

Whether it's a concubine or a concubine, in the final analysis, everyone's life is not going well.

But whoever can be a master, no one wants to be a maid.As long as anyone who can be a concubine, no one will be willing to degenerate and become a concubine.As long as anyone who can decide to be reborn as a concubine, no one will be so stupid as to let himself become a concubine.

After all, birth is arranged by God, and no one can dictate it.But we can change the status quo as much as possible, for example, to make ourselves and our loved ones live a better and happier life without hurting others.

After helping the concubine sister to wash her body, she took out the ointment she begged from the baby, and Luo Yunrui applied it on the concubine sister herself.To her surprise, Shumei didn't have any doubts about what she gave.Eat as soon as you ask, and look up at Luo Yunrui when you ask for the medicine to be applied, that kind of wholehearted trust makes Luo Yunrui's mouth full of bitterness.

In fact, since she was reborn, everything has changed. At first, the concubine listened to Aunt Xue's instigation and pushed herself into the lake when she was still young, but in the end Aunt Xue was saved by someone. come up.After all, Aunt Xue wanted to harm her, but she never thought of killing her.As for her death in the wedding night in the bridal chamber in the previous life, to put it bluntly, it was also because of her poor health. The concubine's original intention should be to let people ruin her innocence, and then monopolize her husband's favor?
If you really count it like this, you can be considered truly vicious.

Lowering her head, Luo Yunrui's expression was momentarily gloomy. Since when did she learn to use a sharp dagger to point at everyone who treated her badly in her previous life.But in the previous life, besides Luo Zhang, who else was she good to?Her nanny and her personal maid all betrayed her. Besides the effect of money, there is actually something else in it, right?At least, those people have never really treated her well, and of course she has never paid attention to those servants who are born to serve others.

"Miss, the eldest lady asked you to come over for a while, saying that there is something urgent..." Xiaolu yelled loudly at the door, there is no way, not everyone can come to the concubine's room.

Luo Yunrui was combing her concubine's hair when she heard Xiaolu's voice, her movements froze.

"Sister, go get busy, as long as you come to see me when you have time." The concubine's tone was much calmer when she spoke now, but her articulate words were still so unclear.Moreover, the loss on her face could not be concealed.

"Auntie probably came to me for my marriage." Luo Yunrui's hand speeded up a little: "It's just combing my hair, and it doesn't take too much time. There is still time to finish the work before leaving."

The concubine nodded, and at the same time, there was suspicion on her face: "Isn't my sister's marriage already arranged? It's the young master of the Lin family, I know that."

"I want to divorce." Luo Yunrui replied concisely.

"Retire, resign?!" The concubine looked terrified.

Luo Yunrui helped to brush Shumei's hair, looked at it carefully, and then clapped her hands in satisfaction: "Sister, I have to go there first, and I will come to play with you after I cancel the marriage of the Lin family." .By the way, remember to apply the ointment every day. If you don’t want to look in the mirror, you can ask the nanny to apply it for you.”

Nanny...Luo Yunrui suddenly thought that the concubine's nanny was not devoted to her concubine, and besides, she had promised to let the nanny's granddaughter into the house to serve her.After thinking about it for a while, Luo Yunrui looked at the nanny: "I remember your granddaughter is two or three years old now, right? Bring her over sometime to have a look, and it would be good to play with Lei'er."

The nanny looked at Luo Yunrui in surprise, she didn't mention it for so long, she thought that Luo Yunrui had forgotten, and hurriedly said thank you, thanking Luo Yunrui for giving her granddaughter such a good job.

Luo Yunrui bid farewell to the concubine sister and came to the old lady's yard.The eldest wife had already been waiting in the inner room, and when she saw Luo Yunrui coming, she directly stuffed a large stack of papers into her hand: "Look carefully, and then tell me what you think."

He looked at the eldest lady in surprise, and then looked at the old lady sitting in the upper seat, but the old lady looked like she had nothing to do with herself, drinking tea and eating snacks happily.Luo Yunrui was choked by the old lady's look of waiting to see a good show, and she looked down at the paper in her hand for a long time. After scanning a few lines, she looked up at the eldest lady with a face full of tears and laughter.

"Auntie, what are you doing?"

"What are you doing? Of course it's for you to choose a marriage!" The eldest wife said confidently: "Your child is already 11 years old, and you will be twelve after the new year. If you don't bother to choose a good marriage, don't you still plan to stay at Luo's house? forever?"

"My marriage with the young master of the Lin family hasn't been rescinded yet!"

"Leave this matter to the eldest aunt, and you can choose a good marriage with peace of mind. By the way, your mother has always been an independent person, and your grandmother and I still believe in your vision." The eldest wife said quite naturally. , not at all self-conscious about speaking ill of others in front of their relatives and daughters: "These are all young talents in Luzhou City who can marry our family. It's impossible to be farther than your big cousin."

Having said all this, what else can Luo Yunrui say?It's just that with the materials of so-called young talents in her hand, Luo Yunrui can't wait to put her head on the paper, which is really embarrassing.

"Don't be shy, your sister is only two years older than you, and she already has children, so why are you ashamed?" The eldest lady said cheerfully, but Luo Yunrui's heart tightened when she heard it.

That's right, the big lady is only two years older than me, she is only 13 years old this year, and her 14th birthday is not far away, but if she has a baby at this age, is there really no problem?Luo Zhang married into the Luo family at the age of 15, but Luo Yunrui was born two years later.It can be seen that if the mother is too young, it is not easy to conceive.Even if it is really conceived, can the child really be born safely?

She pursed her lips and continued to look at the information in her hand, but Luo Yunrui had something on her mind and couldn't read anything.

Miss, you should be fine, right?
No, the eldest sister never gave birth to a child until her death in the previous life, otherwise, she should know the news!In five years, the brother-in-law of the lobby will definitely not die, but the sister of the lobby will definitely not have children.Then the child in her belly now...

(End of this chapter)