Where the warm sun does not fall

Chapter 42

There was a large expanse of white light at the end of the corridor, and it fell on her eyes at this moment, but it was nothing but endless bleakness.

Today is the weekend, there are a lot of people in the hospital, and the head nurse's loud reprimand can be heard from far away, Qin Nuanyang raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, stood up, Fang Zirui nodded: "I know Well, I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first."

Fang Zirui moved his lips, wanting to say something, but saw that she was out of her wits and finally stopped talking.

Miya helped her press the hat down, and then handed her the sunglasses in her hand: "We will pass through the hall later, cover it up."

Qin Nuanyang glanced at her, his eyes were slightly cold, he pursed his lips, took the sunglasses and put them on without saying a word, and walked quickly to the stairs.

Miya stuck out her tongue, and gave Fang Zirui a look of "I'm finished", and then hurriedly followed in desperation.

Qin Nuanyang keeps a low profile every time he goes in and out of public places.It was the same this time, the nanny's car had been parked far away from the hospital and had to walk all the way there.

The sun was a bit venomous, hanging brightly in the air, making the ground feel scorchingly hot.

Walking all the way to the parking place, she opened the door and sat in.When Miya got into the car, she raised her hand and tapped on the driver's seat: "Airport."

Miara came to the door and let out a deep breath: "I'm sorry, I was wrong."

Qin Nuanyang didn't speak, just glanced at her through the rearview mirror, pursed her lips tightly and said nothing.

Xiao Ling in the back seat looked left and right, not knowing what was going on, and didn't dare to pass the pastry in his hand, so he stared down at the mineral water bottle in his hand, watching his nose and heart.

She seldom gets angry, her face is always calm, and she can't see what she's thinking.So Mia has never known that when a person is angry, even if it is quiet, it is extraordinarily attractive.

The anger in her eyes was obvious and flamboyant, even her brows were slightly frowned, the corners of her brows were slightly raised, and her face looked extraordinarily bright.

The nanny car slowly drove into the traffic flow, and the only sound in the car was the sound of the air conditioner operating.

"Did I pamper you too much, so you have forgotten your own responsibilities?" She turned her head and glanced at Mia, trying her best to suppress her overblown anger.

"I'm sorry, I was already postoperative when I received Zhengyang's call, and Zhengxin was out of danger, so I thought it's better not to bother you with this matter..." Mia lowered her head, with a somewhat remorseful expression. "Sorry, I made my own decision."

After listening to the explanation, Qin Nuanyang's mood gradually calmed down, and he looked out of the window with a sullen face, and did not make a sound.

The nanny's car separated from the traffic and turned onto the elevated road. She looked away and warned coldly, "There will be no next time."

Seeing her let go, Miya hurriedly nodded and assured: "There will never be a next time."

The pressure in the car was finally relieved, and Xiao Ling came over from the back seat, and handed over the pastry and mineral water in his hand: "Nuanyang, fill your stomach, you haven't had breakfast yet."

"I can't eat." She shook her head, looking tired: "I'll sleep for a while, call me when I get to the airport."

Xiao Ling wanted to say something else, but Miya gave her a hand, shook her head, and motioned to stop disturbing her, and they both quietly sat in the back of the nanny's car.

The nanny's car drove very smoothly all the way, the car was quiet and quiet, with the sunlight coming in from outside, under the air-conditioning inside the car, there was no warmth at all.

She fell asleep slowly in this silence, the sleep was light, and the chaotic thoughts in her head were pieced together little by little, pieced together...

Back to many years ago.

When Qin Nuanyang was 18 years old and just came of age, he went back to China.Because it was too boring on the plane, I asked the flight attendant for a newspaper to read.

Then she saw a help message programmed in a small corner. It was an orphanage that was facing serious bankruptcy problems due to lack of funds.

A few hundred words are very simple, and there are contact information, contact address, and remittance account number at the bottom.

Such a message for help, which the dean regarded as the only hope, is lined up with some miscellaneous advertisements. If you don't look carefully, you can't see it at all.

At first she didn't take it seriously, but she remembered the address very clearly. Before leaving for the United States, she still picked a time to go alone.

It's been too long, and she can't remember the scene when she first went to the orphanage.It is not as desolate as she imagined. Although the scale is small, it is enough for children to move freely.

Qin Nuanyang was the Xu Zhengyang he met at that time, and every child had a bowl of thin porridge in front of them.When it was time to eat, I devoured it voraciously, as if I had been hungry for a long time.

However, he didn't move his chopsticks. Instead, he carefully used a spoon to feed Xu Zhengxin who was next to him mouthful. At that time, Xu Zhengxin was still very young, his face was blue and purple, and he knew that his heart was not good.

He ate only a mouthful of thin porridge, but his eyes were bent happily, and those dark eyes were as clear and transparent as obsidian.Smiling and laughing, he pursed his lips shyly, pushed the spoon to Xu Zhengyang's mouth, insisting on watching him take a bite before continuing to eat the porridge he fed.

This kind of life is unimaginable for Qin Nuanyang, who has always been well-clothed and well-fed.

Before she left, she left all the cash on her body and the dean's contact information before leaving.

Not long after, she returned to the United States.She had just entered college that year and was just able to support herself, but she couldn't wash dishes or do other jobs.Later, I took a part-time job as a librarian at the school, earning a very meager salary, and sent money to the orphanage every month with that sum of money.

The dean kept in touch with her all the time, and later learned that she was interested in Xu Zhengyang, so he would always mention a few more words when he sent her an email.After coming and going, she knew everything.

Xu Zhengyang and Xu Zhengxin are brothers, and they just came to the orphanage not long ago.Both brothers had congenital heart disease. Xu Zhengyang's parents were devastated by the two children's medical care, and later both committed suicide and abandoned them.The Xu family had no relatives, and Xu Zhengyang was underage, so he could only be sent to an orphanage.

Because there are expensive treatment fees every month, coupled with the large number of children in the orphanage, funding has always been a problem.

Qin Nuanyang has been in poor health since he was a child. He has a small illness every three days and a serious illness every five days. His body resistance is weak, and he is so delicate that he is like a flower in a greenhouse.

But her family destined her to have a smooth life, even if she was in poor health, she was never given up.However, physical defects are not wounds that love can make up for.

She has a deep understanding of this.

That's why she was particularly touched after she knew about Xu Zhengyang's situation.

A pair of brothers with such clear eyes were trapped in the shadow of death many times, and were even abandoned by their parents because of physical defects, and they depended on each other for life.

In fact, it has nothing to do with her, but because of looking at it one more time, I miss it in my heart.

When Qin Nuanyang was woken up by Miya, she looked at the seat in front of her and still didn't know where she was.

The air-conditioning in the car was a bit strong, and she felt a little cold for no reason, and her face was still a little wet. She raised her hand to touch it, and she was taken aback for a moment.

Miya reached out and handed over a tissue, "Did you have a nightmare?"

She took the tissue and wiped her face before asking, "Are you there?"

Miya handed over the phone: "It's Mr. Tang's call, I've made several calls..."

Qin Nuanyang glanced at the phone, it was already muted, but his name kept jumping up on the screen, she raised her hand and slid the answer button, put it to her ear: "It's me."

As soon as the words came out, he was stunned for a moment.I don't know if it's because I just woke up or cried in a dream, but my voice is hoarse and nasal, it doesn't sound like her voice.

The other end also paused, and then quickly realized: "Crying?"

Qin Nuanyang covered her lips and coughed a few times to clear her throat, "No, I just woke up."

Tang Zechen didn't ask any more questions, but told her that the matter had not been settled, and she couldn't come back for the time being, and needed to stay in S City for a few more days.

Qin Nuanyang let out an "oh", and didn't know what to say for a moment.

After getting along in the past few days, although I said try it out, the channel between the two seems to be still in the state of "not full of lovers", and they have always maintained a suitable distance.

It's safe, and it's not intimate.

Tang Zechen probably also realized this, after a moment of silence, he briefly ended the call.

After hanging up the phone for a long time, she kept holding the phone in a daze, until Miya reminded her that the airport was here and she was about to get off the car, the vague thought in her heart finally surfaced and became more and more clear.

She doesn't want to go to city B anymore, no.

Almost immediately, she retrieved his number from her address book and dialed it back.

After a short busy tone, the phone was picked up with a light beep, and his voice was still as warm and clear as before. "Um?"

Qin Nuanyang was tempted by that voice for a moment, held the phone, opened her lips but couldn't say a word...

Just as he was about to speak, a hurried voice came from his end, reminding him that a meeting was about to start.

She was stunned for a moment, and just about to dismiss that thought, she heard him lower his voice and say to the other party very clearly: "Wait a minute, I have to finish listening to what my girlfriend wants to say to me first."

The voice seemed to be speaking in front of her face, close to her ears, and knocked on her heart word for word.

Miya was still waiting for her to finish the phone call. She was sitting in the car, watching the vehicles and crowds coming and going at the gate of the airport, but her mind went blank for a moment.

It wasn't until he called her name a few times that she suddenly came back to her senses and asked him vigorously, "Are you...alone?"

The background sound on Tang Zechen's end was a bit noisy, and he didn't answer.

Qin Nuanyang didn't know if he heard it, and asked again: "Did you hear it? I asked if you were alone..."

He probably walked a little farther away with his mobile phone, the surrounding voices gradually became quieter, and his low-pitched laughter came through very clearly: "Which area are you referring to? I'm not alone now, there are a bunch of long-term friends here. Sorry company executives."

Qin Nuanyang bit her lip, and unconsciously rubbed her fingers against the car glass repeatedly.

Hey... Take the initiative, why does it feel so difficult...

He also waited patiently without urging.

She lowered her eyes and asked him word by word in a low voice: "I'll go find you, okay..."

After finishing speaking, she felt a little embarrassed herself, and secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Tang Zechen only paused for a moment, and then said calmly: "Can the fastest flight come? If not, I will book a ticket for you. The weather in S City is not good recently, and the temperature is not high. You need to prepare your clothes again. At least Wear a long sleeve..."

"Are you just telling me this..." She interrupted him with a slightly aggrieved voice.

After a long silence at the other end, his smiling voice sounded again: "Actually, what I really want to say is that I have been waiting for you for a long time."

(End of this chapter)