The Road to Doting Wife

Chapter 60 I'm afraid you don't want me (1)
How could Zhao Chen let Ah Ju leave in anger?

"Aju, listen to my explanation!" He pulled him into his arms, hugged him tightly and refused to let go, Aju hated him for cheating again and again, struggled to hold on to his hand, and his nails sank immediately.This is the second time Zhao Chen has tasted this pain from her. The last time he was furious, this time he only hoped that she would grasp it deeper to relieve his anger, so he gritted his teeth and endured, "Pinch it, as long as you don't leave, I will give you two I can give you just one hand!"

Who wants to listen to his hypocrisy, which is only used to deceive people?

Tears welled up, not wanting the man to see, Ah Ju lowered her head, the tears immediately fell on the hands of the two of them, her hand was holding his, and a few bloodstains were drawn on the back of his white hand like jade .Ah Ju's heart was shaken, and she couldn't help but let go, thinking that his kindness these days was just to deceive her heart, to make her willingly go with him, thinking that she was foolishly stuck in his plan day by day When she was shy and happy, he was probably still laughing at her stupidity, but those grievances, anger and disappointment could no longer be suppressed, turning into tears and pouring out of her eyes.

He is a young man from a rich family, and deep in her heart she has uneasiness that she cannot let go of, fearing that the sweetness of today is just because he hasn't met a more beautiful girl, and when he does meet in the future, he will love the new and hate the old.Now he has suddenly become the eldest son of the Marquis Mansion, and his father has become an upstart in the imperial court. In the capital, even if Ah Ju has never been to the life of those high-ranking officials, his parents have told her the story. people miss.

Ah Ju didn't know how handsome Zhao Chen's father was. In her opinion, there was no better man than Zhao Chen in the world. If a noble girl wanted to marry him in the future, how would Zhao Chen choose?Ning's father is also a high-ranking official, she is a dignified lady from a famous family, Lord Hou likes her so much, at first he tried his best to marry her back, but in the end he had to take a step back.As for her, she is just a girl from the village. Except for her face, the maidservants in the Hou's mansion, such as Wenmei who is next to Ning's, are better than her in every way. Zhao Chen even deceived himself about the marriage. Except for his reasons, is it because he looks down on the Lin family? ?Yes, he respects his father and mother, but he still looks down on them. If his father is powerful, how dare Zhao Chen hide it?
He cheated the marriage because he expected that she would have no choice but to leave with him after she got married.He has always done bad things and pretended to be a gentleman to be appreciated, so he didn't touch her, just to let her know that he also has her in his heart, and he is so sincere.But in the eyes of the villagers of her parents, she was already his. He expected that even if she didn't want to, her parents would let her go with him because of her reputation, right?

However, even the most intimate matter between husband and wife can be calculated by him, how much is his so-called sincerity?

Ah Ju couldn't even like him alone, let alone his family members.

Ah Ju hates Zhao Chen.

Even if Zhao Chen asked her to go with him on the wedding night, it would make her feel better than such calculations.If he forced her, she would treat it as if she had been bitten by a dog once, and ask him to divorce his wife, and the two would have nothing to do with each other again.But now, she was moved again, and fell in love with the wrong person again, and he wanted to stab her in the heart before he left...

Ah Ju was sobbing, and couldn't even utter a single word to scold him.

Zhao Chen watched her cry, crying into tears, grabbed the quilt to cover her face, trembling in his arms.

Knowing that she couldn't listen to what he said now, Zhao Chen hugged her tightly without saying a word.She struggled and resisted at first, but gradually she could only cry, until it was dark.Zhao Chen heard people approaching and leaving outside, and then looked at the dark room with no lights, he felt chills all over his body.If she left, he would be left alone in this room again, deserted.

"Aju..."

"open……"

The two spoke at the same time, and stopped at the same time, followed by a long silence.

Zhao Chen didn't speak, Ah Ju wiped away the last tears, raised his head, and saw a lantern hanging under the eaves outside, the lantern was shaking in the cold wind of winter night, the soft light seemed even more desolate.She was in a daze for a while, and finally said calmly: "You asked me if I would like to go to the capital with you, and I will tell you right now, I don't want to. You have lied to me so many times, but you never asked me, which means you also Some people care about me, since you care, please give me a divorce letter. I am just a village girl, I just want to live a peaceful life, I am afraid of going to the Marquis Mansion, afraid of fighting in your family, afraid of being looked down upon, Even if I go reluctantly, I won't live in peace. If you really care about me, can you let me go home? Without me, you will meet a lady who is more suitable for you, and the right family..."

"If you don't let me go, I want you. Even if you hate me for the rest of your life, I won't let you go."

Zhao Chen interrupted her, turned the person around, held her wet face, and asked her in the dark: "I lied to you, I lied to you many times, but no matter how bad I am, I only do those things to marry you." You are my wife. Ah Ju, don't talk about the family background, I just ask you how I treated you this month, you really don't want to live with me? Don't cry, I know you have something in your heart Me, tell me the truth, what are you afraid of? I promise you, I only have you as a woman in this life, can you stop thinking about it?"

Ah Ju burst into tears again.Can she trust his words?She didn't know which of his words was true or false, besides, his life was so long and his status was so high, Ning couldn't guarantee that this son would be consistent, how could she believe it?
She was crying pitifully, obviously what he said was on his mind, Zhao Chen hugged her whole body on his lap, bowed his head and kissed her cheek, and kissed her tears.After being married for a month, he had already figured her out. She was as beautiful as an orchid in the mountains, and as innocent as a newly born deer.When he bullied her, she would be afraid, angry, and hide from him. He grabbed her and wouldn't let her hide. After a little coaxing her, she immediately relented. Only a secular and sinister girl would be so innocent.He knew her fear, she was indeed not suitable for life in the capital, but he couldn't let go of her, couldn't let go of her thoughtfulness and tenderness, so he had no choice but to take her back, protect her, and teach her little by little.

"Aju, I know what you are afraid of. I am afraid that people in the capital will look down on you. You don't have to worry. When you go out as a guest, what you are at home is also what you are in the capital. You don't need to deliberately change anything. There are good people and bad people in the capital, treat them sincerely. If you look down on you, you just make friends. If you look down on you, you just ignore it. There is nothing to pay attention to such people. You are afraid of Mrs. Qin, don't be afraid, I will make arrangements, and you will know when you arrive in the capital .”

Ah Ju's tears gradually stopped, she turned her face away and said, "You don't need to say anything, I won't go with you."

Zhao Chen ignored her and continued to talk about himself, "I know, you are most afraid that I like the new and dislike the old. No matter how much I say about this kind of thing, it is just empty words. Look at it, Ah Ju, I will prove it to you, and you will come back to me." Jingcheng, give me a chance to prove it to you. If I have another woman, no matter what the reason, I will give you my life. There is no way. Aju, let’s change one. If I touch someone else, let my mother sever the mother-child relationship with me, and let her never see me again. Are you satisfied with this bet? I’ll write down my promise to you, and let my mother If you don’t believe me as a middle-aged man, you will always believe me as a mother, right?”

Ah Ju was stunned, Zhao Chen had been dependent on his mother since he was a child, if he was serious, the bet was heavier than his life.

Even if he couldn't see clearly, Zhao Chen guessed Ah Ju's thoughts, and a glimmer of hope suddenly surged in his heart. He immediately put him back on the kang, and he stood up quickly, "Ah Ju, wait, I'll write it down in black and white immediately, a copy Give you a copy for your mother, so you can be trusted?" While speaking, he lit two lamps in a row, and went to the cabinet to look for paper and pens without looking back.

The room suddenly lit up, Ah Ju's eyes swollen from crying felt uncomfortable, and it took a while to get used to it.Looking at the figure grinding and writing with her back to her, Ah Ju moved her mouth, wanting to tell him that she doesn't need to pretend to tell him that she doesn't want to be with him anyway, but she still couldn't open her mouth.He had her in his heart, and she knew that he was almost out of control for so many nights, but finally he held back, if it was only for her face, there was no need for him to wrong himself so much.He said he asked her to give him a chance to prove it. In fact, she also wanted to know if it was possible for her to live with this man for the rest of her life...

There was silence inside and outside the house, only the sound of him writing with a pen.

Zhao Chen quickly finished writing a copy, dried the ink, turned and walked towards Ah Ju, and handed the paper to her nervously: "Ah Ju, please take a look first, I'll write another copy."

Ah Ju lowered her head, neither looked at him nor answered.

Zhao Chen put the paper in front of her, and went back to write the second copy.

When he picked up the pen, Ah Ju slowly raised his eyes and looked at the words on the paper.

Exactly what he said.

Ah Ju stared blankly, unable to believe it, but also reluctant to believe it.She likes him, how many times can a person like him...

"Ah Ju, have you finished watching?" Zhao Chen came over again, stood in front of the kang, and asked her softly, his heart fluttering.

Ah Ju still hung her head and said nothing.

Zhao Chen looked at her trembling eyelashes, exchanged the newly written one with Ah Ju's, turned around and left without saying anything.

"Where are you going?" Seeing that he was about to go out after pushing the latch, Ah Ju asked with concern, could it be, is he really going to send it to his mother-in-law?

That's what Zhao Chen planned. Looking back at her, seeing her eyes full of disbelief, he smiled: "I've lied to you so many times, if you don't do something this time, you won't believe me. Ah Ju, that share You keep it, I will send this to my mother." After saying that, he was about to leave.

Ah Ju was shocked, straightened up and called him: "You are not allowed to go!"

But Zhao Chen had already strode away.

(End of this chapter)