Because of the pain, it is called marriage

Chapter 13: Women's Scheming (1)
Yang Xuewu was once again furious at He Yun, he pointed at the pile of bottles and jars that He Yun bought through gritted teeth, and said, "Didn't I tell you not to use other brands of cosmetics, why didn't you listen? A woman's sixth sense is the most sensitive, you want me to take your scent home?"

He Yun, who has always been well-behaved, did not continue to be his well-behaved lover this time. She frowned, and said to Yang Xuewu sharply, clearly and calmly: "Yang Xuewu, don't make a mistake, you chased me back then. What did you say when you were married? You told me how unhappy your marriage was, how you lacked passion, let me give you time, and you will give me an explanation! But now, have you played enough with me? You need to coax me and lie to me again, right? You don’t even want to hide it in front of me, and eagerly show me the side of you that doesn’t want a divorce. What is your purpose? You lied to me and followed you like this After many years, in the end I ended up not even qualified to use cosmetics? She is your wife and not mine, why should I not even use cosmetics because of her? Yang Xuewu, feel your own conscience, I He Yun She's also a woman, I'm a big girl who has been with you for four years, and you don't even let me use cosmetics?"

Yang Xuewu didn't expect He Yun to have a temper, and he didn't know what to say for a while.Looking at Yang Xuewu who was in a daze, He Yun walked over calmly, her tone was not as sharp as before: "Old Yang, I gave you my best time, you can't give me a marriage or a title, why are you still right?" I asked for this and that? Tell me, is it too much for you to not let me use cosmetics? Besides, you are too selfish, you only think about yourself, and you are afraid of being discovered by your wife. Have you ever thought about me? I'm a woman, a woman who loves cosmetics, is it cruel to ask a woman not to use cosmetics?"

Yang Xuewu's heart felt hot, and he looked at the woman beside him with a trace of pity in his eyes.This woman, who has been with him for so many years, has indeed given herself the best time in her life, but he cannot give her what she wants most.He hugged He Yun with a little guilt: "Little pig, why don't you find a good man to marry!" Quickly continued to frown and lowered his head.There was some sadness, and the sadness spread from the bottom of her heart, eroding all her emotions in an instant, she had to close her eyes, take a deep breath, calm down her emotions, and then slowly asked: "You really give up on me Marry someone else?"

Yang Xuewu said sincerely: "I really can't bear it! But, I can't drag you down like this anymore, it's too unfair to you! I'm the one who can't stand you!"

He Yun sneered, and wanted to kick herself away just by saying "I'm sorry I don't want to drag her down"?She smiled badly, and grabbed Yang Xuewu's little brother: "If you are willing to part with me, you have to ask it if it is willing to part with me!" Yang Xuewu's body trembled, and he felt the temperature of his whole body rise immediately.He Yun bit his ear and said softly: "I'm wearing newly bought underwear, do you want to see it?" I have already seen He Yun's translucent black gauze thongs. Part of the material of this thong is metal, which is hard and soft, which itself is a combination that can stimulate nerves.Yang Xuewu gently lifted He Yun's body and helped her untie her underwear.In this way, He Yun felt that her breathing became much smoother, and those snow-white breasts jumped out like two naughty rabbits.She turned her body slightly to make their outlines more obvious, and a low sound came out of her throat, which seemed to be moaning or breathing.

Yang Xuewu was addicted again.

These days, Yang Xuewu always likes to run to his daughter's room when he has nothing to do, peeling an apple for her and making a glass of milk for her. Yang Jing doesn't reject him as much as before, but he is still lukewarm.

This night, after Xuexin cleaned up, she saw Yang Xuewu was still leaning on the sofa watching a boring TV program, so she urged him to wash up and go to bed.Yang Xuewu lazily got up from the sofa. After the sound of bath water in the bathroom sounded, Xuexin gently picked up the suit jacket Yang Xuewu took off on the sofa and walked into the room. Parker 75 on the coat, took off the pen case and put it close to the ear, and found nothing abnormal, took out the small tweezers that I brought with me, carefully inserted the tweezers into the pen case, and slowly explored forward.After feeling a foreign object, Xuexin stopped and carefully tweezed it out.A finely crafted bug was presented in front of her eyes.She quickly put away the bug and tweezers, put the pen cap back on the pen body, and put it back on the suit jacket.After confirming that there was nothing abnormal, he left the room and put the suit back in its original place.Xuexin pricked up her ears and listened to the commotion in the bathroom. Yang Xuewu had the common problem of all doctors - slight obsession with cleanliness!Every time I take a shower, I will not walk out of the bathroom for half an hour.Xuexin carefully opened the zipper of her handbag, took out a pair of earphone straps from it, and pressed the switch hidden in the bag. A short signal sound dispelled Xuexin's nervousness, followed by the sound of rustling. The voice was not unfamiliar to her at all, and she knew exactly what the voice in the bug represented.It was the best bug she had bought at a high price, with audio and video functions.Buying a bug was an idea she had ever had since she had doubts about Yang Xuewu. She was unwilling to live in a muddled way like Yu Xiu said. Pretending to be muddled is not a way of getting along in marriage, but she, Qi Xuexin, was sober. After living most of her life, she didn't want to pretend to be confused in front of Yang Xuewu-this is the man she chose for betraying her parents, hurting her parents' hearts, suffering a lot of grievances, and suffering a lot!She can't let herself be like a poor wretch, thinking that this man loves her until the day she dies!
Xue Xin clenched her fists subconsciously, her knuckles began to turn white slightly, and her nails were deeply embedded in her muscles. This burst of tingling pain instantly woke her up, who was on the verge of resentment.Realizing that I was too excited, I took a deep breath, and then exhaled slowly, so that the excitement could be relieved a little bit, and told myself that I already knew it?However, a bitterness still welled up in my heart. After all, guessing is guessing, and being confirmed by oneself is another thing.For a while, all the words about happiness have been derailed when Xuexin heard them from the bug, and they went further and further away.Xuexin suddenly remembered her silly thoughts when she was a girl. At that time, she who loved fairy tales saw herself as a fish singing in the water, and was fascinated by the man she saw at the first sight when she came out of the water.She is willing to endure pain like a mermaid to change for her favorite prince.Now at the age of 38, she seems to suddenly understand that she can't be too naive, because in reality, she can't stay in the first impression of that person forever when she sticks out of the water like a fish.The more you watch, the more you will wake up!Life is not a fairy tale!She was secretly amused, at such an old age, she actually remembered fairy tales.

Yang Xuewu lay on the bed and read for a while, but he still didn't see Xuexin coming into the room to sleep, he couldn't help but secretly wondered.In the past, Xuexin always said that going to bed late would cause wrinkles, so she never stayed up late, what happened today?Yang Xuewu looked at his watch, it was already 12 o'clock, he got up and walked out of the bedroom, and saw Xuexin sitting quietly on the sofa watching TV.

"Xuexin, go to bed! You have to go to work tomorrow." Yang Xuewu walked up to Xuexin and patted her on the shoulder.

"Well, okay!" Xuexin moved her eyes from the TV screen to Yang Xuewu's face, looked at him and smiled slightly: "Why don't you sleep first? I want to watch it for a while."

"Well, then I'll go to bed first, you go to bed early!" Yang Xuewu turned and walked into the bedroom, and then the light in the bedroom was turned off, and after a while, Yang Xuewu's slight snoring sound came.Xue Xin pressed the remote control to turn off the TV, got up and turned off the lights in the living room, the living room was instantly surrounded by darkness, the heavy curtains blocked the moonlight outside, Xue Xin closed her eyes and opened them again to get used to the darkness.Except for Yang Xuewu's snoring, there was no other sound around, Xue Xin was suddenly a little scared, subconsciously wrapped her arms around her shoulders tightly.The tears that had been held back for a long time could no longer be held back, and flowed down uncontrollably like water with an open valve.

When she woke up in the morning, Yang Xuewu was no longer by her side. Looking back, Xuexin didn't even have a memory of what time she went back to her bedroom to sleep last night.The daughter had already gone to school, and a note was left on the desk, which said: Mom, you slept so soundly!I brought change for breakfast, don't worry.Mom, I saw wrinkles in the corners of your eyes, remember what I said, go for a beauty treatment!Love your daughter: Xiaojing.

Xuexin held the note, and couldn't help but shed tears again.She didn't know what to do, divorce?What about Yang Jing?She is already in junior high school. Divorce will definitely affect her daughter's grades. Besides, her daughter is now in the rebellious period of youth. If it is not done well, it will leave a psychological shadow on her daughter. Feeling on the way to school.When they arrived at the office, Yuxiu had already come and boiled water for the office, and even wiped Xuexin's desk and chairs clean, Xuexin said to Yuxiu weakly: "Thank you!" Yuxiu probed Xue Xin asked with concern: "Xiao Qi, what's the matter? Go home and rest if you don't feel well. I'll help you with your class."

Xue Xin shook her head.

Yuxiu looked at her and didn't dare to ask too much.Neither of them had class in the first period, and most of the teachers in the office had gone to class, leaving only the two of them.Xue Xin stared blankly at the table, she also wanted to keep silent, after all, she felt very ashamed to say such a thing, she was ashamed!Middle-aged bitter woman?But the matter of Yang Xuewu's affair entangled him like a poisonous snake, spitting at her from time to time, showing his fangs, Xuexin felt a tightness in her heart, she slowly closed her eyes, anxiously I want to find an outlet for catharsis.Finally, she opened her eyes, and said to Yuxiu who was staring at her in a daze, "My husband really cheated, he really has a woman outside!"

Yuxiu was taken aback: "How do you know? Don't think too much, and don't listen to other people's gossip."

Xue Xin smiled wryly: "I discovered it myself! I'm afraid everyone in the world knows about it, and I'm the only one kept in the dark."

Looking at Xuexin's appearance, Yuxiu felt happy and angry at the same time. She was happy that a person as beautiful as Xuexin was finally meddled by a third party, and she was angry that there were only so many shameless women in this society.Yuxiu comforted her and said: "Okay, Xuexin, don't feel bad. Marriage, that's about it. If you don't feel it after being together for a long time, it's easy to have accidents. Didn't Tolstoy say that 'a happy family is probably They are similar, but each unfortunate family has its own misfortune. From my point of view, Yang Xuewu is just playing for fun. If he really wants to have sex with that woman, why don’t he go home early and have a showdown with you? As long as he doesn’t If you have a showdown with you, you just pretend to be... oh yes, does Yang Xuewu know that you found out?"

Xue Xin shook her head.

Yuxiu said affirmatively: "He has been hiding it from you, don't worry, he won't want you! Like my old Li back then, when he ran home and divorced me to the death, I managed to bear it .Your family learns martial arts, as long as you stand still, that woman will definitely get nothing!"

Xuexin's thoughts were still stuck in the last sentence, and she asked puzzledly: "Then what is happiness and what is misfortune in marriage, and they are different from each other?"

Yuxiu thought for a while and said, "A happy family probably means that after marriage, love disappears, or it is transformed into family affection, and life is uneventful and ordinary. But unfortunately, it probably cannot be To accept this kind of transformation, you strongly want to stay in the state of the relationship before marriage, so there is a contradiction between time and space and the status quo, so the man cheats and the woman cheats, this is misfortune!"

Xue Xin said dejectedly: "After all, marriage is still the grave of love!"

Yuxiu couldn't help laughing: "Xuexin, you're so old, you haven't realized it for so many years? When two people are together every day, even the best love will deteriorate. There is no eternal love in this world. Unless two people who love each other suddenly say goodbye forever, how can two people get married and live a daily life together, love will last forever? Love is a thing that can be transformed!"

Xuexin suddenly realized: "So, Yang Xuewu's love for me turned into family affection, but he found a new love outside."

Seeing what she said, Yuxiu hurriedly added: "Hey, I'm purely talking about my family, don't take it for granted!"

"When the marriage grows, it becomes plain boiled water! Yang Xuewu wants to change to a new taste, he wants to drink Coke and Sprite...how about I step aside." Xuexin sighed unknowingly.

Yuxiu patted the tabletop, wanting to slap Xuexin awake: "Xuexin, you fool, step aside? As you said, marriage is like plain water, clear and transparent, bland and tasteless, but plain water quenches your thirst Ah, I am used to drinking plain water and occasionally drink a drink, and I think the drink is delicious, but who would drink drinks for a lifetime, especially carbonated drinks, just looking for a temporary stimulation. Your Yang Xuewu definitely has no idea of ​​​​divorcing you. I dare to guarantee it!"

Xuexin raised her head and looked at Yuxiu: "But, Yang Xuewu hurt my heart too much! I can't breathe normally in pain, and it's also accompanied by shame! I really can't forgive him..."

Yuxiu looked at her and said seriously: "Xuexin, in fact, men are really just looking for a momentary thrill when they have affairs. They already understand that if they want to start a new family, they have to try the hard work all over again. It is not your fault, so you should not torture yourself with other people's mistakes. Of course, if you really want to divorce, then you should stay. There is no reason for you to keep nothing; Take what you can, and if you don’t take anything at all, others may not be grateful to you. So, don’t be polite. There are roughly three types of relatively close relationships that can be formed between adult men and women, one is friends, the other is lovers, and the third is "dogs and men and women". I believe that the relationship between a friend and a lover, the beauty in the process of getting along, the touch in the process of being together, even after separation, there will be blessings and concerns. But I don’t believe that the relationship between "dogs and men and women" can be cultivated What a positive result. Have you seen the result of my old Li and the third child? Have you seen it? What kind of result can there be! In such an incident, don’t be pretentious. If a woman loses and a man wins, if the siege of marriage is destroyed Xiaosan was knocked down, you and Yang Jing were the ones who lost, and that vixen was in vain! So, Xuexin, listen to me, the only way to win is to minimize the damage wisely."

Xuexin didn't say anything after hearing these words, she thought about Yuxiu's words carefully, and thought it seemed reasonable, but she always felt that something was wrong.

He Yun had a very long dream. In the dream, she saw Yang Xuewu saw her, but deliberately turned and walked away. No matter how she shouted or chased him, he was getting farther and farther away from her. She was anxious She kept shouting until she couldn't make a sound, until she felt her body keep falling... At this moment, a pair of warm arms hugged her, and she never felt such warmth since she was with Yang Xuewu.That kind of temperature, so warm, so warm that she couldn't help but drift forward, wanting to stay here forever and never wake up.However, she suddenly heard a woman sigh, so lightly, so lightly... She said "He Yun", and He Yun woke up suddenly.After waking up, she stared at the ceiling with wide-eyed eyes. She was thinking, could that warm arm and soft sigh in the dream be Yang Xuewu's wife?She thought of Yang Xuewu's daughter Yang Jing again, she was such a beautiful girl!That day, she saw herself clearly, why is Yang Xuewu's side so calm?Didn't Yang Jing tell her mother what she saw?Or did Qi Xuexin already know but deliberately pretended not to know?Yang Jing, this girl is absolutely extraordinary, or Yang Xuewu's wife Qi Xuexin is absolutely extraordinary, beyond He Yun's imagination...

Walking on the street, I only know that the Mid-Autumn Festival is here when I see moon cakes in the store.In the usual festivals like Mid-Autumn Festival, He Yun bought gifts early for Yang Xuewu to bring to his mother. At the beginning, Yang Xuewu was very moved. He Yun helped him think of everything he didn't expect.Later, gradually, Yang Xuewu got used to it, and he could turn a blind eye when he got used to it.This year's Mid-Autumn Festival, He Yun didn't want to prepare anything. He, Yang Xuewu, didn't plan to marry her at all. Why was she trying so hard to please him?He Yun had prepared for the worst, and if she couldn't do it, she used her trump card to force Yang Xuewu to give her a house, so she quickly found someone to marry while she was young.Yang Xuewu wanted to play with her for nothing, but it wasn't that cheap.After He Yun made up her mind, her heart became more at ease, and she simply ignored everything and waited and watched.

Yang Xuewu didn't know that the Mid-Autumn Festival was here until he received a call from his mother. On the other end of the phone, his mother asked, "Xuewu, what did you buy for Mom for the Mid-Autumn Festival? Shall I pick it up?"

(End of this chapter)