The pampered little wife

Chapter 278 Resentment (2)
Chen Nuoer made a very good start, so the atmosphere that followed was very harmonious and harmonious. Rong Ling listened to their stories very seriously.The more she listened, the more she felt that her mother still had that side.

In Rong Ling's memory, her mother has always been a very gentle and dignified woman. She never loses her temper, she is always gentle, and always has a very warm smile on her face. She also heard it from her grandparents. There are many things about mothers, but the mother they talk about is also very quiet, but she is also a very powerful person, yes, mother has always been very powerful, isn't she?Otherwise, where did my skills come from?

But the mother Chen Nuoer spoke of was a very different mother. She could play tricks, play tricks, cry when she was unhappy, and make trouble. Rong Ling had never seen such a mother.

"Later, when I found out about your mother, you were already six years old, Xiaoling, believe me, I wanted to take you away with me at that time, I knew your mother loved you very much, even if I didn't know it at that time You are my daughter, but I also want to take you away together, and love you as my own daughter." Chen Nuoer was a little anxious when he said this, as if he was afraid that Rong Ling would not believe it.

And Rong Ling was also silent, and asked after a while, "If that's the case, why didn't you take me away?" This is a question that has been bothering her. It has always remained in her heart.

Regret flashed across Chenole's eyes, "At that time, I got the news that you were with your mother, but those trash were the ones who couldn't find you, but your mother was injured at that time, so I A few people were left behind to look for you in the capital, and then took your mother back to the country first. But after a month, the people under him only gave me a few photos, and the children in the photos actually fawned on the person who hurt their mother Please, do you know how angry I was when I saw those photos, I just tore up those photos, I thought that child was not worthy at all, so I ignored that child and put all my thoughts into it It's all on your mother." The more he said, the more guilt and self-blame he felt, why didn't he ask a few more questions and stop investigating.

Rong Ling pursed her lips, lowered her eyes and couldn't see her expression clearly. Rationally, Chen Nuoer's explanation made her accept it. If it was her, if she saw such a picture, she would be angry and lose her mind. As the person involved, she also hated herself at that time, hated her own powerlessness, hated why she didn't grow up quickly, so that she could directly resist, and she didn't need to be attached to the Ye family to survive.Besides, to Chen Nuoer at that time, he was just a child born to his lover and other men, and had nothing to do with him at all. It was already very good for him to have such an idea.

But she could accept it intellectually, but she couldn't accept it emotionally.Perhaps it was because she knew that Chen Nuoer was her father, so she got more into the horns. She just felt that since he had planned to take her away at that time, even if she saw such a photo, she should take her away for the sake of her mother, right? , and he was still so young at the time, if he took him away, he could teach him some things, so that he wouldn't have to suffer like that, living alone in the Ye family with hatred for seven years, he had to endure the forest Shan and the others tortured and abused her, and even tried to curry favor with them. In the end, she was kicked out of the Ye family before she could do anything.

If I hadn't encountered rigor, maybe it would be another scene now, maybe I would become distorted because of hatred, maybe I would have more hardships because I met bad people, there are many possibilities, isn't it?But no matter what kind of possibility it is, it cannot erase the pain I have suffered.But these could have been avoided. She could have had a happy childhood like other children, had a happy family, and didn't have to curry favor with anyone in order to survive. She had the opportunity to be as happy as ordinary children growing.

She couldn't accept such a result, and she couldn't help feeling resentful toward Chen Nuoer, her biological father.She knew she shouldn't do this, but she couldn't help it.

Rong Ling was a little irritable for a while, and she wanted to lose her temper and vent her anger, but in the end she endured it, and then interrupted Chen Nuoer, "I want to see my mother." After finishing speaking, she ignored Chen Nuoer's words Looking at how he looked, he stood up and walked out the door.

When she opened the door, she saw Yan Jing. Rong Ling was stunned for a moment, but did not speak. Seeing that her expression was not right, Yan Jing wanted to ask what happened, but Chen Nuoer, who was behind her, had restrained her injured expression and walked out, "I will take you Go to see your mother." There seemed to be nothing strange in his tone, but everyone knew that he might be very uncomfortable.

Chen Nuoer took a step first, followed by Rong Ling, who pursed her lips, and followed closely with a frown at the end. Although he had been guarding the outside all the time, he had to say that the box here The sound insulation is really good, he didn't hear any movement at all, but judging from the looks of the father and daughter coming out, it seems that the conversation was not going very well.

When she came to Rong Fang's room, the old lady was also there. Seeing that it was Rong Ling, the old lady was taken aback for a moment, then beckoned Rong Ling who was standing at the door to hurry over.

Perhaps because of the timidity of being close to the hometown, Rong Ling's feet seemed to be fixed at the door. She wanted to step out but didn't have the courage. She was afraid that this was just a dream, and that her mother would still not be by her side when she woke up from the dream.

"Go in." Standing rigorously beside her, he patted her shoulder with his big hand, and his eyes were full of tolerance and encouragement.

Rong Ling took a deep breath before taking the first step. After taking the first step, her footsteps became flustered and anxious again. The old lady was helped to the side by Chen Nuoer, and Rong Ling stood like that. By the side of the bed, isn't the person lying on the bed the mother who often appears in my dreams, tears streaming down like this silently.

"Mom, mother, mother." Rong Ling held Rong Fang's hand tightly, and slowly knelt down beside the bed. For 12 years, she never thought that her mother was not dead and was still in this world. , I didn’t expect to be able to see my mother. For a while, the pain I had suffered over the years seemed to dissipate like that, but it seemed to expand several times in her heart. She couldn’t help but imagine that she was crying in her mother’s arms like before. , Crying that she misses her, and crying that she has suffered so many grievances, she doesn't know.

But in the end, she just shed tears silently, covering her eyes with Rong Fang's hand, not letting her tears flow more and more.

(End of this chapter)