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Chapter 99 Goodbye to the Spiritual World (Fourth Change)

It was late at night, and after thinking about it many times in Ning Cheng, he finally remembered.

Yes, I don't belong here, and I'm not from this world.This is just a mental world that I imagined.No wonder, I face repeated scenes every day.It turned out that this was the scene I was most looking forward to.

Waking up every morning, being able to eat a breakfast made by my mother, and talking about football with my father.Then do a simple yet high-tech job.If you can become a hero for a while, then this kind of life will be perfect.

Here, I have realized my own ideas and realized my wishes.Ning Cheng himself didn't realize that it turned out that he had been looking forward to such a warm scene for many, many years.

As for that old lady, whenever Ning Cheng thinks of her face, he will feel a bit sad.

That is my lifelong benefactor.She nurtured herself and taught herself.Turn a sad and withdrawn boy into a sunny boy.

She always said to herself: "It doesn't matter whether it's a single-parent family or a single-parent family. People, you still have to live a good life. It's because the life in the past was too bad and too hard, so now it's better and faster. Happy life."

Grandma, the old dean.What a simple, what a great grandma.I was in my youth, when I was sensible.Just always wanted to repay her.Repay her for her upbringing.But at that time, he was really too weak.Weak enough that besides going to school every day, he can only chat and talk with the old dean's grandmother.That's all.

How I hope to wait until the day when I am capable, and then come back to repay her.Thank her.Although, I know that she doesn't need my own repayment.

But in the end, this idea of ​​mine is just an idea.

I still remember that in my second year of high school, the grandmother of the old dean passed away.Before he died, he held his own hand and wiped away the tears on his face with that trembling hand.Then tell yourself not to cry, to be strong.It would be bad for a little person to cry and break his body.But before his tears were wiped clean, the old dean's grandmother left.

That day, Ning Cheng cried heartbreakingly.That was after he promised Lin Zibai not to cry, he cried loudly again.What he cried was so sad, so desperate.The last person in this world who was kind to me also left me!
After that, Ning Cheng left the orphanage.He left the place where he lived for sixteen or seventeen years.Without the orphanage of the dean's grandmother, the little Ning Cheng didn't want to stay longer for a moment.Because of the people there, only the dean's grandma will treat her well.

That year, Ning Cheng dropped out of school, what can a child who dropped out of high school do.Ning Cheng has done everything in those years.Waiter, construction site, or salesman.There is no one in Ning Cheng who hasn't done it before.

Whenever I can't hold on, I will think of the kind words of the old dean's grandmother in my heart: "Son, learn to be strong. No matter what happens, grandma will accompany you."

Those words have been buried in the bottom of my heart, and have been buried.It turned out that the old dean, grandma, grandma, did not lie to herself.He still appeared by his side, when he was confused.Tell yourself what you should do.Remind yourself that you should go back!Although, there are my own regrets here.

As for those gangsters, it wasn't because they went to school that they were bullied because they were orphans.Those bad students that the old dean's grandmother drove away with a broom?It's just the opposite here, I helped the old dean's grandmother drive them away.

Perhaps, the old dean's grandmother has already turned into a spiritual pillar in Ning Cheng's subconscious mind.When you need it most, it will often appear, and then tell yourself what is right.

"call!"

Ning Cheng let out a deep breath, maybe.It's time to leave.

Maybe it was because Ning Cheng remembered it.This night, Ning Cheng did not sleep soundly.He quietly walked into Mom and Dad's room, tucked up the quilt for them, and then sat quietly by the bed, looking at them who were sleeping soundly.Tears, but not only flow down.

"Dad. Mom. Why don't you want me?"

Ning Cheng looked at them who were sleeping soundly, tears streaming down his face.

"These years, I have had a hard time. Whenever I see other children going to and from school, there are parents to pick me up. Only myself, alone. No one has ever picked me up. Whenever I see other children When my child called my parents, I thought about it and called them parents. But I didn't!"

Ning Cheng covered his hands, not letting himself cry out: "Sometimes, I just think about it. Even if it's because I'm naughty, you can beat me or scold me, as long as you don't abandon me. That would be great. Even if you beat me every day, I'm willing."

"But you still don't want me!"

Ning Cheng finally couldn't bear his own sadness, and choked up his voice.

"Perhaps, I can see you only here. Only here can I feel the warmth of home. Only then can I see you. I won't let myself think that I am an orphan."

Speaking of this, Ning Cheng wiped away the tears on his face.Then he said sadly but satisfied: "Although, this is just a mental world I made up."

"However, I am really satisfied. Although there are only three short days, I am satisfied. Really. After all, during these three days, I felt the warmth of home. After all, I know what home is like. "

"I have complained about you before, and hated you. I blamed you for being ruthless, and hated you for not wanting me. But later on, I stopped hating you. Really. I know, maybe you are also desperate, there is no way out, so Will abandon me."

"I, really love you guys!"

Ning Cheng looked at the two sleeping soundly, and then wiped away the tears on his face.Standing up gently, he took a deep look at his parents.Then he bent down and lightly kissed both of their faces.He reluctantly left the room.

Ning Cheng who left the room came to the street alone.Now, the street is empty, looking at the tall buildings lined up in the distance.Ning Cheng then walked over.

Gradually, Ning Cheng climbed to the top of the building.I saw Ning Cheng took a deep look at the direction of the house.Then leap forward.Jumped off the building.

"Goodbye, Mom and Dad. Goodbye, my spiritual world. There are things I am nostalgic for here, but it is still not my world!"

Ning Cheng closed his eyes, allowing himself to keep falling in the air.Let the wind whistle in your ears.All ignored.

Maybe, break and then stand!
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(End of this chapter)