Chapter 267 I care very much

Open the car door and walk down, only to see a large piece of green grass, and this large piece of green grass is not ordinary green grass, but all clover!
Clover represents love!Lu Zhenyu asked her to come to such a large clover, did he want to explain something to him?

She approached him step by step, trying to avoid the clover and love with her feet, but, after all, Lu Zhenyu's kapok tree was in the middle of the big clover, and she had to step on it if she wanted to walk over. On these shamrocks, on these loves!

Her heart is very sore and painful. In fact, she has always been confused about love. Many people say that there is only one love in a person's life, and that is the first love.

But she didn't know whether her first temptation was considered love, because the relationship of that first temptation didn't last long, and later on, she seemed to understand less and less what love is?
Finally, after stepping on countless clover and spending countless loves, she came to Lu Zhenyu, stroked the tall kapok tree with her hands, looked at him, and asked for a while, "What are you talking about?" What are you going to say to me?"

In fact, originally, she had a lot to say to him, but since he said he had something to say to her, then she wanted to hear what he had to say first?
"Xiaosu, I'm going back to the United States early tomorrow morning, maybe—" Lu Zhenyu paused for a while, and then grabbed the tree trunk with both hands, as if mustering up the courage to say: "It may take a little time, so... "

"I see," Xiaosu immediately took his words, and then said very understandingly: "I'll have someone call the reporter of the newspaper tomorrow, and then I'll publish a gossip about the charming dissolution of the marriage, don't worry, I Will find a good reason..."

"Xiaosu, that's not the case," Lu Zhenyu hurriedly explained: "I don't mean to dissolve our engagement, I just want to postpone the engagement, I..."

"Zhenyu, you don't need to say anything, I understand." Xiaosu took the words with a wry smile, and then sighed softly: "Mary is here, the matter between you and him and the matter between the Mafia and the Holy Dragon Gang , It can’t be resolved in a day or two. How long can our marriage be postponed? Besides, I think you may already know that Xiaofan came to Binhai, and he—knew that I was pregnant with his child, so... "

"What, Xiaofan came to Binhai?" Now it was Lu Zhenyu's turn to be shocked, he looked at Xiaosu and asked, "When did Xiaofan come to Binhai? Didn't he lose his memory? Didn't he Doesn’t he even have a set of legal documents? How did he come to Binhai?”

"Didn't Mary tell you?" Xiaosu was also a little puzzled by Zhenyu's question, and then quickly said: "Xiaofan told me that he came to Binhai with Mary, and he also said that Mary came here specially to find Yours, do you mean, you haven't seen Mary yet?"

"Mary?" Lu Zhenyu became more and more confused, "Mary told me that she came to Binhai with Bentley, Bentley, you don't know him, he is the son of Las Vegas casino owner Wycombe, a flamboyant Son, he..."

"Bingley is Xiaofan," Xiaosu quickly took Lu Zhenyu's words, and then said with a deep sigh, "Although I don't quite understand how Xiaofan got a set of legitimate Bentley documents, but he did come to To the seaside, and found me, I have--I have told him that I was pregnant with his child."

Lu Zhenyu never dreamed that the Bentley that Mary mentioned was actually Xiao Fan, so, according to this inference, it was Xiao Fan who won the Sunset City from Thales as Bentley.

How did Wickham discover Xiaofan, or how Xiaofan joined forces with Wickham by mistake, and Wickham even gave Xiaofan the identity of his own son, so we can It can be seen that Wickham attaches great importance to Xiaofan.

And these are not important, the important thing is that Xiaosu said that Xiaofan came, she said that she told Xiaofan that she was pregnant with Xiaofan's child, this also shows that, in fact, even if he doesn't want to postpone the marriage, I'm afraid, Xiaosu doesn't want to continue her marriage with him, does she?

He felt extremely painful, he met Xiaosu many years before that Xiaofan who lost his memory, he fell in love with Xiaosu many years before that Xiaofan, but why, in the end, he was the one who lost?

Looking at Xiaosu standing beside him, he couldn't help reaching out and wrapping her in his arms, pressing her head against his chest, then lowered his head and whispered in her ear in pain: "Xiaosu, I have Don't you understand what's on your mind? Don't you really know who is in my heart?"

Xiaosu lowered her head, warm liquid flooded into her eyes, her heart was trembling, her body was also trembling, and she choked up for a while and said: "Zhenyu, I know, I always knew, so, I have always been When you are my best friend and most trusted confidant, no matter what others say, I never doubt you."

"Xiaosu, in your heart, can I only be a friend or a confidant?" Lu Zhenyu was heartbroken after hearing her words, as if a needle was constantly pricking his heart, crying blood the point.

He loves her so much, loves her so much, he wants to give her all his heart, but she still can only treat him as a friend as a confidant, that is, not as a lover, a beloved person.

"Zhenyu, I know what you mean, and I have always understood it," Xiaosu said with a trembling voice, as the warm liquid in Xiaosu's eye sockets finally came out and flowed down her fair cheeks, "But, Zhenyu, you know , I am not a clean and innocent girl, in front of you, I feel dirty, I am not worthy to be your lover, nor worthy to be loved by you, so..."

"What do you mean unworthy?" Lu Zhenyu couldn't help but roared, holding her trembling body tightly with his arms, "Xiaosu, who are you and me, do we have to care about those worldly eyes? Am I going to bother with the worldly words? I'm just..."

"I know you don't care." Xiaosu broke free from his embrace with a little force, and then looked at him firmly: "Zhenyu, you don't need to care that I was married and had children, and you can even accept that Leilei is A terminally ill child, but I'm still pregnant with another man's child, don't you care? Besides, you've even met the child's father, you..."

"I don't care, I don't care," Lu Zhenyu hurriedly snatched Xiaosu's words, and then quickly expressed his feelings, "Xiaosu, you know that I don't care. I have never cared about the child in your belly." I didn't ask you anything, I just thought this child fell from the sky, and you are the Virgin Mary..."

"But I'm not the Virgin Mary," Xiaosu quickly snatched Lu Zhenyu's words, and then said cruelly: "Zhenyu, you don't care, but I do, very, very much!"

Xiaosu finished shouting this sentence.The tears became more and more violent, looking at Lu Zhenyu, almost crying: "Zhenyu, I am very concerned about this matter, you don't know, ever since I decided to get engaged and married with you, I have always been in a state of anxiety. I can't fall asleep, I always feel that it is wrong to do this, I always feel that this is bullying you—"

Xiaosu broke down in tears when he said this, grabbed the trunk of the kapok tree with both hands, controlled his emotions a little bit, and said: "Zhenyu, I understand your feelings for me, and it is because of this that I can't bear it." This heavy feeling, if I want to marry you, I think I should give you a clean body, but I can't, it's impossible in this life, so even if you don't tell me , I want to talk to you about this too, our marriage must be dissolved!"

"Xiaosu..." Lu Zhenyu yelled her name helplessly in pain, his heart, which was still slightly warm, became completely cold after Xiaosu's words.

In fact, he used to call her Annie. Later, she and he returned to Binhai from Sun Island. Later, he brought her back to the United States from Las Vegas and sent her back to Binhai. Later, he wanted to marry her..
Gradually, he no longer called her Annie, but called her Chinese name Xiaosu, because Annie was not her name originally, although, in his heart, he had already clearly distinguished her from the original Annie. .

He loved her, and never thought about whether she was innocent or not, because he felt that it was not such an important thing, and that layer of film was meaningless to him.

He loves Tan Xiaosu, ever since he picked her up from the sea, ever since he started dating her, ever since he lived and died with her in the Alps, he has fallen in love with her, completely in love with her.

He loves her strengths, but also loves her shortcomings, she is not perfect, he has always known that she is not perfect, she is just an ordinary woman.

Xiaosu finally stopped crying, took a deep breath, resisted the tears in her eyes from falling, and then choked up and said: "Zhenyu, let us wait for the next life, if there is a next life, I must be in the first I met you at the first time, if there is an afterlife, I will fall in love with you the moment I meet you, and then, I will give myself to you, and I will give you the purest and cleanest self."

"Why? Why should we wait for the next life?" Lu Zhenyu couldn't help crying out in pain with a trembling voice, grabbing her weak shoulders with both hands, his deep black eyes were full of pain and sorrow: "Xiaosu, We have met in this life, haven’t we? Now, you are single, and I am also single. I asked you here today to tell you that I love you. The relationship between me and you is love. I want to go back to the United States , not that I want to run away, I just want to postpone our wedding, but Xiaosu, you..."

(End of this chapter)

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