The last Onmyoji

Chapter 201 The Logic of Going Crazy
I reached out and turned off the light, and plunged myself into the darkness. I was just rescued from the darkness. When I was in that secret room, I yearned for light, extremely longing, but now, I fell in love with the night. Seeing The moonlight shines through the curtains and gently sprinkles on my bed.

My heart is in a mess, but everything is orderly in the chaos. Smoking is not allowed in the ward, but Hei San left me a pack when he left. Maybe he knows that in this situation, I have to smoke. Soothe my own mind.

Finally, I removed the needle, went to the bathroom, and saw my own face in the mirror.

I pulled it hard, I scratched until my face was covered with blood, I looked up again, and there was still this face in the mirror, but I really wanted to destroy it, I felt disgusted when I saw it, although I thought, It's still as handsome as ever.

I have experienced a narrow escape this time, and I feel that I have not gotten anything, or as for the whole mystery, it makes me very irritated, because there are many things, I seem to know something, but after thinking about it carefully, I will feel I didn't get anything, and I was still in chaos.

However, this letter from Azar has strung together many things I have obtained before, so I have to re-examine this issue.What did I get, and what did I know?
Finally, I went out of the bathroom and wiped off the blood on my face with a towel. In the drawer, I found a blue ballpoint pen, but there was no paper. On the one hand, let's sort out this matter again.

After the famous mountain, there is an island in the middle of the lake. Here is a very mysterious place. It can be said that it is a parallel world. I don't know what I'm going to do, but I follow the last wish of the first Tubo and guard here for a mission I don't know.

Aza had been to this island in the middle of the lake before, and successfully copied himself in front of that mud wall, which is the Aza we saw on the island.I have to say, if what the second uncle said is correct, then Aza is really the mastermind behind everything.

Perhaps our trip this time can be regarded as the story of Azar, a very strange boy and a strange person.

——Aza in that stockade is the bridge between Mengchang's stockade and the outside world. He is the only person who can speak Mandarin, and the only person who has seen the world outside. A person's IQ, his thoughts , His words and deeds are all related to his own knowledge, as big as the sky above your head, so is your thought.

For example, it is difficult for people who have never eaten the forbidden fruit to take the first step, but once they let go, they will know how it feels, and in all likelihood, it will be out of control.

Aza is a person who has seen the wonders of the world. He is like a person who has tasted the forbidden fruit. Don’t say that life in the mountain village is very beautiful. After living in the city for a long time, you will want to go to the countryside. Aza lived in his village for a year. Many people would not be able to stand a place without electricity, internet, or cosmetics. At least Aza is a person who yearns for city life and wants to get rid of his curse-like fate.

Is it really good to derail the entire clan from the world because of an unwarranted fate?I think Aza was the one who had this idea at the time, but the idea belongs to the idea. He should know the importance of this fate. Just like Meng Chang, he was choosing between fate and freedom, but found that there was no one. Ways to make a good trade-off.

His experience on the island in the middle of the lake is equivalent to opening up a broad road for him, making this smart man who has been very entangled all this time think that he has finally found a way to have the best of both worlds, that is to copy, to copy a person, a person exactly like himself people.

It took him a while, even a few years. I don’t know if he cooperated with Meng Chang. It is estimated that Meng Chang may have insight into all this, but he did not stop it. Otherwise, Meng Chang’s last words back then would not have He will make up his mind to let me take their people out of the mountains. He should know what Aza has done in the past few years.

Copying, endless copying, copying himself is not enough, he has to copy one by one, all the villagers including the leader, I can even imagine those scenes, Aza brought the leader to the mud wall and said , you have a prey in mind, dig and see.

The simple leader really took a shovel, and finally dug an antelope in the mud. He would tell Aza, this is a magical place, such a magical wall!

Then Aza said to him: "You can only come to this place once, he is very amazing, so you can't tell anyone."

The leader believed it was true, and simple people would be pious, and it is estimated that he would even think it was a gift from God.As a result, after the leader left, Aza would dig out a leader who was unknowingly copied from the back of the antelope just now, a person who was exactly the same and had the same memory.

Of course, this can be not an antelope, but a hare. This is a hypothesis. Assuming the process of Aza’s white lie, Aza followed suit. In a few years, he copied the people in the entire village, and these people in the village, I thought this was just a secret that belonged to Aza and himself.No one knew what this young man in their clan was doing.I don't even know that I have quietly stopped copying.

After copying people, Aza is using other methods. It is too easy to deceive this group of similarly simple copies. They live on this island in the middle of the lake. At that time, I saw such a strange scene, the same village, the same people.

Because this in itself is the same person, and it is different from the fake monkey in the real and fake Monkey King. It is completely like Sun Monkey accidentally changed into an uncontrollable self. In this way, it is equivalent to having two villages.

The planner Aza mentioned by the second uncle may be such a planner, and this is his game.It is also his confession to me.

Bring the people in the village I first saw back to normal human life.Let them live the life they want.

The duplicated themselves continued to guard, waiting for their mission to come.

This is a struggle for freedom. When many people are busy, they will say, if I can have two bodies, one I go to work, one I do housework, and the other sleeps every day. Azata done.

I don't know the disadvantages of doing this, but I am very afraid of it.

It’s still the same assumption just now, one you go to work, one you sleep, and the other does housework, but it’s under the condition that you can control the other two you, or to put it bluntly, those two are not you.

But if one day, you can't tell which is you, the one who is you at work, the one who does housework, or the one who sleeps is the real you?
This is actually the scariest thing. When people think of it, they feel hairy and cold.

Like suffocation.

This feeling, in Aza's words, made me feel more strongly, his words: "I don't know who you are who received the letter now."

When I wrote this sentence, I couldn't help closing my eyes.

I was thinking back carefully, I was opening the stone door, and I saw the face exactly like mine with the flashlight inside. I knew that Aza was referring to this, but when I thought of this, I would It felt like my whole body was going crazy, it was the kind of completely cold crazy, I even wanted to go back to the bathroom again, to destroy my handsome face.

I was knocked out after seeing that face.

When I woke up, I was in the secret room until I was rescued by Black Three myself.

Is the me who is writing this now the original me, or in other words, is the current me the original me, or the original me, the one behind the stone gate?

Could it be that there is another me who is also thinking about the same question, and that me was actually taken away after being knocked out, and is now suffering the torment of [-] hells.

It's really a logic that drives people crazy, isn't it?

(End of this chapter)