The last Onmyoji

Chapter 351 Another Me
This face is so similar to Shi Nu's. To be honest, until now, I don't know where Shi Nu has gone. I haven't seen her since I left Shennongjia. Could it be that she came here? ?

"Stone girl?" I tentatively called out.

But she who was sitting on the beam didn't move, she didn't even blink her eyes.This, maybe just a statue?
I looked at her and found that her eyes were always looking at the front, motionless. Based on the principle that more things are worse than less things here, I quietly avoided her. She just looks like Shi Nu, not real. The stone girl's eyes, the real stone girl's eyes, will not give me such a cold feeling.

After avoiding her, I quickly walked out of this room. This is like a temple in my mind. After leaving this room, the front is the main hall.

I walked in and saw a figure with his back to me, sitting there, it was a figure, not a ghost, sitting in the main hall.

It looks very tall.

I was taken aback. I only thought that there would be ghosts inside, but I didn't expect to see a person. At this moment, the person sitting there looked back at me and said, "You are here."

What he gave me was a smiling face, but he gave me an extremely creepy feeling, which was unbearable, and it was cold from head to toe.

That face turned out to be my own.

"Who are you?!" I took a step back. Here, I saw that everything has the courage to fight him, but I didn't expect that I met myself here.

"I am who you think I am," he said to me.

"Who the hell are you?" I asked, this scene, really scarier than anything I've seen, is one of the scariest scenes I've ever felt in the back of my mind.

"After coming out of the famous mountain, you can't tell which one is you, can't you? Do you understand whether I am you or you are me?" He asked me.

The smile on my face made me feel creepy.

He suddenly overtook me and stood up, and I was startled. After coming out of the famous mountain, I have been having this nightmare. I dreamed that someone killed me, and then he survived in my identity.

I thought maybe it was all a hoax.

He stood and began to undress, completely naked in front of me.

He has two tattoos on his body.

The white tiger stands on the chest.

Xuanwu Negative Monument.

"You and me, only one can be a hero, who will you choose to be? You, or me?" He asked me with a smile. He looked much happier than me, because his face There was always a smile on his face.

But I swear, I have never found that "myself" can laugh so ugly, so scary.

"Are you afraid of me?" He walked towards me naked like this.

"Why are you afraid of me?" He continued to press.

"What you have to do, I did it for you, aren't you happy?" He continued to approach.

I had already retreated to the door, and I didn't pay attention to my step, and fell directly to the ground.

I got up and looked at him again, he had already stabilized his body, and said to me: "I know what you think in your heart, you and I, there can only be one person going out. One can be the real Lin Xiaofan, and the other, you have to Be a hero. Although when the time comes, you will not be able to tell which one is yourself."

"Are you Zhang Daoling?" I asked, steadying my figure.

"I'm Lin Xiaofan, I was you who walked out of that mud wall." He said.

"Time is running out, Lin Baqian needs me to help you with your unfinished business." He said.

"A girl named Jiuliang found me. She thought she could get another you, but I was destined to disappoint her, or she felt that I am not you." He continued.

"What's the difference between you and me?" he asked.

And I have been unable to calm down this mood, the mood of seeing another self.Perhaps the biggest difference between me and him is that he is a confident me, a strong and wise me.

"You sit down and we talk," he said to me.

"About what?" I said to him.I was like a lunatic, talking to myself.

"The second uncle's decision is right. Many people need a Lin Xiaofan, but the world needs a Zhang Daoling. So, I will be Zhang Daoling, you will be Lin Xiaofan, and you will go back to Linjiazhuang." He said to me.

He said that I was a little moved, I was really moved, everything, a person appeared to fight for me, I can return to my original life, and be my Lin Xiaofan.

God damn battle.

Fuck it for the peace of the world, all this has half a dime to do with me?
"How? Grandma Linjiazhuang needs you, Xiao Yao needs you, and Xiao Jiadi needs you. I think this would be a good idea, what do you think?" He continued to talk to me.

I moved my throat and said, "What am I going to do?"

"Close your eyes, relax, you are me, I am you, you are the same as me, give me your strength." He smiled, smiling very gently.

I relax and close my eyes, this time I close my eyes, I feel really tired, I really need to rest, I don't want to sleep, when I wake up, I'm still a child.

I went to play at Lin Sanshui's house, I went to find Lin Xiaoyao, I opened the door, and saw Wu Miaoke in snow white.

At that time, I was worthy of the word Xiaofan.

The Tai Chi Yin-Yang diagram was slowly rotating, and the green dragon on it opened its eyes.When that Suzaku looked at me, its eyes were full of tears, and there was a force pulling them, and they started slowly.

They started stripping my body.

I can finally be free.

All destiny, all suffering, everything, there is another me who can resist for me.

I feel like I'm falling asleep.I also desperately want to fall asleep by myself, and when I fall asleep, I don't have to think about everything.

I don't know how long it took, it was a slow process, there was another me who was accepting all my sufferings, and at this moment, a voice suddenly exploded in my ears.

"Xiaofan, this is the last curse, hold on to yourself! Only you can save yourself! Everything in this world can only be carried by you, and no one can help you!"

"Everything is false!"

"Be yourself and don't be afraid!"

"I know that you are not afraid of dying by yourself, it's just because the people around you left for you one by one, you feel guilty, you are uneasy, you are afraid that you are not good enough, and you can't be worthy of those who sacrificed for you! "

"Remember, the person who can do this for you is partly because you are Zhang Daoling, and partly because you are Lin Xiaofan. You are a child who has always hurt himself but never hurt others since childhood. They I love you so I will do this for you!"

"What you have to do is not to escape, but to let everyone who died for you die worthwhile!"

"Everything is coming to an end, you must persevere, persevere!"

Fatty's words suddenly sounded in my ears.

He was very eager, saying every sentence, as if he was trying to stop all this.

"But Fatty, I'm really tired." I said to Fatty in my heart.

At this moment, the drop of Suzaku tears in my heart suddenly turned into a person, Jiuliang who was crying and smiling.

"I like you because you are real, you are a real person, a person who lives for others."

"So even if I was in your heart and saw that most of it was my position, I still chose to leave."

"I love you, and I let you have no regrets."

"I thought I could stay with you for a long time, but now, you want to give me to another you. He is strong, smarter than you, and better than you, but he is not you. Persevere in yourself. true you."

Jiuliang said to me.

Tears welled up.

Be yourself!
No more running away!

Fear no more!

I just try my best, no one will blame me!
I opened my eyes!

When I opened my eyes, the Qinglong and Suzaku, who were swimming easily just now, were singing happily together.

There is a blood man hanging on my body, more than half of him has melted into my body.

I closed my eyes again.

Twice is not the same.

Last time I was going to escape.

This time I have to face it.

There is a curse, and the one you need to overcome is yourself.

This is the most terrifying part of this curse.

I closed my eyes this time, he started to struggle, he wanted to escape.

You can be fearless if you believe in yourself.

(End of this chapter)