Yun Shao's private baby

Chapter 74 Anemia (3)
Therefore, when Shen Yayan wanted to speak, Yun Mochen blocked the obsession hidden in her heart with a harsh and cold sentence, "I never believe in ridiculous fairy tale love, so you should swallow these words .”

Where does this go, isn't it about the sisterhood between her and Shen Yafu?Maybe Shen Yayan didn't feel it, but there was a strong smell of vinegar in the air, and this smell was covered up by someone.

"Uh..." She was a little embarrassed, and didn't know how to answer the question.

Brother-in-law is too shameless!
Seeing her little head slowly shrugged, Yun Mochen couldn't bear it, and changed the subject indirectly, "You and Shen Yafu's sisters have a good relationship?"

"Of course, my brother-in-law doesn't know, my sister and I are like one person, we are very good." She said, and quickly walked out of the embarrassment just now, leaving only nostalgia for Shen Yafu.

Her words were not serious, neither urgent nor slow, and each word was clearly heard in Yun Mochen's ears. At this speed of speaking, he felt his heart start beating wildly. Something called a guilty conscience.

There was a sharp dull pain in his heart, as if she was about to leave him.

I don't owe anyone in my life, but I owe Yan'er my life, Yun Mochen, you must help me take good care of her, this is what you owe me!
He finally understood the meaning of Shen Yafu's last words, it turned out that she really owed Yan'er her life!

Yun Mochen especially wanted to know what happened to the sisters when they were young, so that they were threatened by fate at such a young age.

"Brother-in-law, do you know?"

Yun Mochen was cold and silent, to be exact, he was immersed in the memories of four years ago and couldn't extricate himself, wondering how to hide the truth four years ago.

"Brother-in-law, are you listening?" She asked again, always feeling that something was wrong with Yun Mochen.

This time, he finally spoke up, "Huh?"

"I have never had a mother since I was a child. My mother lost her life after she gave birth to me due to excessive blood loss." Shen Yayan's face darkened little by little, and the cool wind blew up her scattered hair, her appearance was indescribably soft and moving .

In Yun Mochen's eyes, this kind of beauty will only break his heart.

"My mother is not in good health. After giving birth to my sister, she didn't plan to have a second child. Because of her sister's illness, she and my father had nothing to do."

The implication is that if it is not because of Shen Yafu's illness, the Shen couple would not have given birth to Yan'er. This is what she said, without Shen Yafu, there would be no her.

Having said that, Shen Yayan choked up twice, as if she couldn't continue, she turned her head to look at the man who was as cold as ice, sobbing, "Brother-in-law, do you know that sister is sick?"

Yun Mochen seemed to have never heard of it, and his proudly standing figure was like a sculpture in the darkness, but there was an indistinct guilt and pain in those eyes shining like stars.

But in the next words, his attitude was extremely cold, "I'm not very clear!"

He only knew that Shen Yafu was infertile, and didn't know what disease it was. Yun Mochen's natural sensitivity made Yun Mochen think that Shen Yafu's infertility must be related to her illness, and Shen Yafu's survival was due to his precious Yan'er .

Thinking about it, the relationship between the sisters is deep, and this is what Yun Mochen is most afraid of. The deeper their sisterhood is, the more unexpected it will be in the future. Once Shen Yayan finds out about the matter, it will not be so easy for him to get her back.

Her sadness continued, floating in the air and unable to dissipate. "My mother gave birth to me to give my sister a bone marrow transplant. Fortunately, mine can match my sister's. Do you think this is God's will?"

How difficult it is to find bone marrow, and immediate family members may not be able to match, he is clear about this.

He understood that Shen Yafu had leukemia and needed a suitable bone marrow transplant, and this kind of bone marrow was hard to find, and the only ones with the greatest chance were his close relatives. The bad wife was pregnant with Shen Yayan to save Shen Yafu's life.

"However, because my mother is in poor health, I was born with anemia. The doctor said that this kind of operation may..." She choked in her throat, and it took a while to recover, "A bone marrow transplant almost killed me. Fate." The more she said, the more she sobbed, and even her words were a little unclear.

Yun Mochen didn't know what to use to describe his state of mind at the moment, his whole body seemed to be injected with anesthetics, which made him forget even comfort, just stood there listening, in pain.

He not only had to endure the pain of this fact, but also endured the torment of guilt and anxiety, like a needle hanging in his heart, piercing repeatedly, tormenting him so much that he couldn't bear to live.

He has never experienced anything, just a woman, but he is afraid of becoming like this!

"Without a mother, my sister is very good to me. She always said that life is hard to come by, and she has kind thoughts about people and things. Maybe she thinks that good people have good rewards. Because of this disease, she has seen through many things."

Shen Yafu's impression on Yun Mochen is vague, the only thing he remembers is that he knows that Shen Yafu is a very smart woman, if she doesn't die, he won't fall into the vortex of love, Shen Yafu will also be a A very good hostess, and this affection is just his respect for Shen Yafu, it has nothing to do with love.

In the silence, he finally couldn't bear the throbbing in his heart, his Adam's apple trembled twice, and he said in a low voice, "Yan'er, life is hard to come by, do you understand?"

In this kind of torture, Yun Mochen felt a little more relieved. Shen Yayan's ability to open her heart to him meant that she had already thought about it. After the grief was over, their future lives would still continue.

"Brother-in-law, don't worry, I'm not going to die or live." She wiped away the tears on her face, took a breath, and her words seemed to be calm, and her voice raised a little.

"Hmph, it's hard to say, isn't that what you are now?" Yun Mochen also heaved a sigh of relief following her brisk tone, couldn't help teasing, and gradually changed the subject according to her mood, not wanting to let her continue to immerse herself in the sad mood past.

However, Yun Mochen couldn't figure it out a bit. Since Shen Yayan's father knew that the bone marrow transplant was likely to kill Yan'er after Yan'er's mother died, why did he continue the operation?
Isn't he afraid of losing both, or is life itself a kind of gamble, with flesh on the palms and backs of hands, Shen Yayan's father lost his wife, and he didn't want to lose any more daughters, so he tried it with this mentality ?

If this matter were replaced by Yun Mochen, they might not have such courage, it is better to keep one than to risk losing both!
Yun Mochen has always been fond of her, but this kind of pampering is only for her to depend on him, not for her to throw herself into others' arms.

Shen Yayan's strength at this moment will only make him feel more distressed. It turns out that her life is really hard-won.In addition to shock, more self-blame.

(End of this chapter)