The ugly concubine is all over the city, the prince is blind

Chapter 317 You Didn't Give What I Wanted

"My real name is Yun Shengyi, and my father's name is Yun Hailin, and he and Yun Haitian are brothers. Back then, Yun Haitian fell in love with my mother and wanted to take her away, so he framed my father by vying for the position of Yuncheng city lord. My father was killed by him, and my mother fled Yuncheng with me who was still a baby. In the end, she had no choice but to leave me by the side of the road and wrote a suicide note to me. I was picked up by my adoptive father at that time .”

"Father was very kind to me, taught me how to read and write, taught me martial arts, taught me a lot of things, and told me who I was. I thought he was really treating me well, until he asked me to kill people and asked me to do it. Only when he had a pawn in his hand did I know how useful I was to him, and Huang Pu Xize was a descendant of the previous dynasty, and his adoptive father hated the former emperor, and that was how I became Huang Pu Xize's enemy. I will fight for whatever Huang Pu Xize wants, as long as I destroy his foundation."

"But it's been a long time, and I'm tired of this kind of life. I thought that if Huang Pu Xize died, I would be hard-pressed to find an opponent. Life would be so lonely, so I released the water to let Huang Pu Xize thrive. I just thought that one day, we would compete fairly, until I met you, and I found a new way to play in life, so I pushed you to his side, just to see if someone as arrogant and glamorous as Huang Pu Xize would Emotional? Now I don't know if I got the answer I want, I only know that I am in love with you, and I lost you. "

"Sincerely, the first time I met you was at the mass grave. On that day, Huang Pu Xize and I met there, and the two fought. I was injured and hid behind a certain rock. A flash of lightning struck, and then the smart bag in your hand fell in front of me, I reached out to pick it up, and then I watched you get up from the ground and leave the mass grave with my own eyes."

"After I learned of your identity, I thought about designing for you and officially meeting you. I didn't expect that you would have such a big reaction when you saw me for the first time. When I learned that I was similar to someone you knew At that time, I was very glad that I approached you without any effort, and then I planned to meet you outside the forest, and later delivered the smart bag to you in Gujia Manor, and that time was also my only mistake. The news about the treasure map will really leak out, so many people in the Gu Family Manor will die."

"I've always wanted to use you to restrain Huang Pu Xize, but after I actually pushed you over, I found that everything was different from what I imagined. That man Huang Pu Xize cared about you very much, and you Knowing that he was dangerous, but still approaching him little by little, at that time, I was still convincing myself in my heart that this was the path I chose, and there was no reason to regret it, I was just watching a big show.”

"It wasn't until various things happened later that I realized that I had long been in love with you. I wanted to save you, but Huang Pu Xize reminded me over and over again that I was just a substitute in your heart. I was afraid and hesitated. In the end, I I still persisted, because I really wanted to see whether Huang Pu Xize would choose Jiangshan or you in the end. I thought you really had no heart and no emotions, but your heart was filled with him little by little. When Ken really sacrificed for him, at that time, I knew he had won, and the world and you belonged to him."

"When you said to me that you hoped that I would use the technique I learned to dissolve the seal in your body, I even thought that if I broke through the last layer, it would be true to what I said, lost Memory, I will forget you and start a new life, but the fact is that I don’t want to forget you. When I broke through the last level and completed the exercises, I found that my memory has not disappeared. You are still so clear in my mind, at that moment, my heart was very complicated, because I was so afraid to face you, but I couldn't control my heart, I still came to you. "

"I always thought it was enough to have my adoptive father, Gu Miaoyu, and Ling Zihang by my side, but after a long time, I even almost forgot how I got here. I only remember that I have always been I am so lonely, so lonely that I can hardly remember what I look like, and how much pain I have experienced. I have always suffered from the fact that I can’t get rid of the restraint of my adoptive father, but now, I finally have the ability to get rid of the restraint of my foster father. I found myself still not happy."

"Sincerely, I know that I have lied to you many times, and both identities have brought you harm, but I regret it now. I really know that I was wrong. I don't ask you to forgive me now, maybe you will be with me Together, I just ask you to give me a chance to start over, okay?"

After going through all Mo Qianying's words in his mind, Shen Jinyan took two deep breaths to calm down his mood, and then forcibly turned around, but Mo Qianying was worried that she was pregnant with a child, so she had to let go, Shen Jinyan took the opportunity Quickly step back two points, widening the distance between each other.

"Mo Qianying, you just said so much, but have you ever thought that my heart has been given to Huang Pu Xize, and I can't tolerate anyone anymore? I admit that Huang Pu Xize, like you, also lied I have a lot, but I can tell you that even if Bai Xinli is Huang Pu Xize's fiancée, I don't care, because that is his past, as long as Huang Pu Xize is by my side now, and he has me in his heart, that's all. enough!"

"And it is impossible between me and you. We have never been together before, and it will be even more impossible in the future. Therefore, I hope you can see the facts clearly, and don't be obsessed with things that cannot exist and appear. With you now You only need to tickle your fingers for either of these two identities, and countless women can't help but want to climb into your bed. I hope you will stop teasing my heart with words, or disturb my peaceful life. I'm doing really well right now, with a husband and a baby on the way."

"Sincerely, according to what you said just now, you actually thought about wanting to be with me? Right?"

Looking at Mo Qianying who asked seriously, Shen Jinyan couldn't even utter a word of deceit in her heart, she closed her eyes to get rid of the soreness in her eyes, she nodded and said: "Yes, I used to think that way However, at that time, I was still thinking about Ah Chen, and I could tell that you were not him, so I thought, if one day I really want to get married, or get married and have children, that person must be you, because you are with me. When you are together, my heart is always peaceful, but I had no choice but to marry Huang Puxize. At that moment, I thought that there was no possibility between you and me, but I even thought that if you said Let's be together, I will nod without hesitation, and then find a way to get rid of Huang Pu Xize."

"Until more things happened later, I knew your identity was a mystery, I didn't want to get involved in your life, and started to alienate you, and the moment I really let go was when you deliberately revealed your identity to me , I learned about your two identities, and I also learned about Huang Pu Xize's other identity. I just realized that I just accidentally walked into your sphere of influence from the beginning to the end, and I became in your hands inexplicably. A pawn in the game, you pushed me in front of Huang Pu Xize, trying to use me to restrain him, and he married me to restrain you."

"I was not wrong, but because I accidentally walked among you, I became the object of your scrambling to take advantage of me. I don't care. Who told me to say that I was not emotional but lost my heart. Now I have Huang Puxize in my heart." , everything I do now, I believe that my efforts will be rewarded, and you and Huang Puxize are opposites, so you and I have naturally come to opposites, so after today, there will be no more love between us There is an intersection, next time we meet, I will point my sword at you without hesitation."

"Just because I am Huang Pu Xize's enemy? Are you going to point your sword at me?"

"Correct!"

"Zihang once told me that there is a kind of person who is not easy to fall in love. Once you fall in love, you will never recover. I didn't understand it at that time. I didn't understand until I met you and saw your feelings for Huang Pu Xize. These words are suitable for both you and me." Mo Qianying said in a hoarse voice, very sadly, "Jin Yan, have you ever hated me?"

Touching the deep affection in Mo Qianying's eyes, Shen Jinyan quickly looked away.

"I don't hate or complain about you. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have met Huang Pu Xize, and I wouldn't be where I am now."

"Be honest, do you think that man Huang Pu Xize really loves you?"

"I don't know." Shen Jinyan shook her head and said, she wasn't sure whether Huang Pu Xize loved her or not?
"Then why did you stay?"

"The reason is very simple. Although all the previous signs showed that he married me with ulterior motives. Maybe what he said to me during the period was just a lie, but I have already taken it seriously. He is now in a coma. You understand this matter very well. After he wakes up, I will ask everything clearly, if he is serious, I will forget the past grievances, if he lied to me, I will go far away and never come back!"

"Sincerely, how many times during this period, I have thought about letting go and letting you seek everything you want in this troubled world, so I have fought with my heart again and again, but after fighting and fighting, I I still want to fight for myself honestly. This time, if Huang Pu Xize wakes up and he hurts you, you follow me, and I will take you to the ends of the earth. If he says everything, you are still willing to stay with him By your side, I quit, and I will never appear in front of you again, how about it? Do you dare to bet with me?"

With a sentence of traveling all over the world, Shen Jinyan subconsciously thought of Xuanyuan Jinhui once telling her to take her all over the world, saying that she was ugly, and that she lost her virginity before marriage, so he wronged himself to accept her, but in the end the man She gave her life and got no response from her.

Time flies, everything seems to have happened yesterday, but it is so far away.

"It's not a gamble at all. I will be with Huang Pu Xize and we will be fine, so I don't gamble."

"Sincerely, since you have an idea in your mind, today's talk is over, I don't want to say more, but what I said just now is serious, what Huang Pu Xize can give you, I can give you too."

"What he can give me, you can't give. Even if you can, it's not what I want."

After speaking sharply, Shen Jinyan turned around and left without looking back.

Looking at her resolute back, Mo Qianying's lips curled into a bitter smile, and said loudly to Shen Jinyan's back: "On the fifteenth day of next month, on the night of the full moon, we will meet here, the matter of the seal in your body I will help you solve it, no matter what the conditions are."

Although Shen Jinyan heard what he said, he still didn't stop walking and went straight down the mountain.

Not far away, she saw Jia Mengxin, Hu Wanyu, Ling Zihang and Gu Miaoyu wrestling together.

(End of this chapter)