The ugly concubine is all over the city, the prince is blind

Chapter 320 You Are My Heartbeat

"Shen Jinyan, I just feel that I haven't seen you for a while. You have grown a lot of meat on your stomach?"

Afraid of Huang Pu Xize's suspicion, Shen Jinyan, who didn't want to expose the existence of the child for the time being, said coldly: "That's because I've been taking care of you all the time and didn't exercise, so I gained weight. What's wrong? Your lord, do you dislike me for gaining weight?"

"Shen Jinyan, when will you change your sullen temper?" Huang Pu Xize said in a hoarse voice full of helplessness, slightly lowered his head and lightly bit Shen Jinyan's shoulder as punishment, "I thought you were After knowing those things, you would directly ask me, but I didn't expect you to hide it in your heart and not want to say it, Shen Jinyan, do you know that it is easy for you to suffer like this? It is also very bitter in your heart?"

"Since the lord knows that I have hidden things in my heart, and knows that my heart is suffering, why do you use these things to test me?"

"Shen Jinyan—"

"My lord, since you just opened your mouth, I will take the initiative to ask now."

Shen Jinyan, who interrupted Huang Pu Xize's words, turned his body over, faced Huang Pu Xize, and said word by word: "I just want to ask the prince, have you ever truly loved me?"

Hearing this, Huang Pu Xize burst out laughing, and Shen Jinyan asked puzzledly, "My lord, what are you laughing at?"

"I always thought that you were very sensible and could distinguish between right and wrong between love and hate. If you really obeyed that sentence, everyone who fell in love would become stupid, including me. I also thought that what you wanted to ask was about me. Regarding another identity and Bai Xinli, I didn't expect you to ask such a question."

"My lord, I don't want to talk about these things with you now. In my heart, what I just asked is what I care about. Now I just want to know if you are using me or are you sincere after you are with me?"

"I used it before, but I don't know when it became true!" Huang Pu Xize said hoarsely, with a little tiredness and a little bit of relief.

"Xiao Tianhe is another identity of mine. You already know this. After all, the first time I met you was at the Longmen Inn. I didn't expect you to be a woman, and you could still bear the burden of being with so many people." Fighting, and I never thought that Prince Jin would think that you have something to do with me, and let you go."

"Later, I checked your identity and learned that you were the concubine of His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, but was abandoned in a mass grave. At that time, I thought that you would have a good show to watch when you came back, but the fact is that you did not. Let me down, with the help of Prince Jin, put on a good show, and also made His Royal Highness lose face. At that time, I was attracted by your ruthlessness. I think a woman like you is different from others. Different."

"Maybe there is a fate between us in the dark. I accidentally got hurt when I went out to do things several times, and I just happened to appear near your house, so I fled to your place. After meeting several times, I found that you are indeed very beautiful." It's different, whether it's talking or doing things, it's like that dusty pearl, and it was at that time that I found that you were really different from the rumors."

"You are the first woman to get close to me, but I have no defense against you, even seeing you, staying with you, I feel so peaceful in my heart, I feel that I can actually live a normal life like other people Life, the following things let you and I meet, I found that you have a secret, until that time you came to me for Jia Jingmin, showing your other side in front of me, I was thinking of a woman like you, I must Find a way to tie it to your side."

"That day, you were sitting in the room, looking at the teacup in your hand, and smiling slightly. I stood in the yard, looking at your smiling face, and felt my heart beating slightly faster. That throbbing scared me, too. Unprecedented panic, I couldn't help but think in my mind what would happen if a woman like you married someone else? Especially because that person is very likely to be Qiao Jinling. I don't allow a woman I like to finally fall into someone else's arms, so I ask You proposed marriage, let you marry me, be my nine princesses, and be my only wife."

"At that time, I was contradictory, and I also had a point that it was impossible for me to have children anyway. I would marry anyone in my life. Marrying you will be of great help to what I want to do. It can not only restrain Qiao Jinling , took the opportunity to get out the power behind him, and more importantly, he can make more people, and even block some things in the court for me, continue to cover up my identity, so that I can continue to pretend to be sick, I also thought about it From this life to death, you can only be my woman."

"A lot of things happened later, but you are very self-disciplined, know how to measure, and are very independent. When I get along with you, I am unconsciously gradually drawn by your every move. I want to live with you in this life. You are simply together, but my identity is doomed that I can't, until I was secretly sent to Yaowang Valley for treatment, all that you have done for me, I know in the bottom of my heart that my heart has been tied by you Living."

"In the battle of Yuncheng, when I saw you in a state of embarrassment, I felt sorry for you from the bottom of my heart. I swore in my heart that I would use my strength this morning. Otherwise, next time, I can't guarantee that I can come in such a timely manner. I came to your side to save you, and then it was the death of Prince Jin, which made me more certain that you have lost more people who love you because of me, and only by loving you more can I make up for the loss. The harm you caused, Shen Jinyan, do you remember that when we were in the woods, I told you that the whole world is only you, and I told you not to leave my words?"

"Remember." Shen Jinyan said lightly.

"It was at that time that a letter completely shattered my dreams, and I realized that I had been someone else's chess piece. My biological mother was not dead, but was secretly manipulating and using other forces to restrain me and make me work for them. , Now that I am full-fledged and powerful, they want to take away my achievements."

"It's just making wedding dresses for others. I don't allow the things I worked hard to be handed over to others. This is also the beginning of my plan. I plan to maintain the safety of the Huangpu Kingdom and give up restoring the former dynasty. In the name of the Huangpu Kingdom To unify the world, just be a prince again. After a few months, everything is going in the worst direction. Even now, I still have to be deeply involved in the chess game. Only by killing all the chess pieces can I be the winner."

"My lord, are these words off the mark, as if they have nothing to do with the topic we want to talk about?" Shen Jinyan said dissatisfied.

"You're right, what I said above is a bit far-fetched." Huang Pu Xize smiled and said, "But I just mentioned this to you to remind you that my biological mother is not dead, and she is a very good mother now. The ruler of the city, her city is very deep, and the situation is so chaotic now, she will definitely jump out to take command. If you accidentally meet her head-on in the future, remember not to be soft on her because of my relationship .”

"My lord, no matter what, she is also your biological mother, will she—"

"Shen Jinyan, a son doesn't think his mother is ugly, and a mother doesn't think her son is not rich enough, but my biological mother ran away from me after giving birth, and then she started to plot against me and use me everywhere. For the sake of the unification of the previous dynasty, I understand her and can forgive her, but I can't accept a person who wants to use me after I know these things, let me be a pawn obediently, and support other people to replace me position, I really can't do it, not to mention, I will be injured this time, which is her big hand. In short, you have to remember that my biological mother died when she gave birth to me, and now that person is just a top It's just that skinny, if you meet her, don't be soft, because if you are soft, you will be the one who dies, do you understand?"

"Understood, I have the same thoughts as the prince. If you know your mistakes and can correct them, you can give them a chance. If you are stubborn, then you can only treat them specially for special people in special times."

"Shen Jinyan, remember, I'm not cold-blooded, it's just that sometimes, I can't control the overall situation of certain things alone, so I also have many times when I am forced to." Huang Pu Xize said helplessly, " Alright, now we're back on topic."

The latter sentence made Shen Jinyan lose all desire to continue talking. Huang Pu Xize must have done it on purpose. He noticed that the aura fluctuating around Shen Jinyan was much gentler. Huang Pu Xize also knew this. The woman put down her guard, and a warm current flowed through her heart.

"Shen Jinyan, I remember that when you and I got married, you made an agreement with me for three chapters. You said that the time you will be with me is one year, and I also told you that we will be together for one year. If you are determined, stay by my side. If you are not tempted, I will let you go freely. You will never break your promise! Later, after the death of Prince Jin, you told me about your origins, about In your past life, you still said that there was a Chen hidden in your heart, that man who gave his life for you was also a man you will never forget, and I told you that night that I couldn't bear you and didn't want you to leave, what should I do?"

"You asked me if I wanted to listen to the truth or lies, and you said that I should find a way to keep you. As long as I can keep you, you don't have to leave. I said that those who can keep you, those who can keep you Heart? You said that killers are ruthless, and you have no heart. If I don’t try, how will I know if I can keep your heart? I’ll tell you the words of heart-for-heart, and you ask me how to change heart for heart ? I didn't tell you, I just said that I believe I can do that."

"At that time, I always felt that I could hide Xiao Tianhe's identity for the rest of my life, as long as Bai Xinli didn't appear again, but Jun Wuxie, who was so uneasy, couldn't even look down on the woman I liked, and even All you want to do is to push Bai Xinli towards me, and in the end it becomes the current incident, but I don't know if I have kept your heart?"

"Shen Jinyan, every word I said today is true. You and I have not been together for a long time, but we have experienced a lot of things. I don't know if you are moved by me? But are you willing to stay by my side?"

With a bit of tenderness, Shen Jinyan couldn't help but think a lot.

If you want to talk about your feelings for Huang Pu Xize, maybe it really starts from the death of Brother Jin, to her overthrowing the royal family of Xuanyuan Kingdom, and after Xuanyuan Jinyu said those sobering words, she walked in the rain and finally fell into the royal family. The moment when Pu Xize was in his arms began to change.

In fact, she has always lacked security, love, and concern. Even though Huang Pu Xize said so much now, but there are so many deceptions between them, she really doesn't know how to answer for a while?

Still the same sentence, she really doesn't know whether Huang Pu Xize will be the only favorite or trapped behind the gate of the Wanzhang Palace when Huang Pu Xize reigns in the world?

"My lord, you and I have experienced so much, can't you still not see my heart?"

(End of this chapter)