Chapter 831 Love and Hate Entanglement (4)

Shen Xinyan ate her food without saying a word, and didn't go to see Mo Yichen.

Mo Yichen would peek at Shen Xinyan from time to time, wanting to chat with her, but didn't know what to say.

The atmosphere seemed a little awkward, and this awkwardness lasted until the end of the two people's meal, and it didn't dissipate.

Mo Yichen didn't want to let the embarrassment continue, so he mustered up his courage and talked to Shen Xinyan.

The two chatted for a while, and it was all about the content that was neither painful nor itchy.

Mo Yichen didn't leave until Shen Xinyan finished washing the dishes.

Mo Yichen likes Shen Xinyan, and his actions today are actually testing whether Shen Xinyan has that kind of love feeling for him, but the result makes him very disappointed.

Shen Xinyan not only doesn't like him, but also treats him like an ordinary friend, maintaining politeness while being alienated.

Mo Yichen didn't want to see such a situation.

He wants her to like him, he wants her to be his girlfriend.

Mo Yichen was heartbroken by Shen Xinyan's indifferent attitude, even so, he didn't want to give up.

He decided that no matter how hard he tried, he wanted to win her heart.

……

At night, Shen Xinyan leaned against the bedside to read a book, but she couldn't read it.

Thinking of Mo Yichen, she suddenly felt very irritable.

She knew what was on his mind, but she really couldn't give him anything.

She didn't have any feelings for this man, at most she only regarded him as a friend.

Today, she wanted to make it clear to him, but he never made his position clear, nor did he clearly say "he likes her", so it's hard for her to say anything.

If he told her clearly, "He likes her", she would naturally refuse firmly.

Shen Xinyan is a person who can distinguish between likes and dislikes, if she likes it, she likes it, if she doesn't like it, she doesn't like it.

She won't just find a man for company just because she is helpless here.

She knew that she might lose a friend by being so unfeeling, but she didn't care.

Now, her heart is numb.

She is not afraid of hurting anyone, let alone being hurt by others.

Because in this world, no one will hurt her more than that man.

Shen Xinyan's thoughts can always turn to that man inadvertently.

Time flies too fast, his child should be born soon, right?
She had obviously left his world, why did she still think of him?
Nowadays, there are so many men who admire her, so many men are willing to give her happiness, and there are really many men who want to treat her well, but she just misses the man who hurt her the most.

He clearly knew that there was no possibility for them, but he just couldn't let go.

Day after day, she trapped herself in the cage of memories, and then woke up from the pain, only to realize that everything had long been like a dream.

Even if she deleted everything related to him, he was firmly rooted in her heart, and she couldn't erase it no matter what.

Shen Xinyan's tears fell drop by drop on the book, wetting the paper.

She thought that leaving that man would make her life easier, but she didn't expect that she was still living in pain.

She loves him deeply, and hates him deeply, love and hate are entangled, and finally she still can't let go.

Shen Xinyan sat on the bed, hugged her knees, and buried her face between her legs, crying "嘤嘤".

In fact, she didn't want to cry, but every time she thought of him, she couldn't control herself.

The softest place in her heart is him, once touched, it will collapse.

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Xinyan stopped sobbing, got out of bed and washed her face, turned off the light, and lay back on the bed.

Since leaving Shangcheng, she hasn't slept soundly on a single day, and today is probably no exception.

 There are some typos in today's post, they have been corrected, sorry.

  
 
(End of this chapter)

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