Settled in the Tang Dynasty

Chapter 434

"I……"

Princess Pingyang paused, let go of Xue Lang's hand, turned her head to look elsewhere, and touched the corner of her clothes with her hand. After a long time, she said, "I'm a little nervous."

Xue Lang looked at her inquiringly, and asked for confirmation: "It's just nervous, not afraid?"

Princess Pingyang nodded, with a normal tone: "I don't need to be afraid."

There is a feeling of being despised, and my knees hurt!As a scum with only a combat strength of five, Xue Lang touched his face, a little ashamed: "Thank you princess for not giving up."

Princess Pingyang was stunned, and couldn't help showing a smile, as if she just realized what she said just now, she looked at Xue Lang apologetically: "Youyang, I'm not..."

Xue Lang smiled and nodded: "I know, I don't know what's wrong with you, Jianling, but I can feel that your current state is not right. Please look at me, please?"

With that said, Xue Lang sat down on his knees opposite Princess Pingyang, took her hands, held them on his knees, looked into her eyes, and smiled brightly on his face: "Do you see clearly? The one in front of you is Xue Lang, I love you!" Yes, I would rather hurt myself than hurt your Xue Lang!"

Princess Pingyang just stared at him, looked at his eyes, looked at his eyebrows, looked at his face that was different from the past because of the gouache on his face, looked at that smile, even if it was covered with gouache, it seemed The sun shines on the face.

The eyebrows could not help but soften, and the eyes became soft from the whitewashed calm. Looking at Xue Lang, he just looked at Xue Lang without avoiding it.

Xue Lang's heart was pounding when he saw it, but he became more and more happy, and asked in a low voice, "Did you see it clearly?"

Princess Pingyang looked at him with a smile and nodded.The smile on Xue Lang's face faded, he looked at her sincerely, and said: "I can't describe how much I like you in my heart, yes, I want to get close to you, but not in a way of forcing you, It's not a way to force you, I guarantee it with my personality!"

"Youyang..."

Princess Pingyang hesitated to speak, and tears appeared in her eyes.Xue Lang took her hand, put it on his heart, and continued to say earnestly and sincerely: "I am a man, and men and women are born with different structures. When facing the woman I love, I will feel more uncontrollable and irresistible." I want to get close to you, I want to be more intimate with you, I want to get more and more. However, the reason why people are human is that they should be able to control themselves, even if it is hard to endure, but if you are not willing, I would rather endure. I marry You, because I like you, love you, nothing else."

"Youyang!"

Princess Pingyang leaned down, took his hand, and pressed it against his face, murmuring the word Youyang in a deep voice.Xue Lang took out a hand and gently stroked her hair.Hearing footsteps outside, he said in a low voice: "Eat first, and wash up by the way, I'm always worried that I'll lose all the powder on my face!"

"Pfft!"

This rhetoric made Princess Pingyang couldn't help laughing, and said softly: "Okay!"

As soon as the words fell, the maid brought two plates of snacks that had just been heated.Both of them were hungry, and they were not too busy talking. Each of them broke a plate, ate it to fill their stomachs, and then washed with hot water.Poor Xue Lang, after worrying for a whole day, he finally got rid of the fearful gouache. At the same time, he silently made up his mind that he will be anxious to anyone who forces him to wear gouache again in this life, and he will never compromise!

After eating some snacks, his aching stomach from hunger finally healed a lot. After washing, his face was refreshed. Xue Lang felt much more at ease, and he sighed in comfort.

Princess Pingyang looked amused and asked, "So you hate wearing powder so much?"

Xue Lang nodded: "That's right, the air is dry and the weather is cold. Before I put it on, the water in the gouache dries up. It feels like the powder will fall down when I move a little bit. I'm so nervous along the way."

Princess Pingyang laughed lightly, took Xue Lang's hand, and gently leaned into his arms, feeling that Xue Lang's body tensed instantly, and recovered after a while, his hands moved, but did not touch her body, Instead, he lifted it up and stroked her hair lightly, without overdoing it.

Princess Pingyang sighed softly, remained silent for a while, and said: "I don't mean to refuse Youyang's approach. You and I are married, so it should be so. I just..."

His voice paused, as if he was thinking of suitable words to describe his state of mind. After thinking about it, he said: "Before my father raised an army, I started to operate early, not only in Chang'an, but also in various places. Girl, in such troubled times, it is so difficult. I am my father's daughter, and my mother asked someone to teach me how to learn literature and martial arts. My family is powerful enough to protect myself. But...in the troubled times, it is not human People are like that."

Xue Lang understood in seconds——

In troubled times, life is as cheap as a dog!When human nature lacks supervision, some will burst out with dazzling kindness, while others will magnify the evil in human nature and act recklessly.At times like this, the elderly, weak, women and children often bear the brunt.The good will pity the weak, and the evil will bully wantonly.Needless to say anything else, just talk about the sufferings Chinese women suffered during the Anti-Japanese War.War is never just about winning or losing.Under the victory or defeat, there are often countless pains and sacrifices.

Xue Lang's hand stroking Princess Pingyang's hair paused, his lips pursed slightly.Princess Pingyang continued: "I...have seen many women's miserable conditions. If they are born with good color...with no one to care for them, the situation will be even more miserable. It seems that being born as a woman is the source of pain. guilt."

With Princess Pingyang's mind, she couldn't help but turn pale when she thought of the scenes she had seen in the past. It can be seen that what she saw at that time should be extremely miserable, so it left a deep impression on her and left a psychological shadow.Xue Lang felt distressed, and said repeatedly: "I understand, I understand, let's not talk about it, okay?"

Princess Pingyang shook her head firmly, looked up at Xue Lang, her eyes were as deep as the sea: "No, let me finish. Youyang treats me with sincerity and sincerity. Youyang doesn't let me feel sad, so why am I willing to be wronged?" You! Youyang, would you like to face it with me?"

Xue Lang naturally had no reluctance, so he said without thinking, "Okay, if there is a problem, let's solve it together!"

Princess Pingyang smiled happily, and said: "My good friend Miaochu, before becoming a monk, was the concubine of Yang Guang in the former Sui Dynasty. Everyone in Yangzhou knows her. Yang Guang loves her color, and she is included in the palace. She is very good. But even this When I rescued Miao Chu by chance, the scars all over my body...Are all men in the world like this?"

After finishing speaking, he looked at Xue Lang with fear in his eyes, as if he was asking for proof, or as if he was interrogating——

Is it the same for Xue Lang?
Xue Lang sighed, and finally understood in his heart, Princess Pingyang... This is because of a mistake in cognition of some unspeakable things, so she resisted!
In the past, Princess Pingyang did not refuse his approach. Occasionally, there were places where she was more polite, but she was out of love. Although it was limited to courtesy, it was obvious that she did not resist physical contact.Therefore, she was not lying when she said that she was not afraid, it was a conclusion that could only be reached out of her confidence in her own force.

So, he was wrong before!How could a tough and strong person like Princess Pingyang resist the relationship between husband and wife because of Chai Shao.Her Royal Highness should be very confident in her own strength in her heart, and Chai Shao can't influence her.

What she is afraid of is the process of being hurt and the impression of not being cherished!
Chai Shao when she got married for the first time, although she didn't meet the sword, obviously it was not a good memory; the things she ran into by accident later deepened her misunderstanding of that matter in her heart, which led to the current situation. result.

Well, Xue Lang felt that he was innocent and suffered on behalf of others.Help Princess Pingyang to look him in the eyes, serious and firm, clear and clear: "That's wrong, wrong! There are tens of millions of people in the world, not all of them are good people, and not all of them are beasts! How can sexual gratification compare to pure catharsis!"

Princess Pingyang was slightly startled, and murmured: "Wrong?"

Looking at it, there is an illusion of innocence and cuteness, which is completely different from her previous city and state!Xue Lang's heart skipped a beat, and the villain in his heart roared crazily——

The contrast is cute!Sister Yu's contrast is cute or something, the cutest!
With his heart beating non-stop, Xue Lang tried his best to restrain the urge to hug her, and seriously retorted: "I like you so much, I love you, it's too late to hurt you, how can I be willing to hurt you! You talk about it like this , as your son-in-law, I feel very wronged and unwilling! You compare me with those people, I feel insulted, I don't accept it!"

As she spoke, she frowned and held her chin with her hands: "Tell me, who am I?"

Princess Pingyang smiled: "Xue Lang and Xue Youyang, the son-in-law of this palace!"

The palace is out!Xue Lang couldn't help laughing, and when he finished laughing, he shook his head and said, "Not only!"

Without waiting for Princess Pingyang to express, Xue Lang counted on his fingers: "I am not only your son-in-law, but also your lover, lord, husband, and will be the father of your children in the future, supporting each other and spending time with you." A person for a lifetime! The one who loves you to the core!"

Princess Pingyang was a little touched at first, but she couldn't help laughing after hearing him finish counting: "I don't know that my Youyang is such a cheeky person!"

Xue Lang grinned, looked at her with sparkling eyes, and said with a smile: "Let me tell you, when it comes to the woman he loves, few men want to be shameless. They are usually single when they take shame into account." The result. If there are still a lot of scruples between lovers, it must be that the relationship is not deep enough, and the love for each other is not enough. Well... This sentence was told to me by my friend, and I deeply agree. Therefore, I would like to be honest with the princess , Communicate and discuss more in the future, let's make an agreement, if there are any problems or disagreements, we will come out and make it clear, don't hide it, seek common ground while reserving differences, and tolerate each other, okay?"

Princess Pingyang nodded, looked at him with a smile, couldn't help but raised her palm, and gently stroked his face, her eyes full of affection, as if weeping.

Xue Lang's mind, which had been calmed down by the sight, couldn't help but feel a little ready to move. He turned his head and looked outside furtively. Before dawn, he listened again——

The courtyard was silent, except for the crackling of the red candles burning, there was not a single sound.His princess, the robe has been removed like him, and the white chest is faintly visible.

Xue Lang swallowed, and asked softly, "Is there anyone in this yard?"

Princess Pingyang gave him a white look, turned around, and said nothing.

What does it mean? !

Xue Lang scratched his head, looked at the more moving back under the lamp, and asked in a strange way: "How about... let's try?"

"Xue Lang!"

The words were full of shame and anger, and there was a look of shame and annoyance between his eyebrows and eyes.Xue Lang smiled, and only looked at people with his eyes. His eyes were shining and clear to the bottom. He just looked at people without saying a word, making people bow their heads unbearably.

He also smiled lightly, took her hand, and pulled her to lie down on the quilt, his eyes focused on the other person, watching, his head slowly approached, approached...

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(End of this chapter)