Concubine

Chapter 486
After changing the house, it was already almost two o'clock. Yang Tashan hurriedly took Xing'er out to buy utility items, but when it was dark, all these shops closed their doors and closed their doors. For safety reasons, they couldn't call at night. open the door.The two had no choice but to return to their residence.It seems that this night can only make do with it, but it is much better than staying in the Town God's Temple.

I didn't buy anything, there was only one bed and two stools in the room, not even an oil lamp.Fortunately, the moon is very good tonight, and it shines into the room through the window lattice, mottled and cold, which is a bit cooler in this sultry summer night.

With the moonlight, the room can be roughly seen dimly.

Yang Tashan said to Xing'er: "Tonight you sleep on the bed, and I sleep on the floor."

"No! Young master, you sleep on the bed, Xing'er sleeps on the floor!"

"Nonsense! Tell you to sleep and you will sleep well, why are you talking so much!"

Yang Tashan was sitting on the ground, preparing to practice kung fu.Xing'er also sat cross-legged on the side: "There is no reason why the young master sleeps on the floor and the little girl sleeps on the bed. Xing'er would not dare to kill her."

No matter what Yang Tashan said, Xing'er just refused to agree, and finally just lay down on the ground.

Yang Tashan had nothing to do with her, he thought to himself, although it was summer, but the ground was cold, she had just recovered from a serious illness and slept on the ground, if her condition got worse, it would be difficult to handle.I had to say: "Okay, let's both sleep."

ah?Xing'er scrambled to her feet, blushing with embarrassment and let out a low cry.

Yang Tashan climbed onto the bed, sat cross-legged, and said, "Come on, didn't we two spend the night together in the Town God's Temple, what a big deal."

Xing'er bit her lips lightly, feeling her cheeks burning hot in the dark night, last night was different from now, last night she slept on the floor, tonight she slept on a bed, the bed and the floor feel completely different.

However, when she sold herself to bury her mother, she had already said that she would not hesitate to be a slave and a concubine. She did not regret it, but she is still a filial piety, and she will be in mourning for three years. If the young master wants to have sex with her later, what should what to do.

Xing'er remembered that Yang Tashan not only contributed money and effort to help her with funeral arrangements, but even washed the corpse without fear of dirt or smell, and buried her mother. My own kindness is so broken that I can't repay it. Even if I violate the taboo of mourning for three years, I am willing to do so.

Xing'er made up her mind, and slowly sat on the edge of the bed, taking advantage of the darkness to hide her blushing face, and only wore close-fitting clothes.She was a servant girl, she didn't dare to sleep with her back to the young master, so she lay down facing Yang Tashan sideways.I closed my eyes tightly and felt my heart beating wildly. On such a hot night, my body was trembling. Of course it was not cold, but nervous.

Yang Tashan was doing exercises with his eyes closed, not paying attention to Xing'er's movements.It will take an hour for him to enter samadhi.

Xing'er was still very nervous at first, but later, she saw Yang Tashan sitting in meditation, half an hour passed, still motionless, only the sound of his long breathing could be heard.Gradually, I became less nervous, but the drowsiness also came up.At some point, he fell asleep in a daze.

After Yang Tashan settled down for an hour, he turned around leisurely.I just feel comfortable all over my body. At this time, the moon has already hidden in the clouds, and the room is dark in mid-winter. I can't see anything clearly. I can only roughly feel that Xing'er is lying on one side.

The room is very hot and stuffy, unlike the City God's Temple where it is relatively cool because it is ventilated on all sides, and it is impossible to sleep with clothes on. Yang Tashan hesitated for a moment, and lay shirtless on the bed.

The mattress is covered with some straw, but there is no mattress, and the sheets are directly spread on the straw, so sleeping on it is a bit uncomfortable, and it makes a rattling sound when you turn over.

He turned his face to look at Xing'er, the room was very dark, and he could only see a rough outline, which was not clear.

His heart began to restless.

He felt very hesitant and a little depressed.No one can help him, the only one who can help him is himself, he must use reason to tell himself that this is wrong.

But after tossing and turning, the thoughts in my mind were like tossing rivers and seas, but I still couldn't get rid of that thought.

He was very distressed, why couldn't he control his thoughts like the old Taoists and Zen masters in the mountains?Maybe meditation skills are not enough, we should practice some Buddhist scriptures or Taoist scriptures.

Maybe chanting Buddha and scriptures can keep me from thinking about it.He began to search the limited Buddhist scriptures in his mind, but after searching over and over again, only Amitabha and Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva were found.If he wants to complete the scriptures, he can't even read a single one, but thinking about it, in fact, in many cases, Buddhist scriptures and Taoist scriptures are just to help people settle down and make people feel peaceful. Will the use of ancient poems and classics be able to achieve this? What about the effect?
He decided to try, and began to recite in his mind, first reciting the inscription of the humble room.The mountain is no longer high, and there are immortals.The water is no longer deep and there is Long Zeling, right?There seems to be some problem.

Let's recite Tang poems, the moonlight in front of the bed is suspected to be frost on the ground.No, how about telling a joke?

Tossing and turning in my mind, distracting thoughts formed one after another.

However, when he read the words of "Nanwu Rescue Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva", he suddenly felt himself calm down.

He found it a good idea, maybe he could use it to calm himself.

So, he began to meditate in his heart, "Na Wu is Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva who saves the suffering..."

After running for several weeks, it finally returned to calm.

Yang Tashan secretly rejoiced in his heart, fortunately the moon appeared in time, allowing him to see Xing'er's teardrops, otherwise, he would be sorry for Xing'er's filial piety.

After this incident, he discovered that he still has another ability, which is that he can control himself freely. What's going on?Where did you learn it?What a surprise.

Xing'er originally waited with her eyes closed, although she was already mentally prepared to repay the young master's kindness, but remembering that her mother had just passed away and she had no choice but to pay for it, her heart felt miserable, so she couldn't help shedding tears.

But when he was the young master, he suddenly turned over and fell down, and there was no more movement.

Could it be because my own tears swept away the young master's interest?Xing'er felt a little guilty, took advantage of the darkness to hide it, and boldly whispered: "Master... are you angry with Xing'er?"

Yang Tashan had already calmed down, and said, "No..."

"Yes... I'm sorry..., Xing'er is not good..."

"Silly girl! It's me who should apologize, I shouldn't be at your time... I'm sorry!"

Xing'er's heart warmed up, tears flowed down again, she slowly stretched out her hand, and said in a low voice: "Master...you are so kind..."

Yang Tashan stretched out his hand and patted it lightly: "Hey, you are my little maid, if I don't treat you well, who will I treat well!"

"Thank you, young master!" Xing'er whispered, after thinking for a while, finally plucked up the courage, and said, "Master...you want...you can...you are a good person...my mother won't...don't blame me of……"

Yang Tashan immediately worked silently, and said: "Xing'er, you are my maid, not my wife and concubine, I can't treat you like this, besides, you are keeping filial piety for your mother now, so I can't do this. Be good! Go to sleep."

Xing'er was surprised, ashamed and grateful, hummed in a low voice, and slowly fell asleep.

The next day it was only dawn, and Yang Tashan woke up. He is used to going to bed early and getting up early, and doing exercises early, although he doesn't know when this habit started.

Yang Tashan turned his gaze sideways, didn't dare to look any more, turned over and got off the bed, this movement was a little big, Xing'er woke up.Opening his eyes, he saw that Yang Tashan had already stood up and was putting on his robes. He quickly got up, rubbed his eyes, and smiled apologetically, "Master...I...I overslept."

Yang Tashan smiled and said, "We don't have anything at home, it's useless for you to get up early now, just sleep for a while."

"There's no reason why the young master got up, and the little maid is still sleeping soundly!" Xing'er muttered, got out of bed quickly, and looked back at Yang Tashan in a daze, only to see that he was already fully dressed and looking at her with a smile.

Yang Tashan said: "The genius is dim now, I'm going to practice kung fu outside, and we'll go shopping in the street later." After finishing speaking, he opened the door and left.

Xing'er sat back on the bed slowly in a daze, looked around, there was nothing in the room, and she couldn't clean it up even if she wanted to clean it up.

(End of this chapter)