Rebirth space a little field

Chapter 143 Unbearable Pain in Life

Coming out of the illusion, Chen Guaibao cried until she was in tears. She couldn't stand upright, and fell down on the computer chair. She curled up, holding her cheeks in her hands and crying, crying heartbreakingly.

Seeing her parents close in front of her eyes but unable to recognize each other, seeing her parents living the painful days of walking dead, she can do nothing, her relatives.

The unbearable pain in life is just like this.

Tears poured out like a tide, Chen Guaibao thought of the little things he had experienced in the past few years after time travel, his hard work in the past few years, and the grief of his parents, the more he thought about it, the more wronged he felt, and the more he thought about it, the more sad he felt .

She doesn't want to time travel, she just wants to stay in modern times and be an ordinary person, but why did God choose her to time travel?Why split up her family of three?
Grief, her whole heart seemed to be grasped by big hands all the time, her heart couldn't beat hard, and her breathing was a little difficult.If tears are really useful, Chen Guaibao is willing to cry and blind her own eyes in order to reunite her with her parents.

Chen Guaibao curled up in the computer chair and wept until she was in tears, while Xiao Er quietly accompanied her.

At the end of crying, Chen Guabao passed out, Xiaoer stimulated her brain nerves to wake her up, Chen Guabao woke up leisurely, thinking of the scenes she saw in the illusion, tears started to fall down again.

She was stunned, and her eyes were swollen into walnuts.

Chen Guaibao played the role of a happy elf, and she absolutely couldn't go out to meet people with her appearance. Xiaoer took out ice cubes and applied Chen Guaibao's eyes, and brought out water for her to wash her face.Chen Guaibao wiped his face casually, and then left the space in a daze.

When she woke up the next day, Chen Guaibao's complexion was normal, and her eyes were no longer red and swollen, but the liveliness in her eyes was gone. She stared blankly at the newly furnished room, remembering that she was in a modern room, Water droplets welled up in her dry eyes again.

She wants to go home and miss her parents.

Although the Chen family treated her well, her only blood relatives were her parents.Although she occupies this small body, she still has no sense of belonging to this world.

She doesn't belong here.

Thinking of her mother's crying and her father's silence, Chen Guaibao's heart felt as if someone was stabbing it with a knife, and it hurt, very painful.

Chen Guaibao has been listless recently.

Surprised to see the current situation of his parents, Chen Guaibao doesn't taste good, and can't sleep at night no matter what.

"Xiao Er, why did the time travel god choose me? I don't want to time time..." Sitting in front of Xiao Er, Chen Guaibao muttered to himself, "What should my parents do? They only have a daughter like me. They all have white hair."

"Who will take care of them when they are sick? Who will take care of them when they are old and can't walk?" Thinking of the desolate and helpless old age of her elderly parents, Chen Guaibao's tears flowed uncontrollably down.

When I lived with my parents before, I didn't know how to cherish them. People who both work don't do any housework at home, and sometimes they will yell at their parents when they encounter unsatisfactory things.

Looking back on her former self, Chen Guaibao wished she could go back in time and slap herself fiercely, she was so unfilial!
"Er..." Xiao Er was speechless.

"The Chen family lost their daughter, why did you ask me to cross over to cover the bag? How could the master of time travel do this? The Chen family is sad, don't my parents be sad? I am their only daughter. I am gone. What happened to their old age? What to do?" Chen Guaibao continued to murmur, with tears rolling down her face.

"My dear, don't cry. We don't know why you travel through time. We just provide time-space Taobao client for travelers. There are various reasons for time travel, and we don't know the specifics."

"Then let my parents be helpless like this?" Chen Guaibao asked with a trembling voice.

"It's like this, dear. Everyone has their own life trajectory. Because there are gods, everyone's fate is arranged from birth. This is their fate." Xiaoer asked Chen Guai Bao desperate words.

"If this is the case, then in the rest of my life, I will be tortured like them. My parents are suffering and unhappy, and I will also be miserable and unhappy." Chen Guaibao covered his face with his hands and choked up.

As long as you are a conscientious person, knowing that your parents are living such an empty and soulless life, you will always miss them.

Even when I am laughing, I think of my poor parents instantly, then I can't laugh anymore, even if I force a smile, it is a bitter smile.

Seeing this, Xiaoer sighed inwardly. If he had known that he would not have given Chen Guaibao any magic biscuits, it turned out that in the deepest part of Chen Guaibao's heart, she always wanted to go home and return to modern times.

How can this be done? Chen Guaibao has seen her parents' miserable situation, and she will miss her parents all the time in the future.

"Darling... I was born without parents, so I can't empathize with your pain, but I can see your pain now, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have given you magic cookies." Xiaoer apologized in a low voice.

"You didn't feel sorry for me, if it wasn't for you, I would never know that my parents are living a life that would be worse than death, woo woo...you didn't forgive me, woo woo..." Chen Guabao cried again I can't cry anymore.

In the past few days, Chen Guabao has been in this situation. During the day, he is dazed, and the whole person has lost his previous spirit. At night, he enters the space, eats a piece of magic biscuit and enters the illusion to see his parents. Chen Guabao Bao's parents are in a very bad state now, a bit like walking dead, the body is moving, but the soul is gone.

The daughter who had been brought up so hard disappeared without warning, and Chen Guaibao's mother almost went crazy.After several years of recuperation and calmness, now Chen Guaibao's parents' life has returned to normal on the surface. They commute to and from get off work on time and live an ordinary life like everyone else.

Chen Guaibao watched the painful days of her parents, which was like torture to her, and she was not the one who was suffering from the pain of her parents.Every time Chen Guaibao woke up from the illusion, he would lie on the table and cry loudly, his eyes were red and swollen, and he couldn't cry.

Chen Guaibao's life is already a bit chaotic, and her whole body is also not well: no matter how hard it is to see a bright smile on her chubby little face, her originally bright eyes have lost their light.

In the past, Chen Guaibao was a little sun, a little lucky star who was loved by everyone, but now Chen Guaibao, no matter how hard she was to shine, she lost all her spirit.

During the day, Chen Guabao didn't go anywhere, just stayed in her room listlessly, and always suffered from insomnia at night, she slept until noon these days.

After waking up, she went to help Chen's home cooking. She huddled into a ball and lay listlessly on the counter. When someone came to check out, she slowly collected the money. After the person left, she continued to lie listlessly on the counter.

After finishing her work at noon, Chen Guaibao went back to her room to stay until dinner time.

Chen Guaibao's abnormality naturally caused the Chen family members to speculate about what happened. Chen Yang held her in his arms and asked her worriedly if she was sick.

The corner of Chen Guaibao's mouth curled up and forced a smile. She was not sick, but she was sick.Chen Guaibao's wry smile could not reassure Chen Yangshi, she took Chen Guaibao to Jishitang to find Dr. Li, and asked Dr. Li to show Chen Guaibao.

Chen Guaibao was in good health, Dr. Li couldn't see anything, after listening to what Chen Yang said about Chen Guaibao's recent situation, Dr. Li finally gave Chen Guaibao some calming and sleeping medicine.But drinking the medicine prescribed by Dr. Li at night, Chen Guaibao still suffers from insomnia.

When an eccentric person suddenly withers, it means that this person is unhappy and has something on his mind.

Chen Guaibao's appearance naturally also attracted Yang Silang's attention. He took Chen Guaibao's little hand and asked her what's the matter with concern. Chen Guaibao looked at Yang Silang's concerned expression. she's fine.

No one can ask anything out of Chen Guaibao's mouth, Chen Guaibao's mouth is tightly closed, and he doesn't say anything. Now, it's not good for the whole Chen family to follow Chen Guaibao.

This kind of situation is not what Chen Guaibao wants to see, but thinking of his parents, Chen Guaibao has a faint sense of perverted pleasure in his heart, a sense of refreshment after revenge.

The real Chen Guaibao died, and she came over to take care of her. The Chen family did not lose their loved ones, and they still lived happily.

But Chen Guabao's parents lived in dire straits, their world was in darkness, and Chen Guabao's mother almost went crazy.

The comparison between the Chen family and her own parents distorted Chen Guaibao's psychology. Why should she obediently take over the bag after the death of the Chen family's daughter?Why should her parents have to bear the great pain of losing their daughter?

The Chen family treated her well, and she also took the Chen family very seriously, but the weight of the Chen family was far less than that of her parents in her heart.

Chen Guaibao, who had such a thought in her heart, saw that the Chen family was unhappy with her now, and she felt an inexplicable pleasure in her heart. Since it is going to be painful, then everyone should suffer together.

That night, Chen Guaibao bought a book on fabric art from Taobao, and his life was so miserable. When the book arrived, Xiaoer persuaded Chen Guaibao to read this book and learn some fabric skills. meditate.

Chen Guaibao accepted Xiao Er's proposal, and when she entered the space at night, she would read the book and practice with a cloth.

When An Ruosu finally came to Qingniu Town to look for Chen Guaibao after finishing her family business and socializing with friends she hadn't seen for half a year, Chen Guaibao already knew how to make simple cloth flowers.

"Here, here you are." Chen Guaibao held up a pink cloth flower and said to An Ruosu, accompanied by Chen Guaibao's not-so-bright smile.

It was ten o'clock in the morning. Chen Sanniu and Damai went back to pick tomatoes yesterday, but they hadn't come back yet. Rice and Xiaomi went to Chen Ji. Chen Yang took Mai and Yang Dong Vanilla to prepare various dishes in the backyard. An Ruosu and Chen Guaibao is chatting in the front shop.

I haven't seen him for half a year, An Ruosu is still dressed in spotless white clothes, his face is as beautiful as a fairy in white clothes, he sits in Chen's home-cooked food shop, attracting many passers-by.

"It's beautiful, thank you." An Ruosu reached out to take the cloth flower from Chen Guaibao's hand, and put it in his hand to look at it. Accompanied by his words, there was a soft and elegant smile.

The son is as gentle as jade. At the end of June, An Ruosu's light smile made Chen Guaibao feel that the heat around him had gone a lot. With the heat gone, there was also the haze of those days. "How about my craftsmanship?" ?" Chen Guaibao rarely showed a sincere smile and asked.

"Hands are very skillful, this flower is lifelike, and it is very innovative to use fabric to make flowers." An Ruosu was not stingy in his praise of Chen Guaibao.

"Since you like it, I'll give it to you." Chen Guabao was very generous.

"Then I'll keep it well." This is the second thing Chen Guaibao gave him, and he will keep it well.

"I haven't seen you in half a year, baby, you have gained a little skill." An Ruosu joked, "You can make some cloth flowers and sell them to earn some copper coins."

"My lady is not short of money, this idea of ​​small money money is not in my eyes." Chen Guaibao said proudly, patting his chest.How much money can you make selling cloth flowers?She doesn't like this idea of ​​small money, she is a person who does big things!

"Hehe..." An Ruosu chuckled at Chen Guaibao's appearance, he liked Chen Guaibao's eccentric look, "It's great that you're fine!" An Ruosu sighed softly.

Thank the heaven, thank the earth, thank the Buddha, thank them for their blessings to keep Chen Guaibao safe, to see the eccentric Chen Guaibao again, An Ruosu's heart is full of gratitude to the gods from all walks of life.

An Ruosu looked at Chen Guaibao affectionately. Although Chen Guaibao was touched by his concern for her, but thinking of An Ruosu's age, Chen Guaibao couldn't help but get goosebumps. She hypnotized herself in her heart: An Ruosu Ruosu treats her as a junior, An Ruosu treats her as a junior, An Ruosu treats her as a junior.

"Uncle An, didn't I tell you in the letter, I'm fine, I'm a person blessed by the gods." Chen Guaibao wrinkled his nose and said.

"You are really special." An Ruosu sighed again.His second brother, An Ran, witnessed the scene of the gods appearing with his own eyes. He missed that scene. This is his lifelong regret!

"Of course, there is only one Chen Guaibao in the world~ Only this family has no semicolons~"

"Hehe..." Chen Guaibao's self-satisfaction was exchanged for An Ruosu's chuckle.The handsome guy's smile is fatally attractive, and An Ruosu's face is so drooling that An Ruosu's continuous hehe failed to cause Chen Guaibao to complain.

If every time you say hehe is accompanied by such a smile, Chen Guaibao swears, the next sentence of the word hehe will definitely not be me throwing your face away.

"Guaibao, you've lost weight." An Ruosu, who was chuckling, saw Chen Guaibao showing his usual expression again, but he said this with some worry.

This sentence is too nasty, it has appeared in many novels and TV dramas, when An Ruosu said this, even though he is a really handsome guy who makes people drool, Chen Guabao couldn't help but shiver , Is An Ruosu going to start Qiong Yao next?
Chen Guaibao's guess was right, An Ruosu really started Qiong Yao, "Guaibao, did you encounter any difficulties? Your cheeks are no longer pink and tender, you have lost a lot of weight, and your complexion is a little pale, and there is still a faint pimple on it. Sorrow. The brilliance in your eyes has dimmed a lot, and your eyes are dull. In the past, you were dazzling, like an elf, but now you are like an elf with folded wings. It doesn’t have the spirit and agility it used to.”

"Baby, you were fine when your father went to Anfu a few days ago. What happened in these short days? As long as you ask, I will do my best to do it for you." An Ruosu has a gentle voice and sincere eyes.

After An Ruosu's words, Chen Guaibao felt both disgusting and touched. The disgusting thing was An Ruosu's description of her, and the touching thing was An Ruosu's kindness to her.

An Ruosu really has nothing to say to her, she is a friend worth making.It's just that An Ruosu can't do anything about what happened to her.

"Look at what you said, I'm going to have goosebumps all over my body." Chen Guabao exaggeratedly rubbed his arms, "I'm not as good as you said." Still pink, sad, and distracting, even elves Out.

She is not an elf, she is just an ordinary person with all kinds of emotions and six desires, and even a perverted ordinary person, she will feel happy when she sees that the Chen family members are uncomfortable.

The Chen family really cared for her and pampered her like a little princess, but now seeing that the Chen family was unhappy following her, she actually felt happy.

Hehe, thinking of the current messy situation, Chen Guaibao is about to say hehe to herself, she is going crazy, really going crazy.

"Although you are smiling, you can't hide the sadness in your eyes. In front of me, you can be your true self and don't have to force a smile." An Ruosu sighed softly.

Today when he came over, the first time he saw Chen Guaibao, he felt that something was wrong. Chen Guaibao's old spirit was gone, and her whole body seemed to be shrouded in a dead black mist, and her former agility was gone. exist.

An Ruosu really cared about Chen Guaibao, he was very worried seeing Chen Guaibao like this, he wanted to help Chen Guaibao, sincerely.

"Pfft..." Chen Guaibao couldn't help laughing when he heard An Ruosu use the word forced smile, well, Uncle An who is so handsome and artistic can always make her laugh.

"Actually, it's nothing. It's just that something happened recently. I can't sleep at night because of this trouble." Chen Guaibao took a deep breath, and said helplessly while lying on the table with her small body .

The bitterness on her face was not in line with her age, and her tone was not in line with the vicissitudes of her age.

"What's the matter? Can you tell me? Can I help?" An Ruosu asked repeatedly.

He has known Chen Guaibao for so long, but he has never seen Chen Guaibao like this.Chen Guaibao has always given him a positive impression, and he is always very happy when he is with Chen Guaibao.Seeing that Chen Guaibao is used to being happy and relaxed, this listless Chen Guaibao is really dazzling.

(End of this chapter)