The most affectionate love: this life will never change

Chapter 10
Seeing the car coming, she took a look in the yard before leaving, and said to Fang Sheng: "But why should I fight her...

He was mine. "

Ruan Wei didn't speak, but stared at him blankly, with tears on her face.

Ye Jingxuan stood up and opened the door to let Moore out. Someone ran over from far away in the yard and took him to take care of him.

They were the last two left in the room.

He helped her up, straightened her clothes, even his fingers were attached, but he held back all of them.The atmosphere was extremely silent for a moment, Ruan Wei looked at him, and suddenly stretched out her hand to part the hair on his forehead, holding his face to look at the scar.

She told herself a hundred times, don't cry anymore, but she just couldn't help it, the tears fell drop by drop, her voice was trembling, and she said: "I regret it, I really regret it! I don't want to hurt you, I just want to cry Let you go...I didn't expect them to shoot. If I knew the result, I would rather die in that fire! You believe me...I regret it so much that I want to die, but I will have no face to see you when I die. How can I explain to you? I..." She gradually began to speak incoherently, and raised her wrist to tell him, "In the beginning, I cut myself every day and gave you back a little every day. , but I can bear it, I can bear anything for you..."

Ye Jingxuan couldn't say anything more, he grabbed her wrist to prevent her from looking at her, picked her up from the ground, and put her on the bed in the room.He coaxed her to lie down, lowered her hand, let her relax little by little, and stopped her from thinking wildly: "Ah Ruan? Look at me! It's okay, look at me..."

Ruan Wei's confused consciousness gradually became clear, her voice became hoarse, and she shook her head with sobs: "As long as you are fine."

Ye Jingxuan saw that she was finally slowing down, and took out something from the nearby cabinet, a dark brown rubber band, which he put on the wrist of her left hand while sitting on the bed, like a bracelet, which just blocked the traces of self-harm.

He held her hand, trying to see how tight it was. Fortunately, he remembered the size, and it stuck to her skin in a thin layer, which was not in the way or conspicuous.

She didn't dare to move and didn't know what it was. Ye Jingxuan sat quietly for a while before telling her: "I asked a psychiatrist. This is an intervention therapy to relieve anxiety. If you can't control it in the future, just pull it and bounce It does not hurt people when it is hit on the skin, and it can also play a role in stimulating and diverging."

Ruan Wei knew that he had seen everything, and he was always there, so she covered her mouth and couldn't cry.

Ye Jingxuan wiped away her tears slowly, and finally kissed the corner of her eye.She reached out to hug him, and he sighed. He had never been so embarrassed in his life, and said, "Ah Ruan, please, don't cut yourself again, or... I'm going to go crazy."

Her whole body completely collapsed, she suddenly pulled him down and hugged him tightly, even if the world is falling, she will not let go, anyway, she is a sinner in this life, anyway, she has done everything... She doesn't care.

Ruan Wei held his face and talked, crying so hard that her voice was completely hoarse, but she just wanted to tell him: "I love you, Ye Jingxuan, I have loved you for so many years... You don't have to believe anything, but this You can't doubt me!"

What else did she want to say, but she couldn't continue with a word.

Ye Jingxuan was hooked by her words in an instant, stretched out his hand and pressed Ruan Wei on the bed and kissed her all the way.His bed was so big and soft that people would sink into it, and the lights in the room were all on, shining brightly, as if reminding him of something.She curled up to hide, but he was crazy, and he would not let her go tonight, he dragged her back by the waist, and tore off her blouse with all his strength.

Ruan Wei has been afraid of the sun since she was a child, and her skin is whiter than others over the years.She was wearing a dark blue top, which was dark in color. Ye Jingxuan pulled it down inch by inch, and she struggled to turn over. All sanity is blown out.

She hadn't seen anyone else for so many years, and his actions were too wild, which frightened her, and she cried out subconsciously.Ye Jingxuan covered her mouth, Ruan Wei became even more anxious, sobbing and grabbing his hand, rolling on the bed unable to move, she had to listen to him in everything.

He didn't allow her to speak, and she didn't allow her to cry, she started to cry again, she was so tormented that she almost collapsed and couldn't get out, and finally she was completely honest in his arms.

Ye Jingxuan was finally satisfied, let go of his hand, and followed the skin of her face inch by inch, teasing her deliberately: "Are you convinced? Are you still making trouble?"

Ruan Wei was so angry that she couldn't speak, she felt that he was slowly taking off her skirt bit by bit, her whole body burned up, and she stretched out her arms to hug him in a panic.

Still such a spineless silly girl, he couldn't stop laughing, rubbing her in his arms, but at this moment, Ruan Wei's cell phone rang.

Ruan Wei froze and pushed him to pick it up.Ye Jingxuan glanced to the side, and took her cell phone over.

"Give it back to me!" She had already thought of who might be calling, but Ye Jingxuan didn't let go, and directly pressed the call button. Ruan Wei only had time to say, "You..."

Ye Jingxuan held her down and heard Yan Rui shouting anxiously, but his tone was very calm: "Yan Rui, she stays with me today."

The people over there obviously understood, and they paused for a while before saying, "If I were you, I wouldn't pester her again. You know best that she is in danger anytime with you."

Ruan Wei couldn't hear Yan Rui's words, but saw Ye Jingxuan suddenly get angry, he threw the phone out with his hands, hit the wall and shattered.

She huddled under a thin layer of quilt and did not dare to move. He turned around and stared at her. His expression made her more frightened. Every time he squinted his eyes and looked at people like this, he reminded people of wolves in the wilderness. What terrible things he can do.

"Jingxuan..." She tried to say something to calm each other down, but he reached out and grabbed her.

Ruan Wei didn't even have time to think about it, he bent down and pulled her out of the quilt, still so strong and familiar, she clearly felt that everything was him, even the shadow was in his palm.

She finally realized that she couldn't refuse him at all.

Ruan Wei pushed his hand and called "Third Brother", trembling nervously when he stared at him like this.But Ye Jingxuan was a bit deliberate and impatient, insisting on breaking in.She was afraid of pain, and he was not gentle at all. When he entered, he forced tears to flow down her face. She was so uncomfortable that she felt wronged, so she raised her hand to beat him, and also slapped him hard, cursing while whipping.

Ye Jingxuan also felt uncomfortable, and finally couldn't take it anymore, he couldn't control his anger.She knew he was angry, and he didn't want Yan Rui to be with her, but he didn't allow her to explain, the more Ruan Wei thought about it, the more she hated her, sobbing and biting his shoulder hard, she saw blood all at once.

He felt distressed after all, held her face and kissed her tears, and spoke in a bad tone to make her obedient.

Ruan Wei hadn't been intimate for a long time, and couldn't let go of anything, and he was too strong to allow her to back down, and in the end she couldn't scream because of the stimulation, so she could only cry hoarsely.

But Ye Jingxuan always has a way, no matter the present or the past, he is like her predestined catastrophe, always making her willing to give him everything.He called her "A Ruan" one after another, and she was gradually picked up, thinking that he couldn't hold back his thoughts at all, her whole body was on fire, and she had to stick close to him to drink poison to quench her thirst.

In the end, Ruan Wei was so trembling that she couldn't even raise her hands. The light was too bright.Ye Jingxuan was finally willing to spare her, turned off the light, and everything calmed down in the darkness.

He hugged her in his arms and kissed her from the beginning to the end. The two were obviously hysterical for revenge. Ruan Wei seemed to have died once, buried her face on his shoulder, and called him "bastard" in a mess. She endured everything and hugged him, refusing to let go.

Ye Jingxuan coaxed her well, regretting it himself, and asked her if it hurt.It was the same before. She almost fainted the first time. Sure enough, men are irrational in this kind of thing. They usually let her do everything. When they get to bed, they have to listen to him. People are bewildered. , I don't feel bad at all.

He still says that now.

Ye Jingxuan's fingers were right behind her ear, his temperature was ambiguous, his voice was low and cruel, and he told her word by word: "Ah Ruan, only I can make you hurt." Ruan Wei pulled her hand back violently, but he refused to let her, He rubbed her wrist against her face and told her slowly, "Even you can't."

A pitch-black night, madness and pain, and finally a dead silence. The two are tired of being together, as if they can't live apart half an inch, and they would rather never dawn in this life.

Love to the end, but is willing.

It was only at this moment that Ruan Wei really understood how much she loved him.

At the end of that night, Ruan Wei completely lost consciousness, and it was noon when she woke up.

Ye Jingxuan's bedroom was surprisingly quiet, no servants were there, she changed her clothes and went out, but no one stopped her.

The servants were extremely silent when they passed by. Ruan Wei knew that this was Lanfang after all, and her past identity here was simply courting death. She didn't dare to ask anything, and walked out along the corridor by herself.

Not too far away, someone from the east came over and called her from a distance: "Wait a minute."

Ruan Wei turned around and found that it was Xia Xiao. She was only wearing a black jumpsuit today, the most popular one. Although it was a simple style, she was born with a clothes rack, and she looked good in everything she wore.

Ruan Wei glanced at the row of fir trees behind her. Xia Xiao was able to come out from there, obviously Ye Jingxuan had been with her since getting up early.

It was dawn, but Ruan Wei couldn't see the light.

Ruan Wei had nothing to say to Xia Xiao, so she turned around and continued walking.Xia Xiao has been in and out of Lanfang for so long, and her temper is not small. She chased after her and stood in front of her, insisting on seeing clearly.

Xia Xiao looked her up and down, Ruan Wei felt uncomfortable under the obvious scrutiny of the other party, and wanted to ask her what she wanted to do, but Xia Xiao didn't give her this chance at all, she held her breath, raised her hand and slapped Ruan Wei's face On: "Why are you pretending to be pitiful!"

Ruan Wei bumped against the wall next to her, never expecting that she would dare to make a move.

Fang Sheng hurried out from the east, and as soon as he saw Xia Xiao, he immediately sent someone to take her away.

"Sister Wei?" He lowered his head to see if she was hurt, but Ruan Wei refused to let her go. She covered her face and walked forward without expression.

Fang Sheng followed her all the time, Ruan Wei couldn't help it, she turned around and smiled at him reluctantly and said, "I should go back."

The man stopped asking, and took her to the door to arrange a car. While waiting for the car, Fang Sheng remained silent, and suddenly said to her, "Xia Xiao waited in the east all night last night."

(End of this chapter)