The most affectionate love: this life will never change

Chapter 17: The Dried Fish (2)
But when she was out of breath, she still thought of Ye Jingxuan.

He went crazy that day and gave her the cigarette. Ruan Wei choked and her whole body was spinning. It was the first time that she felt what real distress was. Love and despair were both together, as if Ye Jingxuan's breath gave her even the breath. .

She has no more feelings left in this life, and she promised to be with Yan Rui to reassure him and save herself.It is impossible for Ye Jingxuan to break away from Jinglan Society, that is his ambition, he has been getting deeper and deeper on that road, Ruan Wei understood it in Fangyuan back then, that's why she forced him to let go. tragic consequences.

It is impossible for her and Ye Jingxuan's ambitions to coexist in this life, so she must strip this memory from her flesh and blood, even if she knows it is the pain of uprooting, she must endure it.

It's a pity... Yan Rui understands all of this, and this is the debt she will never pay off.

During the day, the doctor went into the ward for routine checkups, and Ruan Wei took the time to go across the street to buy food.When she came back and passed the nurse's station, the people inside told her that someone was visiting again, and they all laughed at Yan Rui's popularity, so they asked her to keep an eye on her.

Ruan Wei thought it was his friend, but when she returned to the ward, she found it was Pei Huan.

She was surprised to see that Pei Huan was followed by the driver and entourage, helping her to carry fruit and many gift boxes.After all, Pei Huan used to be a public figure, and she was used to wearing sunglasses when she was outside. When she saw her back, she smiled, reached out to take off her glasses, and someone behind her immediately took them.

Pei Huan grabbed Ruan Wei and reminded her: "Yesterday was Wednesday. I went to get the flowers and found that you didn't even open the store. I went back and inquired and found out that Teacher Yan was hospitalized."

So she asked people to give Ruan Wei so many things, Ruan Wei shook her head and pushed her and said, "Why are you being so polite, come in and talk, he should be awake."

Pei Huan insisted on getting everything delivered to the ward. In the past, she often came to the store to look for Ruan Wei when she was free, so she met Yan Rui once or twice, but it was just a chance encounter.Now that Yan Rui was injured, it was too grand for Pei Huan to bring so many things to visit, making Ruan Wei really afraid to accept them.

On the contrary, Yan Rui was not surprised to see Pei Huan coming. He was the first to thank him, so Ruan Wei couldn't refuse.

Pei Huan went over to look at him, asked about the situation and reassured him, and said, "Mr. Yan, you must be careful when driving. You see, once you get hurt, Ruan Wei is so scared that she loses weight again."

He also smiled: "Unexpectedly, fortunately, I am lucky."

Ruan Wei chatted with her for a while, when suddenly a nurse came in and called Ruan Wei to go out. She wanted to talk about what she had been paying attention to in bed these days, so she had to pat Pei Huan and signaled her to sit down casually: "I'll be there in a while." return."

When she walked to the door, she felt a little inappropriate. After all, Pei Huan was just her friend, and it was too awkward to leave the two of them in the ward, so she looked back.

Pei Huan found it interesting now, and deliberately teased her with an innocent face, "Go, go... I'm married, so I'm not interested in Teacher Yan."

Ruan Wei couldn't hold back and smiled: "Just talk nonsense."

She left the ward and closed the door behind her.

In the end there were only two people left in the room, so Pei Huan stopped being polite to him and sat on the sofa beside him. Seeing that Yan Rui's face was not bad, she pointed to the things she brought over and said, "You know his That person has never been able to give anything to others, and today he specially asked me to bring two sets of out-of-print original documents, and some other things..."

As he spoke, Pei Huan took out a sealed crystal box and showed it to Yan Rui: "Someone gave this to him in the past to please him, and everyone on the road knew it was his. What he meant was for you to keep it well. The situation in Lanhui will not be stable, please entrust someone to hang it up, it will make everyone have scruples for a while, and it will be good for all parties."

Yan Rui sighed, knowing that the person was deep-minded and had everything planned, so he leaned on the pillow and looked at her: "Madam, please come here in person, and go back to help me thank you, sir. Also, it's me who insists on going to this mess." Water, sir, has already persuaded me, but I insisted on grabbing it with Ye Jingxuan, so I don't blame anyone for this knife."

Pei Huan looked at the door, and there was no one approaching, so she stood up beside his bed and said, "No, Ye Jingxuan did not do this."

Yan Rui thought for a while, and said a little strangely: "The other party moved too fast. Although I didn't see it clearly, I can be sure that it is a member of Jinglanhui."

Pei Huan shook his head, feeling a little helpless: "It looks like it must be Ye Jingxuan's revenge, and I said the same thing, but sir, I just asked a question and asked me to pass it on to you... If Ye Jingxuan really wanted you to die, wouldn't this knife be fatal?" ?"

The man on the hospital bed was silent for a moment, and after a while he finally smiled, looked at Pei Huan and sighed: "As expected...no one can see more clearly than Mr.

Pei Huan fiddled with an antique box, and smiled: "Stop praising him, he finally spent two days at home, and accidents kept happening in the meeting, and he couldn't be free even if he wanted to..." She obviously didn't like it. Willingly, complain to him, "He is just worried about his life, one or two come to ask him, in the end such a big family is still tiring him, next time if any of you call, I won't let you answer."

Yan Rui looked at the other gifts, and they were indeed out-of-print books that he had been looking for for a long time, and two antique agarwood ornaments.He knows best that that person loves incense, especially agarwood, which looks ugly, but is more valuable than gold.

The value is second, the key is the mind.

He asked Pei Huan again: "I'm not on the road, and I don't conflict with anyone's interests. If it wasn't for Ye Jingxuan, why would other people go to such trouble to stab me?"

Pei Huan felt complacent now, she had asked clearly a long time ago, so she deliberately imitated the tone of the family member, lightly, without deliberate, but she said it convincingly: "Think about it, Ruan Wei betrayed the Jinglan Society , you can live safe and sound until now only because Ye Jingxuan is still there, and now someone is taking advantage of your injury to sow discord, making Ruan Wei leave him completely... If you fall out, Ruan Wei will no longer have anyone to protect, who will benefit from doing this?"

Yan Rui understood completely now: "It was the president's hand."

"That's why Mister feels sorry for you. The president called him two days ago to ask for a solution, but he didn't have time to answer. In the end, the president couldn't beat Ye Jingxuan. He made such a bad move and used you as an introduction for no reason. "

She was worthless for Yan Rui, and the more she talked, the more angry she became: "Chen Yu is the president of the president, and he still doesn't do things with his head!"

I'm afraid Chen Yu is still complacent about his plan, but in fact it has no effect, it can only add fuel to the fire in Jinglanhui.

Yan Rui reassures her that no matter what, at least he is fine now.

Pei Huan also felt uncomfortable: "I've dragged you down for no reason, he should visit in person, but...the hospital is crowded and it's not convenient for him to come, so let me come for him."

"My husband and I have known each other for many years, so you don't need to see me like this."

While the two were talking, there was movement by the door, Ruan Wei came back, Pei Huan immediately changed the subject.

As soon as she came in, she saw that Pei Huan was holding two agarwood ornaments and chatting with Yan Rui. The things were not big, but as soon as she fiddled with them, there was a faint fragrance. Not a lot.

Pei Huan heard that he was in good condition, and that he would be discharged from the hospital in a few days to go home for recuperation. Finally, she was relieved. She sat down and said a few words, and asked Ruan Wei whether the flower shop would reopen. Ruan Wei hadn't made a decision yet. Tell her: "Temporarily suspend business for a while, and wait until I accompany him to recover from his injury."

Pei Huan got up and was about to leave. Ruan Wei hadn't seen her for a while and sent her downstairs. When the two chatted about recent events, Pei Huan asked her, "Are you going to live with Teacher Yan like this?" ?”

Ruan Wei didn't speak, but after thinking about it, she said, "I promised him."

Maybe in the next few years, it will be ordinary, get married like other people, and there is no need to make any specific plans.

This made Pei Huan very emotional at the suddenness. The two stood at the door of the hospital waiting for the driver to bring the car, and they fell silent for a while.

Surrounded by people coming and going in and out of the hospital, the sun was cloudless and the sun made me a little sleepy.

Pei Huan intentionally or unintentionally looked at the woman next to him, and suddenly reached out and hugged her shoulders. She understood her feelings, and said to her: "I have thought about it in the past, I have liked him since I was a child... I have been with him since I was a teenager. We got together, and later I also tried to escape. There are so many paths in a person’s life, why not let them go, knowing that the dead end is still going. But you know, when you really leave, sometimes you wake up at night and suddenly can’t find it. Seeing him, that feeling... makes people so sad that there is no place to cry, and the bones are cold... that is called regret."

Ruan Wei closed her eyes and forced herself to bear it. Pei Huan pierced through all the sadness she had hidden so hard. When she was alone, she could pretend to be strong. When someone told her, she realized that she hadn't healed at all. She just endured until numbness.

Pei Huan's car came, and she let go of her and smiled: "Okay, blame me, and make you sad again... I'll go back first, and I'll go play with you after Teacher Yan is discharged from the hospital."

Ruan Wei nodded: "Don't give anything away next time."

Pei Huan rolled down the car window to let her go quickly. When Ruan Wei looked back, Pei Huan had already left in the car.

Obviously they are all the same age, the best years of youth for women, but Pei Huan makes people feel pleasing when he appears. His face is young and beautiful, and someone follows him every two steps. It is clearly a spoiled temper, but not It's annoying, and it seduces people to want to treat her well.

A woman who loves is brave, and a man who loves each other is happy. The man Pei Huan loves also regards her as the most important part of his life. Everyone can see that her lover has tried his best to protect her so that everyone envies her.

But what about Ruan Wei... She was facing the hospital gate, and the glass above it was not cleaned, and a pale and dim figure just happened to be reflected.

Ye Jingxuan was destroyed in Fangyuan, and she also died on that day.

In the past, Pei Huan lamented to her that she had filmed so many dramas, and none of them had her own ups and downs. Now Ruan Wei truly understands that life is like a drama, and she has no choice. Sadness and joy are all involuntary.

She also wanted to persevere, but she stole Ye Jingxuan's chip and didn't go back. Now that he is in Lanfang, with money, power, fame and fortune in his hands, he is only one step away from the planned position, not to mention Xia Xiao is beside him.

Ruan Wei didn't even have the slightest reason to persevere.

The next few days were calmer than expected, nothing happened, Ruan Wei did not contact Ye Jingxuan again, and no one related to him appeared.

With the arrival of summer, Mucheng has also entered the best season of the year, everything is quiet for a while, and no one knows when the next time the world will be turned upside down.

Ruan Wei didn't have the energy to think about it anymore, she went back and forth between home and the hospital with peace of mind.Fortunately, Yan Rui's injury recovered quickly, he was able to get up gradually, and walked with her in the corridor.She found time to buy a vase, and placed all the flowers sent by others in the ward. The colors were no longer so monotonous, which made people feel better.

In the afternoon, Yan Rui lay down for a while and seemed to fall asleep. Ruan Wei took two books to read by herself. There was a bay window in the ward, which was originally used for storing things. After she cleaned it up, she just sat by the window side.

The ward is not high, just on the second floor. A locust tree was planted downstairs. I don’t know how many years it has grown. It is luxuriant and the environment is very good.

She reads with the greenness of the treetops, and there are so many old characters in the book: the fish in the dry rut, each other with foam, each other with warmth, moist, it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

Ruan Wei finally felt relieved when she saw this sentence. She hugged the book in her arms and leaned against the glass to look down.

Dry rut fish...

Ruan Wei read to herself word by word, her eyes stopped aimlessly downstairs, which happened to be the side entrance of the inpatient department, and a small garden was built for rest, with common juniper and wildflowers planted inside.At this time, most of the patients went back to take a nap. She stared at the garden for a while, and there was only one person sitting among the shadows of the trees.

Such a clear outline, even the sunlight retreats, is clearly separated by countless layers of leaves and vines, but Ruan Wei can recognize it with just one glance, that is the person she will never forget in her eternity.

She sat up suddenly, put down her book and ran downstairs.

Same as before, when Ruan Wei managed to get downstairs, there was no one in the garden, it was empty, only the wind was blowing warmly on her face.

She turned around and saw that there was only a wrapped bouquet left where the man had sat. She couldn't count how many bouquets there were. They were all purple roses, which can only be found in Nan Province.

Ruan Wei picked up those flowers, they were too big, almost unable to lift them.This time she learned how to be good, and did not overpower herself to chase after Ye Jingxuan. When Ye Jingxuan didn't want to appear, she would never find him.

She sat quietly for a while, got up and walked back with flowers in her arms, and suddenly remembered what he said on the day of farewell: "I didn't bring you flowers today, I will make up for it tomorrow."

She went upstairs slowly, counting the bouquets in her arms as she walked, no more, no less, exactly eleven.

It turned out that she had only been away from Ye Jingxuan for eleven days. Looking back, it seemed like half her life had passed.

(End of this chapter)