The most affectionate love: this life will never change

Chapter 19
This time, not only did her legs hurt, but her arms and hands were all on the ground. She was so afraid of pain that she sat on the ground gasping for breath and forced herself to endure it.

In fact, Ruan Wei did it on purpose, and the man knew she did it when he rushed over, but he just couldn't sit still.

Ye Jingxuan saw Ruan Wei fell to the ground with red eyes, she couldn't get up, and she couldn't stand the pain, so he couldn't bear any words.

He helped her up from the ground first, and seeing that her hands and arms were bleeding, he was so angry that he wanted to curse.

It turns out that loving someone is like giving her a knife, hurting both others and herself. No matter how many years have passed, the only person who can pinpoint Ye Jingxuan's weakness is Ruan Wei.

"Did you mean it? Want to fall to your death? I'll give you a good time!" He was in a hurry, and sent her back to the door, but the more he thought about it, the more angry he was, he was about to push her down with one hand, Ruan Wei was afraid of falling again Going down the steps, I instinctively hugged his neck.

Ye Jingxuan embraced her, leaned down, his forehead was almost under her shoulder bones, for so long, he watched Ruan Wei every day, watching her go shopping, watching her plant flowers in the yard, watching her cook for Yan Rui, Seeing her sending others off to work, she is living the most ordinary life, every minute and every second is the security that he can't give.

But he is not willing to let go...

Ye Jingxuan held down Ruan Wei to prevent her from breaking out of his arms. He hugged her tighter and tighter, unable to say a word, as if this moment had become a rare charity of fate, and one more second was a luxury.

He patted her on the back and asked her, "Does it hurt?"

Ruan Wei couldn't help but nodded, he felt more uncomfortable than her, but it was time to let go.

Ye Jingxuan was forced to helplessness, looking at her, he had no choice but to say, "Ah Ruan, I really don't understand how you can be so cruel to yourself."

She would do anything to force him out, Ye Jingxuan knew that if he insisted on not seeing her, Ruan Wei would continue to cut herself with a knife in a while.

Ye Jingxuan suddenly felt that what Fang Sheng said was right, if he could be more ruthless and take Ruan Wei away and lock her up, she would go crazy with her if she wanted to go crazy, and die with her if she wanted to die, that would be no regret.But he will never be ruthless towards her. In the past, his father said that he was too arrogant, and sooner or later he would meet someone who could subdue him. At that time, Ye Jingxuan thought, there is no need to be so troublesome, as long as his Ah Ruan cries, he will agree to everything .

Ruan Wei couldn't move her left leg, and she felt it after resting for a while. She leaned against the wall and forced a smile to explain to Ye Jingxuan: "I must see you today. I promised to make plum shortbread for Xiaoen, but later Something happened... I don't know where he is buried, and I have never had a chance to send it to him, you must know, can you... bring it there for me?"

She handed him the box, but Ye Jingxuan didn't take it, and said coldly, "You only love the dead."

Ruan Wei insisted on stuffing things to him, but she didn't dare to look him in the eyes, and said in a low voice, "I did harm to Xiao En, I know no one can forgive me, but I promised him this, and I must do it."

Ye Jingxuan squeezed the paper box hard, and the warm snacks in his hand made him uncomfortable. Seeing that Ruan Wei was about to walk in the door, he grabbed her and asked, "It's just such a box of things, it's worth your money. Jump?"

It hurts to know each other too well.

She turned her back to him, swallowed all the words that came up, turned around quietly and said to him: "Don't touch Yan Rui, he is innocent, you know best, I have dragged down too many people, if he has something to do again , I can't live."

Ye Jingxuan was not surprised: "I really want to stab him twice... Whatever you want."

After Ruan Wei finished speaking, she was about to go back. Ye Jingxuan blocked the door of the corridor with her one step ahead, looked around and said, "Even if I'm a friend, I've already arrived at your door, why don't you invite me in?"

Ruan Wei had no choice but to let Ye Jingxuan and herself go in.

Ruan Wei knocked her leg, and it was difficult for her to walk. She also walked very slowly in just two steps, which made Ye Jingxuan feel uncomfortable.He directly picked her up from behind, she was startled, but he only made a hush and suddenly pushed her against the wall.

Although it was daytime, there were no windows in the corridor and the light was extremely dark.

All of a sudden, the whole sky was dark, she couldn't feel anything, she could only hear Ye Jingxuan's breathing, which was close at hand.

This time Ruan Wei couldn't pretend anymore, she hooked his arm and didn't let go, she hid herself in his arms: "Third Brother."

She was aggrieved when she saw him. She couldn't express so much bitterness, so she could only indulge this second.

Ye Jingxuan sighed for a long time, and kissed the corner of her eyes, making Ruan Wei close her eyes and not be able to cry.He put his arms around her waist, knowing that she had lost a lot of weight, he gently coaxed her, and asked her deliberately: "You are so worthless... You have been so thin since you left me for less than two months, do you still want to lose weight?" Live with Yan Rui?"

His fingers were obviously teasing, Ruan Wei panicked, pressed his arm to try to maintain her sanity, after all, this is a corridor, and there are neighbors living up and down, she took out the key and finally pushed the door open, letting Ye Jingxuan go in first.

He was not polite at all, just sat on the sofa in the living room and stared at her.Ruan Wei was in a hurry and said to make him a cup of black tea.Ye Jingxuan just leaned there lazily, looked around, he seemed to feel a little hot, he tore open the neckline indiscriminately, and said two words to her impatiently: "Come here."

He is clearly no different from the past, his eyes are so wild that Ruan Wei dare not move.

Ye Jingxuan frowned, he never knew how to hide it, the more he looked at her, the more straightforward his eyes became.Ruan Wei's face was burning, she could only drag her sore and painful leg to hide in the kitchen, but Ye Jingxuan directly grabbed her and fell on the sofa.

Ruan Wei was in a hurry to say something, but he didn't allow her. She couldn't speak and was blocked by him, and she didn't even have the strength to push.Ye Jingxuan smiled when he saw her contradictory expression, suddenly turned over and sat back on the sofa, hugged her on his lap, and let her face him straight.

He held her face in his hands, his heart was full, his voice softened, and he deliberately seduced her: "Do you miss me?"

She covered her mouth and shook her head, her fingers trembling.

His hand was on her waist, and he poked in along the hem of the clothes, all the way up, and slid up along the spine bit by bit.Ruan Wei took a deep breath, her whole body went limp, she was forced to lie on his shoulder, and when she raised her eyes, she was facing the kitchen, where there were still the dishes she hadn't had time to clean up just now...

Ruan Wei woke up suddenly, grabbed his hand, and said for a long time: "No!"

Ye Jingxuan had a mocking expression on his face. He still had something to say, but no one expected that the door opened at this moment.

Yan Rui was obviously in a hurry to come back, he didn't know what he forgot to bring, he opened the door and shouted habitually: "Ruan Wei, why don't you lock the door..."

The sofa was facing the door, and he couldn't say the second half of the sentence. He saw Ruan Wei sitting on Ye Jingxuan's lap, clearly entangled in one place.

It was too late for Ruan Wei to say anything, and she wanted to move aside, but Ye Jingxuan didn't let go, and twisted her wrist.

He pulled up her clothes, and sat looking at Yan Rui with a half-smile, but Yan Rui didn't say a word, just passed them upstairs, looking for the materials he needed for the meeting, and then went out after coming down, starting all over again At the end, he didn't look at Ruan Wei again.

She struggled to catch up, and didn't know what to explain for a long time. Yan Rui stopped by the door to look at her, and finally said: "It's because I have no bottom line for you, that makes you feel that I can forgive you for anything? Ruan Wei, you If you really just want to comfort me, there is absolutely no need for that."

"Yan Rui..."

His voice didn't even have the slightest bit of anger. Instead, he turned to Ye Jingxuan, looked at him and asked, "Where can you take her? Take her out of Mucheng together, and then make her so worried that she won't even be able to sleep for the rest of her life? If you want, You can pick her up anytime."

The eyes of the people on the sofa dimmed, Ye Jingxuan stood up suddenly, and walked towards Yan Rui.

Ruan Wei stretched out her hand to stop her, but Ye Jingxuan didn't pay attention at all. Seeing Yan Rui slowly showing a cold smile, he didn't even get angry. He said to him, "Teacher Yan, just keep pretending if you have the ability."

He emphasized the word "teacher", word for word.

Yan Rui was still calm and did not answer.

Ye Jingxuan took one last look at Ruan Wei, and went out directly.

A few steps away, Yan Rui saw that Ruan Wei had fallen somewhere again, her arm was scratched and bloody, and it took him a while to tell her: "Remember to sterilize first, the band-aid is on the first side of the cabinet. Second floor."

Ruan Wei signaled that she was fine, at this point she could only tell the truth: "I shouldn't promise you, I tried..."

Yan Rui was able to control his tone at first, but when he heard this, he couldn't bear it any longer. He turned to look at her and said, "Ruan Wei, if you don't love yourself, no one can save you! The whole city knows that Ye Jingxuan has a lover, especially That Xia Xiao, she was suddenly supported by someone recently, and the newspapers were all about her and Ye Jingxuan's love history!"

Ruan Wei stopped answering the phone, and Yan Rui didn't say much. He hurried back to the meeting, and told her in a few words: "I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, and I'm going to lecture for a week. You are the only one at home. Pay attention to the doors and windows at night, and go to bed early."

She reached out and grabbed him.

Yan Rui still stopped, Ruan Wei made up her mind, she can't mislead others and herself anymore, but he didn't let her say any more, indicating that he understands everything: "Every day someone will send you flowers, and there are people guarding the opposite side of the flower shop. Do you think I don't know anything?"

Ruan Wei couldn't explain anymore, so she could only tell him: "I will find a house to move out, and I will pack my things in a few days."

Yan Rui didn't want to stay any longer.

She closed the door and stood quietly for a while. There was still a sweet smell of plum shortbread in the whole hall, which she did not cherish because of fate.

Yan Rui didn't go home that night.

Ruan Wei knew that it was impossible for him to forgive herself this time, but she waited until twelve o'clock in the evening and began to worry about his accident. She called, but Yan Rui didn't answer. She just sent a text message back to her, saying that he happened to have a teacher's party at night. Leave directly tomorrow morning.

Of course Ruan Wei knew very well that his injury was just right, and the leaders of the school knew that he had not been discharged from the hospital for a long time, so it was impossible to arrange any lectures for him at this time.

Even Yan Rui needs time to calm down.

She started to pack her things, packed her clothes, and took the time to search for suitable housing listings on the Internet. After a delay, it was late at night, and she finally fell asleep after tossing herself tired.

Ruan Wei decided to move out, and she didn't want to hesitate any longer, so she went out to look at the house the next day.

She made an appointment with a fairly suitable family, and took the bus all the way to the suburbs.That location is a bit far from Yan Rui's current home, about an hour and a half away. Although it is far away from the urban area, it is a good thing for Ruan Wei, not to mention that the housing price is much cheaper than that in the school district.

Being bored on the road, Ruan Wei calmed down and made plans. She wanted to sell the flower shop. Anyway, she couldn't continue to open a shop opposite "Waiting for Godot". , Continue to do something that can support yourself.

In fact, it only took her less than 10 minutes to think about all this. After she made the decision, she realized that she was extremely sad. She is the only person she can say goodbye to, and now she is disappointed in her.

It was a cloudy day in Mucheng that day. Rain had been forecast two days ago, but it hadn't rained for a long time. It had been cloudy since early in the morning, and everyone was tired.

When the weather was bad, Ruan Wei felt her legs hurt even more, so she endured and walked slowly, looking for the community along the way.

It was the first time for her to come here. The residential area in the suburbs of Mucheng was very dense, and she didn't know anyone around. She called the landlord, but the other party was busy. She hesitated for a while, and stood by the roadside trying to find someone to ask.

There happened to be a security guard standing under the tree next to him. He looked like he was hiding and smoking. When he saw Ruan Wei looking around, he came over and asked, "Did you come to see the house? The house number of the community here is special. Luan, which building are you going to? Let me show you."

Ruan Wei took a deep breath, told him the number, and thanked him for his kindness. The man looked at the distance and stepped on the cigarette, motioning for her to come with her: "Go around, let's go, I'll take you along the way."

She said yes almost without thinking.

When Ruan Wei left with that person, Ye Jingxuan had just returned from the south of the city. There was something in the meeting today, and it happened that Moore was sent for the last anti-inflammatory injection. He took people to solve it, and then brought Moore back. Time will go back.

Fang Sheng was sitting in the co-pilot seat, when someone under him called suddenly, he answered it immediately, and the other party hurriedly reported to him: "Xu Changke sent a lot of people to Sister Duwei's flower shop! We are going to that road Hurry up on the street, let the third brother rest assured..."

Fang Sheng suddenly realized that even he was in a hurry: "A bunch of trash! Sister Wei stopped going to the flower shop a long time ago!"

The car was very quiet, Moore was staring out the car window intently, Ye Jingxuan was sitting next to it, he was looking at the car screen, and now he stopped and asked Fang Sheng: "What's wrong?"

"Xiaoen's brother deliberately lured our people away. I'll check the specific situation right away. I guess it was Sister Wei who went out today and let him know..."

Ye Jingxuan's heart sank, he pushed the screen away, stared at the person in front of him and asked again: "Where is Ah Ruan?"

Seeing his eyes turn cold, Fang Sheng had no choice but to finish his sentence: "Third Brother, something happened to Sister Wei."

(End of this chapter)