The most affectionate love: this life will never change

Chapter 37
Ye Jingxuan sighed, reached out from behind to wipe her face, and suddenly talked to her about old things: "In the past, there were women outside my father, and my mother knew it in her heart, but she couldn't help it. Later, I remembered...they talked in the study one night , my mother cried, and my father never went to anyone outside after he came out that time. He told me that the bottom line of a man is not to let his woman cry. "

He rubbed her hair and coaxed her softly: "Be obedient, A Ruan, I know you are afraid of what happened in Jinglan Club, I want you to live a peaceful life like everyone else, and I don't want you to be in danger. But I can't do it, I'm already suffering, don't cry anymore, okay?"

She didn't let him explain, and tried to bear it, but couldn't help it anymore, she didn't know what to do, so she could only look back at him.Ye Jingxuan's wound had just been treated, he lost blood and suffered from a headache, he was too tired to move behind her, his eyes calmed down, and he no longer had his usual temper.

She heard that his voice was completely hoarse, and she was so distressed that she couldn't hold back her tears.

Ye Jingxuan pulled her hand up to look at it, the two of them faced the faint light outside the window, looked at the diamond ring on her ring finger, his blood and dirt had been washed clean, it was bright and dazzling.

He obviously doesn't look like a teenager, but at his age, Ye Jingxuan still hugged her like a child, rubbing against her behind like a toy.

He said, "I finally got you back... You are my bride, no one can snatch you away."

Ruan Wei smiled, pressed his hand, and beckoned him to take a good rest, but Ye Jingxuan suddenly tightened his arms and pressed against her back convulsively as if uncontrollably, she knew that he was having a seizure again, turned over and tried to hug him Let him feel better, but he let go of Ruan Wei, curled up and hugged his head, he couldn't bear it anymore, he didn't even feel the wound on his back hitting the bed.The pain in his head was overwhelming, it was crushing him.

Ye Jingxuan gritted his teeth and yelled, Ruan Wei desperately tried to hold his hand, but couldn't hold it at all.She got up to call for a doctor, but Ye Jingxuan covered her mouth and shouted: "It's useless, it's useless if you call them!"

He couldn't control his strength when he broke out, and almost knocked Ruan Wei aside.

She rushed over and hugged him tightly, unable to take it anymore, hugging his head, watching him convulsed in pain beside her, tears falling on his face: "I'll do it for you, I'll do it for you, okay? "

If there is a way, she is willing to pay for it with her own body.

It's a pity that like what Ye Jingxuan said to her in the past, no one in this world can feel sorry for another person.She loved him, but watched him suffer.

Ruan Wei's hand was pinched with bleeding marks, she blocked him from seeing, the two stalemate for nearly half an hour, Ye Jingxuan finally calmed down, covered in cold sweat.

Ye Jingxuan turned around and hugged her waist, pressing his face against her chest.He has never shown weakness in his life, only today, he said to her in a low voice: "Don't go."

This is when he is weakest, like a trapped animal, only Ruan Wei is by his side.

She smiled and kissed him, coaxing him to comfort: "Where else can I go?"

He finally relaxed, and said to her again: "Talk to me, you can do anything."

She suddenly remembered that when she was in Lanfang, she heard him and Xia Xiao on the phone, and he said the same thing at that time.

She finally understood that Ye Jingxuan had a headache and couldn't take it anymore so he hid it. He would rather call someone than let her know.

Ruan Wei had mixed feelings in her heart, she would shed tears when she said one more word, but she suppressed it and said to him one sentence at a time: "Don't hide from me anymore, Aunt Fu told me." She leaned back on the head of the bed so that Ye Jingxuan could lie down Get comfortable.

He kept frowning, as if he wanted to explain, but Ruan Wei didn't let him speak, and said, "If the president didn't hear from me later, wouldn't you still come to see me?"

For three years, she thought that Ye Jingxuan was not around, suffering alone for three years, but he had been in the dark all the time, seeing each other every day but not showing his face, until Jing Lan became more and more threatening to Ruan Wei, Chen Yu found out that she He asked Ye Jingxuan to go and bring the chip back in person, so he had no choice but to go find her.

Ruan Wei thought that she would be very excited when talking about these things, but unfortunately, she didn't have the energy to think about what was right and wrong these years. She saw his brows stretching out little by little, as if he had survived this attack again, and finally figured out in one breath.

Ye Jingxuan's hands lingered on her waist, lying on the bed and quietly looking at Ruan Wei, her face was still fair, obviously not pretty, but it was something he couldn't get past.He suddenly and forcibly pulled her down to kiss, the wedding dress was torn off and covered the faces of the two, hazy and unrecognizable.

Ruan Wei was caught by him and couldn't even breathe.He cleaned the wound and changed his clothes, his body smelled of medicine, he was still domineering and strong.She struggled to see his face, as if she had survived a catastrophe, trying her best to prove that they were still together.

She told him: "My legs are healed, I'm not afraid of anything, don't force yourself anymore."

"I know."

"My father left a message not to let me marry you."

"I know."

Ruan Wei gradually couldn't continue talking, and suddenly it rained outside the window, and the sound became louder and louder. Through the glass, I could only see the green vines gradually blurring, and the dark clouds in the sky moved from far to near, and finally covered up all the sounds.

They have missed it for too many years, this world is noisy, they always have to stop and listen to their own hearts.

Ye Jingxuan couldn't bear it any longer, lay down for a while accompanied by the sound of rain, hugged Ruan Wei and fell into a half-conscious sleep.

She seemed to have said a lot more, but he ignored them and only heard the last sentence: "But I love you."

This is the reason for everything, even if she betrayed the past and committed a heinous crime, she would not hesitate.

So this time, Ye Jingxuan fell into a deep sleep.

Ruan Wei knew that he hadn't really rested for too long, so she didn't dare to make a sound, but she herself couldn't fall asleep anymore.

The rain outside the window was still falling, with great momentum, and the sound of thunder fell down with the raindrops, and suddenly became quieter, torturing people back and forth.

She got up gently and walked out. As soon as she got out of the room, she saw Fang Sheng coming upstairs.She shook her head, motioning Fang Sheng to whisper, "He fell asleep."

Fang Sheng didn't speak anymore, sighed, looked down at the phone in his hand, and was far more silent than before.Ruan Wei knew that the president and Ye Jingxuan were now in a head-on conflict, and all the internal strife in the Jinglan Society had gathered in Nanxing, so she pointed to the study and let Fang Sheng and herself go there.

The study room in the old house is full of thick mahogany decorations. After the servants cleaned the windows, they left gaps in the windows for ventilation, and finally forgot to close them. After they opened the doors, convection flow formed, and the wind rushed in.Fang Sheng walked behind Ruan Wei and reminded her: "It's raining and it's cool, sister Wei, put on some clothes."

This sentence made Ruan Wei's heart ache, it was all a matter of the past, and every word and every word moved her face.

What she saw was still the same as before. There was a partition in this study room, leaving a lot of space outside, because Ye Jingxuan was busy inside at that time, and she always liked to take Moore to read books to accompany him, so he made room for a while. Big place with comfortable sofas.After a long time, Moore was sensible, sometimes at night, when Ruan Wei was lying on the sofa and fell asleep, it knew to run and drag Ye Jingxuan over, and he coaxed and hugged her to go back to the room to sleep first.

She thought she couldn't let go of enough, but unfortunately when she really came back to the old house, she realized that she didn't remember enough.

Ruan Wei shook her head to indicate that she was not cold, and walked towards the window.

The old house is a former building, and there are hollow carvings on the window sills. She remembered that they were going out to Fangyuan that day, and she deliberately went downstairs a little later to take the chip in the study. She looked down from this window, looked at When Xiao En was waiting with an umbrella, she saw Ye Jingxuan got into the car first...

Ruan Wei had thought everything through at the time. What the police really wanted to crack down on was the Jinglan Club. As long as Ye Jingxuan was willing to cooperate after being taken away, he would not be given a heavy sentence. Coupled with the Ye family's connections, there would always be a way to let him spend a few days. When the year comes out, no matter how long it takes, she will wait for him.

In the final analysis, she was determined to force Ye Jingxuan to leave Jinglan Hui, step by step, she could always persuade him to turn back.

But she didn't think about the variables. The police misunderstood that Ye Jingxuan was hurting the hostages, and they actually shot.

On the day of the accident, the sky was clear and the sun made people dizzy, but today Ruan Wei stood in the same position and looked downstairs, only seeing a rising mist of water.The southern province was raging with wind and rain, and the sky was so dark that it made people panic. It was like those conspiracies she had never seen, each of which had been brewing for a long time, and would explode sooner or later.

She looked at Fang Sheng and asked, "What's going on outside?"

Fang Sheng didn't speak.

Ruan Wei's voice trembled slightly, but she said with certainty: "Don't lie to me again."

"The president had ordered the third brother to bring Sister Wei back to Lanfang and deal with it according to the rules, but the third brother was in the hospital at the time and didn't listen at all. Just after receiving the news, the president hung up the third brother's 'Lan' on the road. ' That's it, this is the banning order of the Jinglan Society... The president has made up his mind to clean up the Ye family together."

The Jinglan Society has gone through so many trials and tribulations and has been passed down to this day. The most important thing is not to be ruthless, but to respect the tradition. Live according to the rules of the school, whoever wants to fight against the sky, that is a traitor from all over the plenary meeting, everyone can punish him.

Up to now, the word "Lan" will be hung on the face of Lan Jing, and no one has survived the third day.

Ruan Wei was mentally prepared, but when she heard this, she couldn't help but backed away, and hit the window sill just to block the air vent. The rain mixed with moisture came in bursts. She turned around in a panic and closed the window, cooling her head again. to the feet.

Seeing that her complexion was not good, Fang Sheng comforted her softly: "Nan Province is our own place, and the home is safe. Even if the president is capable, don't even think about moving the old house. As long as you don't go out, there is nothing wrong here, Wei Wei. Don't worry, sister."

Ruan Wei nodded, and looked up to see the garden downstairs. After she left, the roses here are still growing well, clusters of purple flowers, unlike the wild wild ones outside, they are raised by people, and their colors are more colorful .The same flowers, different fates, but unfortunately in today's weather, the wind and rain are the same, so you have to endure it by yourself.

She stood quietly in front of the window for a long time, and Fang Sheng was waiting behind her. In the end, he was afraid that she might be thinking wildly, so he had to ask, "Sister Wei?"

Ruan Wei suddenly came to her senses, she had already made a decision, and when things were at their worst, once she made up her mind, everything would be easier.

She smiled and walked out with him, and said casually: "It's okay, seeing Ziqiangwei bloom better than before."

Fang Sheng also glanced downstairs, and it happened that A Li was watching outside, so he said, "Sister Wei likes flowers, I'll let A Li pick a bouquet and bring it up."

Ruan Wei didn't pay much attention, so she agreed, remembering that it was still raining outside, and said, "Then wait until the rain stops before going."

It was rare for Ye Jingxuan to sleep well, and no one came up to disturb him.

He woke up in the evening, and when he opened his eyes, he didn't know what to think of, and suddenly he was very flustered. He turned over and sat up, and then saw Ruan Wei standing beside him, lost in thought to the clock beside him, so he settled down.

She was afraid of disturbing his sleep, so she didn't turn on the light, and the room was dark and dark. She changed into a beige linen top, which was loose and made of a comfortable material, so that when viewed from the side, she looked extraordinarily thin.

Ye Jingxuan put his arms around her waist and asked her, "What time is it?"

Ruan Wei turned around and saw that he didn't seem to have a headache anymore, she finally felt relieved and answered him: "Five o'clock."

He stopped for a while without speaking, then suddenly smiled: "It's only been one afternoon, I thought I slept for a long time."

Ye Jingxuan turned over and lay flat on the bed, and suddenly frowned when he touched the wound on his back.Ruan Wei stretched out her hand to cushion him, wanting him to be more careful.He shook his head, stared at the ceiling in a daze, and said to her: "I know what you want to persuade me, but I also have fears, not just because of you, but myself... I can't bear that feeling."

The first time Ye Jingxuan mentioned to her about the incident in the hospital in the past, when he was shot and fell into a severe coma, he said: "No one can understand, I remember that I have a little consciousness, but I can't wake up no matter what, the feeling is indescribable, I even remember you, I tried every means to force myself to wake up, otherwise if you are outside alone, Jing Lan will kill you, what should you do?"

He had experienced death, and it was only at that moment that he truly understood what he couldn't let go of in this life.

In the following three years, Ye Jingxuan began to be afraid of going to sleep. He went through the process from coma to recovery, and everything was really terrible. Every time he woke up, he had hallucinations.

I don't know if it's an illusion left by the brain... In short, he remembered that he had struggled hopelessly in a coma, as if being pressed hard into the water, from suffocation to near death, but there was always a breath, and he couldn't die quickly.

This kind of destructive torture was imprinted in Ye Jingxuan's heart, he would also be afraid, and he also had fear, and he never wanted to experience it again.

"Ah Ruan, I really don't dare to go for surgery." He finished in a low voice, and suddenly reached out to cover his eyes, "I'm afraid I won't wake up."

This is Ye Jingxuan's weakness, Ruan Wei silently clenched his hand, knowing that there is no need to say anything now.

The sound of the clock in the bedroom is subtle but distinct, and every minute is precious.

Ye Jingxuan held Ruan Wei's hand and pressed it to the side of her face. She just lay down and hugged him, and touched the mustache on his chin. She smiled and got up to see him in such a bad state. Hu Dao came over.

"Don't move around." She asked Ye Jingxuan to sit down, and stood by the bed to shave him.

Ye Jingxuan wrapped his arms around her waist.

She bent down and looked at his face carefully, not daring to make mistakes.There was a window directly behind her, and the wind and rain were howling outside, causing the leaves on the treetops to stick to the glass with water. When she moved a little, even her back was scattered by the wind.

Ye Jingxuan looked at the movements of her fingertips, everything became blurred at once, so blurred that he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or not.

There were only the two of them in the room. Gradually, the sound of breathing kept the same rhythm. Ruan Wei could see herself in his eyes when she raised her eyes. The feeling at this moment was strange and ambiguous, as if two people were born into one body.She actually wanted to go on like this forever and do something for him in order to continue this indescribable happiness.

Ye Jingxuan still couldn't restrain himself, leaned over to kiss the tip of her nose, this time she couldn't control the strength of her hands well, and almost hurt his face.She wanted him to stay still, but he smiled extraordinarily badly.

After so many years, it turns out that time is never old.

Ruan Wei was a little annoyed when she opened her hands, Ye Jingxuan smiled lowly and stopped moving, he changed into a light gray dress, his usual arrogance and reckless energy were restrained, he just leaned back lazily, feeling very relaxed.He softened all his posture in front of this woman who had cheated and hurt him, and let her move on his face.

Relying in silence, this is love.

The room was getting darker and darker, but none of them wanted to turn on the light. Ruan Wei held his face and cleaned the beard for him with the last bit of daylight.Ye Jingxuan has the shadow of a mixed race, but she is not ugly at all, but like an ordinary wife, she wants to make him clean and always look decent.

If there was no parting when they were young, perhaps they would have been like this in their entire lives, but it is a pity that God failed to fulfill their wishes.

Ye Jingxuan waited for her to help him tidy up, then suddenly turned around and glanced at the time, he spoke first, and said to her calmly: "Yan Rui should have gone to the airport by now."

Ruan Wei turned to get her cell phone.He was sitting there watching her, when someone came upstairs and knocked on the door outside, and it was Fang Sheng's voice.

"Third brother, it's urgent."

The sky is dark, the weather in Nan Province today is as heavy as people's mood.

Ye Jingxuan ignored Fang Sheng, knowing that the situation is tense now, the Ye family's arrows are on the line, the president will not let them be presumptuous, and fight for every minute, but at this moment he can't care about anything, he saw Ruan Wei holding the phone I knew whether to dial out, so I said to her: "If you want to leave, I will arrange for someone to take you to the airport. You go farther, go to Europe and stay, and don't come back."

Ye Jingxuan would never say such a thing, until just now in his dream, he tried every means to trap Ruan Wei, but when he opened his eyes and saw her quietly guarding him, at that moment, he suddenly wanted to leave .

This is the woman he is willing to trade his life for in this life. No matter how she lives in the future, he only wants her to be safe, that's all.

Even if not by his side.

Ye Jingxuan got up and poured two glasses of water over. Seeing Ruan Wei hesitated to speak, he shook his head and signaled her not to say more: "Ah Ruan, Chen Yu and I have had a long-standing grudge, this time we must fight to the death, you Come to make a decision... As long as you stay, I will take you with me no matter whether you live or die in the future."

There was a gust of wind blowing outside the window, Ruan Wei stood by the window, and suddenly remembered the tulip cup that Yan Rui gave her in the past... and that sentence, everything seemed preordained.

Yan Rui waited for so long, but it's a pity that Ruan Wei gave her heart to others early on, even she herself would not return it, she is not Yan Rui's return, he is destined not to wait.

Ruan Wei already had an answer, but she didn't know how to talk to Yan Rui.She hesitated for a while, the room was very quiet, but there was another knock on the door.

This time Fang Sheng couldn't wait any longer, and said directly: "We found out who released Mr. Hua's belongings."

Ruan Wei didn't know what they were talking about, but she obviously saw Ye Jingxuan's face change, and he said quickly, "Come in."

As soon as Fang Sheng walked in, he saw Ruan Wei was there, he stopped for a while, and stood by the door without speaking.

Ye Jingxuan asked him, "Who is it?"

"Third brother, go to the study and talk."

"Just say it here, it's okay."

Fang Sheng had no choice but to look at Ruan Wei again.Ruan Wei found out that Fang Sheng wanted to avoid her. After all, everyone knew what she had done in the past, so she immediately put down the water glass and wanted to go out to avoid suspicion.But Ye Jingxuan held her back and motioned her not to use it.

She didn't know whether to leave or stay, Fang Sheng had already said: "The person who hangs out the eighteen sons of deer blood and agarwood... is Yan Rui."

Ruan Wei was stunned, not knowing what it was or the whole thing, she could only look at Ye Jingxuan and ask, "What do you mean?"

Ye Jingxuan's face became colder and colder, he stared at Fang Sheng and said, "Are you sure?"

Fang Sheng nodded.

Ye Jingxuan lowered his head and stared at the things in his hands. Originally, he had finished drinking all the water, and there was only an empty glass in his hand. He clenched it tightly with all his strength, and when he let go, there were foggy fingerprints on the glass.

He suppressed his anger and signaled Fang Sheng to wait, and the other party quickly retreated to the door.

Ruan Wei heard that something was wrong, and seeing the expressions of the two of them getting more and more solemn, she felt that this matter definitely had a deep meaning.

"What happened to Yan Rui?"

Ye Jingxuan looked at her mobile phone, and it took a while before he spoke: "Your teacher Yan... being able to hang Mr. Hua's relics on the black market shows that he is not only related to Jinglanhui, but also related to Mr. Hua."

Ruan Wei retreated step by step, looked at Ye Jingxuan in shock, couldn't react for a while, and reluctantly said: "Impossible! Yan Rui is not from Jinglanhui."

There are so many ruthless characters on the road, and when they meet Mr. Hua, they dare not even lift their eyes. That man was almost a legend during his lifetime, and no one dared to mention his name after his death.

How could Yan Rui get involved with the past overlord?

(End of this chapter)