The most affectionate love: this life will never change

Chapter 45
Ruan Wei didn't know what Ye Jingxuan was thinking, she was still chanting that name, a little afraid of the cold, she hid her face in his arms, finally she laughed out loud, closed her eyes, listened to his heartbeat, and promised him softly: "Okay , Nian Wei."

This is their love, which will never change in this life and is the only one in this thought.

When winter came, Ruan Wei basically couldn't fit in her old clothes. She was not in good health, and she had severe reactions in the early stages of pregnancy, and it became even more uncomfortable when she became pregnant.The family invited a special person to take care of it. The cook and Aunt Fu tried their best to cook new dishes every day, so as to let her eat two more bites.

Ruan Wei had just finished the prenatal check-up at the hospital that day, and the baby's condition was stable. She was relieved, and went to guard Ye Jingxuan again, and returned to the old house until nightfall.

As soon as she entered the door, Aunt Fu asked her casually like she did in the past few months: "Third brother, is everything okay?"

Ruan Wei smiled and changed her coat, comforting her: "It's okay, I mentioned the child to him today, and I told him that I'm not going to check men and women, it's the same."

Aunt Fu nodded and asked someone to bring soup to follow her upstairs.

As soon as Ruan Wei went up, someone called. She held a small bowl of chicken soup and leaned against the window to answer the phone.

The coldest winter in Southern Province is only about ten degrees, but here is near the sea, and the humidity is heavy, and the air is very uncomfortable when the air cools down, so she pays special attention to wearing a thin sweater.

Obviously there was fog on the windows, but when the person on the other end of the phone spoke, Ruan Wei smiled, as if it was still March.

She called him: "Yan Rui."

On the other end of the phone, he felt a little emotional: "I really want to be a mother, and finally I won't be called Teacher Yan."

She put down the soup bowl and asked him how he was doing abroad.Yan Rui said that he was going to continue to give lectures, and everything was similar to that in Mucheng in the past.She knew that he would live well wherever he was, and he was not the one who wronged her.The two chatted for a while, Yan Rui paused, and asked her again: "Is Ye Jingxuan still awake?"

"No, but fortunately, it hasn't gotten worse. He's still in a moderate coma. It's been almost four months." She told him calmly without too much emotion, "The physical reaction is still there. I know he's conscious...it doesn't matter, I'll wait. he."

The bullet in Ye Jingxuan's brain was successfully removed. Unfortunately, what the doctor was worried about happened. After the operation, he remained unconscious until now.

Yan Rui knew that now Ruan Wei was pregnant with the child and had to go back and forth between home and the hospital every day, the more he thought about it, the more he felt that it was not easy for her, so he persuaded in a low voice: "Ruan Wei, if you can't hold on, take a rest, Ye Jingxuan is in the hospital , nothing will happen. Your problem is that you love to be brave, now for the sake of your children, don't force yourself. "

Ruan Wei reassured him, and said: "I'm fine, I've made psychological preparations, and now I have someone to take care of me at home, Aunt Fu doesn't let me worry about anything, I just go to the hospital to see him... Besides, I agreed at the time, every day Go talk to him."

She said so, but her voice obviously paused, and gradually took on a trill: "He said he could hear."

Yan Rui knew that she was suffering too much, so he sighed and said to her: "I know you are enduring it alone, but you don't dare to worry the people around you, that's why I made this call...you can cry if you want. "

He still thinks of everything for her to this day.

Ruan Wei was a little emotional, and said softly to him: "No, I suddenly remembered that he is usually so arrogant... Now lying there motionless, I feel uncomfortable."

Yan Rui still decided to remind her, after all, the days to come are long, and although what he said was cruel, it was the truth after all, he asked her: "If Ye Jingxuan hasn't woken up..."

Ruan Wei quickly interrupted him, seeming to be very insistent on this matter, and said: "No." She paused and said, "I will live well, even if he can't wake up in this life, at least After I leave it with the Ye family, I must raise the child."

Yan Rui breathed a sigh of relief, no matter which way she chooses to face her, he understands her temper, as long as she takes a gamble, she won't be overwhelmed.

Just like back then, Ruan Wei knew that Ye Jingxuan would protect her in the end, no matter how hard she lived, even if she was on the verge of mental collapse, she would not bow her head.

So Yan Rui was very emotional and said, "Ruan Wei, you are really the scariest woman I have ever seen."

She didn't expect him to say that, she paused in astonishment for a while without speaking, and suddenly laughed, this time she laughed sincerely, took a deep breath towards the clouds far outside the window, and finally relaxed.

Yan Rui's voice suddenly felt regretful, and he added: "No wonder I'm still alone."

No matter how many cities he has been to in the future, how many seas he has seen, he will never meet her again.

Time has passed, and their knots in the past few years have been untied. Ruan Wei looked back and thought about it, sincerely grateful to him: "Yan Rui, I know...it's not appropriate to say it now, but I really couldn't go without you back then." to today."

She sincerely wished Yan Ruineng happiness, as she had promised him to live a better life.

This is also good, meeting is fate, and the two forget to feel at ease.

The next few days passed peacefully, and Ruan Wei could already clearly feel the fetal movement. She was so tormented that she was restless, but her mood was joyful after all.

In the afternoon of that day, she went to the hospital to accompany Ye Jingxuan. She specially brought a bowl of longevity noodles. She sat on the edge of his hospital bed and ate slowly for him. She said to him: "Today is your birthday. You are 31 years old. They're all old men."

Ye Jingxuan seemed to be asleep. In this life, he was only honest when he was in a coma. He could only listen to her in silence.It had been a while since the operation, and his hair had gradually grown back, and until now, there were almost no traces of it.

The noodles were a little hot, Ruan Wei took two bites, but the little guy in her stomach was still fussing, punching and kicking restlessly.She was caught off guard, and when she let go, the chopsticks fell to the ground. She got up and put down the bowl first, and wanted to pick it up, but she couldn't bend down.

Ruan Wei stood alone in front of Ye Jingxuan's hospital bed, lost in thought. It was just a small matter, she was too lazy to ask someone to come in, so she simply ignored it.She sat down to appease the child in her belly, thinking about raising her eyes to look at him, he was in a coma without knowing it, her heart was suddenly overwhelmed, so much sadness was pressed together, but she couldn't tell anyone.

Recently, doctors and nurses specially stayed at night for Ruan Wei's obstetric examination. No one explained, but she knew in her heart that although this is a private hospital, the obstetrics department may meet other people during the day.Other pregnant women have someone to accompany them, especially after five months, the child is older, and the pregnant woman is too hard on her own, so her husband will accompany her.

Only Ruan Wei, no matter how careful the servants in the family are, there are too many inconveniences, and she has to rely on herself in this matter.She goes to check-ups by herself, tells stories to her children, and sometimes it is inconvenient to take a bath, so she leans against the wall little by little.

Today, Ruan Wei looked at the chopsticks on the ground and burst into tears. She turned around and held Ye Jingxuan's hand, gently put his hand on her stomach, and said to him with sobs: "I didn't ask about men and women, but Aunt Fu Tell me, just look at this movement, it is a boy, so capable of making trouble...just like when the old lady was pregnant with you..."

Ye Jingxuan put his hand on her body unconsciously, wondering if the little guy could really feel it, he was really honest.This made Ruan Wei shed even more tears, thinking that today is Ye Jingxuan's birthday, but he hasn't woken up yet, only she and the child can accompany him, so she just cried this time, and shed all tears today. No matter how hard the days ahead are, she can bear it.

Anyway, there was no one else in the ward, so Ruan Wei stopped forcing herself, and gradually cried out. She turned to hug Ye Jingxuan, and whispered to him: "You are so cruel, leave me alone, do you know that I am very sad?" Uncomfortable... Sometimes I vomit after eating, and I have to vomit from the inside out, but if I don’t eat, I am afraid that something will happen to the child. I miss you, and I think you can stay with me, at least I won’t let me fall Call for help with everything..."

All the hard work and grievances of these four months came up in one brain, and she couldn't stop it. She said to him: "They asked me if I had thought of a name for the child, but I always felt that I had to wait for you. Jingxuan... We have come through so many things, but the last hurdle is missing, you try again for the sake of the child, wake up, okay?"

Ruan Wei cried hoarsely, and gradually the people outside the door heard the movement, knocked on the door and asked her, she said it was all right, and no one was allowed to come in.Everyone knows that today is Ye Jingxuan's birthday, Ruan Wei must be feeling uncomfortable, so they all guarded and did not disturb.

From this day until night, she hugged him and talked too much, and in the end it was all trivial matters: "Aunt Fu has to help me put on socks now, and also, I saw the wedding dress when I was packing up the other day... But now I don't know what to do." Can't go in."

Ruan Wei talked and laughed, but she stopped crying in the end, she was too tired, she held Ye Jingxuan's hand and leaned against the bed, and soon fell asleep as soon as she calmed down.

When it got dark, there seemed to be a wind blowing outside, whistling.

Ruan Wei was so exhausted that she fell into a drowsy sleep until she felt a movement in her hand, as if someone was pulling the coat on her shoulders.

Ruan Wei woke up suddenly, she thought that A Li must have come in, it was late, she should go home to rest.She opened her eyes and saw that the lights in the ward were not on.

She opened her mouth and asked, "What time is it?" No one paid attention to her for a long time, she rubbed her eyes and woke up, only then did she realize that A Li hadn't come in.

Who was touching her just now?

Ruan Wei was a little confused, she stood up and turned on the light, and when she turned around, she suddenly saw that the person on the hospital bed had opened her eyes and was looking straight at her.

She almost thought it was a dream, she had waited for too long, and when she saw Ye Jingxuan woke up, she couldn't say a word.

Ruan Wei rushed over tremblingly, Ye Jingxuan had been in a coma for too long, opened his mouth but made no sound.Ruan Wei called him uncertainly, until he smiled, clearly recognizing her, and she let out a long breath.

Ye Jingxuan nodded, pointed to his throat to indicate that he could not speak now, then he tried to raise his hand to her, she almost didn't think about it, hugged him and kissed him.

All the sadness and grievances disappeared in an instant. She held his face in her hands, for fear of taking a wrong look. All of this was an illusion.She repeatedly confirmed that he was really awake, and was so excited that she only knew to call him. It took a long time before she thought of ringing the bell to call the doctor in.

Ye Jingxuan tried to turn sideways slowly, but he didn't have much strength yet.Ruan Wei didn't know what he was going to do, so she supported him, but saw him sticking his face to her like this.

He hugged her waist, and she didn't dare to move while she was pregnant with the child, letting him lean her face on her stomach.

This time she really didn't cry, but she clearly felt that the piece of clothes that Ye Jingxuan's face was sticking to was gradually getting wet.

There is no mountain of swords and seas of fire, no overcoming thorns and thorns, no 19 years of siege, and he is not Odysseus, but he finally woke up after being tortured in a coma twice.

He said that she is the responsibility of his life, she is still waiting, he will definitely come back.

Ruan Wei raised her face and covered her eyes. All the hard work was for this day. She was not sad, but... finally felt tired.When he woke up, she realized that she was exhausted, and she might not be able to hold on for another second.

Ye Jingxuan cried tightly to the child, she lowered her head and told him gently: "He will be proud of you."

One month later, Ye Jingxuan's various indicators gradually returned to normal, and he was finally able to be completely discharged from the hospital.

The first thing he did when he got home was to cut his hair. He didn't care much about the newly grown hair in the past few months, but Moore hesitated for a moment before pounced on him as soon as he entered the door. Finally, he couldn't bear it anymore.

Ruan Wei laughed at him, but he still had intentions, leaving a mustache for two days waiting for her to come and shave him.She couldn't help it, Ye Jingxuan didn't have any sense of being a father from the beginning to the end, and he was still not serious.

Ruan Wei is almost seven months pregnant now, and he can feel the little guy's movements when he hugs her waist, so he doesn't touch alcohol or cigarettes, and almost stays with her every step of the way, guarding her wherever he goes.

At night, relying on Ye Jingxuan, Ruan Wei was finally able to sleep soundly. The torture for the past six months was worth it, but fortunately she finally survived.

Ye Jingxuan stretched out his hand to pinch her chin, put his hand on her stomach again, and said with a sigh: "It looks fatter, but this face is actually the same, and the nutrition is given to this little bastard."

Ruan Wei was about to fall asleep, she rubbed into his arms, said "um", suddenly felt something was wrong, and said, "He's a little bastard, what about you?"

He saw that she was very protective after she was pregnant, and she didn't like to move like a lazy cat. He even took his breath lightly, and leaned over to kiss the corner of her eyes tenderly.When she raised her hand to push, he grabbed her and continued to kiss, then suddenly raised his head, looked at her and said, "Ah Ruan...thank you."

She closed her eyes and smiled, knowing that he felt sorry for herself. Before he knew anything, she had already survived the hardest months by herself.

But the cause of all this really needs to be traced back, and the relationship between them has long been unclear.

So Ruan Wei told him: "No one is allowed to mention the past again, let's start over."

When Ruan Wei was eight months pregnant, the wedding banquet was finally held, but it was not made public.

The gossip gradually spread in the southern province, saying that Ye Jingxuan was so protective of his wife that nothing was leaked, and no one would show what Mrs. Ye was like.

The Ye family finally ushered in a big happy event, but Ruan Wei was thin-skinned and felt that her big belly was too ugly, so she refused to wear a wedding dress anymore, so she held a traditional Chinese wedding first. In the house, the whole family has been invited.

The wedding banquet was lively and lively for three days, and at night, Ruan Wei followed Ye Jingxuan to worship his parents in the ancestral hall according to the etiquette.

Ye Jingxuan was used to it, and he still spoke to his father's portrait in the old tone: "Dad, I know you don't like Ah Ruan, but she is not afraid of dying for me, and she worked so hard to wait for me with the child... After all, she is the daughter-in-law of the Ye family, we are not at a loss, you just admit it."

After talking, he lit the incense, the old man loved to drink, he drank two more glasses with him, and then took Ruan Wei to see his mother.He took his mother's relic, the precious ebony comb, and inserted it into Ruan Wei's bun with his own hands.

Eternal prosperity, white head and eyebrows.

They grew up together, from being young and frivolous to being dependent on each other in life and death. The two of them have gone through so many detours, and she finally got the comb back.

Aunt Fu shed tears behind them, walked slowly with Ruan Wei for a long time, and said to her: "This is like a home."

Bitterness and sweetness are blessings.

The subsequent arrangement was to go to the woman's house, and they went back to the house left by Zhao Siming. This time he followed her upstairs.

The mother-in-law next door still remembered Ye Jingxuan. Seeing that Ruan Wei was pregnant, and the due date was less than two months away, the old man was also happy and talked about her past living here.

Ruan Wei chatted with her for a while before going back. After searching around, she found Ye Jingxuan sitting in the room she used to, staring at the camphor trees outside the window.

She opened the window and glanced at the yard downstairs, feeling a little proud, pointed to it and said to him, "I used to breed alone, for several years."

He didn't say anything, he got up and took her hand, looking at the trees, he realized that Ruan Wei had lived here for ten years.

He once left her behind for a full ten years.

Ye Jingxuan was totally out of place with this kind of old-fashioned residential building, but he was a little nervous, holding her tightly and not letting go.

Ruan Wei teased him: "I know you want to see the room I used to go to, it's already been cleaned up, there's no excuse."

He was so angry that he couldn't laugh anymore, and after a while he said, "No, I'm just a little scared."

Ruan Wei had been hiding in a place he didn't know for so long, if he hadn't found her, what would it be like now?If they are strangers to each other and meet again decades later, will they not even be able to remember each other's name?
This feeling was too scary, Ye Jingxuan suddenly felt a little uneasy.

She gradually understood what he was thinking, and took him to visit the portraits of the two fathers.

Ruan Wei knew that her parents wanted her to leave the Ye family.But she can't.

She was so overwhelmed at the moment that she didn't know how to speak.Ye Jingxuan stood beside her, and suddenly knelt down for the two elders.She looked at him in surprise, even if he was in the Ye family in the past, he didn't have to kneel as his third brother.

But Ye Jingxuan not only knelt today, but also kowtowed to Uncle Ruan. Uncle Ruan died to save his father, he was his benefactor, the Ye family's benefactor, let alone his father-in-law now.

Ruan Wei asked him to get up first, but he didn't move, and told Ruan Wei not to explain anything, let him speak.

Ye Jingxuan said to the portrait: "Ah Ruan feels sorry for the two elders in my heart, but she is pregnant with my child now, she can't kneel down and admit her mistakes, I kneel down for her. I am responsible for everything she does, and I am responsible for all the mistakes she made. wrong."

Ruan Wei covered her mouth and turned around, clearly wanting to cry again, but for the sake of her child, she couldn't always be sad.

Ye Jingxuan still said: "I will also be a father. I believe that parents only want their children to be happy, and they can let go of the rest. I am grateful to the two who took care of Ah Ruan in the past. Today I will take her away. In the future, she will In this life...everything is mine."

Ruan Wei couldn't bear it anymore, she cried and pulled Ye Jingxuan up, hugged him, tears streaming down her face.

Ye Jingxuan suddenly figured it out, the road of life, so many directions, so many choices, they are making decisions every day, if they are a little careless, it will be a lifetime later.

There are indeed too many chances between people, but there is only one definite number.

The ten years they lost were just for this second of embracing each other.

In the southern province in the middle of winter, the plants are sluggish, leaving a wet and cold fallen leaves.

Ye Jingxuan and Ruan Wei were about to go back to the old house, but she suddenly suggested that instead of taking the car, they would go for a walk together.Recently, the temperature has dropped suddenly, and the family does not allow her to go out, which almost bores her to death.

Ye Jingxuan agreed, fastened the buttons of her coat, and led her along the way.Gradually, they could see clearly in the distance. On both sides of the street were all kinds of buildings left over from the colonial period, and there was a distant gray.

He held her hand and said: "According to the family tree, the child should be in the 'reading' generation. Let's go back and think of a name for him."

Ruan Wei agreed, looked up at him when she remembered something, and said, "Don't learn from the past, if you're really a boy, you shouldn't be used to it."

Ye Jingxuan turned to look at her with a frown: "Are you complaining about me?"

"You are the old man used to have such a big temper." She said without restraint, "We can't let the child feel that he has privileges from an early age and ask for nothing... just let him grow up peacefully."

He looked at her silently, Ruan Wei relied on the pregnant woman to be the biggest, and now he listened to everything she said, and she looked at him more confidently.

Ye Jingxuan smiled, hugged her and said as he walked, "I can't be like you, you don't talk about things, you hide and hide, why do you have such big ideas..."

She bit her lip and was upset, and raised her hand to hit him. He pressed her hand and smiled, and discussed with her: "Okay, don't mention these things, no matter boys or girls, let's call them Nianwei."

The weather was cold, and when the wind blew, Ruan Wei shrank her shoulders involuntarily, Ye Jingxuan hugged her tightly, and the two walked forward clinging to each other, slowly dragging out a shadow.

Because of Ruan Wei, he could not give up in the slightest in his life.

Fortunately, it was her, fortunately, they still had decades of ups and downs, and they were in the same boat.

Ruan Wei didn't know what Ye Jingxuan was thinking, she was still reciting that name, a little afraid of the cold, and hid her face in his arms.Finally, she laughed out loud, closed her eyes, listened to his heartbeat, and promised him softly: "Okay, Nianwei."

This is their love, which will never change in this life and is the only one in this thought.

(End of this chapter)