The little daughter-in-law of the palace

Chapter 165 Showing her the wound (2)
Grabbing her hand, Cheng Yu dragged her to a nearby old tree, his face livid.Hanzhu was scared, she didn't know what he was going to do, and struggled back, Cheng Yu pulled her into his arms, covered her mouth, hugged and pushed her to the back of the tree, and pressed her tightly against the trunk superior.

Hanzhu froze, feeling pain and fear, it was the fear that came from the bottom of her heart, just like the despair when she was carried to the bed by Shen Ze, the county magistrate, because he was the one who treated her like this at this time, besides despair, there was a kind of incredible.

"It hurts? Are you scared?" Cheng Yu raised her chin with one hand, and the circles of her eyes were red, "This is called bullying. If I really wanted to bully you, I would have done this to you a long time ago! You think I don't want to be responsible to you? You Do you think that I want to touch you very much, but I can only look at you from a distance and feel very uncomfortable?"

He was almost crazy, Hanzhu stared at him blankly, forgetting the pain in his body.

He means, he wants to be responsible for her, he, does he like her?
So why...

"I like you, I can't tell when I liked you, but when I rescued you from him that night and poured you herbal tea, you were lying in front of me in embarrassment, pitiful and beautiful, I just want you But I can’t. After I became sensible, I found that I can’t do it. There is no cure. After marrying you, I can’t be a real husband and wife with you, and I can’t let you have children. So no matter how much I like you, I want to tell you , I want to marry you so much, but I can't even open my mouth. I know I'm selfish, I can't be responsible for you and I take advantage of you again and again, but I'm not the kind of villain you say. "

Letting go of her hand, Cheng Yu turned around, with an unprecedentedly cold voice, "Apart from me, only you know about this, I will not see you again in the future, and you don't have to worry about me being disrespectful to you again."

After finishing speaking, he left without looking back.

Hanzhu stared blankly at his receding figure, but hadn't recovered from his words.

What does it mean that he can't do it, what does it mean that he can't be a real husband and wife, can't have children?
Does it have anything to do with the difference between him and Shen Ze?

Ah Xun's cheerful laughter came from a distance, and Hanzhu slowly woke up, her mouth hurt, her back hurt, and her chest hurt too.

Looking back on the situation just now, it was like a dream.

He straightened his clothes, took out the handkerchief Hanzhu was about to wipe away his tears, raised his hand in front of his eyes, and was stunned again.

She looked at her hand, thinking of the feeling of touching it through her clothes, because she didn't know what was going on, so that his words that he decided to never see her again because he told her this secret didn't seem to be true.

Really, never see you again?

Hanzhu looked over again, but he was no longer there.

Before I had time to express my joy for him, my heart seemed to be empty.

With a strong face and a happy smile to deal with the one-day guest, she and her sister were absent-minded when talking, sent Fang and others away in the afternoon, coaxed Ah Xun to sleep, Hanzhu asked Ruyi Sixi to guard Ah Xun, and she went to her study.Chu Qing knew that she liked to read recipe books, travel notes and medical books, so she collected many and sent them over.

After searching for a long time, she finally found a symptom similar to what he said.

With a picture of the disease, Hanzhu opened it and then closed it, her face was very hot, but thinking of what he said, she still held back her shame and opened it again.

After reading it, Hanzhu vaguely understood what he meant.

He was afraid that she would be dissatisfied because he couldn't touch her?
Could it be that in his eyes, she was the one who wanted to do that kind of thing with him?
Hanzhu closed the book with mixed feelings.

Cheng Yu likes her, she should be happy, but that man let go of the words that he would never see her again after telling the secret, he insisted on going his own way, he didn't even ask whether she liked him or cared about those things, as if he didn't need to know at all .

If he doesn't ask, she can't write a letter or go to him on her own initiative and tell him that she doesn't care about consummating the house, right?
I can't even open my mouth after thinking about it.

(End of this chapter)