There is a black lotus in the deep palace

Chapter 195 Can Be Reliable
Tang Wanning felt that Xia Houjue was really lucky.

When fighting on the front line, the other party acted like he was blind, and made one scandal after another, ruining his reputation completely.

After the class teacher returned to the court, the other party's Mi Zhisao operated one after another, one day was poisoning the emperor, and the next was making a beauty for the emperor, which made all the officials know that the mother and son were uneasy and kind.

Now, the old emperor had a stroke in bed, and the empress mother and son came to force the palace again, vainly wanting the emperor to abandon the prince and replace her with her son.

God manipulated one after another, Xia Houjue didn't have to bother to deal with it at all, the public opinion alone was enough, this is really a win.

"Aren't you happy that you won?"

On the eve of the Shangyuan Festival, Xia Houjue was slightly drunk and staggered to the Chaoluan Hall. After entering the door, before anyone stepped forward to greet him, he lay down on the soft couch with his eyes closed.

"Hey! Hey! What's wrong with you?" Tang Wanning muttered again.

Xia Houjue suddenly opened his eyes, his eyes were red.

"I thought I won, I would be very happy, I thought I had everything, I would feel at ease, I would be proud!"

"Unfortunately not!"

"I still have nothing!" He has nothing but the throne of the lonesome.

"..." Tang Wanning was speechless.

"Otherwise? What else do you want? The whole world is yours, aren't you satisfied?"

Xia Houjue closed his eyes again and shook his head.

Tang Wanning felt that this guy was hypocritical. The whole world would be his soon, and he didn't think it was enough. Sure enough, this man was a scumbag.

"I want you!" Xia Houjue stared at her with affectionate and blurred eyes.

"Wanwan, I know you think I'm dirty and have other women, but...that was all in the past!"

"At that time, I only regarded women as tools for fun in the backyard!"

"I grew up in a cold deep palace. I don't believe in and have never had any real feelings. I don't understand, I don't understand anything!"

"Wanwan, can you accept it?"

He just stared at him blankly, like a child carefully begging for sweets, his eyes full of expectation.

"Don't...don't talk nonsense!" Tang Wanning looked away uncomfortably.

"Wanwan, it was all my fault before, I haven't been to the backyard for a long time, I will never touch those women again, okay?"

Tang Wanning didn't know whether to laugh or cry, what does this guy mean, he just wants to clean up?

But what about after cleansing?Doesn't she still want to share the same husband with a bunch of irrelevant women in this vast harem?
Even though this husband actually already belonged to her, can she really be completely unconcerned?Can it be done?
Will she fall in love with him?Is it possible to have such a deformed relationship?

There are always a bunch of women in the harem, reminding her day after day, your husband has had so many ex-girlfriends?And she has to live with them.

This is probably too difficult.

"Yes... I'm sorry! I can't." Tang Wanning turned her face away resolutely, a string of tears slid down her cheeks.

"Then...you can wait!"

He doesn't want to force his own woman. If he is the crown prince of a country, even a woman can't be willing, so what face is there?
He is patient, he can wait, there will be such a day, for sure.

"I'm sorry!" Tang Wanning wept, tearing a corner of herself with both hands, her heart was like a fire cooking oil.

"I know you are fine, you didn't trust anyone before!"

"But you changed yourself for me. You started to trust my father, you started to trust me, and you started to put me first in everything. I can see it, I can see it!"

"But……"

Some things can't be solved by changing, and some things, if you miss it, you really can't go back.

"I have imagined countless times before that I want to marry the most handsome and outstanding man in Northwest China. We will go to the battlefield to fight the enemy together, watch the sunset in the Gobi Desert together, go to the folk to visit the mountains and rivers, go to the Hualou together, and go to the king's palace together. Eat cooked food at the aunt’s shop, have children together, and grow old together!”

"But... I never thought that I would enter the palace and meet you!"

"I'm sorry, the difference between you and him in my heart is too far away." Tang Wanning turned her head.

Even though it's as ridiculous as a fantasy in this feudal society for a lifetime of two people, she always has the right not to accept it, doesn't she?
"A couple for a lifetime..." Xia Houjue stared at her affectionately and selflessly.

"How do you know this sentence, have I said it before?" Tang Wanning was surprised.

"You said it in your dream."

I thought it was ridiculous before, and he even laughed at her, but now that I think about it, it makes a lot of sense.

Isn't he starting to think that the girls in the backyard are redundant now?A caring person, one person is enough.

"I'm sorry!" Tang Wanning lowered her head again, heartbroken.

……

That night, it took Tang Wanning a long time to barely dream like a dream. In the dream, two villains, one black and one white, were fighting.

"You are too hypocritical. You obviously have feelings, but you ruined your own happiness. You are so cruel! Those women are just past tense, why bother so much, this is in ancient times, not modern times!"

"What happened in ancient times? Being awkward is awkward. Who wants to live with her husband's ex, and there are so many?"

"What's wrong with your ex? There is no such thing as an ex in modern times? Just be together if you like it. There's no reason for that."

"You put it lightly, if you like it, you don't have to worry about anything? Wouldn't it be possible for lovers to get married eventually? Why are there so many resentful spouses?"

"Anyway, I think we should be together. This is the fate that God rewards. The two love each other, and they are harmonious and beautiful!"

"I don't agree, so many women are annoying, it's better to have a bad face when you get old!"

The quarrel in her head became more and more intense, and Tang Wanning was so restless that she couldn't fall asleep.

"what!"

She rubbed her head and pulled away from the dream suddenly.

"Stop arguing, I'm going to have a schizophrenia!"

Bi Yue heard the commotion and hurried in to light the lamp.

"Master, what's wrong with you? Did you have a nightmare?"

"What split? Master, what happened to you?" Bi Luo also looked concerned.

"I……"

Tang Wanning hesitated and turned her head, her gaze fell on the empty bed.

"Where's Xia Houjue? He won't crawl into another woman's bed again?!"

Biyue: "..."

"Master, what are you talking about? His Highness has been guarding you here, until you fell asleep before going to the study alone!"

"Yes, master, His Highness has always kept his word. He said that he would never go again in the future, and he would never go. Besides...Master, His Highness has not been there for a long, long time, and the servants can't remember the time!"

"Really?" Tang Wanning rubbed her forehead.

"Master, it's not the servants who are talking about you, you should also take care of His Highness, you can't always be like this!"

"The servant also feels that His Highness is much better than before, and can be relied upon!"

(End of this chapter)