There is a black lotus in the deep palace

Chapter 254
"Sorry, I shouldn't have taken so long to tell you!"

His voice was a little hoarse, and he was a little tired, and he was having a hard time thinking about it these days.

"When I first received the news, I was afraid that you would not be able to bear it, so I dared not tell you. I finally had the opportunity to say it that day..."

"The moment I saw you cry, I was relieved!" As long as you can cry, there should be no major problems.

"It's not your fault. None of us would have thought of it. You don't have to blame yourself too much. If you really want to blame it, just blame me!"

I didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me.

If Ansaiya hadn't stayed because of herself, if she had left with the king of Tubo, maybe this disaster could have been avoided.

Don't mention feelings, he can't just sit idly by just relying on these, let alone...

Ansaiya listened to his words, she didn't make a sound but burst into tears, she thought she was a strong person, but facing the destruction of the country and family in front of her, she really couldn't be strong.

Xia Houjing didn't say anything, just quietly accompanied her and patted her on the back.

I don't know how long it took until she closed her eyes and fell asleep before he got up and left quietly.

He has been here almost every day since that day.

Ansaiya's mood was extremely unstable, and her attitude towards him was also good and bad, but he never seemed to mind, and still looked at her calmly, no matter how coldly she spoke, she never left.

The first month passed by in a hurry, and February followed.

He still went to the princess mansion every day, but at this time, Ansaiya's mood was much calmer, and she seemed to have grown up overnight.

There was no innocent smile on his face anymore, nor the carefree eyes.

She started reading, started playing chess, started practicing katana non-stop, and filled her time so full that she didn't even have time to talk to him.

Xia Houjing often could only look at her from the side.

When luck is good, the two of them can kill a few games of chess together. If luck is bad, he doesn't even have time to say a word, and the sky is so dark.

At this time, Xia Houjing could only smile awkwardly, shake his head and leave.

In a blink of an eye, even half of February has passed, the weather is gradually warming up, and the flowers, plants and trees are gradually becoming alive.

Xia Houjing's luck was good that day, he had just arrived, and Ansaiya put away his sword and prepared to go into the house to rest.

Xia Houjing also happened to go in with her, rested for a while, and the two sat on the small stone table under the corridor to play chess.

The sun outside the window is warm and warm, and occasionally there are birdsongs of orioles and swallows.

Two figures, one white and one red, sat there. The man in white looked relaxed. He gently picked up the chess piece and landed it on the chessboard with one hand, and gently held the teacup with the other.

But the person in red frowned slightly, she didn't have too much expression on her face, picked up the chess pieces with her slender fingers, and chased and killed them on the chessboard without hesitation.

Her eyes were full of sternness and hatred, and her strikes were quick and ruthless, as if she wanted to drive Bai Zi to death, but he escaped easily every time, and even got counterattacked in the end.

Losing game after game, Ansaiah quickly became discouraged and lost patience.

"Why is it so difficult to counterattack and take revenge? Why can't I learn it? Why!"

"Naturally, you have to be calm when playing chess. I'm afraid you still have to practice for a while to play like the princess!" Xia Houjing suddenly pursed her lips and smiled.

Ansai bit her lip and gave him a hard look, Xia Houjing immediately shut her mouth and didn't dare to laugh anymore.

……

It was noon after the chess game, the sun was shining outside, and the spring breeze was warm.

Xia Houjing took Ansaiya to the outskirts of Beijing to climb a mountain. At first Ansaiya was unwilling to go, but later he couldn't help his persistence, and finally compromised.

Speaking of which, this was the first time the two went out after that incident.

This mountain is a lonely mountain, there are no buildings around it, and there are no other hills, just a hill that is neither high nor low, and few people come around.

The two of them rode horses along the way without saying anything, and when they climbed the mountain, bathed in the spring breeze and warm sun, they had nothing to say.

They climbed up quietly one after the other, and the road to the top was smooth, and they quickly reached the top of the mountain.

But at this time, it was Shen time in the afternoon, and the days were short at the beginning of spring, and the sun was coming at Shen time, so they sat on the top of the mountain, blowing the cold wind and watching the setting sun.

The atmosphere was still as silent as ever, she was no longer that chattering and arrogant little princess, and he was no longer that gentle and jade-like prince Piangui.

The two sat together in endless silence.

"when are you going back?"

"do not know!"

"What are you going to do?"

"I don't know!" Ansaiah was extremely confused.

In fact, why can't we?If you really want to eradicate the rebellious officials and thieves, it's just a matter of borrowing troops to kill them back, so it's not difficult, but what she loves most is the people of the Tubo tribe.

When the two countries are at war, the people who are most injured will always be the people.

She couldn't bear them being held in the hands of her cousin An Lukachi, or being hostages, or arresting young men, or doing any other acts that were devoid of conscience.

The people of the Tubo tribe are the painstaking efforts of Father Khan's life. Father Khan would rather suffer a little more tiredly than let the people suffer. He even suffered a lot of humiliation at the Chaer tribe in order to protect the people.

Others don't know these things, but she knows them all.

If now he disregarded the life and death of the people just for the sake of power and position, Father Khan would definitely not be willing, but how could he bear it?

"That person Anlu Kaqi, you don't know that I know!" Ansaiya's eyes were red, her bright red lips were trembling constantly, and she gritted her teeth in resentment.

"He is greedy and lustful, treacherous and vicious. He once killed an entire caravan selling horses in order to get an excellent war horse. In order to get a beautiful woman, he pointed his blood-dripping sword at his subordinates who had followed him for many years. To get some food, he deceived the people and forced them to sell him cheap food with their daughters!"

"When my father Khan was in power, he didn't wait to see him all the time. He didn't dare to delegate the power that other clansmen had. He was afraid that he would ruin and insult the people. Although he was aggrieved, he had been idle all the time. Why did he suddenly have such a powerful leader? Strength, how could he have such ability!"

Before Ansaiya finished speaking, she punched the hard rock on the top of the mountain with her fist.

Xia Houjing's eyes were sharp and her hand quickly reached out to block her white and tender fist.

"If you're angry, you don't need to hurt your body, otherwise you won't be one of your own who is happy!"

He held her hand with a distressed tone, but his expression was as serious as ever, like a serious father teaching his daughter to cherish her body.

Ansaiya blushed and drew back her fist, and stopped talking.

"So... I really don't know what to do now?!"

Leading the troops to fight back, she was afraid that others would threaten the common people and make crazy actions, so she was not reconciled to just waiting like this.

(End of this chapter)