Daughter of General

Chapter 145
No matter how noisy Shen Yushan was, the marriage between the Gu family and the Shen family was settled.

On the day the decision was made, the Gu family gave them a lot of courtesy.Even the ceremony is extremely rich.Even in the capital city where the gold is like dung, this kind of ceremony will make both the Gu family and the Shen family shine.

For a time, everyone knew about the marriage between the Gu family and the Shen family, and there were a lot of discussions in the streets and alleys - some said that they were a match made in heaven, some said that Shen Yulan was high-ranking, and even some sour people said that the marriage was just a benefit.

And the sage also reacted immediately - directly rewarded a large amount of things, and sent the eldest prince to congratulate Shen Junzhi and give rewards.All of these all show the sage's attitude towards this marriage: obviously, the sage is very satisfied.

The things in the palace are naturally good things, but Shen Yulan just took a look at it.The things bestowed by the emperor, besides being nice to display and sound nice to hear, are actually of no use.No matter how good something is, it cannot be exchanged for real money.What is the use?It's just a gimmick.

However, Shen Junzhi was extremely happy.Whether it's for others to see, or for real joy, it all looks the same anyway.

On the second day after the news spread, just as Shen Yulan got up, there was a message from the concierge——Chang Yu asked to see her.

Shen Yulan was just startled, then smiled as usual: "Come in, please."

Huoxiang somewhat disagreed, and called softly: "Miss—"

"It's okay." Shen Yulan lowered her eyes and smiled: "Even if you don't become a husband and wife, don't you want to be friends?"

Huoxiang saw that Shen Yulan had made up her mind and could not be refuted at all, so she had to shut up.

Chang Yu came over soon, and Shen Yulan also packed up and went out to meet him—but no longer greeted him directly, but separated by a layer of veil.Now that they have engaged in marriage, it is natural to avoid suspicion.It's not like before.Otherwise, if it spreads out, it will not be good for anyone.

Chang Yu was so sensitive, he naturally felt the difference, and immediately felt suffocated and felt unspeakably uncomfortable.It was almost impossible to even speak.

Through the screen made of light gauze, Shen Yulan knew at a glance that Chang Yu must have lost weight.The clothes were loose and baggy, and it was uncomfortable to look at them empty.So after only one glance, she couldn't help but look away.

"How is the old doctor's situation?" Shen Yulan said softly, mainly because she was afraid that she would not be able to bear it if she kept silent.

"That's it. I'm afraid I won't be able to survive this winter." Chang Yu's voice sounded a little dull and hoarse, as if unknowingly, vicissitudes had turned up. "If you are free, go and see grandpa. He misses you very much."

"En." After Shen Yulan responded, she suddenly didn't know how to continue.So I had to be silent again.

On the contrary, Chang Yu seemed to break free from restraint and restraint, and became more natural: "I heard that you are engaged. You are the grandson of the eldest princess."

Shen Yulan responded: "Well, yes. The wedding date has been set, and it will be next spring. What about you?"

"I won't get married." Chang Yu's tone sounded natural and relaxed, but the content was heavy.

Shen Yulan was silent for a while, and persuaded: "Since there is a marriage contract, why are you so stiff? Qin Yuniang is not bad - she actually likes you. If you get married, she will definitely treat you very well .”

"But I don't like it." Chang Yu said softly, but Shen Yulan could still feel the fiery gaze even through the screen.

That feeling made her feel as uncomfortable as the flames burning her body, and she even lowered her head involuntarily to avoid it.In the end, she still hardened her heart and pretended to be calm: "What do you like or not? Isn't it always the words of the matchmaker or the order of the parents? Even before they got married, many people never even met face to face. You Why bother? Qin Yuniang is beautiful, and she is devoted to you, except for her bad temper, everything else is good—"

"But I don't like it." Chang Yu's answer was to repeat what he said just now.However, this time the tone was much heavier, and it was quite angry.

Shen Yulan was silent again, and carefully organized the words in her heart: "This is the way in the world. There are some things, no matter how much you like them, you may not get them. But there are some things, no matter how much you don't like them, you still have to get what's yours." Yours. This is fate, isn’t it? You can’t get what you like anyway. But why, do you have to meet someone who’s bloody? Follow God’s will and live a good life, isn’t it much easier for yourself?”

"It was you who told me that as long as people work hard, nothing is impossible." Chang Yu's tone sounded a little stubborn.

Shen Yulan sighed: "Some things can be achieved through hard work, but some things are useless with hard work alone. For example, people's feelings. The person you like may not necessarily like you. If you don't Work hard and the result will be the same.”

After a long silence, Chang Yu remained silent, as if he was persuaded.

But just when Shen Yulan felt relieved, Chang Yu suddenly asked a question: "You accepted me back then, you will marry me, won't you?"

Shen Yulan suddenly felt speechless——

After a long time, Shen Yulan recovered her voice: "I am engaged to the Gu family. This matter cannot be changed. This is the meaning of the saint. It cannot be violated."

"We can find a way." Chang Yu's voice was a little low and light, and he didn't have much confidence. On the contrary, he seemed to be dying.

"Even if it's not the meaning of a saint. Maybe I won't be engaged to the Gu family, but I won't be engaged to you again. Even if the marriage contract is not what you want, he exists after all. You and Qin Yuniang... have been tied together. Yes, you It is possible to divorce. But what about after the divorce? What will others think and think? What kind of situation should Qin Yuniang be in? Well, even if we don’t care what others think and we are still married, so what? It exists. In the future, we will be affected by these things, and we will not have a happy life. And you know, I have always hoped to live in peace. If it is in this situation, it will not be as I expected. Instead of If we blame each other in the future, it is better to be more straightforward now."

After saying all these words in one breath, Shen Yulan suddenly felt better.Taking a deep breath, he continued slowly: "Don't say that you don't care about other people's opinions, and don't say that you can ignore everything. Even if you can, I can't do it. You think I'm cowardly, It's okay to be selfish. But I really can't. I know myself. I want to live the life I want—"

"I understand." Chang Yu stood up suddenly, his voice hoarse: "Since you are engaged, let's live a good life from now on."

After saying this, Chang Yu turned around and left.Shen Yulan was never given a chance to speak again.

Shen Yulan took a step forward, but finally retreated - she had no position to chase after anything.She was so realistic and selfish.

In fact, even if Chang Yu completely cut off contact with her at this moment, it would be a good thing.She and Chang Yu had a very close relationship, and they were almost engaged.No matter what, it's not a good thing to go back and forth again.It's not good for herself, and it's even worse for Chang Yu.If the other end of the Gu family is not happy to pursue it, it is not impossible to blame Chang Yu.And there is the serious side...

However, the meeting between her and Chang Yu couldn't be kept a secret -- of course, Shen Yulan didn't want to hide it either.If you don't hide it, it's still bright and magnanimous. If you hide it, it means that you can't explain clearly, but it makes people more guessing.

Shen Junzhi was obviously unhappy: "I heard that you met Chang Yu today?"

Shen Yulan nodded, and explained lightly: "There are some things that should be made clear."

These words were naturally to shut Shen Junzhi's mouth.Fortunately, it works very well.Shen Junzhi didn't say anything else, but said lightly: "People like the Gu family are not easy to get along with. Even if we are not high-ranking now, we still have to be cautious. You should do it yourself."

Shen Yulan lowered her head, feeling a little impatient in her heart, but she responded obediently on the face; "I understand." If you argue, you will definitely be unhappy in the end.It's better not to care about these insignificant things.

Moreover, Shen Yulan knew very well in her heart that after this so-called "snatching her fiancé" incident, the irreparable rift between her and Shen Jun must have widened a bit.Just look at Shen Junzhi's current attitude - he used to be cautious, with a look of making up for his debts, but now he is indifferent.I don't know if the anger in my heart has not disappeared, or it has completely cooled my heart.

Shen Yulan didn't think about these troublesome things, after sending Shen Junzhi away, she could live as she wanted without being affected at all.However, she started to sort out the assets in her hands - when she got married, these things must be taken away.It's good to tidy up now.

Besides, she plans to separate Jin He's share now - after she gets married, she will definitely find a marriage for Jin He as soon as possible.When getting married, of course a dowry is required.Now that Jin He is getting older, if she drags on, I'm afraid it will be really hard to find someone else.Even if it is an engagement, the speed of getting married should be as soon as possible.Therefore, the dowry must be prepared in advance.

Shen Yulan was also not married yet, so naturally she didn't know what else to prepare for the dowry besides the silver shop, so she secretly asked Mother Lin.

Mother Lin couldn't help but feel a little sad: "Missy is not married yet, so she has to arrange the dowry for others." How can there be such a reason?Moreover, there is no such obligation.Mother Lin can see clearly how Shen Yulan has treated Jin He over the years.It was precisely because of this that she felt that Shen Yulan was kind-hearted.What's more, Shen Yulan didn't avoid her when sorting things out or settling accounts, but just kept Jin He from telling the story.Therefore, mother Lin also knows how rich the dowry is for Jin He.

Mother Lin dared to say that even those mid-level officials might not give up such a large dowry when they marry their daughters.

Shen Yulan just smiled: "That's what I should do. My mother left early, so I should naturally take care of it for her." The affection that has been with her over the years is definitely not comparable to this money.

(End of this chapter)