Daughter of General

Chapter 150 Meditation
"Are you really going?" Faced with Shen Yulan's decision, Jin He obviously disagreed: "Seeing that the wedding is only a few days away, isn't it a bit inappropriate for you to go to the mountains like this?"

Facing Jin He's persuasion, Shen Yulan shook her head: "What's wrong with this? I only go to live for three or five days, and there is no delay. Besides, I can be so free now, when I get married, I can do my own business. Now that I have a daughter-in-law and a mother-in-law, I don’t know if I have time to go again. Besides, I’m going to get married, and I want to go and talk to my mother and chant scriptures.”

After hearing this, Mother Lin quietly swallowed the words of dissuasion, and only sighed: "If you really want to go, then go. It won't delay anything for two or three days. Even if the Gu family knows , I don’t care about these.” But, in this way, I’m afraid that the joy will be diluted.I'm also afraid that Shen Yulan will feel even more sad - whenever Wu Shi is mentioned, Shen Yulan's mood will always be in a bad mood for several days.

Shen Yulan nodded with a smile: "Yes, even if you know, it's okay."

Jin He still frowned: "Obviously I won't say anything, but after all I'm not feeling well—I'm about to get married, you make such a fuss, what should Gu Meng think when he knows?"

Shen Yulan laughed "haha": "That's true, what does it have to do with him whether I go or not?"

Jin He was silent for a moment, in the end he didn't try to persuade him any more.

Seeing this, Shen Yulan smiled again; "This time I can go alone. You don't have to follow me if you have something to do in the college. Go on a spring outing with everyone. There is no fun in the temple. You never like to go."

Jin He hesitated for a moment: "You really don't need me to accompany you?"

Shen Yulan nodded: "Of course I don't need it. I'm not a three-year-old child, why do I need someone to accompany me?"

That's how the matter was settled—Ms. Li heard that Shen Yulan was going to the temple, but she didn't stop her. She just smiled and said, "Missy, go and stay for two or three days and then come back. The good days are getting closer and closer." Well, it's never good to stay outside."

Shen Yulan responded and continued to pack her things—clothes are not important, but the Buddhist scriptures that were copied on weekdays were all taken to burn for Mrs. Wu.There are also things to bring as alms, and money for adding sesame oil.

After thinking about it, Shen Yulan told Zisu: "Bring more money, it is my heart to donate more incense money this time."

Zi Su responded bluntly, and smiled again: "Madam knows that Missy has got such a marriage, and she will definitely bless Missy with a smooth and harmonious marriage."

Shen Yulan laughed immediately - if Mrs. Wu knew, she would definitely protect her daughter, right?It's a pity... Wu Shi will never know that everything she has paid, whether it is for her husband or her daughter, is in vain.As a husband, the husband is a heartbroken man.For the daughter... the daughter has long since lost sight of where her soul is.

It is precisely because of Wu's monstrous maternal love that she feels that she deserves it.That's why I want to use this method to get a little comfort and peace.Otherwise, I always feel like I owe something.

When going out early in the morning of the second day, Jin He suddenly changed his mind for some reason: "Forget it, I'd better go with you. In the future, I don't know if there will be such a chance. I also want to My aunt is gone—" I don't know if it's because of Wu Shi, Jin He's mood is also a little low and unstable, and there is a circle of black and blue under the eye circles, as if he didn't sleep well last night.

Shen Yulan asked with concern: "What's the matter?"

Jin He was taken aback for a moment, and then forced a smile: "I thought of my aunt yesterday, and I didn't sleep well. I also thought about the things when I was a child, so I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart - thinking about you will get married soon, even more so." ..."

"Fool." Shen Yulan scolded with a smile: "Even if we are married, we are still good sisters, and this is something that will never change in our lifetime."

Jin He seemed to be a little emotional, and took a long time to sniff his nose: "It's me who is sentimental."

After a pause, I didn't know what to think of, and smiled again: "These years, I have relied on you to live—if it wasn't for you, I don't know what would have happened. The things I took from you were not the same. Know how many there are."

"Two sisters, what's the matter? As long as I have, as long as you want, I will give you." Shen Yulan said sincerely, but she felt a little strange-why Jin He became more and more sentimental up?Could it be that someone else said something in her ear again?

Thinking of this, Shen Yulan became a little more serious, thinking of going back and asking Zang Xue for some time.

But Jin He had already hugged her, choked with sobs and said, "Thank you, Yulan, thank you. I know you are generous, and you will definitely not be reluctant."

"What is there to be reluctant about?" Shen Yulan became more and more surprised; "Don't you want to share your things with me? It's just some things, what's the matter?"

"Thank you." Jin He repeated only this sentence.

Shen Yulan thought that if he continued talking, he would not make Jin He feel more uncomfortable, so he stopped talking about it, and randomly found a topic to divert.

When they arrived at the temple, Shen Yulan didn't care about other things. Taking advantage of Jinhe's time to burn incense, he hurriedly pulled Zangxue and asked, "Miss Biao, what's the matter? Why is Haoduanduan's mood so low? Did you encounter something?" Is something wrong?"

Zang Xue thought for a while, but shook her head in puzzlement: "I don't know about this - I was fine yesterday, but last night, I was always a little restless, and even cried secretly once. But I asked I asked a few other girls, and they all said nothing happened. I thought, maybe I remembered something and felt uncomfortable. Miss Biao refused to say, so naturally we dare not ask."

Shen Yulan frowned, feeling helpless - Zang Xue didn't know, and she naturally didn't know.

"I remember that Miss Biao came back from a walk after dinner last night, so there was something wrong, but I didn't go with her yesterday, but Bai Zhi followed. I also asked Bai Zhi later, and Bai Zhi also said that it happened suddenly. There is nothing else Seeing that Shen Yulan seemed a little dissatisfied, Zang Xue explained in more detail: "Why don't you go back and ask carefully?"

Shen Yulan shook her head and smiled wryly: "Sister He always likes to keep things in her heart. If she doesn't say anything, how can we know? You are a girl who follows her, so you should be more careful. When you get married to Sister He, you can train her I can rest assured that I will serve Sister He well."

"Since I'm with Miss Biao, I will naturally do my best. But Miss Biao pays more attention to Bai Zhi and Bai Wei, and I'm not as good as them." When he said this, Zang Xue didn't feel jealous or unhappy, just But tell the truth.

"Bai Zhi and Bai Wei will follow Sister He first, after all, when the time comes, or you'd better go back to my place, I'll buy a few more for Sister He." Shen Yulan comforted her with a smile.Zangxue is a good person, but it has never been important. No matter how open-minded he is, he must be a little unhappy.

After saying a few more words, Shen Yulan stopped talking - if Jin He saw it, I was afraid that she would feel unhappy.Missed.

That night, Shen Yulan slept with Jin He - because she was afraid that Jin He would keep the matter in her heart and would not speak out, and her temperament would be affected in the end, so she did it on purpose, and also wanted to take the opportunity to enlighten Jin He .

However, this kind of action is also somewhat effective, and Jin He seems to be much more cheerful, at least not as depressed as when he first came here.

"Actually, I have always envied you, Yulan." When she was about to fall asleep in a daze, Jin He suddenly said with emotion in a low voice: "You can always make yourself live well. Look, what Nothing can be difficult for you. As long as you want it, you can always get it easily. But I dare not even say it—"

Really sleepy and flustered, Shen Yulan didn't think much about it, and only encouraged Jin He vaguely: "If you want it, you have to fight for it. If you don't fight for it, how can you get it?"

At the end, Shen Yulan asked again: "Sister He, what do you want, I will help you."

However, there was no answer.

Shen Yulan tilted her head, seeing that Jin He had already fallen asleep, she couldn't hold it anymore, closed her eyes and soon fell asleep.I thought about asking the next day, but when I woke up the next day, I didn’t remember anything—and I never remembered it after that.

Because the time was only set for three days, Shen Yulan didn't dare to waste the second day. He recited the scriptures for half a day and went to listen to Zen again, so he was not with Jin He.Jin He has always disliked those things, and he couldn't even listen to Zen lectures.

Before going to bed at night, Jin He used the small kitchen in the yard to make a bowl of noodles and served it to Shen Yulan: "After you go back, you will get married, and I'm afraid it will be difficult to eat my craftsmanship in the future. Nuo, While I have time today, I'll do it for you again."

Looking at the bowl of delicious noodles in front of him, not to mention, Shen Yulan was really hungry.Because it is in a temple, the noodles are made plain.But the soup is clear and the noodles are white, plus the green vegetables on it, just looking at it makes people salivate.

Three meals a day was naturally not enough during the period when I was growing my body, and I was hungry quickly.So Jin He always uses the small stove in the yard to make supper. This kind of noodles is often made, but others can't make this kind of taste.Shen Yulan often joked, "This is a patent, and it is only available here."

Shen Yulan didn't refuse at the moment, she picked up noodles with chopsticks and started eating with a smile.The taste is similar to what I imagined, but suddenly I feel a little sour in my heart - just like what Jin He said, I'm afraid it won't be easy to eat it again in the future.After going to the Gu family, and Jin He is also married, where is there such a chance?
Jin He has been staring at Shen Yulan obsessively, with a slight glint in his eyes—maybe at this moment, both of them are thinking about the upcoming separation.

(End of this chapter)