Daughter of General

Chapter 189

Shen Yulan was really frightened.Although Qi Yuzhou had said before that she should marry him altogether, she always felt that it was a joke, or else, she just wanted to use this method to cover up each other.But looking at Qi Yuzhou's expression now, she felt that it didn't seem like that anymore.But how could Qi Yuzhou have such an idea?

For a moment, he couldn't tell whether he was more surprised, or more embarrassed and annoyed, but Shen Yulan just stared at Qi Yuzhou, speechless.

Qi Yuzhou didn't care about it. He didn't have the slightest guilty conscience and didn't say anything. Instead, he nodded calmly and admitted with a smile: "Such a good daughter-in-law can't be found with a lantern. Why should I look far away?" ?”

"But we are friends!" Shen Yulan was a little annoyed, feeling that she was being fooled by Qi Yuzhou—since he had such thoughts, but she never found out!

"So what about friends?" Qi Yuzhou sneered: "Who said that husband and wife can't be friends first?" My daughter-in-law?"

Shen Yulan was a little speechless, and choked for a long time before she lost her temper: "You liar—you lied to me—"

"What did I lie to you?" Qi Yuzhou asked sharply, his smile faded away, and his gaze became serious: "Why, is that kid from Xu Chang's family thinking like this, and I'm not allowed to have such thoughts? Let me ask you, I'm not treating you well. , or what happened to you?"

Shen Yulan was speechless, but shook her head desperately: "That's different——"

"It's nothing different." Qi Yuzhou's tone was a little exasperated: "If he can marry you, so can I. The difference is that he is unlucky and he has no ability."

Shen Yulan felt guilty towards Chang Yu, how could he bear the sarcasm and disdain towards Chang Yu in Qi Yuzhou's words?Immediately, he was furious, and without thinking about it, he turned his face towards Qi Yuzhou: "Get out, get out for me."

Qi Yuzhou got up suddenly, but he refused to go out. Instead, he took a few steps and forced him to come over, staring into Shen Yulan's eyes and saying: "Have you ever cared about me? Or, I have been with you all this time. No one else? I said this before, not as a joke. But I didn’t expect you to not hear it at all. Also, since you have opened your mouth, it means that you have accepted this matter. At this time At this moment, why should it be like this? Did you really not expect it, or did you refuse to think about it, and deliberately lied to yourself? "

Shen Yulan was forced to retreat irrevocably, the original outrageous anger also turned into an inexplicable guilty conscience when she heard Qi Yuzhou's words.In addition, Qi Yuzhou was so close that he could almost smell the faint fragrance of his body, and his panic was unstoppable.It's just that he was still a little annoyed, thinking that he was getting too close and too presumptuous.In a panic, she reached out and pushed him: "Don't do this!"

Qi Yuzhou suddenly reached out and grabbed her palm, and held it tightly, but he didn't make another move.

Shen Yulan struggled a bit, but he held it too tightly and couldn't break free, so he had to give up, and said sternly, "Let me go."

Qi Yuzhou let go of his hand, took a step back, lowered his eyelids and said lightly: "Think carefully. I don't want to cheat. If you want to marry, it's a lifetime thing. If you don't want to, I'll find another way to help you. You too Don't say I'm forcing you. A twisted melon is not sweet, and I understand this point."

After saying this, Qi Yuzhou turned around and walked out the door without even looking back.

Shen Yulan stared blankly at his back, but inexplicably felt a little uncomfortable in her heart - she always felt that she had hurt Qi Yuzhou.

But then his heart beat wildly again - thinking of the words he said just now and the somewhat ambiguous gestures, he felt somewhat embarrassed.Coupled with the original things in my heart...for a while, the complicated feeling in my heart was a little indescribable.

The girls saw the scene just now - when Qi Yuzhou bullied him, they should have stepped forward to stop him.But Qi Yuzhou's aura just now was really compelling, so several people were stunned.In addition, he was indeed shocked, so he didn't move.But now that they came back to their senses, they all became annoyed.

"Miss, this—" The faces of the girls were extremely ugly.Fortunately, Qi Yuzhou didn't take any further actions just now, otherwise... Shen Yulan really has nothing to say about his innocence.

Shen Yulan came back to her senses, waved her hands weakly, and smiled wryly: "I'll be alone for a while."

What Qi Yuzhou said was not completely unreasonable.For a long time, the definition of friends was really her own unilateral definition—whether it was Chang Yu or Qi Yuzhou.Moreover, she had to admit that thinking about it now, Madam Guangwuhou might not have had that kind of thought in helping her back then.It's just that she always felt that the important matters of marriage must be decided by herself, so she never took it to heart, and she didn't think that anyone could force her.That's why I didn't care.

But now it seems that this kind of thinking is really ridiculous - she is too conceited.Maybe it's because the soul doesn't belong to this time and space, and she hasn't really felt what it means to be helpless and involuntary.On the contrary, Shen Junzhi's connivance and several fights with Guo Shi never suffered a big loss, and even won a small victory. In addition to the smooth sailing in business, although she didn't show it directly, I'm afraid she has always been faint in her heart. Feeling that you are different from others.So, gradually become conceited.

And until today, she finally understands what is the supremacy of the monarchy, what is involuntary and helpless.Only then did I finally experience the weakness of being a woman.To be honest, it was precisely because of this that she realized what kind of place she was in.Here, there is no equality between men and women, no freedom of love, and no reluctance.

Facing the sage's pressing every step of the way, and the Gu family's pressing every step of the way, Shen Yulan really felt the unparalleled pressure.Only then did she truly understand that Shen Junzhi had really indulged her all along.Not only Shen Junzhi, those who really cared about her and valued her all the time really pampered her enough.

But now, no one can pamper her anymore.She has no other choice.

It was this realization that made it clear to her that she had to compromise.She can't go on like this anymore.Otherwise, there is really no room for recovery.That's why she thought of using this compromise method.But who knows...

When did Qi Yuzhou have such thoughts?Shen Yulan thought about it carefully, but didn't think of anything.Instead, he became more and more confused.

Also, Qi Yuzhou is always compared with Chang Yu, and keeps saying that she never cares about him... why is that?

Sitting quietly all afternoon, Shen Yulan got nothing.She couldn't figure out Qi Yuzhou's thoughts——

For dinner, it was Huo Xiang Bu Cai.Shen Yulan didn't have any appetite, and stared at the dishes on the table without interest.

"Even if you're in a bad mood, Miss should take a few bites." Huo Xiang persuaded softly: "Think about that time, when we were in the mountains, we ate fish as big as a finger. Why are they gone now? Appetite. No matter how bad the situation is, can it be compared to that time?"

Shen Yulan was startled, and glanced at Huoxiang, suddenly cheerful, and her mood improved a lot; "You are right, no matter what, it will not be worse than that time. Since you survived, you should take care of yourself." Live is."

It's just that although the words are said like this, in the end it is still not as good as the usual appetite.

After eating, Shen Yulan thought about it, then asked Huoxiang: "Huoxiang, tell me, what should I do?"

Huo Xiang was stunned, and shook her head: "I don't know either. But why is Miss so serious? In fact, let me say that Young Master Qi is also very good to Miss."

Shen Yulan understood what Huoxiang meant, but she couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart.

"Miss, why don't you ask Mother Lin?" Huo Xiang thought for a while, and came up with such an idea.

Shen Yulan nodded after thinking for a moment.Perhaps at this time, only mother Lin can give her advice.After all, Mother Lin lived most of her life and experienced many things.Some insights are beyond her reach.After all, although she has lived a long time, she has never experienced many things.For example, get married.

It's just that when she really saw Mother Lin, she couldn't open her mouth again.Looking at Mother Lin, she didn't say a word for a long while, but her face turned red.

Mother Lin was not in a hurry, she just waited patiently.Seeing that Shen Yulan couldn't speak at the end, she just smiled: "Miss is in front of me, what else is there to say? Miss has always been straightforward, why is it that she is twitching now."

Shen Yulan was a little embarrassed, but she simply put it all together, and said everything in the past few days, including what Jin He said, and what happened after she went to Chang's house.Naturally, Qin Yuniang's words were also included.And it was what Qin Yuniang said that day that woke her up and made her understand her current situation.

Lin's mother frowned after hearing these words.After a while, he said: "Miss Biao didn't realize that she is such a person." The tone was a bit embarrassing.

Not only Mama Lin, but probably everyone who knew Jin He in the past will feel embarrassed when they see Jin He now.The change is too great, the contrast is too strong.It makes people feel that they are hardly alone.

Shen Yulan didn't want to think of Jin He, and said directly: "Let's not talk about her." Mentioning it did not spoil her mood.

Mother Lin put Jin He aside, and talked about Qin Yuniang instead: "Miss Qin's words are actually quite correct. Miss's current situation, it is indeed time to make a quick decision. When people give up their hearts, secondly, it is to protect themselves. Thirdly, it is actually time to plan for the future." After a pause, he glanced at Shen Yulan, and smiled again: "But the young lady's move today is wrong. Now. Since you want to get married, you shouldn't think it's just a fake."

Shen Yulan didn't understand what Mama Lin meant; "But there is no suitable—"

"Forgive me for talking too much. What kind of lady do you want to choose?" Mother Lin asked directly.

Shen Yulan was taken aback for a moment, and then asked herself in her heart.But there was no answer in the end—she really didn't know what kind of husband she wanted.

"This woman, to put it bluntly, there are only a few things in her life. When you are a daughter, it depends on whether your parents love you or not, and whether the family conditions are good or bad. If you are lucky, you will grow up as if you are a daughter of a wealthy family. The ones who are unlucky... don't mention it. What's more, getting married is a matter that affects the rest of your life. It can be said to be the most important thing. If you are lucky, you will meet someone who treats you well, with integrity Yes, that would be the best. At least the case is equal, and the harmony between husband and wife cannot be escaped. If you are unlucky, if you meet a misbehaving and ambiguous person, who will you tell the suffering in this life? After you get married, it is nothing more than It’s all about husband and son, sons are all taught by themselves, good or bad, you can always make up your own mind.” Mother Lin smiled, “Miss, you don’t need to think about the future for the time being, but now you just want to think about getting married. It's enough. The master treats the young lady with little regard for his heart, but he will never treat him badly, and he even accommodates him a bit. This is a good thing."

But if Shen Jun can accommodate himself, will the person who will live with him for the rest of his life in the future be able to accommodate himself like this?Shen Yulan understood what Mama Lin meant.

"Actually, looking for a husband and son-in-law is inseparable from three points. First, whether you have the ability. Second, your character. Third, you don't care about you." Lin's mother saw Shen Yulan showing a thoughtful look. , just smiled, and continued: "Among these three points, the third is the most important, the second is the second, and the last is the first. Miss, do you understand what I mean?"

(End of this chapter)