Daughter of General

Chapter 86
It has to be said that standing on the window of the second floor of the restaurant, it is indeed a beautiful landscape - dotted river lanterns, bright lantern buildings, bustling crowds with lanterns on the road, and endless street vendors. cries.Everything looks lively and beautiful.

If it weren't for the awkward and weird atmosphere, Shen Yulan might be insane.

At this moment, looking at Chang Yu's gloomy complexion, coupled with the silence when no one spoke, Shen Yulan only felt... waves of irritability and worry in his heart.Naturally, I have no intention of enjoying the beautiful scenery.

Mother Lin tactfully pulled a few girls to stand far away, so that Shen Yulan could talk to Chang Yu and watch the scenery.

The night wind came in from the window, blowing Chang Yu's clothes fluttering, coupled with the indifferent look on his face, Shen Yulan actually had a feeling that Chang Yu would fly away in a moment.That kind of alienation and indifference made it obvious that there was an insurmountable chasm between Chang Yu and her.

Unable to help herself, Shen Yulan reached out and grabbed Chang Yu's sleeve.

Chang Yu turned his head to look at her, and regained a bit of softness: "What's wrong?"

Shen Yulan shook her head, feeling a little baffled by herself, she shook her head embarrassingly: "No, I just thought about the strong wind, do you feel cold when it blows?"

Chang Yu smiled slightly: "It's not cold. If you are cold, we won't watch it."

Shen Yulan looked at Chang Yu like this, but for some reason, she felt even more sad and distressed. She couldn't help but blurted out a sentence: "Don't take what happened just now. Guo Jianyu's words should only be regarded as He farts."

Chang Yu's smile suddenly disappeared like a shattered reflection in the water.Even the light in his eyes seemed to have dimmed.

Looking at Shen Yulan quietly for a while, Chang Yu finally spoke again, but his voice was extremely hoarse: "Actually, what he said is true. I am indeed the son of a concubine, and so is my mother... "

Shen Yulan didn't know about this all the time - she just vaguely knew that Chang Yu's mother had passed away.Didn't know that Chang Yu's mother was a concubine, and Chang Yu...

Looking at Chang Yu's obscure look, Shen Yulan understood that Chang Yu should be very concerned about this matter.Otherwise, it would not be so sad and angry.

"So what?" Shen Yulan asked back: "Could it be that because you are a concubine, you are not Chang Yu?"

"The son of a concubine has a lower status, and my mother—naturally is even more first." Chang Yu said, his voice became more and more bitter: "Not to mention others, but many people in the family, It's all the same..."

Shen Yulan felt as if her heart was being squeezed, and squeezed it hard, the sharp pain made it almost impossible to breathe.

She had never seen Chang Yu so depressed.Although Chang Yu has not always been sunny and cheerful, Shen Yulan has always felt that Chang Yu is a proud person.

Until now, Shen Yulan still remembers how Chang Yu proudly talked about how he had practiced medicine for many years even though he was young.That look, can be considered high-spirited, right?But now... not only did he lose that kind of arrogance, but he looked like he was almost sinking into the mud.

Shen Yulan shook her head vigorously, trying her best to sound nonchalant: "What's the big deal? Even if you come from a bad background, you're no worse than them, right? Why do you want to belittle yourself?"

Chang Yu laughed, but he didn't seem to listen: "This is the truth, so how can you belittle yourself?"

Shen Yulan became more anxious when she heard this - isn't this self-loathing?How could anyone belittle himself by talking like this?
Just looking at Chang Yu's appearance, she had the same feeling of being unable to speak when facing the tortoise—at this time, he might not be able to listen to what she said.

Thinking about it, Chang Yu probably cared about this matter very much from the bottom of his heart.Otherwise, he wouldn't have done such terrible things recklessly—you know, although Chang Yu wasn't a good-tempered one, he definitely wasn't a grumpy one either.Most of the time, he is calm and reserved.

The look of losing his mind at that moment, Shen Yulan still feels terrified when he thinks about it.

Shen Yulan thought for a while, and finally asked: "Do you know about our family? You should know that I have never seen my father since I was a child, and I grew up with my mother in the countryside."

These words immediately attracted Chang Yu's attention.Chang Yu actually knew that Shen Yulan didn't grow up in the capital—but he didn't know that Shen Yulan had never met Shen Junzhi before entering the capital.When I heard it at this moment, I was naturally only full of shock.

"It wasn't until we received a letter last year that we knew that our father was going to take us to Beijing." Shen Yulan continued to speak calmly, but the corners of her lips curled up involuntarily in sarcasm—"Mother and I were very happy at first, but who I know, but this is a death talisman? Not to mention the bumps and fatigue along the way. The most terrifying thing is that the god of death is waiting for us on the road. You have never experienced the kind of life hanging on the tip of a knife. Feeling—that kind of feeling makes people sleep uneasy and unable to eat. Because you never know if a killer will appear in front of you in the next moment and want to take your life."

Shen Yulan recalled when Mrs. Wu died, and couldn't help shivering.

Chang Yu was completely stunned.

Shen Yulan didn't give Chang Yu a chance to speak, and continued: "You know, when my mother died, I saw it with my own eyes. I saw those people holding knives and cutting them down mercilessly—the blood It sprayed out directly, and my mother fell to the ground..."

"Don't talk about it." Chang Yu suddenly interrupted Shen Yulan, and then said in a firm and deep voice: "It's all over, don't think about these things again." Because the more you think about it, the more uncomfortable it will be.It will become more unforgettable.

That feeling was like lifting a scabbed scar again, making it dripping with blood.

"It's over? Do you think it's over?" Shen Yulan smiled wryly—"If you hadn't reminded me, I wouldn't know if I'm still alive right now."

Chang Yu suddenly thought of the fragrance that had been mixed with something - he also shivered slightly.Even her voice changed: "How dare she—"

Shen Yulan shook her head, her voice was calm and cold: "Why don't you dare? What can a girl from the country do? Even if she dies, no one will bother. But I live not only to hinder her In my eyes, she is occupying the position of the prostitute, and she will naturally be unhappy if her daughter bows to me."

"But I can't—" With such a poisonous hand.Chang Yu just felt terrible: Speaking of it this way, he really felt that his own situation was nothing.Even though his status made him unable to hold his head up, at least no one wanted to kill him.At most, he just doesn't like him.However, there are also people who like him, right?
For a moment, Chang Yu put aside his own unhappiness, and turned to feel worried and uncomfortable for Shen Yulan——

However, Shen Yulan laughed—looking at Chang Yu with curved eyes: "I am also called a wild girl from the country, but what does it matter? The more they laugh at me, the more they look down on me, the more I am It is to make myself better and better. Let them envy and hate! The better I am, the more unbalanced they will be, and the worse their words will be, but so what? People live, if they care too much about other people’s opinions Look, how tired should it be?"

Chang Yu looked at Shen Yulan fixedly for a moment, and finally smiled: "What kind of persuasion method are you doing——but, it seems that you don't need me to persuade you anymore."

Chang Yu's smile was not forced at all, it seemed that the old Chang Yu had returned, and he was no longer as gloomy and gloomy as before.

Shen Yulan also laughed: "Of course I don't need you to persuade me. I don't care about these things. It doesn't matter whether you are a concubine or a concubine, as long as you live well, what does it matter? People who care about these, you You don’t need to associate with them anymore. People who look at people with colored glasses like this don’t really associate with you. If you just care about these things, you’ll get yourself into trouble.”

After thinking about it, he lowered his voice and snickered: "Besides, what are the concubine? Look at the Tian family, who really cares about that? How many serious concubines are the last ones?"

These words immediately made Chang Yu laugh too, but then he put on a more serious face: "This is something you can talk about indiscriminately? Haven't you shut up yet? Let people listen, how many brains do you have?" It’s not enough to torment.” As he spoke, he couldn’t help but laugh.

Shen Yulan smiled and squeezed her eyes, and said deliberately: "There is a saying that a hero does not ask where he came from, so you should firmly remember this sentence."

Chang Yu nodded, said "Yes" with a smile, and said solemnly after a while: "I will definitely remember it firmly."

"Does the hand hurt?" Shen Yulan was a little worried when she thought of the moment when Chang Yu reached out to stop the whip.Although Chang Yu didn't behave abnormally at all, it must be very painful, right?

However, Chang Yu shrank his hands into his sleeves, and smiled calmly: "It's nothing." That expression was a little uncomfortable.

Shen Yulan naturally didn't believe it, reached out and pulled Chang Yu's hand, turned it over and took a look - suddenly took a breath of cold air: the flesh on the palm was broken a lot, and it was red and swollen at this moment. It looks extremely hideous.Although there was no bleeding, the injury was not light.

Shen Yulan suddenly became anxious: "Why don't you say anything when you are injured? You are a doctor, and you don't know how important your hands are?!" I was anxious, and my natural tone was not much better.There was a bit of a fierce reprimand.

But Chang Yu just smiled calmly and withdrew his hand: "It's okay, just go back and apply the medicine in a while."

For some reason, the more calm Chang Yu looked, the more annoyed Shen Yulan became, and finally reprimanded him with brows upside down: "What are you thinking? Is it all right? I asked You, if your hand is injured, what will happen in the future? Do you still want to be a doctor? Do you still have your silver needle?"

Chang Yu still smiled: "Even if you can't use silver needles, I can still prescribe prescriptions."

Shen Yulan felt unable to communicate, and finally had no choice but to stomp her feet angrily: "I'm too lazy to tell you."

(End of this chapter)