King's Landing in the Three Thousand Worlds

Chapter 1112 Neither Life nor Death
"The doctor said that you were blinded due to a severe blow to the head, and it is unlikely to be cured!" In the ward, Shen Mengyao sat beside the hospital bed, her words were full of sadness.

Although this incident was not her fault, it was Zhang Daoyi who saved her, but it was not Zhang Daoyi who pulled her into his arms at a critical moment, and she might have died.

As for now, because of Zhang Daoyi, she was only frightened and scratched a little, and there was no other problem.

The one with the problem was Zhang Daoyi, whose internal organs were bleeding slightly, and his brain was damaged by the collision, so that he was blind. For Zhang Daoyi's current situation, Shen Mengyao felt guilty.

Zhang Daoyi didn't speak, but just carefully savored the various emotions in his heart, including fear, hesitation, and despair. Zhang Daoyi himself was like a bystander, quietly watching the changes in his heart.

After three months of practice, coupled with the worldview he had developed before, Zhang Daoben thought he was fearless. After all, he was not even afraid of death, so what else was there to be afraid of? !

But now, Zhang Daoyi knows that he is not as firm as he imagined, and losing his light means that he will lose a lot of things. This feeling of loss makes Zhang Daoyi hesitate.

If Zhang Daoyi hadn't practiced, he might have been on the verge of collapse at this moment, but now, Zhang Daoyi is very calm, with various emotions churning in his heart, and he saw the truest self through this.

Zhang Daoyi tried his best to overcome the thoughts in his heart, the fear of losing the light, the hesitation about the future, and the despair of losing everything now.

"The true meaning of practice is to subdue one's heart, have gains and losses, and be in line with the Dao. This time may not be a chance. If I can grasp it, my state of mind may not be able to improve to a higher level!"

Zhang Daoyi forced himself to turn his attention to practice, which was the real pillar of Zhang Daoyi's soul.

The high-intensity practice and study in the previous three months was enough to make ordinary people collapse ten times and hundreds of times, but Zhang Daoyi persisted.

What Zhang Daoyi relies on is his attachment to cultivation, which is the wish in his heart, and he is willing to give everything for it.

Such a wish in the past has been blinded by all kinds of worldly thoughts, until he met Shen Ruoyun, the dust in Zhang Daoyi's heart gradually dissipated, and the brilliance of his mind gradually revealed.

Zhang Daoyi is not a genius, but he has done many things that geniuses cannot do in three months. Of course there are reasons for Shen Ruoyun, but more importantly, Zhang Daoyi has found his wish, and every action is in line with him. The wish can naturally burst out infinite potential.

The five flavors in his heart are mixed, and there are all kinds of tastes. Zhang Daoyi keeps a clear thought in his heart, so as to escape into the vague space.

This is the method that Shen Ruoyun taught Zhang Daoyi to cultivate the mind. It takes the true meaning of Buddhism that the four elements are all empty, and can help people explore the six senses and five aggregates, and see the original light.

The name of this method is just one word 'empty'. It is the introductory chapter of the Six Paths of Reincarnation. The Six Paths of Reincarnation is a method developed by the old monk after Nirvana. Insanity, there is no third possibility.

The mind became more and more empty and empty. Zhang Daoyi seemed to be the supreme god, examining every thought in his heart. This is a rare opportunity. The higher the realm, the higher the grasp of emotions. It is difficult to have huge mood swings on weekdays .

This also makes it difficult for practitioners to find the flaws in their hearts, but now, Zhang Daoyi's heart is surging with all kinds of emotions, making all kinds of flaws in Zhang Daoyi's heart exposed.

Zhang Daoyi felt the flaws in his heart and savored those complex emotions. He did not choose to forcefully erase those emotions, but traced back to the root of the emotions, and solved them with great perseverance and wisdom.

Originally, according to Zhang Daoyi's way, it is to cut off all distracting thoughts, so as to ensure that one's mind is clear and free from dust. That is the state where the body is like a bodhi tree, and the heart is a mirror stand, which should be wiped frequently so as not to stir up dust.

But this time, after experiencing a car accident and a life-and-death experience, Zhang Daoyi suddenly grasped the truth of the impermanence of fortune and misfortune. There is no protagonist in the world, and anything can happen.

Life and death are only in an instant, and everything is fate. It is fate that he met Shen Mengyao, and blindness is also fate. In fact, everything is in fate. Fate arises and dies. Cut off fate.

As soon as this thought came out, Zhang Daoyi's mind suddenly changed. He already had the meaning that there is no tree for Bodhi, and the mirror is not a stand;

This is the realm of the Sixth Patriarch Huineng, which is either life or death. Zhang Daoyi took a glimpse of this realm by chance this time, but it is easy to get it, but difficult to keep it. It is possible to keep it, but it is so, and this is also a precious experience.

All kinds of emotions were untied from the root by Zhang Daoyi. Zhang Daoyi did not escape, but chose to face all these. During this process, Zhang Daoyi really calmed down.

"Blindness is blindness, it's not a big deal, at least I'm still alive!" Zhang Daoyi said softly, his words were full of composure, without any panic and hesitation, he seemed very confident.

"Yeah, at least you're still alive!" As she said that, Shen Mengyao seemed to have made up her mind: "If it really can't be cured, I'll take care of you in the future!"

Zhang Dao understood Shen Mengyao's thoughts when he heard the words, and said with a light smile: "It's not because of you that I'm blind, you don't have to feel guilty, sometimes, don't be too kind, it will only hurt yourself!"

"I can take care of myself. I practice martial arts. Losing my eyes doesn't affect me as much as you imagine!"

Naturally, Zhang Daoyi couldn't let Shen Mengyao take care of him. It wasn't that he didn't have a good impression of Shen Mengyao, it was because he had a good impression that he refused without hesitation.

If he agrees, it will only ruin Shen Mengyao's future life. She knows Shen Mengyao very well and knows that Shen Mengyao is a very kind person in her bones. Maybe she said this on impulse, but if she agrees, Shen Mengyao will definitely be angry because of that. It's not a good thing to really take care of him because of the guilt of existence.

"You can't see anything, how are you going to live in the future?!" Shen Mengyao thought that Zhang Daoyi was trying to be brave, seeing the salted fish who had been following behind her and shouting 666 suddenly became like this, Shen Mengyao felt very uncomfortable, not to mention Zhang Daoyi also saved her life.

She knew that after this change, Zhang Daoyi's life would be ten times and a hundred times more difficult than before. Not only would Zhang Daoyi not be able to take care of his parents, but he would have to be taken care of by his elderly parents. As for getting married and having children, who would be willing to marry his daughter to someone who has everything A blind man who can't do it? !
This means that things that are easy to obtain for ordinary people are almost impossible for Zhang Daoyi.

And Zhang Daoyi's parents will die one day, Shen Mengyao is a little hard to imagine, what will be waiting for Zhang Daoyi after Zhang Daoyi's parents are gone.

(End of this chapter)