Stir-fried Datang: The Strongest Daughter

Chapter 636

After Li Chengqian finished speaking, he didn't get a response. He lowered his head to look at her, but saw her in a daze, her eyes looked a bit melancholy.

"what happened?"

Yang Xiaoran shook his head slightly, expelled the sadness in his heart, smiled and said: "It's just that time flies, I married you at the age of 17, it's been many years in a blink of an eye, this year I'm 42, and it's the end of the year, and I'm going to marry you again soon." I have to be a year older, you see, I have wrinkles."

"Really? Let me see."

Li Chengqian carried her minibus, pretending to be frivolous and said: "Little lady, don't lie to me, it's still eighteen flowers, come on, give me a smile."

"Don't make trouble!"

She couldn't help laughing, slapped his hand off, stared and said, "How grown-up are you? You're already the emperor, and you're still so rude."

"What happened to the emperor?"

Li Chengqian hugged her into his arms, rested his chin on her neck, and said affectionately: "You will be my mother-in-law, and in 100 years, you will still be my wife."

These words made her feel sore, she stretched out her arms to hug him, and said in a low voice, "In another 100 years, I will be ashes..."

"Then you are still my mother-in-law, Li Chengqian's mother-in-law. This will not change after a thousand years."

He kissed her on the cheek and said, "Do you remember what I said before? I will still find you in the next life."

There was mist in her eyes, and she almost cried when she thought of her illness.

Suppressing the soreness in his heart, he said in a low voice: "Well, I will wait for you to find me in your next life."

After a pause, he continued: "If there is a next life, I only hope that you and I don't have so many burdens, and just be a couple of ordinary people. You plow the fields and I weave. Ignore the troubles of this world and live an ordinary life."

He said with a smile: "This life is too tiring."

"I don't feel tired when I'm with you."

There was a slight strange feeling in his heart, and the hand holding her tightened involuntarily, and he said in a low voice: "I always feel that something is wrong with you recently, and now you suddenly lament the time, and the words are very sad."

She laughed, and instantly she was as beautiful as April in the world, and the peach blossoms were brilliant, blowing away the little uneasiness in his heart, and indulged in her smile.

"This woman is like water, she can't help but feel sorry for herself, and her beauty is getting old. When I brush my hair today, I suddenly feel that there are many fine lines at the corners of my eyes. The old memories come to my mind, and I suddenly realize that this is with you. It has been many years since I left. Do you remember the day when we first met? That year, my birthday, the sun was like fire, you got out of the sedan chair, although you were small, you looked like a royal, and the blue sparrow followed you, and you were a little jealous Sour and jealous..."

She lowered her eyes again as she spoke, and sighed: "In the blink of an eye, the blue bird is gone, and you and I are over forty years old, so I feel a little sad when I think about it."

Speaking of Li Tai, Li Chengqian's mind also became heavy, "Yes, it's been many years, and things have changed."

Then he shook his head again, and said in a low voice: "Before you know it, many people are gone... Before you know it, you and I will grow old... Before you know it, the children will grow up..."

He hugged her, "In a few years, you and I will be married for 30 years. Don't you have a wedding anniversary? When we have been married for 30 years, I will give the Zen seat to Xiang'er, and we will return to Xiaoqingzhuang Go to the palace."

He laughed as he said, "Miss, you have been bored in this palace for many years, and there are still seven or eight years, which should be enough for Xiang'er to grow up. On that day, we will no longer care about ordinary affairs, and when the time comes Xiaoqingzhuang, accompany you to watch the sunrise, watch the sunset, in the fields, by the stream, watch spring come and fall, listen to summer cicadas and enjoy winter snow, be a pair of happy old people..."

Longing appeared in his eyes, "I've been thinking about this day for decades, wait a minute, Xiang'er..."

He lowered his head as he spoke, only to find that she lowered her head, "What's wrong?"

Let go of her hand and grab her hand, "Why don't you talk?"

Tears dripped and splashed on the back of his hand, and he was startled.

He hurriedly bent down to look at her, but saw her tears dripping drop by drop, his heart trembled, "Xiang'er, what's wrong with you?"

Reaching out to wipe away her tears, he hugged her into his arms and said in a low voice: "But because I have neglected you recently, are you unhappy?"

She shook her head, bit her lip tightly but dared not speak.She was only afraid that if she opened her mouth, she would burst into tears.

In her previous life, every time a child was taken away, she would cry secretly, and then think about her own fate. At the age of five, she understood sadness.

I thought that was the saddest thing.

But now I realized that it was nothing at all.

Because I never had the love of my parents, what I had was only the loss that I could not ask for, far from being sad.

The saddest thing in this world is not getting what you want, but losing what you once had.

When he told her about those ideals, those plans, there should be her place on the bright and bright canvas, but now those futures don't have her figure.When I think about it this way, I feel like a knife is piercing my heart, and it hurts so badly.

In the beginning, the world had nothing to do with her.Behind the bright smile, she is just a cold-eyed bystander.But when it was time to leave, she found that she had too many things she couldn't let go of.

She couldn't let go of Chengqian, couldn't let go of her seven children, couldn't let go of her parents, couldn't let go of her promise with her friends...

Too much reluctance made her heart feel like a knife.

Since confirming that she has stomach cancer, she has complained to God more than once.

why?
for!Varied!what? !
What did she do wrong? !

Why give her such a tortuous fate for two lifetimes, either the regret that she couldn't ask for, or the heartbreak that she once had and then lost?
Tears fell silently, and her silent tears made him anxious.

He stroked her hair over and over again, comforting her.A black hole in my heart was faintly burnt by her tears, and it grew bigger and bigger, and some uneasiness poured in, the more silent, the more uneasy.

She wiped her tears and said with a smile: "I'm fine, I just think of those words you said back then, thinking that you still remember and are still working hard to realize it, and I am moved."

He stared into her eyes, watched silently, frowned slightly with his beautiful sword eyebrows, and said: "You are lying, you have something on your mind."

She shook her head, stabilized her emotions, patted his face lightly, and said: "Now that I am a queen, what else can bother me? Who told you to say it so well, it moved me so much, I still don't know what to do." I thought you forgot..."

He fell silent.

After all these years of husband and wife, how could he not see that she was lying?
These days, although he spends very little time with her, he has already noticed that something is wrong with her.

She is now in a daze from time to time.Every time I came back from the outside, I saw her writing a book, or sitting by the window in a daze, and even the words were much less.Also, she lost weight and ate very little...

All kinds of abnormalities made him uneasy. He seemed to have thought of some possibility, but he immediately cut off the thought as soon as he had it.It frightened him, it made him hysterical, he didn't dare to think about it.

Hugging her tightly, rubbing her hair, he said, "Xiang'er, don't leave me...don't...have you forgotten our agreement?"

"I won't leave you, brother prince..."

She wrapped her arms around his waist and buried her head in his chest, "Definitely not."

"I will try my best to live one more day, brother prince, definitely, I promise."

I silently added a sentence in my heart, and then, the two embraced each other and fell into silence.

This night, Li Chengqian slept restlessly, and it was difficult to fall asleep for a long time. Even if he fell asleep, he would wake up suddenly, and then turned his head to look at her, staring at her for a long time, as if this was the only way to make him feel at ease.

The days are spent in such a slow panting.

One deliberately concealed it, and the other saw that her mood had returned to normal, so she lied to herself and dared not ask.

Even if he becomes the emperor, he is still a human being.Just like what she said, in fact, under the stern exterior is the softest heart in the world.He didn't dare to ask, didn't dare to think, and didn't dare to think about it carefully.

So, the days passed like this day by day.In the court hall, the courtiers keenly noticed that the emperor had been in a low mood recently, and within a few days, the emperor moved all his official duties to the Ganlu Hall, which made the courtiers very puzzled.

The new year court meeting in the tenth year of Chengyuan was spent in such a strange atmosphere.In the 11th year of Chengyuan, the spring began to rain continuously for seven or eight days, as if it was going to soak the whole earth, and the going to sea became lively again.

So no one cares about the emperor's mood anymore.In the face of family and country affairs, personal honor and disgrace are ignored.The imperial court once again formed a huge fleet, and the second expedition to America began.

But this time, a fleet chose a different route.All of them were newly built huge clipper ships, and the leader of the team was Feng Baozhu.

King Wei died, and Baozhu, who returned to King Wei's mansion, was ridiculed by Princess Wei, but because she was the queen's sister, she didn't dare to mess around.Baozhu also felt that it was boring to stay here, so she might as well take her husband's hair to conquer new seas.

This girl is heartless, but often such heartless people are the scariest when they are stubborn.

Although the leader of this fleet across the Pacific Ocean is a man, everyone knows that the actual person in power is Feng Ruren.

Ever since, in March of the 11th year of Chengyuan, the Datang Navy set off again. One fleet followed the old route, crossed the Indian Ocean, circled the Cape of Good Hope, went north to Europe, and then crossed the Atlantic Ocean; while the other small fleet chose A new adventure: across the Pacific Ocean.

The night after Baozhu left, he entered the palace to meet Yang Xiaoran.Yang Xiaoran looked into her resolute eyes, but he didn't say the words to keep her.

Some people, not letting her go after what she wants is tantamount to murder.

The fleet set off, and Baozhu, Li You, and Li Yin embarked on the journey to conquer the sea again.Yang Xiaoran stood on the Chengtian gate and watched them leave, just like sending off Li Tai many years ago.

Li Chengqian took her hand, put a sachet into her hand, and said in a low voice: "This is a bundle of Baozhu's hair, she asked me to give it to you."

Yang Xiaoran stared at the sachet, it was very ugly, and she made it for Baozhu when she was young.The peach blossoms on the top don't look like peach blossoms, but the crooked stitches symbolize the years of wind and rain they have spent together...

Slightly sighed, and said in a low voice: "I'm a little tired, Brother Prince, go back..."

　I went to pay the deposit for the house today, and it should be fine in the next few days. The update is late, sorry!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)