I'm Mrs.

Chapter 117 see you

After tossing and tossing for most of the night, although I was full of worries, I fell asleep after lying on the bed for a while. When I woke up, my mother had already arrived with breakfast. I probably didn't notice that grandfather much yesterday, so I didn't ask too much, but kept asking my second aunt what she was missing so she could buy it.

I tried a few times to ask my father why he came, but seeing my mother's worried face, I didn't have the nerve to ask.

In the morning, I was kept in the ward and grounded. In fact, it was to let me watch things here. There was no one in the ward.

In the end, after waiting for a whole day, my dad didn't show up, but my grandma and mom got into a fight at night, not because of anything else, but because of the cost.

During the day, my grandma didn’t know which patient she was asking about how much the treatment cost, but when she heard the figure he said, she was shocked at the time. When she returned to the ward, she yelled that she was going home. Thin and weak, but the stubbornness in his bones has always been on his face. When he quarreled, he was explosive. He opened his mouth and said, "Didn't you always say that I am not close to my family and turn my elbow to my uncle? What's the point of spending my money now!"

Grandma was not to be outdone, "Whose money is not money, I have a problem, I wasted this money for this incurable disease, I want to go home!!"

My mother stepped on her bag directly, her face was ashen, "I tell you the truth, my house has been sold, do you understand after the sale, you have to see this disease today if you don't see it, or you have to see it, otherwise my money will be lost." Throw it all on the street and whoever picks it up!!"

After finishing speaking, I didn't give my grandma a chance to fight back, so I turned around and left!
Grandma kept calling her name, "Xue Ruojun! Come back to me! You sold the house and you want to live on the street! You! Come back to me!"

The second aunt was so scared that she kept comforting, "Mom, don't be so angry. If you are filial, we can't be cured if we are sick. Didn't you listen to the doctor? You can be operated on." , If there are too many people, it can’t be cured if it’s checked out, it’s good if we don’t transfer it, mom!”

Grandma gasped in her chest, "That's money, Mingyue, if our family spends the money, at least we won't starve to death, at least we still have an acre of land, but what do you do, this is the city. Ah, she wants to drink the wind, Sibao! Hurry up and chase after her! Go and chase your mother back to me! Hurry up!!"

I put down the homework in my hand and ran to the corridor. When I chased to the elevator, I saw my mother squatting there with one hand on the wall and crying. ..."

She wiped the tears off her face vigorously, turned her head and looked at me and sniffed, "Bao Si, why did you come out?"

"Grandma said, I'm afraid you don't have a place to live."

My mother twitched the corner of her mouth lightly, and reached out to pat my head, "Baosi, what do you think you would do if this happened to you? If, I... No, I think you must be closer to your second uncle, If your second uncle is seriously ill, will you do everything you can to treat him, or sit back and watch him leave you?"

I looked at her seriously, "Whether it's you or my second uncle, as long as they are my loved ones, I will never watch them leave me..."

Mother bit her lip and nodded, "Baosi, you are really sensible. Your grandfather used to say that kindness has its roots and filial piety has its seedlings. This will not be said by mouth, but by the family. I will remember you I went to see you when I was very young, and I saw you throwing firecrackers at people’s feet. I told you not to do that. You just laughed and said it was fun. You are spoiled, now it seems that you were right to grow up in grandma's parents."

I don’t remember all the things she said, but that’s what I love to do, I raised my hand, and I wiped my mother’s tears, “After I cry, I know what’s right and what’s wrong, now Don't cry, I know you are worried about grandma, but grandma will be fine this time, crying is hard, don't cry all the time..."

My mother was very touched and hugged me tightly, "Baosi, uncle said you are my lucky star, are you really my lucky star, Baosi..."

Lucky star?

I don't understand, I just feel that my mother is emotional, so I hugged and comforted her, "I will protect you when I grow up, no, protect everyone, the one I love."

……

"Blood relationship" is sometimes really unclear. I have never been close to my mother. Of course, I can't get close without seeing her. I neither feel her like nor hate me. Not far not near.

All I know about her is that she is the hostess with the greatest title, the best person in the world written in the lyrics that I learned to sing in the first grade of elementary school, and the rest, if you ask me, I don’t know I know, I don't know how good she is, but she is my mother, and I know that I have a mother I don't know very well.

But just now, with her sincere hug, our relationship suddenly took a big step closer. It can also be said that it is a qualitative leap. At the very least, I no longer resist contact with her, and I began to feel a little distressed This thin and stubborn woman.

Back in the ward, my grandma had already recovered under the comfort of Mingyue. When she saw me, she asked, "Sibao, where is your mother?"

"She... went back."

Some words, I don’t think there is any need to lie, “She is very worried about you, she said, this is what she must do, grandma, please treat your illness well, you are my mother’s mother, if my mother is sick, I don’t say anything The house is sold, and I have to treat her for everything I sell.”

Grandma was stunned after hearing this, "Really?"

I nodded, "There is a saying in filial piety for disciples that if you are sick, you should taste the medicine first, serve you day and night, and never leave the bed. It is said that you must be filial to your parents. Although my mother did not take care of you in front of your bed at night, she Selling a house to treat your illness is the same, she wants you well, she is filial."

Grandma couldn't believe the words came out of my mouth, she glanced at Mingyue with eyes full of relief, and then beckoned me to go, "But, your mother... she rarely visited you when you were young, you didn't give birth to her gas?"

I think at this time, don't bring out my little grievances. The most important thing is to make grandma happy. Tell me, this sentence means that my parents love me, and my filial piety is a must, but if they hate me, I have to treat them kindly, and this is the real filial piety.”

Grandma was overjoyed, she couldn't wait to laugh out loud, "Mingyue, look at our four treasures, are they sensible? No one in Baishan Village can compare to her!"

That Mingyue also nodded again and again, "It's amazing, Baosi is really smart, that guy's brain is like a little adult, and I let Xiaoliu recite that disciple's rules, it's useless, after I recite it, I'll eat it, what?" None left!"

Looking at my grandma's smiling face, I was finally relieved. In fact, this is very simple. As long as you understand the meaning, you can memorize it. I understand it, but I can't tell you. In fact, I am also a little angry with my parents, because Xiaoliu once I once said that thinking that I don't have a mother makes me very sad.

But my cleverness made me understand that in many cases, I still have to make the elders happy. The most important thing is that I know that I will not resent my mother. Even if she didn't hug me today and we didn't get close, then I will grow up. I would not say that I am a stranger to my mother. She is not only my mother, but also the daughter that grandma has always missed.

I don’t know if it’s my credit or my mother and grandma’s quarreling with broken cans made this fight useful. Grandma promised to continue to cooperate with the treatment, but I didn’t expect that this hospital would actually let me die like this. After staying for more than a month, everything I know finally feels like this is my home!

Grandma and Na Mingyue didn’t let me leave the hospital by myself, so I could only wait for Na Mingyue to go out to buy food for grandma and walk around her hospital every day. I wanted her to take me to Xinya, but I didn’t dare to ask. , she would definitely not agree.

After a long time, this hope can only be pinned on my dad, but he only visited my grandma once before the surgery, so I don’t know if it’s because of my mother. After he came, he didn’t say much, just said He has agreed with his friends in the hospital that if the beds are not crowded, try not to arrange patients in this ward, and grandma should rest when she is sick.

All in all, the hospital where my grandma lived for so long actually moved in two more one after another, and left after only a few days. I heard from their family members that there was no need for medical treatment, so they should not rely on the hospital. All they rely on is money. Of course, no matter how they arrange it, it is right, and that is their business.

Just looking at the patients who are in pain and yelling to take the belly cold, I still feel nervous, because sometimes my grandma is in pain and wants to take the medicine, saying it is for pain relief, and the doctor agrees, saying that it is the pain. It's unbearable, it's the limit, and if the recovery is good after the surgical resection, there's no need to fight.

It was already the end of the summer vacation when grandma’s surgery was completed. The only consolation was that the doctor said that the operation was a success. It's just data, and people are going to create miracles.

Hearing this, the heart that everyone has been carrying is finally about to let go. My mother also said that I have been in the hospital for so long, and I haven’t taken my second aunt and me to go out for a walk. Now that my grandma’s operation is very successful, she will take us to Take a good look at Bincheng, "Go to the beach, second sister-in-law, didn't you say that you have never seen the sea, I will take you and Bao Si to see the sea!"

The second aunt pursed her lips and smiled, "Farewell, I'll stay here to take care of my mother, you can take Baosi, the child is here after he's finished."

"Let's go together. It's hard to come here. We'll go again when Mom gets better! The weather is right now, and it's time to go to the beach!!"

"What are you talking about, it's so lively."

I saw my father's eyes brighten when he entered the door. He came too hastily last time, and I still haven't asked him anything!

"Oh, if Jun said to take us to the beach, brother-in-law, you can go too!"

Dad instinctively glanced at his mother when he heard what the second aunt said, and smiled awkwardly when he saw her expressionless face, "I won't go, I heard that my mother is recovering well, let me come and see, this is a fruit , you eat."

"Brother-in-law, you see, you are all from your own family, you are still polite, come and buy things..."

That Mingyue pulled out the stool with a smile, "Sit down for a while, my mother talked a lot just now, and now she's sleepy, she'll sleep in a while."

Dad glanced at mom again, then shook his head, "Stop sitting, I feel relieved when I see mom's complexion is good, then I'll go to the doctor in charge of my mom first, and I'll ask him about some specific things. It's good, I think I can leave the hospital."

"Hey! Sorry to trouble you, brother-in-law!!"

Dad nodded, touched my head and went out. As soon as the door was closed, the second aunt looked at my mother anxiously, "Ruojun, why don't you say anything, Wendong is fine, but you always don't let people come He didn't even dare to come."

The smile on the mother's face faded, and she opened her mouth dumbly, "We're divorced, and we always meet each other for what to do, and we just need to live our own lives."

"I didn't say, don't..."

"I'm going to the bathroom!"

After I finished speaking, I ran out. I didn't catch my dad last time, so I can't miss the opportunity this time. If I don't ask some things, I really have to take them back to my hometown!
And I still dream about Uncle Shen during this time, but there is always fog between me and him in the dream, I can’t get close to see clearly, I feel that he wants to tell me something, but he can’t speak, it’s too traumatic up!

"dad!!"

Dad was about to open the door of the doctor's office when he saw me and was taken aback, "Baosi, are you looking for me?"

I looked at him and smiled, and walked over a few steps, "I don't see you often, last time you came, it was my grandma who came before the operation, and I didn't say a few words."

He half-bent down in front of me with self-blame, "I'm sorry Bao Si, I should take you to the playground or some places to have fun, but your grandma is not in good health, I'm afraid that if I take you out to play, your mother will Angry, think I..."

"I know, I know now is not the time to play."

I'm not in that mood either.

He nodded slightly, "But anyway, I'm too busy with work, so I've been neglecting you all this time, don't be angry with Dad."

"how could be."

As I said, my eyes were dazzled by the things hanging around his neck, "Dad, what are you wearing? It's so bright."

"Oh, this is the Golden Buddha."

As Dad said, he took off the pendant around his neck and looked at me, "After I bought it, I specially opened it to suppress evil spirits."

I looked at it carefully, and saw a Buddha statue with exquisite workmanship, "It's beautiful."

"Like it."

Dad didn't want to say anything, and hung it on my neck directly, "Then I will give you Baosi, and wearing it for you can also ward off evil spirits, yes, isn't there a saying, men wear Guanyin and women wear Buddha, it should be very good for you to wear it. "

I lowered my head and played with the pendant that looked a bit big on my body, but I was thinking about how to express my doubts in a less abrupt manner, "Well, Dad, in fact, I..."

As I said that, I looked up at him, "There is something..."

"Well, what's the matter."

I looked blankly at the wall behind my father, and saw the blood that I had seen in the water room rush over my father's head quickly, and soon gathered from the roof line, and then trickled down slowly.

There was a throbbing in the throat, and my dad frowned at the same time, "Why is it cold? Is the air conditioner in the hospital turned on too much, Baosi, you..."

"Do not talk!"

I couldn't help interrupting my father's words, staring at the wall with my eyes, and silently read out from the bottom of my heart after the characters were formed——

sorry.

My eyes became hot, I turned my head to look, and there was indeed Uncle Shen standing at the end of the corridor, but his body was a little blurry, I squinted my eyes, but I still couldn't see clearly, was it because of the daytime, faintly, I saw him The arm pointed to the wall again, I sniffed and looked, 825, and then quickly condensed, only four characters remained——

'The last...the last...one...day. '

(End of this chapter)