I'm Mrs.

Chapter 124
I was a little dazed, but I still hurriedly picked up the command flag, raised my hands above my head, and said in succession, "Bao Si knelt down to thank Mama Hei, from now on, from now on..."

When I was in a hurry, I really forgot the words my grandma taught me later, but I glanced at my grandma, my mind immediately turned rapidly, and I suddenly remembered the summary statement that the school leaders always made after the speech. From now on, "Baosi will be able to comprehend the spirit of Hei Mama all the time from now on, be strict with self-interest, be lenient to others, be neither arrogant nor impetuous, and dedicate his life to being a good generation of leaders!!"

'Pfftch', Xiao Liu, who had been hugging the door frame not far behind me to watch the fun, couldn't help laughing. I turned my head and gave him a blank look. What are you laughing at? Who doesn't have an empty mind, my reaction is fast enough!

The slander belongs to the slander, my heart is still beating, and the bird is quietly aiming at grandma, I am afraid that she will think that what I said is not that set of words, so she will be angry or something.

But no, after my grandma asked me to kneel down and thank that voice, she couldn't control the tiredness of supporting the altar table with one hand, as if she had exhausted all her strength, and couldn't care about anything else except to slow down...

"Grandma..."

I called her softly, not knowing what to do next, should I continue to kneel, or just wait for the oil lamp to come on?

Grandma looked at me with a painful expression on her face, took a long, deep breath and nodded, "Very well, it went well... Mama Hei, Mama Hei took care of you and didn't embarrass you..."

I nodded, "Then what's next."

"Next step……"

Grandma wobbled a little and sat on the grand teacher's chair, "Call, tell the fairies from all the hills to come over, as long as the oil lamps are on, you will be a sure god..."

I could clearly see grandma's weakness, and I was nervous but didn't dare to ask, so I could only wait there holding up the command flag, until grandma slowed down for a while before looking at me, "I have to scream, I have to scream , don’t tell them, they don’t know that you are the leader..."

As she spoke, she gritted her teeth and stood up vigorously, picked up a piece of red paper and wanted to break her finger, but after trying a few times, she might have lost the strength. I looked at her with distress and anxiety, and I didn't know how to help her. How to help, my grandma was sweating profusely and bent over, but found a pair of scissors under the table, and shook her head, "I almost forgot, your collar red thread hasn't been tied yet... you have to tie it ..."

"Grandma!"

I couldn't take it anymore, so I put the flag on the table and grabbed her hand, "I tie it myself, you tell me what to do, I'll just come..."

Grandma's lips began to tremble uncontrollably, "No, I have to do it, I'll tie it on, and when the great fairy comes, I'll cut it off for you, and then you can start your fists and kicks, it's the rules, the rules... that is, the red thread Well, my eyes, my eyes are a little blurred..."

Seeing my grandma like this is really hard for me to calm down. All I can do is hold my nose hard to prevent myself from crying. If I cry at this time, my grandma will definitely be angry and blame me. I randomly find out the red thread and hand it to my grandma. I sat on the ground and stretched out my feet, "My feet are here, grandma, here, please help me tie them."

Grandma really couldn't see clearly, she touched my ankle along my calf, and then smiled lightly, "It's really bad, I've been messing around with these things all my life, and I don't know it's true until I know it myself Well, if people fail, they will not be able to see clearly the affairs of the world, these eyes, now I have to look hard, to see the road to the underworld..."

"No, you are presbyopic, this is normal..."

I suppressed my crying and helped my grandma tie the red thread between my ankles. It was loose and didn’t need to be tied too tightly. There was a lot of red thread between my feet, so I could still stand up and walk. look.

After tying it up, grandma fumbled for scissors, and I quickly handed them to her when I saw it. She opened her eyes hard to see clearly, and then stabbed her shriveled fingertips. There was very little blood, really. Rarely, she squeezed hard, and then groped out the red paper from the altar table with her hands. After smearing the blood, she held the incense and lit the red paper uncontrollably, shouting with all her strength. He said, "The next generation of great gods of Xue Fengnian in Baishan Village has been passed on! We look forward to your arrival here!!!"

I bit my lip tightly and got up to support my grandma who was fluttering like a leaf, "Okay, sit down and rest quickly, I promise, the oil lamp will be on in a while! It will definitely be on!!"

Grandma looked at me weakly and smiled, "Bao Si, I can't see clearly... My brain is not working..."

I shook my head, "Your brain is good, a hundred times better than mine, let's rest, rest."

I helped my grandma to sit on the grand teacher's chair, and I stood next to her politely. Now I just wait until the oil lamp comes on.

Looking in the direction of the door, apart from Xiaoliu who was standing there and didn't know what he was doing, there were only two rows of small oil lamps left. It felt empty and lonely. It was so quiet that one could hear grandma There was a heavy breathing sound, and every few minutes, she would open her mouth softly, "Are you here..."

I bent down and whispered into her ear, "No, some fairy houses are far away, so I'm sure we won't arrive so soon."

Grandma's vision and hearing seemed to have deteriorated sharply after I picked up Mama Hei. She nodded her head, but her eyes seemed to be too sleepy to open, "No hurry, no hurry, I will come... yes Come..."

The teeth are chattering gently in my mouth, I really have nowhere to express the conflict in my heart, I know exactly what I am facing, if the oil lamp is on, then it is very likely that grandma will leave tonight, but the oil lamp is not on, Then grandma has to wait with me in great pain. I am afraid that grandma will leave, but I am also afraid that grandma will be disappointed. If the light stays off, will grandma's breath be able to accompany me to wait?

"Come on..."

Grandma opened her eyes, her eyes were as weak as a struggling candle burning to the bottom, "Did it come..."

Xiao Liu had already dozed off while sitting on the ground hugging the doorpost, and the yard was still very quiet. I held back my tears, and whispered into my grandma's ear, "No, they, maybe they are going to come together. It's so boring to come, let's come together and talk more..."

Grandma held the corner of her mouth and smiled softly, "Where are they coming? Just let Xiaobing come...Bao Si, no matter how I look at it, the oil lamps are all on. Are they here? Do you want to give it to me?" I was pleasantly surprised..."

I looked at the black oil lamp and bit my lip hard, "I'm sure I can surprise you, don't you be afraid of being late for a good meal, even if you let the soldiers come, you have to observe me, right? You rest, I will call you when I come you……"

Grandma nodded and closed her eyes again, her voice was soft like a silk thread, "You must call me when you come, I remember, when I take over the house, I have to cut the red thread for me, otherwise, I won't be able to let go, It won't be great, you have to be great..."

"Ah."

I forced myself to nod, feeling that my grandma's head was leaning on my arm a little crookedly, I didn't dare to move when I stood still, I just kept aiming at grandma's chest with the light in the courtyard, if I didn't see it for a few seconds Ups and downs, I have to grit my teeth to probe my grandma's breath until I feel that she is sleeping, with a heart, and then I can feel a little more stable.

At around [-] o'clock in the middle of the night, the sound of rooster crowing began to sound, Xiao Liu got up after being woken up by the sound, "Fourth sister, you have finished the call..."

I stood beside grandma's grand teacher's chair in a daze, staring straight at the oil lamps on the ground, but none of them were on, and sure enough, none of them were on...

"Baosi, it's past three o'clock."

The second uncle, who hadn't slept all night, came out of the house, "Didn't your grandma say that if it's past three o'clock, then..."

He didn't say anything later, the situation in front of him was clear at a glance. Although he stayed in the house with his mother and second aunt last night, he must have watched through the window. The oil lamp was not on, which meant that these fairies were not If you don't recognize me, it's useless even if I take Mama Hei. What else can Xian'er do if Ban Xian'er can't invite Xian'er.

"Second uncle, did I fall short..."

I looked at him hoarsely, "Grandma must be so disappointed."

The second uncle shook his head, his face full of comfort, "Don't think too much about it, I don't think it's that simple, it doesn't mean you can just call it, you just make a phone call, don't you have to wait for someone to receive the letter and get ready to call again?" Come here, it's okay, don't think too much, help your grandma into the house to rest first."

Grandma was helped by the second uncle, and her eyes opened again, "Are you here, are you here... Are you here?"

The second uncle shook his head with a bitter face, "No, Mom, it's almost dawn, you go into the room and sleep."

The flickering candlelight in grandma's eyes dimmed, and there was no trace of vitality in the grayness, "Oh, I didn't come... Maybe I called you wrong..."

"Mom, it's okay if you don't come, don't..."

"No, I have to come, otherwise I don't worry about the four treasures. If there are no big fairies behind the leading god, it will be a joke if you go out. How can you lead others... Four treasures, four treasures... ..."

"I'm here."

I couldn't control it anymore, and looked at my grandma while wiping my tears, "It's my fault, I'm not enlightened enough, and I'm not qualified to be a leader..."

Grandma groped and held my hand vigorously, "You are enough, I, Xue Fengnian, said that you are enough, you are enough, it's okay... don't cry, child, we are waiting tonight, maybe, as you said, they are all here It's on the way, it will definitely come..."

"Mom, you should take a rest quickly, the dew is heavy in the morning, your health is not good."

The grandma was uninspired and was helped into the room by the second uncle, and she opened her mouth as if talking to herself, "I can hold on, I can hold on, I don't believe it, they don't come, I don't believe it..."

Seeing grandma enter the house, I grinned and crouched on the ground crying uncontrollably, full of hatred for thinking I was useless, how bad I was, and none of the thirty oil lamps were on!
……

"Fourth sister, don't feel bad, this thing is not that simple, it's a big deal, I'm waiting tonight."

"But grandma..."

I raised my eyes and looked at Xiaoliu who came to comfort me, feeling unable to say a lot of words, "You know, my grandma told me that when she picked up the house, it took half an hour to finish it. She lit sixty oil lamps, and they were all on for half an hour, you know... I..."

Xiao Liu squatted in front of me and comforted me carefully, "Actually, think about the other side, maybe they don't want grandma to go, right?"

I shook my head, my chest was tight and I wanted to hammer it with an iron block, "You don't understand, they know how painful it is to reach grandma, and they delayed the journey! It's me, they think I'm unworthy! I'm unworthy!!"

"Why are you unworthy! Why don't you pick it up at the worst!"

Xiao Liu muttered and stretched out his hand to pull me, "Go into the room, let's talk about it after sleeping, I really panic when you cry..."

I was dragged into the house by Xiaoliu with a dazed expression. Seeing that my second uncle was still taking care of her in my grandma’s room, when my second aunt saw me, her face was full of anxiety, “Bao Si, you know more about this than us. If it’s not our black mother, I’ll have to pass it on to someone else, whoops, that Mrs. Xu must see our jokes.”

"do not know."

How can I say anything else, if I am really a waste, then I can only give it to Mrs. Xu, I can't get it, what can I do.

"Ruojun, what are you talking about? We haven't encountered such a thing. I'm afraid that Mom will leave, and I'm afraid that Baosi won't be able to take it. If you say that if she really can't take it, if Mom can't bear it and walks away, then I won't be able to see it. Can’t close it, think about it, why don’t we sneak out and order it?”

After listening to the second aunt's words, my mother began to shake her head, "Is that something you can do at will? If we do that, my mother will be angry when I get down here."

"Stop talking!"

Xiao Liu was unhappy, "How do you know that my fourth sister can't take over, you don't know that things take a long time!"

As soon as these words came out, both my mother and my second aunt glanced at me who was sitting on the kang and weeping silently, and neither of them dared to say more.

Yes, what are they going to say, they want me to pick it up, but they are afraid that I really can’t pick it up, and on the other hand, grandma is afraid that she will leave after watching me pick it up, but also afraid that if she really leaves, I will still leave. It didn’t work out, how big is the human heart, how can it bear so many complicated things and ideas.

I really feel like I'm going crazy, why the hell should I be a husband, since God thinks I'm not suitable, I'm a loser, so a big thunder strikes me to death!Why do you still let me dream!Damn you!
Everyone didn't sleep, and I don't know if I felt unable to face grandma, and I never went to grandma's house. I just watched my second uncle, mother and second aunt go to grandma's house in turn to take care of them, and then alternate shifts sleep for a while.

I leaned on the wall beside the kang with my legs bent, and Xiao Liu was with me at first, until it was dawn when I couldn't hold my shoulders and fell asleep. I didn't want to sleep, but my eyelids were swollen and fat Tight, when I was drowsy, I vaguely dreamed of the scene where my grandma led me to the mountain to find my uncle for the first time. My uncle asked me what was in the water basin. I said it was a small fish. Grandma’s face At that time, she froze. She said, does this child have no roots of wisdom at all?

The uncle said, "Look at the good fortune, if the yin and yang are balanced, the fate is clear, and the tiger's bones can be connected one after another, at that time, this child will really be like a rainbow, and Fang will come out of the mountain with the tiger..."

"Then why do you take it..."

"God, God decides."

I opened my eyes suddenly, looking at the golden sunshine outside the window, but the corners of my mouth laughed at myself, my fate is left to God?But it seems that if I was born, I will have trouble with me!
"Bao Si, come over and have some food."

The second aunt set the table and came over to call me, "Don't forget what your grandma said, you can't skip eating when you encounter anything."

I glanced at Xiao Liu who had slipped from my shoulders and lay on the kang, and moved his buttocks to the ground, "Where is grandma."

"She's sleeping, she wakes up every hour or two, and she's only concerned about you."

Speaking of this, the second aunt was also a little heavy, "Oh, this crime..."

I didn't say a word, went to the door of my grandma's house and leaned on the door frame to look at her. I saw that she was breathing very weakly, as if she was asleep there. He muttered, "Don't worry, Sibao... Let's wait tonight, it will definitely come..."

The second uncle, who was dozing off next to him, was startled awake by his grandmother's voice, "What's wrong, Mom, you..."

"Shh~"

I gestured to my second uncle, walked lightly to my grandma who seemed to be still asleep, held her hand, and exerted a little force, "Grandma, don't worry, they will definitely come tonight, for sure. "

……

Another night.

It’s just that what’s more relaxed this evening is that grandma doesn’t need to go through those rituals and procedures again. In fact, grandma wants to do it, but she has no strength. She can’t even hold the scissors. Waiting on the Taishi chair with the scissors on his lap, waiting for the oil lamps that Xiao Liu was nagging about running out of oil to light up.

I was really suffering, as if I was watching a person trying his best to consume the last heat in his life, but he still didn't get the joy and satisfaction he wanted.

The result was of course obvious, the lights, as expected, were off.

The light in grandma's eyes was so dim that she couldn't catch any traces. She was so weak that she didn't even have the strength to speak, but when she was helped up by the second uncle, her arm was still pointing to the door with difficulty, signaling us not to help her. She still has to wait.

"Mom, don't wait, the time is over, let's go into the house and rest."

Grandma shook her head, uttering the unbearable words, "I can... I can..."

"mom!!"

The second uncle couldn't take it anymore, "Forget it, I beg you to forget it, Sibao doesn't need to be a fairy, she has already worshiped the uncle as a teacher!!!"

"Hei... Mama Hei... can't give... outsiders..."

Grandma insisted on expressing her own thoughts, regardless of the fact that the family was close to sealing the demons because of the suffering of the two nights, "Wait... I can... I can..."

I couldn't bear it, so I kicked an oil lamp away with a loud voice, "I can't! I can't!"

The second uncle looked back at me in panic, "Sibao! Don't irritate your grandma!!"

I looked at my second uncle and really didn’t know what to do, “Second uncle, I really want to pick it up, but they won’t come, they don’t recognize me, God won’t let me eat this Food!!!"

The second uncle didn't dare to tell me too much, and helped my grandma to rush into the house while letting Xiaoliu control my emotions. How could I control my emotions? It's been two nights. Create an illusion to make them light up.

Even Xiao Liu stared at the oil lamp at the door and rubbed his eyes non-stop. Several times, he yelled at me from a distance, "Hey, Fourth Sister, look, see if that lamp is on! "But before he finished speaking, he sighed dejectedly, "Oh... no, I'm blinded."

We all took a deep breath, and even thought that it doesn't matter if I become a great god or not, as long as my grandma can go away and my grandma can feel at ease. This is her last wish, but God won't give me this food. any idea! !

When grandma entered the house, I tore off those damned red threads and ran out of the gate. Xiao Liu was so frightened that he came over and grabbed me, "Fourth sister, where are you going? It's not yet dawn!"

"I'll go to my uncle to find a solution!"

"Grandpa is not a half fairy, what can he do!"

I sucked my nose hard and looked at him, "Then I want an answer. If I'm not suitable to be a gentleman, then what am I still obsessed with? Doesn't this make grandma more tired? I'll ask my uncle, if not, I won’t do it! If you don’t have expectations, you won’t be disappointed!!”

Pulling his hand away, I ran up the mountain, and Xiao Liu shouted loudly behind me, "Fourth Sister! Isn't this your dream! It's not only Grandma's expectation for you, it's your own dream!! "

After a pause, I looked back at him in the faint morning light, "Dreams? Dreams are also blessed by God for your talent in this area! Do you know that the first time I went to my uncle's place, my uncle said, There is a child who is younger than me, but he is born with yin and yang. If he pursues his husband as a dream, it will be achievable. Believe it or not, if he wants to become a fairy or learn Taoism, he will definitely not work as hard as I do. ,so tough!"

Xiao Liu's figure stood there thin and tall, "I know what you said, grandma mentioned it, isn't it just a green dragon! What's wrong with you, you're a tiger, don't you know! King of the mountain!!!"

I smiled and looked at him sadly, "Tiger? Your fourth sister, I am a fucking tiger!! I have no sense at all! Tiger bones are broken, do you understand! Even my uncle said I To be a gentleman is to see good fortune! To say that being a great gentleman is just my bragging! I don’t want to pay the bill now!!”

"Hey! Fourth sister, fourth sister!!!"

Xiao Liu was still chasing me, but I was more familiar with the way up the mountain than he was. When I ran near Jizuigou, I managed to get rid of him. I ran all the way to my uncle's house until it was dark and I was out of breath. He ran into the yard, looked up, and at the same time, the uncle pushed open the door, dressed in white sackcloth, but with an indifferent expression, "I knew you would come."

I didn't say much, I knew what my uncle was wearing just by looking at his clothes, I ran up to my uncle in a few steps, and knelt down on my knees, "Master uncle, tell me the truth, did you know that early on?" I just can't be Mr.

"how do I say this."

The uncle answered softly, instead of helping me, he went to get a bucket to water the vegetable field.

I moved a bit and knelt down at him, "You said when I was a child that you would not limit my development. All I have to do is read a book. You won't ask for the rest. Now I want to say, you Do you think that it is useless for you to restrict me? If it can be done, the elders will be more compassionate and beat him when they see it, so as to prevent him from being embarrassing if he is a little careless. And I don’t need it at all if I can’t get things done. Knock, that's why you said, you let me develop as I please, right?"

In the past, I felt that my uncle’s management of me was aloof. Now that I’ve grown up, looking at it from another angle, I don’t think that’s the case. In school, the teacher always beats the students who are good at learning. Which question is wrong, the teacher will always draw inferences, for fear that he will stumble.

But those who study generally but work hard, although the teacher will not ignore it, but if you are exhausted, it will only encourage you to work harder, and then say, the teacher will not put pressure on you or restrict you, develop freely, maybe there will be It's good luck, let's see the good fortune.

Heh, my situation is the kind of person in the class who has mediocre qualifications but wants to be recognized, but has no talent. In the class, it is the kind of teacher who thinks that you will not have great prospects and does not expect you to pass the high school entrance examination. Students who get into the big list but don’t have the heart to beat you because of your hard work. Anyway, such students don’t make noise or make trouble. All the teacher can do is to encourage you without pain or itching. Hard work is not a bad thing anyway.

Look, my uncle is just such a teacher, and I am just an unqualified student.

My uncle didn't say a word. After walking into his small vegetable field, I bent down and started watering it wholeheartedly. I was impatient, so I naturally kept talking, "Master uncle, I know you are very good to me and have taught me a lot, but I don't have talent is my own business, I just want you to tell me the truth, is it true that God doesn't give me food, if yes, I, Xue Baosi, don't want to be obsessed anymore, I won't be a husband, in the future Me too... poof!!"

A ladle of cold water suddenly poured on my head, and I didn't rush to dodge, so I immediately wiped my face with my hands and coughed endlessly.

"What does it feel like."

I shook my head, feeling that the ladle of cold water from my uncle was abnormally cold, "Are you trying to wake me up, but I don't think I need to wake up, I just want an answer, a God..."

"Does it look like it's raining..."

I was startled and looked at my uncle, "Is it raining?"

He nodded and pointed to the sky with the water ladle, "Didn't you say that it won't give you food? Then, do you remember when you were taught the most serious lesson by your grandma when you couldn't cry?" .”

I looked up at the sun in the morning light, and opened my mouth, "The worst time was when my grandma wanted to chop off my finger with a knife. That time, many things happened at the same time, Han Lin's grandma, second aunt's pole... …I was made to kneel by my grandma, and it rained a lot, and I got sick.”

"and after."

I didn't know what my uncle wanted me to say, so I replied in a daze, "Later, I was brought to you by my grandma."

The uncle bowed his head to the vegetable field he was still tinkering with, and replied softly, "Think again, what did that rain bring to you."

"It's just that it has been down for several days, and it still puts down the pole..."

As I said, my eyes widened, "It was the rain that washed Yuan Datou out, otherwise grandma would misunderstand me, and my second uncle would not be able to marry my second aunt. They all thought I was bad and wanted to harm others. At that time, my grandma hid the gold bracelet, and my second aunt said that I didn’t want my second uncle to get married. It was the heavy rain that made Yuan Datou come out and solved Xiaoliu’s surgery problem at the same time. Grandma also told the truth!! "

The uncle nodded and looked at me casually. "What would have happened to you without that rain? According to your grandma's temper, would you let this matter pass easily? Even if your mind was chaotic at the time, she would let you remember it. However, after that rain, indirectly Let all the truth come to light, your grandma not only did not punish you anymore, but also sent you to me in order to solve the problem of letting you go to school and the old child. You said, did all these opportunities come from that heavy rain? ?”

Hearing what my uncle said, I didn't think of the connection between them. If there hadn't been that heavy rain, my grandma would definitely think that I was a very bad child. Even if I didn't let me lose a finger in the end, everyone's misunderstanding would be great. What's more, according to my grandmother's personality, she thought that I was so bad that there was no cure. When she got angry, she even had the heart to 'eliminate harm for the people', so she didn't have the face to send me to my uncle.

It was the heavy rain that solved it, Bao was washed out, Xiaoliu had money for surgery, and grandma was willing to take out the bracelet again, and most importantly, grandma began to think about my problem, she knew that I didn't mean to hurt people I was also afraid that I would be watched by the old boy... So, I gritted my teeth and sent me to my uncle...

The more I think about these things back then, the more disturbed I feel. If it hadn't rained, what would have ended up at that time.

"Now, do you still want to say that God has not helped you?"

I took a deep breath, "But..."

"No buts."

Uncle put down the water ladle and walked in front of me, "Anyone who enters Yin and Yang, no matter how soon or late he succeeds, there will be ups and downs on the way. Persistence, every step is calamity, every step is determined, the reason why there are so few great masters is because the difficulty of attaining the Tao makes people feel timid, and you now have this timidity, cowardice."

I gritted my teeth, "No, I'm not cowardly, I don't accept anyone, I just don't want to do useless work!"

The uncle smiled, "Useless work, everything in the world, when you can't see the result, is useless work, is reading useful, useless, is pursuit useful, useless, when you don't get the result, tell me what is useful of."

"I……"

I shook my head, unable to speak.

Uncle patted me on the shoulder, "This is not the first time you have wavered, and it certainly won't be the last time. I can tell you very clearly that in the future, no matter how many times you shake again, I won't be able to give you any answers." , All your questions, you have to ask yourself, if you think you can, then you can, others can't give you the answer."

I slightly sank my mind, "Uncle, I don't want to be a entangled person. I just know that my tiger bone is broken. I'm afraid that I will be persistent until the end..."

"You'll never be Mr. Big."

"what?"

The uncle looked at me very calmly, "The answer I gave you is that you can't be a husband, and you can't be a husband either."

"I……"

"Why, you came here to ask me this."

I bit my lip, "But you just..."

"Not reconciled?"

I lowered my eyes, a little annoyed, "Yeah."

"Not convinced?"

"Ah."

"So, why do you ask me, this is the answer in your heart."

I froze in place, watching my uncle turn back to the house calmly, and touched my heart, and suddenly realized that my head was hot and unreasonable again. If I really want to give up as I said, then I will give up. He was the most unconvinced, but his heart was really messed up by these two nights, "Uncle, I..."

Just as I was about to chase into the house, my uncle had already come out and stood in front of me again, "What else can I say?"

"I see, I'm actually... just afraid..."

I looked at him with some guilt, "I'm sorry uncle, I know I'm impulsive, but I'm really afraid, I'm afraid my grandma won't feel at ease, so I don't know what to do, I..."

My uncle interrupted me with a nod, "Needless to say, when something happens, don't think about whether God won't help you at the beginning, but think about whether there is something wrong with your own method."

As he spoke, he handed me a small box, "I gave it to you, and you should be able to use it in the future."

I opened it with some doubts. The box is not big. There are only three layers of small wooden discs inside. The top layer is a small pointer. The position is very small, the largest disc below is only as big as my palm, and the characters on it are all engraved. I twisted it slightly, and it can move. At the same time, the small pointer also follows the strength of my twist. Trembling, "What is this..."

"A little thing I made before, as long as you adjust to where you are standing, it will help you find the auspicious position, do you know what I mean?"

I tried it with some surprise, glanced at the direction where I was standing now, twisted slightly, the pointer actually swayed twice and pointed to the gate, I opened my mouth wide, "I'm looking for the door! You can find the door of life!"

The uncle nodded, "Take it with you, it will save you a lot of things in the future..."

To be honest, at this moment, my heart is full of regrets. I was so bloody that I ran up and made a fuss. Not only did the uncle not blame me, he even gave me something, "Uncle, I, I didn't do it on purpose, I just wanted it." chaos……"

He patted me on the shoulder, "Remember you just asked me, why didn't I mention something to tell you what you need to avoid in the future? It's not that I don't want to, but I said, would you do it? This, that is The cause of suffering that I mentioned when you were a child.

Instead of me saying it, your personality still wants to try hard, it's better if I don't say it. You should understand the cause and effect. There are countless flowers in this world. Yunyan, as for you, you don’t know what it means to let go before you understand it, so I tell you, go and see for yourself, listen for yourself, everything, listen to your own heart, or that sentence, to achieve great things, you must first meditate. "

I had nothing to say, and nodded heavily, "I understand, uncle, no matter whether those great immortals come tonight or not, I believe in myself, I can be a leader, I think so, really!"

There was some helplessness in the uncle's eyes, "Then go back, remember, the most important thing a person has to learn in this life is to say goodbye, say goodbye to the past, say goodbye to friends, say goodbye to relatives, and finally, say goodbye to the world... But, don't stay behind. It's a pity, your grandma has been angry all her life, she can't let go too much, don't let her go at the end and feel uneasy."

I tried my best to control my emotions and nodded, "I understand, even if the lights are not on tonight, I will tell my grandma that I will not let her down or worry her..."

"Go back."

Uncle turned around silently, "I know, you won't let her down..."

I looked at the back of my uncle, and I clenched my hands into fists. Uncle, I will not let you down, and I will never be shaken by this matter again.

Going straight down the mountain, I tried it when I passed by Linzikou. I just need to look up to know my current position. After turning the pointer, I will point out the Xiumen, which I was hard to find at the beginning. It is amazing and very useful, although I don't understand why my uncle gave it to me now, but this thing is definitely a treasure!
I was running very fast, and I was still thinking about going back to see my grandma. When I was about to reach the dead man's ditch, I heard someone calling me again. I didn't think much about it, so I stopped, "Little annoying?"

Little Hate poked her head from behind the tree, looked at me with only round eyes, "Si Bao, why didn't you notify the gods after you picked up Mother Hei? If you don't look for it now, they won't come to you to help you in the future! "

I frowned, "I don't understand what you're saying, I've been waiting for them to come these two nights!"

"impossible!"

The little nasty child's voice was very resolute and straightforward, "I only knew in the cave that you had accepted Mama Hei's command flag, but I didn't hear that you informed all the gods, otherwise I wouldn't have come to ask you!"

It’s been a long time since I’ve been up here, so I’ve been told, “My grandma informed me, it’s because they don’t come, they look down on me!”

"impossible!"

The little annoying voice was full of dissatisfaction, "Back when I helped you find the hoe to deal with the black dragon, the famous and famous gods on the hills already knew that you would be the next leader, and the purpose of my help is to let them I recognized you early, as soon as your notice comes out, they will send their disciples to light the lamp to prove your identity as the leader!"

I couldn't understand more and more, "Yes, I remember what happened back then. My grandma also said that the fairy who came to the yard that day would say that I was amazing when I went back, because they didn't know that you had been helping me, but I kept helping me the night before. After receiving the command flag, my grandma broke her finger and notified... Wait! Do you want me to notify you!"

"Of course, you will be the one to lead the house after you take over the command flag. Of course it's up to you. If others can't borrow their anger, how can you... Hey! Four Treasures!!"

I ran wildly under my feet and looked back at it, "Thank you, little annoyance! I know what went wrong! You go back to the cave! Turn around and I'm going to attack you. How do you think I will seal you? How can I seal you!! "

After running a long way, I can still hear the little annoying sigh. Although I am speechless about this mistake, fortunately, I can still correct it!
It's all my fault. I wish I had been more careful about the procedure with my grandma at the beginning. After receiving the flag, my grandma's condition began to fail. The last time she received the flag was decades ago. , Where do I still have the energy to remember so clearly!

Running wildly all the way home, Xiao Liu ran out of the house when he heard the sound, "Fourth sister, I have to talk to you, you have to know the dream, it is not easy to achieve, Madame Curie's dream is to discover radium , she abandoned her glory and wealth for this, and as a result..."

I pulled out a corner of the composition paper from his pocket, on which was densely written half an article about dreams are the source of strength, the cradle of wisdom, and the battle flag of charge...

"Fourth sister, don't read it, I wrote it and memorized it for you..."

Looking at Xiao Liu's face, I opened my mouth very seriously, "I said that in anger, I know what to do, don't listen to this."

"But didn't you say that you are a cruel tiger..."

I let out a long breath, "So, be physically disabled and strong!!"

After finishing speaking, under Xiao Liu's dull eyes, he went straight back to the room, "Where's grandma!"

……

"Mom, let's not go out tonight."

As soon as it got dark, grandma struggled to get up, and the second uncle looked at her gray eyes with all kinds of distress, "You listen to me, can we take a good rest in the house."

Grandma didn't have the strength to speak, but she pointed to the yard persistently, "Wait...wait..."

"Mom, you..."

"Second uncle."

I tried my best to ignore my mother's crying, and watched my second uncle open his mouth, "It will definitely be possible tonight, trust me, otherwise grandma won't be reconciled."

The second uncle frowned, "But your grandma is suffering too much sitting outside."

"Trust me!!"

I clenched his arm tightly, "Otherwise, if you let grandma lie in the room, she won't be willing!"

Grandpa nodded beside him with no expression, "Ruowen, help your mother out, she will be uneasy until the last moment."

The second uncle held back tears, glanced at me, hugged the already skinny grandma with only a handful of bones, carefully put her on the grand teacher's chair, looked at me and said, "I will wait until twelve o'clock tonight. It's too cold in the middle of the night. The humidity is heavy, and her body can't stand it."

I didn't say anything, but went back to the house and took out the washbasin, wiped my grandma's hands carefully and looked at the second uncle, "After the lights are on, you should be ready, you must take care of my mother and aunt, don't let them get in the way." Dirty... grandma's clothes..."

The second uncle became anxious when he heard this, "Sibao, what do you mean by that?"

I sucked my nose hard, but my voice was weak: "It's not interesting... just listen to me..."

After finishing speaking, I got up and asked Xiao Liu to stand in the door like before, then let my second uncle enter the room, raised my eyes and smiled at my grandma who was struggling to open her eyes, "Grandma, Bao Si is going to become a master! "

Grandma pulled the corner of her mouth weakly, "Okay...okay..."

I was not talking anymore, I let out a breath and tied the red thread to my feet, took out the scissors and put them on my grandma's lap, got up and cleared my throat vigorously, looked at my fingertips, lighted the incense and bit hard Next, I didn’t feel any pain at all. My heart hurts too much, and other pains are gone. After seeing the blood, I wiped it on the red paper, looked back at the door, lit it, and raised it vigorously. The identity of the great god summoned all the immortals to come!!!"

"Four Treasures...what are you calling..."

Grandma squinted her eyes and listened to my questioning, I looked at the burnt red paper and laughed hard at her, "I call me a great god, they will be here soon..."

"Oh……"

Standing beside my grandma, I stood there with my back straight, and within 5 minutes, Xiao Liu inside the door suddenly trembled, and then rushed over!

Yes, Xiao Liu jumped over directly from the door two steps, came to Hei Mama's altar table and opened his mouth in a shrill voice, "By the order of the Long-Eared Immortal of Pengtian Cave in Xishan, I would like to congratulate Hei Mama's new appointment. The Great Immortal has ascended the throne, and if there is anything to ask, the Great Immortal will definitely help! It is my duty!!"

I opened my eyes wide, it turned out that Xiao Liu was going to do this, so did he know it?
Just as they were counting, they saw the red paper under an oil lamp ignited, and the kerosene in the lamp holder was ignited, and an orange light suddenly appeared.

"Grandma...Look, it's on, it's on!!"

Excitedly, I grabbed my grandma's hand with all my strength. Before I finished speaking, Xiaoliu suddenly made another somersault on the spot. It was so high that it almost rose from the ground. The order of the python black dragon congratulates Mama Hei on taking over the position of the new great god. The hall master said that the new great god knows what he is afraid of at a young age. Nothing to say!!"

black dragon...

It's the big snake that is coaxed by cows but afraid of hoes...

My eyes became hot, and I stared blankly at the oil lamp being turned on again, only to see Xiao Liu suddenly staggered and shy again, with a soft and thin voice, "I am here to congratulate you on the order of Hu Xiaoying from the Immortal Cave of the Lake, and congratulate Hei Mama's new great god on her throne, Xiangu brings words, leave a name for good deeds, please ask for something, you are welcome!"

"thanks, thanks……"

I looked at the oil lamps that were lit up one after another. To be honest, I felt that Xiao Liu was a little tired from all the tossing. Tiny until all the thirty oil lamps were lit, Xiao Liu also went directly to the inside of the door, and softly slid the pillars inside the door to sit on the spot.

I knelt down excitedly and looked at my grandma, "Grandma, look, the oil lamps are on, all the oil lamps are on..."

Grandma's eyelids trembled twice, and when they opened, there was a gleam of light, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but curl up, "Like a star... Like a star... Hurry up, scissors, scissors..."

"At this."

I held back the tears and stuffed the scissors into my grandma's hand, lifted the red thread in the middle of my foot and handed it to her, "After cutting off Baosi, I will be Mr. Da, Mr. Da who is old and powerful!!"

Grandma couldn't use her strength, and trembling slightly touched the red thread, "here...here...cut it, cut your tie wire...later...later, I will show...big show..."

"Show your fists, show your strengths! I will, I will definitely..."

After the grandma finished cutting, she smiled like a child, let go of her hands, and dropped the scissors, "Let grandma see, my master..."

I half squatted in front of my grandma, and looked at her with a teary smile, "Those big fairies have said that they will come to help me if I need something in the future, grandma, they will all come..."

Grandma smiled, but rubbed her hands on my face, "Don't cry, tears, it's not good...not good..."

I sniffed and nodded, "I'm not crying, I'm not crying, I'm just happy, grandma, are you happy!!"

Grandma nodded, the dark light in her eyes flickering like it was about to go out at any time, "I'm happy... Grandma has had many happy days in her life, but today is the happiest... I'm going to see your grandma... Grandma miss her..."

I bit my lip and trembled uncontrollably, "When you see grandma, you have to tell her, I...I miss her very much, but I, I will be strong, I won't... I won't be worthless, just know cry... no..."

Grandma smiled and nodded, "Your grandma said... what she likes to hear the most is you singing, you sing, she will hear it when she comes... sing, the whole family will be there that day, you will sing The ones sung on the stage... that day, our whole family was so happy... right?"

"Um……"

I wiped my tears vigorously, looked at my grandma and sang, "I want to go to school, and I won't be late every day..."

"That's not it……"

Grandma shook her head and looked at the gate of the yard in a daze, "Your grandma is here...she came to pick me up...you sing, you sing the song you said the teacher taught you to sing to your mother...your grandma likes to listen, She always said you sang it to her..."

I turned around and saw nothing, but I still opened my mouth obediently, "~The stars in the sky don't speak, the children on the ground miss their mothers, think of their mother's words every day, the tears are shining Lu Binghua... the eyes in the sky blink and blink... Grandma..."

She didn't respond to me, but slowly and slowly rested her head on my shoulder. Gradually, her body also leaned forward towards me. I supported her hard to prevent her from falling off the stool. I wiped my tears and looked up. Looking at the sky, still humming softly, "The tea garden in my hometown is full of flowers... Mom's heart is at the end of the world, every night I think of my mother's words, the shining tears of Lu Binghua...Grandma, you remember, Southwest Road , you go forward..."

"mom!!!"

Mom came out of the house, yelling that she was about to jump this way, but the second uncle pulled her hard, "Don't go there! Don't get mom's clothes dirty!!"

"Mom!! You talk to me again! You are talking to me! Mom! Mom, talk to me!!!"

The second aunt couldn't help crying, she followed the second uncle and supported her mother vigorously, "Ruojun! Don't be like this, don't be like this..."

I sniffed hard, held my grandma's thin body, gritted my teeth and looked at the gate, "Go to the southwest! Grandma! Go forward on the Southwest Road!!!!"

After shouting, he faintly saw four figures in his tearful eyes, and his heart tightened, "Four...Second Uncle!! Second Uncle!!"

The second uncle asked the second aunt to pull my mother over and wipe away the tears with her sleeves, and came to help me hug my grandma, "What's wrong..."

"Grandpa, grandpa..."

I watched in disbelief as my second uncle asked my grandma to sit on the chair first, then rushed into the house, "bang"!He pushed open the door of grandpa's room until he saw grandpa lying on the kang in brand-new clothes, his legs softened and he knelt down!
The second uncle followed up from behind, and suddenly said, "Dad! Dad!! What's wrong with you, Dad!!!"

Grandpa's kang was still full of black pills, and the second uncle reached out his hand in vain to take something out of grandpa's mouth. !With a crash, he yelled, "What are you doing!!!!"

But I knelt there like a fool, I couldn't hear anything, raised my eyes, just looked at the piece of paper under my grandfather's hand, and took out the paper from my grandfather's hand trembling uncontrollably , Wipe your tears vigorously, and wipe again to see clearly, only a few short lines.

"I can neither leave nor get up. Once Fengnian leaves, I can't drag my children down. I have no worries. I just wait to leave with Fengnian. We live in the same quilt and die in the same acupuncture point. I have no regrets. Ruowen, Remember to take good care of your family, take a step ahead for your father, don't read it. '

(End of this chapter)