I'm Mrs.

Chapter 130 I Won't Let You Go!
"Thank you uncle, Bao Si, see you tomorrow!"

After getting off the car, Pang Pang waved to my dad very familiarly. Among other things, she had a very happy chat with my dad, especially when I heard my dad say that he is the department director of Xinya Hospital. His eyes were full of admiration, and he kept saying words such as "great" and "admiration" until he got off the car.

I was not too disgusted with Pang Pang's reaction. Although her eyes were bright, there was no utilitarian or flattering meaning. What she expressed was pure admiration for my father's profession.

To be honest, although I have been speechless all the way, I still have some sense of vanity brought by my father in my heart. Of course, this feeling is not only now, but when my father gave our junior high school teacher a pen.

There are some things I know very well, that is, when you have not realized some personal self-worth, others will use the self-value realized by your parents to measure you, but my father, at a very opportune time, fully demonstrated his self The value, which also makes me, even impressive.

In fact, does my dad's achievement have anything to do with me? No, but there is no way. Everyone seems to be equal in a harmonious society, but the idea of ​​"snobbery" is still deeply planted in some people's hearts and passed down from generation to generation.

After Pang Pang walked away, my father glanced at me through the indoor mirror, "Baosi, what do you want to eat?"

Without even thinking about it, "Meat!"

Dad smiled, "Okay."

I really want to eat meat. During the time I lived with my mother, I basically made instant noodles or cooked quick-frozen dumplings every night.

There are a lot of delicious food in the city, but I have a lot of pocket money, so I have to spend it by myself. When I can’t catch my mother’s shadow, I can do it. I want to say that I don’t pretend to say I love to my mother at the beginning. Just eat instant noodles, I'm about to vomit.

The car drove directly to a western restaurant. After I was seated, my father helped me order the steak. As soon as I came up, I started to swallow my mouth, but I didn’t rush to eat it. Instead, I waited for my father to cut it for me, and then I took a bite with a fork. Put it in your mouth, and drink two sips of fruit juice when you are in a hurry. During the process, you can’t wait to burst into tears——

Satisfied, my problem of not liking meat was cured after entering the city!
Dad ate very little, just kept looking at me, and told me to eat slowly, don't worry, I choked.

I swear, I want to be elegant, but this month has really bent me, mainly my stomach, although I dare not say that I am growing my body, but I can’t just get it from the oil bag, it’s no exaggeration Speaking of which, the four words 'braised beef in brown sauce' alone seem to cast a shadow on me.

"Isn't your mother cooking for you?"

I was full, so I picked up a napkin and wiped my mouth, "She's busy and doesn't come back very often."

Dad snorted, "Then what do you eat when you get home at night?"

"Instant noodles."

"You can order takeaway. I don't suggest you eat more of that."

Everyone knows this, the second uncle at home doesn’t let me eat, he smiled, “It’s troublesome to order takeaway, and I don’t eat instant noodles every day, the sister next door will sometimes help me cook something, it’s just me I'm sorry to trouble others, anyway, thank you for taking me out to eat delicious food, I'm full."

Dad looked at me and sighed softly, "It's been five years, you've grown so big, I didn't even dare to recognize you at the gate of your school just now, you're already a big girl."

I smiled embarrassedly, "No, some of my age in our village have gone out to work to earn money."

He seemed to be very touched, "Is your mother not letting you contact me?"

I shook my head, "No, she's just busy, busy with work, and doesn't restrict me too much. I just study when I come home from school. I wanted to say that I will visit you after I get familiar with the roads in the city. I have to thank you. What about you, otherwise I would definitely not be able to run for the military training...too, it would be inconvenient."

Dad listened to my words seriously, "That day when you said you didn't grow hair, I think it was your aunt who said that you didn't grow hair. You really don't have some distinctive features of adolescent girls under your nose, and now you don't have them all over your body. "

Although it was awkward to talk to my dad about this, I still nodded, "Well, so, it's not convenient to take a shower with the girls in the class, so I don't want to do military training. It's not that I pretend to be sick on purpose, but I don't want them to see it." to good..."

"I see."

Dad looked at me very professionally, "How about this, I'll take you to the hospital one day and have a blood test to see if there is something wrong with the endocrine hormones, and whether your menstruation is normal."

I lowered my head and told myself that my dad is a gynecologist, a professional gynecologist...

"It's all normal, dad, my grandma said, I'm not sick, you see, I don't have goose skin on my arms, it doesn't mean that I'm suffocated before the hair grows out, it's not there, but I also sweat normally, In other words, there may be fine hairs, but we can’t see them with the naked eye, as if they don’t exist, and we can still see them under a microscope!”

I was in a hurry, and I showed my arm to my dad. Dad smiled and pulled off my cuff, "If menstruation is normal, there shouldn't be any major problems. Maybe it's also related to genetics. Your mother is very white. You should follow her."

I admit this, my mother is a beautiful woman, then Mingyue should be younger than my mother, but now she looks like a middle-aged woman, but when my mother came out, people would believe her when she said [-], she was delicate and weak, a bit pity me that energy.

It’s just that the personality is too stubborn, huh, but let’s break it down carefully, the good face is also good in the genes of grandma and grandpa. My second uncle didn’t say anything about his looks. If he didn’t worry too much in the countryside these years, he would look old, and he would definitely match when he was young. It deserves the four characters of Yushu Linfeng.

"Oh, by the way, how is your grandma's health?"

"My grandma..."

I bit my lip, and tried to look at my father with a very indifferent attitude, "My grandma left in early May, almost half a year ago."

Dad froze for a moment, "...Really, why didn't anyone notify me?"

"Didn't you stay abroad at that time, and, at that time... the family was in a mess, and didn't care about it... But, it's all over, and now the second uncle's life in my hometown is on the right track. "

Dad nodded, "Baosi, then you came here to study in high school, is it because your grandma left?"

I felt a little uncomfortable. I nodded my head and looked at my father with a grin. "Is it okay if you don't talk about it? I don't like to talk about it. The past is in the past. It's useless to say anything now."

"it is good."

Dad let out a long breath of depression and began to change the subject, "Then you still get used to it at school."

"pretty good."

"And you're pretty good with your classmates, too?"

"Ah."

Dad didn't know what to say. He raised his hand and handed me a kraft paper bag, "I bought this for you. If you need anything in the future, you can call me."

I took out what was inside and looked at it, it was still a mobile phone.

"I have a cell phone."

As I said that, I handed him the bag, "Second Uncle bought it for me when I came, and I called you, but I didn't get through."

"You have a cell phone."

Dad looked at the bag in his hand with a somewhat unexpected look and thought about it, "Then you should take this back and use it, I bought it for you specially, and keep it when you take it back, you can use it differently, and you will take your current number later. Just give it to me."

I'm not refusing, I thank you very shyly.

"Well, there is also a secondary card of mine. If you need anything, just go to the mall and swipe the card."

I looked at the card that my father handed me again. This is very tempting, but I really can’t take it. If I get too many benefits from my father, my mother will definitely not be happy when she sees it. She is angry with me or something later. Can't stand it.

"Dad, I don't have anything to spend money on. The pocket money my mother gave me is enough, so I really don't need it."

Dad's hand was still in the air, and the corners of his lips pursed slightly, "You are afraid that your mother will be unhappy, aren't you?"

I didn't speak, I didn't deny, I didn't admit it.

Dad sighed, "Forget it, she is still like that, she doesn't like to owe others, but I am her husband, Baosi, although you have grown up, there are still many things that you can't bear, so , if you need it, don’t hide it from Dad, don’t make yourself very hard, do you understand what I mean.”

"I know."

I smiled, "I don't have to work hard, this city is actually very nice, it's very convenient to take a car, and the subway can go everywhere quickly."

Dad didn't say much, put away the card and got up directly, "Then I'll take you home."

"Need not!"

I realized that I was a little excited, and hurriedly calmed down, "It's convenient for me to take the subway, just take me to the subway entrance."

There was a hint of complicated emotion in Dad's eyes, "It's your mother who doesn't want me to know where she lives."

"Uh-huh!"

Dad seemed to be full of melancholy with nowhere to vent, and nodded, "Okay, I'll help her, she doesn't want me to know, then I won't bother her, let's go, I'll take you to the subway station."

I stalked behind my father, and when I got into the car, I casually asked, "Dad, is your car expensive?"

Dad started the car and looked at me and twitched his lips, "This car is not mine. My car is not easy to drive after a long time, so the dean gave me her car."

dean...

My thinking seems to be pulled back to the year when I was 12 years old. Yes, I am back here, and some things with no beginning and no end seem to be unfolding again.

I deliberately kept my tone light, "Then...Dad, there are many people chasing you."

Dad laughed and shook his head, "No."

"I didn't want to find a stepmother for me, I'm fine..."

My dad got serious, looked at me, and said something very seriously. "I only love your mother."

Does this mean that he hasn't broken the window paper with the dean yet?
Then what is the relationship between them? If only a pure ordinary friend can give my dad a car...

Looking at my father's side face, I didn't dare to think about it any further. When I touched these things, they were as complicated as when I was 12 years old.

I'm afraid, I'm afraid that my father is really taking advantage of him, as my second aunt and I analyzed back then. He is my father. Even if I am a little unfamiliar with him, I hope his image will always be tall in my heart. Instead, that kind of gentle face to face, hypocrisy behind the scenes... Sigh!forget about it!

He sent me to the subway station, and when I entered the station, I was still urging, "Remember to call me if you have something to do, if I don't receive it at that time, I will definitely call you back, take care of yourself and you Mother……"

I responded all the way, and when I took out the subway discount card I had applied for, I turned my head and looked at him. Dad waved to me on the spot, "Call me when you get home!"

Nodding, I still nodded, chuckled at him slightly, and suddenly realized that intimacy is a feeling, there is a natural way of getting along, and gratitude is a feeling, even if you can't act like a baby unscrupulously, you will remember his kindness , thinking, must repay well in the future.

I am really grateful to him, to my father, who was my backing when I was in need, warmed my stomach when I was hungry, and held the kraft paper bag firmly in my hand. I don’t know when I will Promising, but it is very clear that some affection is deeply planted in my heart.

There were a lot of people on the subway. I pulled the lever and kept my eyes on the station. This was not the entrance I was familiar with. I had to reverse the line in a while. What Lu Chi was afraid of was getting lost.

"Oh, don't you worry about my work? Don't worry. This time I said that her son is sick. You are not happy if someone gives you money. What am I trying to do? Isn't it just a runway fee? What are you afraid of? As long as Keep it secret, can she know, she hasn't seen her son for many years, and he doesn't know him anymore, yes, it's okay, she will get money as soon as she stretches her legs, how easy it is, let's not do it for nothing!"

I followed the source of the sound, and when I tiptoed a little, I saw a man with his back to me standing at the junction of subway cars, talking on the phone.

In fact, I don’t even need to look at him. I’m so sensitive to voice that I can tell who he is without looking at his face. I try to squeeze closer to him, and just listen to him continue to say, “Yes, yes, that’s what I mean. Well, if she really wants to hear her son's voice, you can get that boy from the old Lu family in the backyard to say a few words, but she can't hear it, well, okay, don't worry, she will be fine when she goes back to see, as long as Keep your mouths tight and don't let her know that the child is gone. Don't be stupid. If you keep it a secret for a year, we will get an extra year of money. Otherwise, what kind of money will you old couple get for retirement? Yes! Yes..."

I knew it in my head, I slowly squeezed out, got out of the car along with the flow of people, thought about my words, took out my phone, dialed the number and put it to my ear.

"Hey, Miss Michelle..."

"Baosi! Why haven't you come back? I've been waiting for you at home! I have something important to tell you!"

I froze for a moment, "What do you want to tell me?"

"It's the thing that I was beaten and didn't get a job last time! Do you still remember that you told me that being beaten is not necessarily a bad thing, oh my god! I am so lucky! When I came home that night, I arranged for another sister It passed, and guess what, one of the little sisters has been suffering from a cold for a while, and when she went for a checkup, it was AIDS! Oh my God, my heart is pounding right now!!"

I frowned, "Sister Michelle, what do you mean, the guest you were going to pick up that night, does he have AIDS? Then how can you be sure?"

Since it is in that line of work, how can we know who was infected by it.

"Why can't you be sure, let me tell you, do you know why I didn't pick it up? That pervert wants to make a full set of Shuangfei chewing gum, but he doesn't wait for it, and he still needs to know with his mouth!

I saw the medicine on his table at a glance. After taking that kind of medicine, you will be inhuman, you know!That's why I got angry and started fighting. Didn't I go to two sisters later? One of them went to check the winning bid, and the other went to check after hearing the letter, and you can guess the result..."

I didn't move, I didn't dare to think about it, it was disgusting.

"Sister, I really don't want to tell you too much detail, it's not nice, but I'm definitely saving my life for this matter! Wouldn't it be useless if I got that disease! Ouch, fortunately, I didn't lose the big because of the small things Ah, although I didn't hear you go out, but at least we can stay in the green hills and still have firewood, Baosi! When will you come back! My sister invites you to dinner!"

I cleared my throat, "Well, I finished eating, that is, there is something I want to talk to you about."

"What's the matter? Tell me what's the matter, my sister can help without any errands!"

I knew she would misunderstand me, so I opened my mouth after a bit of deliberation, "I was at school in the afternoon, I saw that you have recovered recently and started taking jobs, so I called you, but the result was not very good..."

"What's the result, girl, tell me, if you say that I'm not fit to go out recently, then I'll hold back and never go out again!"

Alas, thinking about it, although she was beaten up that night, it may not be a bad thing, at least it will be convenient for me to pick her up.

"It's not that you are bad, but I see that your son is not good. He is either sick or..."

"What's wrong? Sister, don't scare me! My son is my lifeblood!"

I'm really not used to saying some things straight out, "I don't know the specifics. Anyway, my suggestion is that you go back and have a look. The hexagram shows that you'd better go back and have a look. Whether it's his illness or How about it, my suggestion is that you don't delay, go back to your hometown quickly, no one can catch up with you to see it yourself, you say yes."

"but I……"

She hesitated, "I'm going back to delay my work now, and I don't have any money left."

I sighed, "Sister Mi Xue, whether you go back or not is your own business, but I have said all I can say. If you believe me, you can go back and have a look, and you can't dawdle. I feel that the one in your hometown People will come to you again to ask for money in about two days, instead of letting him take it back, it is better to go back and give the money to the child with your own hands, do you think I am right?"

She seemed to have heard something, and her tone was a little heavy, "Bao Si, do you see something that is inconvenient to say clearly?"

Oh my god, how can I explain it clearly, can I tell you that your son is 100% dead?You have to believe it too!

"I've said everything I need to say. It's up to you whether you go back or not. I won't talk about Sister Michelle. I'll continue to take the subway here, and I'll be back in a while."

Her thoughts immediately became heavy, and she hung up the phone hesitantly. I know she will definitely get upset after hearing what I said, but I think she needs to find out the truth by herself, otherwise I will say that there is nothing wrong with it. Use, what should be done, I did. As for whether she can go back to her hometown, or whether she can see through the scam after returning to her hometown, that is her own business.

After transferring to the subway line, I returned home smoothly. As soon as I took out the key when I went upstairs, the door opened by itself. People who came out of it in a hurry almost ran into me. I didn’t even need to see their faces. You can tell it's Miss Michelle from the smell of this perfume.

"Oh, Baosi, you're back."

I hummed and looked at the suitcase she was dragging, "You are..."

She anxiously dragged the box out of the threshold, her tone still hasty, "Baosi, just now I called the fellow who gave me money, and he said that my son is really sick, and I feel uncomfortable right now. Yes, I dare to go back to my hometown to have a look on the train at night, and I will talk to you later!"

I nodded, and quickly made room for her, watching her go downstairs in a hurry, I can't express the feeling in my heart, mother and child may not be connected, just like my mother and I... It is conservatively estimated that her son will die. Four or five years, or she died as soon as she left her hometown. If there is really something to say, how could she not feel it all these years.

There was still no one at home, so I simply cleaned up the bags of instant noodles, and fiddled with the new mobile phone my father bought for a while, and my mother came back!

I was a little surprised. Before I could speak, she saw my mobile phone with a slightly tired face. This mobile phone is relatively high-end. Although it is the same brand as the second uncle bought me, it is a thin flip phone. "Did you take the V3?"

"Ah."

"Did you see your father?"

I know she can guess that my dad is the only one who has money when people around are chatting and chatting, "Well, he gave it to me."

Mom was a little displeased, "Don't you have a mobile phone?"

"He said he had bought all of them, and he kept them when he took them back, so he asked me to use them instead. I wanted to give them to my second uncle."

"Then he knows where our family lives?"

I looked at my mother's serious face, and my heart was not normal, "No, I came back by subway, so he took me to have some food."

The mother's expression was only a little relieved, "That's good, then you can give your second uncle the mobile phone, remember, don't contact your father."

"Ah."

She put down her bag and prepared to boil water to make instant noodles. I have to admit that my mother didn't steal delicious food. She was fooling herself, let alone taking care of me. "I heard, are you looking for a part-time job?"

"Ah."

I silently slandered in my heart, and so did Sister Mi Xue. When did she talk to my mother about this? If she doesn't let me tell my mother to walk with her, then she can't tell my mother what I said!

"Don't look for it."

Although my mother seems to be concentrating on tearing up the bucket noodle box, her tone is unquestionable, "You are here with me, and you are still looking for a part-time job. Tell your second uncle what they think. I don't agree with what job you are looking for. , do I need you to earn money?"

It's me who needs money.

Her lips moved, "I didn't say I'm looking for it now, I said I'm on vacation..."

"Not even on vacation."

Mom began to squeeze the oil bag again, "You can choose by yourself during the holiday, either go back to your hometown or study here, but my suggestion is not to go back to your hometown, it will cost more."

I really don't understand her. She has no money, and she is afraid that I will spend money, and then won't let me earn money. This person, you think she is saving face, or she is swollen to pretend to be fat!
"Bao Si, did you hear what I said?"

"I heard."

I responded angrily, and I will be rebellious if I pretend to be cute and sensible for a long time!
My mother heard that I was upset, so she calmed down and looked at me, "I'm doing it for your own good. You said you are so young, what do you do part-time? I saw some students selling yogurt or coffee in the supermarket. Just twenty or thirty, do you have this time to study well, my mother asked you how many points you can get in the test now."

"Four to five hundred."

"In the second year of high school, you should divide arts and sciences. Which aspect are you better at?"

Speaking of this, I don’t seem to be partial to subjects. I’m all like that. I’m not particularly good or particularly bad. I just hate liberal arts. It seems that my grandma didn’t give me a good foundation in Chinese, but to be a teacher, I must learn Chinese. .

"Let's write."

Mom nodded, "Can you get into key universities like 985.211? If you say yes, Mom will try her best to save money for you."

I lowered my eyes, "Currently, there are only three books."

I still have to keep my grades and work hard. I don’t think it’s a problem to get a score of [-] or [-]. The only difference is the university. Tsinghua University is definitely useless.

"Three books?"

Mom raised her eyebrows, "What kind of schools are the three... Forget it, then let me ask you, do you know what major you want to study in university in the future?"

Did my mother talk a little too far when I was just in the first year of high school, "Finance."

I want to make money. When I have these consciousnesses, I feel that I want to touch anything related to money, but as I grow older, I feel a little depressed.

Because I studied with a certain purpose, I used to think that I could earn a lot of money by going to university, but now that I think about it, it’s not the same thing, just like my father talked with me when I came back by car. He said, university The emphasis is on the inheritance of knowledge, not necessarily to teach you some skills to make money or survive.

He talked a lot, and he also said that there are millions of college students graduating every year, and how many of them are unemployed as soon as they graduate. These things made me confused. Of course, he also encouraged me at the end, saying that he would let me relax and go to college. Young people should go through the process and gain a lot, but what they can gain depends on myself.

"Finance? If you don't have a background, will your major have a future?"

My mother suddenly became sharp, "Study medicine. I suggest you study science. If you study medicine in the future, Xia Wendong will help you to some extent after graduation. I dare not say anything else. It is no problem to enter a big hospital."

"It's my own business, I make my own choice."

I was not happy anymore, I sat there and looked up at her, "I know what I want to do in the future, I will not be a doctor, I don't like it, that job has too little private time, I have to travel around as a husband."

My mother also got angry, "You also said that you want to be a gentleman, okay, I also hope that you can be a big gentleman to honor your ancestors and make your second uncle and others look good, but you tell me that there is a major in the university What, is it possible that you have studied Chinese or history for four years? Instead of doing this, you might as well read books at home, don’t your uncle have a lot of books, you can finish it after reading it!”

I took a deep breath, nodded and looked at her, "That's fine, then I don't have to study now, to save you from working so hard and having to pay for me to study."

"what do you mean."

"It's boring!"

I threw the mobile phone in my hand on the bed, took out my homework and started writing, what the hell is the point! !

Mom didn't speak for a long time, and the water didn't boil, she stretched on the spot for a long time and opened her mouth gently to me, "I'm sorry, Bao Si."

I didn't say a word, I was still working on the question, but I felt that this question suddenly became so difficult that I couldn't figure it out!

Mom stroked the hair on her forehead, and sighed a little depressed, "I've been too tired recently, and I'm under a lot of pressure. You know, my job is to put makeup on the dead, but they are very dead... I can only say , some faces are gone, but the nose and eyes have to be made out, and sometimes the family members are not satisfied after a whole day, I have no choice, I can only tell myself that I understand that they are in a bad mood , so it's hard to speak, after all, I'm in the service industry, has it been a long time, once I get home, I can't control it... Don't be angry with me. "

I bit my lip, but still didn't want to speak.

My mother walked up to me and sighed, "I know that the pocket money given to you is very little. The most common cup of milk tea in your school costs five yuan. Mom knows that I have wronged you, but I said those things for your future. I promise, I will never say what I said today again in the future, you can choose it yourself, it’s just a part-time job, I don’t agree, this is true, you are still young, don’t turn around and let people deceive you, I’m going to boil water.”

I stretched out my hand to hold my forehead, and stood up at the window until my mother went out. I took a few deep breaths to hold back my tears. Is it because my time with my mother is still short, so I can't understand her in everything? ?

To be honest, I don't really want to go to university now, and I don't want my mother to spend money on me. What if Mom is under too much pressure to go online with me!Can I do it!
After my mother boiled the water, she ate the noodles in the kitchen by herself, and even took a shower in the small bathroom. After she finished, I also took a shower. In fact, this was to avoid being face-to-face with her. I don't want to say anything more, I don't understand anything at this age, I don't like it, it's just my mother's style, she makes me tired and tired.

Before going to bed at night, my mother still lifted my curtain, "Baosi, are you still angry with me? You are my daughter. I hope you are well, you know."

I nodded, and my uncle's book was put aside, "I know, it's just that I found that I used to think more simply, I wanted to make money, and I wanted to be a husband, but looking at it now, most of the occupations don't seem to have much personal time. But I must finish high school, and I will figure things out for college.”

Mom didn't say anything more, she just said something lightly that I have wronged you and went back.

I don't let myself think too much, it's useless, and I don't feel too wronged. Given the economic situation, it doesn't matter if it's unrealistic.

……

Going to school again, Tong Qianqian's attitude changed, and she smiled and approached me kindly after class, "Xue Zhi, your dad's car is not bad, I heard it's worth several million."

I was holding the books I will use for the next class. This number scared me. I thought to myself that his family surnamed Lu is really rich, but I still responded perfunctorily, "I don't know, I don't know about the car." Research."

She chuckled twice, "Hey, what does your father do, he can't be a driver for others."

"cannot!"

The guardian next to her spoke as if she was well-informed, "Xue recognizes her father's watch, Parmigiani Fleurier, my cousin's foreigner wears this watch, and the ones that are tens of thousands smaller are the worst. The prices are almost outrageous!"

I looked at Tong Qianqian's surprised face, and my heart tensed up, but I didn't care to ridicule this protector, how could he notice my dad's watch with such good eyesight, thinking that the watch should also be given by the dean, my dad is the only one Doctor, even if the condition is better, it is not so extravagant.

"Oh, Xue Zhen, I really didn't expect it. It's low-key enough. Then what does your family do? Your father is in business, right? Is he in business, so he will let you go if he can't take care of you?" I’m back home, I’ve seen a lot of rich people’s children like this, they didn’t grow up with their parents, don’t you think so?”

The guardians around Tong Qianqian nodded one after another, "Yes, it must be so, Xue Zhi, what does your father do."

I choose to block them, do I have the obligation to tell them what my dad does?
But I couldn't control Pang Pang, so I heard her look at Tong Qianqian and the others with a picky tone, "Xue recognizes that her father is the department director of Xinya Hospital, and he just came back from the United States!"

"doctor?"

Tong Qianqian was puzzled, "Doctors are so rich? Xue Zhen, what does your mother do?"

I looked at her, and the corners of my mouth curled into a big arc, "My mother, you'd better not ask, I promise you won't want to contact and learn about her work."

Tong Qianqian was confused by my appearance, "It's so mysterious..."

As he said that, he changed the subject and nodded himself, "That's fine, I won't ask any more. Hey, there is a concert in the stadium this Saturday. My brother managed to get a few tickets. Let's go see it together. Take it, we will be the Seven Sisters from now on, how about the Seven Fairies!"

This is going to make me take advantage of it again. Unfortunately, I can't afford to spend ten yuan a day with her. This friend is too expensive, and I have nowhere to go.

"No time to."

"Go, or on Sunday, let's go to the beach and take a speedboat together, it's very enjoyable!"

"Not interested in."

"Don't, Xue Zhi, you..."

"Qianqian, I think she looks down on us."

It can be regarded as a Dharma protector who is a discerning person, but it's not that I don't like it, I don't look at it at all!
Tong Qianqian also felt that my attitude was a bit poignant to her, so the smile faded from the corner of her mouth resentfully, and she snorted softly, "Cut, don't pull it down, what's the big deal... let's go!"

This is really a perfect ending. The appearance of my dad at least makes them dare not tease me anymore. Although I am not afraid of them teasing, to be honest, I don’t want to make things big. I belong to the process and don’t care, but You can tell me to do whatever you want afterwards.

Whether it's an apology or a gift, I can cooperate, because I feel angry, and I don't suffer. If I have a good attitude later, my parents can explain it to me. But now the environment has changed, and my mother is there, so I didn't make a fuss. , safe and sound, I am also quite satisfied.

Pang Pang snickered next to me, "Baosi, they are all afraid of you, no, they are afraid of your father, and they will definitely not dare to say nasty things in the future."

I didn't reply, I flipped through the book in my hand and looked at it casually.

"Bao Si, I gave this to you, for..."

Looking at the compasses box that appeared in front of me, I was stunned, "What does this mean?"

Pang Pang smiled embarrassedly, "Your tip is bent, I picked it for you at the stationery store I went to last night, I know your family is rich, so I don't care about these things, but I think yours is because I'm broken, so I have to pay you back."

I pushed back, "Mine still works, thanks."

Pang Pang was a little anxious, "Take it, I don't want to take it, I feel really bad, don't you, you also look down on me, think my family raises chickens, and I don't study well..."

I grabbed the compasses box, "Thank you."

She smiled contentedly, "You're welcome, let's go to the supermarket to drink yogurt after class, I invite you."

I was serious, "No, I invite you, otherwise I don't want the compasses."

She wanted to say something, but looked at my face for a while, then nodded, "Okay, then you invite me this time, and I invite you next time, okay?"

The class bell rang, I looked at the blackboard, and said lightly, "Let's talk about it next time."

……

Distressed, two boxes of yogurt directly wiped out my pocket money for the day!
The two of us were sitting on the stone steps next to the school playground, drinking yogurt in our mouths, blowing the wind, and looking at the playground casually in a daze.

"Bao four."

"Ok?"

"I really envy you. You are beautiful and have money at home. You don't have to worry about anything in the future. Like you, are you going to go abroad as soon as you graduate from high school? My dad also planned to let me go abroad before, but my family Now it’s not as good as it was a few years ago, and I also feel that if I go abroad, I have to..."

"My family has no money."

She smiled, "Don't be ridiculous, your father has such a good temperament, he is very cultured at first glance."

"My parents are divorced."

I turned my face to look at him, "My parents divorced when I was ten years old, my mother didn't let me have any contact with my father, so, my father has money, that's his business, he just occasionally Will come to see me, in fact, I am a poor student from the countryside, and my family is very difficult."

She still didn't believe it, "Then isn't your mother from the city? Don't you say her job is still very mysterious!"

I smiled faintly, "Mysterious work is a good job. You think that the Chinese Academy of Sciences, she is doing plastic surgery for corpses, that is, beautifying the remains. In the funeral parlor, whoever dies is more ugly, and those who are more shameful rely on her to make up and repair it. I understand. ."

Pang Pang was so frightened that he moved his butt to the side, "Don't scare me..."

I laughed, "Why are you scaring me? My grandma was seriously ill. It was my mother who sold the house to see a doctor for her. So, my mother's financial situation was very poor afterwards, but she is a good-looking person. I don't want people to know, let alone my father, to put it simply, I really envy you, if my family had a chicken farm, I would laugh out loud in my dreams."

Nagging and talking a lot, holding back for a long time, I also want to vent, besides, I don't like slapping my face to look fat, I don't have money and it's not ashamed, but whether I say it or not depends on my mood.

Pang Pang’s expression was startled at first, then dazed, and finally a little sympathetic. Before I finished speaking, she got up, “Baosi, don’t buy me drinks anymore, I’ll treat you, the situation of my chicken farm Although it's not as good as every year, my parents said that my school money is not a problem, it's pocket money, and I still buy food. My family doesn't limit me. They give me [-] a month, which is enough for me! "

I was shocked, she is two thousand a month?God, five hundred more than my semester!
Thinking about it, the corners of his mouth smiled, "I'm not Tong Qianqian and the others, I don't need you to treat me, and we will each buy our own in the future. If we are still in this city in the future, we are still friends, and we have our own money. Please, but now, they are all students, can we become AA, otherwise I will feel uncomfortable."

Pang Pang raised his forehead, looked at me, and nodded, "Success!"

Sitting next to me again, she smiled beautifully, which made me a little uncomfortable, "What are you laughing at?"

She grinned, "No, I just think that you tell me so much that you regard me as a friend. In fact, when I first knew that my parents were going to send me here to study, I was very scared. I was afraid that I would have no friends. I'm afraid that people in the city will look down on me.

I used to be very popular in junior high school, and my classmates loved to go to my house to play, but my dad said that children in the city are not easy to deal with, and that it’s okay to spend a little money, the most important thing is to have friends. Taking over my chicken farm can also expand the business in the city. I want to make good contacts now, so I want to have a good time with my classmates, including Tong Qianqian, but who knows, they all look down on me, and they are still behind my back. Say me. "

I didn't say anything, I felt that her father's point of view was problematic. I don't have any friends. Xiaoliu is a relative, and Li Xue doesn't count, but she is an example of me exchanging material things. , Those who are called friends are not human beings, King Kong, Xiaolu, and Xiaonai, which one is exchanged for money?
Lifting my eyes, I don’t know if it’s telepathy. There are a few old babies flying over my head from a distance. I smiled and looked at it. This is not the first time. To Xiaolu, but I think, it will not forget me, as long as I use my unique skills to summon, it will definitely appear, I still have this confidence.

"Bao Si, why are you silent?"

I regained my composure and looked at Pang Pang with the corners of his lips curled up, "I don't like to use money to make friends. Those who have interests can be called partners if they die. Moreover, I think what your father said is a bit premature. High school students have to take the exam." The university, when the time comes, it will be scattered in all directions, how do you contact me, the university is about the same."

Pang Pang nodded, sighing a little depressed, "But like me, I can't get into a university. Fortunately, my father doesn't expect me to go to a prestigious school. He just says that I can get a junior college. Our family can't go to school." Yes, so my parents hope that I can have a diploma, not to use it for other things, but to show off, to show off that there is finally someone in the family who has not graduated from junior high school and will not study!"

I couldn't help laughing, and I was still envious in my heart. If my family didn't have financial pressure, just like ordinary families, I just think it's natural for my children to go to college, then I think, I will be very relaxed, at least, the grades If you work hard, you can still go up a bit. It won't be like now, only thinking that money is important, and everything has to be planned around money.

"Xue admits?"

Someone called me and raised my head, but it was a boy I didn’t know. He looked at me and smiled, and there were several people standing not far behind him, poking their heads. I’m familiar with this posture. He must have given me something or introduced himself. .

"Well, I'm helping Ma Zhe to send a message. He asked you to go to the back playground before the evening self-study. He has something for you."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and ran away, and those boys stood together shoulder to shoulder, one of them was still looking back at me from time to time, I know him, Ma Zhe, that sportsman, what award did he get for military training, and he came to speak on stage coming.

"Marger?"

Pang Pang's excitement was astonishingly low, which baffled me, "Bao Si, it's Ma Zhe!"

"Yeah, it's not Marx, why are you excited?"

Pang Pang covered his mouth and looked at me, "How handsome! Tong Qianqian in our class likes him, you know!"

Oh, I really don't know.

I don't see who is handsome, but the one surnamed Lu is worse... huh!What do you want him to do!ill!

"Hey...Baosi! Baosi! Remember to go, there must be a surprise!"

"No time, I have to go home."

"do not!!"

Pang Pang grabbed my arm and snickered, "Do you have someone you like, ah, who, who?!"

"No, I have no idea of ​​puppy love."

Pang Pang curled his lips, "I don't believe it. Since you were a child, there hasn't been a boy who can impress you?"

I looked sideways at her, "Yes, of course I am impressed."

Pang Pang seemed to feel that his trick had succeeded, "What's that called? Which school!"

"I don't know which school he is from, but now, he should be abroad."

"Foreign!!"

Her nature of gossip was exposed, "Tell me, tell me what his name is, I'll hear if the name sounds good!"

"The surname is Lu."

"land!!!"

I was speechless, "Why are you excited..."

Pang Pang's face was black and red, "The surname of the hero of the novel! Isn't the name very nice! Is it from our city? Is his father a very capable, rich second generation, ah? Baosi! What do you say? explain!"

I stopped and looked at her solemnly, "His father is really capable, a celebrity, just a wife, there are quite a few..."

"Really."

Pang Pang stared, "Then what is his father's name, I don't know him."

I nodded heavily, "Well, you must know each other!"

"Say it, Baosi, tell me quickly, who is it?"

"Lu Zhenhua."

"Who?"

Pang Pang rolled his eyes and thought, "This name sounds familiar!"

I suppressed a smile and looked at her, "Of course you are familiar with him. His father is so famous. He was nicknamed Black Leopard! He also has three younger sisters, one named Yiping, one named Ruping, and one named Mengping..."

"Okay, Baosi! You're kidding me!"

I laughed and ran into the classroom, this girl is all focused on reading romance novels, if I don't tease her, who will I tease!
……

Looking at my campus life, I think what I have gained is a friend like Pang Pang. At least, with her, my city life is not so lonely.

The male classmate named Ma Zhe still entangled me for a while, but I directly cut off his love with a quick way, that is, handed over the love letter he gave me to the dean.

As a result, I don’t need to say it. The dean was the wife of my dad’s colleague. She was furious in an instant and was criticized by the assembly. She said that next time, she would stay in school for probation as a warning to others. I can't wait to kill me with my eyes.

Of course, I was talked about behind my back for a long time, saying that I am damaged, that I am sick, some are, but it is very good, no one dares to tease me anymore, after all, students, there is a leisurely mind to talk nonsense , but most of them are afraid of delaying their studies because of this.

I am relaxed. Every day except for class, I chat with Pang Pang. At first, she couldn’t control her old problem and was willing to treat me to eat, but it’s good if I put her face down a few times. I think the two of us It is good, but there must be a degree, especially now that I am relatively poor, and I don’t like this feeling even more. To put it bluntly, it is the self-esteem among friends that is causing trouble!
Sister Mi Xue came back more than a month later. She was in a distraught state and her face was very bad. I didn't ask her what happened. Just by looking at her appearance, I could guess that she was pretty close.

She didn't go out very much at night for a while, and she cried in the room when she had nothing to do. The room is not soundproof, so I can hear it, but I didn't try to comfort her. I think the more this thing comforts her, the more uncomfortable it is. Coming out is not a comforting thing.

She didn't knock on the door until one night when I was going to bed by myself at home, and when I opened the door, she hugged me directly, with the smell of perfume on her body, "Bao Si, they are so inhuman It's too inhuman..."

I didn't know until that night that her child had indeed died a long time ago. She had a fever and was burned to death in the hospital, but her mother-in-law and father-in-law didn't tell her that she thought she didn't do a good job and was pointed out when she came home. do not like to go back.

It happened that there was a fellow from the same village who was good with her in-laws, and they helped send money back and forth. When the child was older, she wanted to hear the child talk, and when she called someone else’s home, the in-laws would bring a boy and call her mother, but she didn’t realize it. , So it was soaked for several years.

"Bao Si, in fact, for a year, I felt my heart hurt when I was sleeping, and I dreamed that my son was crying with blood stains. It might not be a good thing, but later, I called the village and heard the child's voice again... I thought it was my dream, but who knows, they used the old Lu family's child who is the same age as my son to lie to me... lie to me!"

I patted her on the back lightly. The thing that can make people ignorant is probably money.

"Baosi, you said how bad they are, they saw me go back, and they wanted the son of the old Lu family to pretend to be my son... They thought I was stupid, no matter how many years I have been away, how can I not know my own child! "

I sighed, and didn't start to ask until she was emotionally stable, "Then, where is your husband?"

Sister Mi Xue sniffed, "He, he went in a long time ago, gathered people to gamble, and he didn't want to beat people to death when he lost money. My family is poor. When I was a teenager, my mother asked me to marry me. He is The only son, he was nice to me when we were married, but he was exposed as soon as we got married, has a bad temper, and likes to drink and beat people.

Later I ran away, and he knew that I had gone to the city to become a young lady, so he divorced me. When I found out that something happened to him, I was afraid that the child would suffer, so I kept giving the child money, thinking that the child was not motherless, but who You know, these bastards are just using me as a cash cow! "

The more she talked, the more excited she became, and she cried, "I came out to accompany drinks when I was 20 years old. I was in a nightclub. I vomited and had diarrhea after drinking. In the end, I got sick and couldn't drink anymore. That's why I did it privately! Who wants to do this? , if it wasn't for the sake of my children all these years, I would have gone out to make troubles every night! Damn it, these people have made me miserable!"

I patted her arm, "Sister Mi Xue, at least you know now, it's not too late, just right, you can change the line."

"But I have a famine!"

Her tone was sad and helpless, "Last year they wanted to build a house, and they asked me for the money. I should have burned that house down before I left! It was all my hard-earned money!"

I let her cry and cry, and it was comfortable to explode. Anyway, there is no shortage of wicked people. After she finished crying, she thanked me a lot and said she would give me money, but I didn't want it. It's nothing, there's no need to be Ding Kemao.

After that, she became a little depressed. Seeing my mother, she didn't say anything about chatting enthusiastically, and my mother asked me what was wrong with her. Sprinkle a layer of salt on the heart.

At the end of the first semester, I was not in a hurry to go back to my hometown. Instead, I went to work without telling my mother. Her busy work provided a lot of convenience for my personal activities. As long as I was at home in the morning and evening, I could let her come back to see me occasionally , The place I went to was introduced by Pang Pang, her aunt opened a noodle restaurant, and it happened that I worked there as a small worker for a winter vacation, earning 800 yuan.

During the Chinese New Year, I went back to my hometown alone. She was busy and couldn’t go back. I must go back. I have to go to the grave and see my second uncle and uncle Chen Li blind. I bought some new year’s goods and took them back. I was in a good mood. The second uncle looked at me and kept complaining that I lost weight. I smiled and said that I was losing weight, which made Xiaoliu keep curling his lips, saying, "I'm a thin person." If you do it, it will decrease..."

I scratched my face and looked at him, "See, it's called baby fat! If you don't lose weight, how can your fourth sister be a gentleman? Does she have prestige!"

Xiao Liu heheed twice, "Make it up, you can make it up, and return baby fat... How can you say you have lotus root arms?"

I chased him to fight, and the year of fighting and fighting was over. I was afraid that they would ask me about the city, so I didn't say anything. Anyone who asked me said anything. I just showed Xiaoliu Pang Pang As a result, this guy just said, "I'll go! This heavyweight! Fourth sister, you are very scheming!"

"Why am I so scheming?"

Xiao Liu winked, "Put yourself off, Rousier... Hey! Don't pinch me, Mom! Look at Xue Baosi!"

The bright moon must be facing me, so I don’t care, just smiled and watched us make trouble, until I went to see my uncle and master, and then went home after finishing the book, everyone’s state was finally not as unstable as when I left for the first time , just kept asking me to eat more, and to call often...

I kept nodding, feeling that although time is not a good medicine, at least it can make people calm down a lot.

In the summer vacation, I will not go back to my hometown. I will continue to work in the small noodle shop of Aunt Pang Pang’s house. This busy and gradually adapting life lasted until the end of my second year of high school. I was quite anxious about the future of college, but one thing The occurrence of this is a brief diversion of my attention, no, everyone's attention...

The introduction of this incident was that Tong Qianqian fainted during the final exam. We all thought she was suffering from heat stroke, so some enthusiastic students sent her to the school doctor. As soon as the school doctor opened her clothes, she found her waist It is tied with the kind of corset that ancient women made themselves.

It should be tight. In addition to the hot weather and the stress of the exam, she fainted by herself, but it must be abnormal to tie this thing. The school doctor untied it for her. We don’t know what’s going on, just After a while, the head teacher was called, and then her mother was also called. Some classmates eavesdropped there, and after knowing the result, they quickly returned to the classroom to spread the word, that is, Tong Qianqian was pregnant for more than five months!

This is definitely a blockbuster, her mother is going crazy, scolding her loudly in the office for embarrassment, asking her to say who the father is!
She refused to say anything, just cried, and then the four major protectors were also called, and they were recruited every time they came and went. It was not someone else, the sports stick, Ma Zhe, so Ma Zhe was called into the office...

However, just when we thought they were going to play hard-working mandarin ducks to move the world, Ma Zhe refused to admit it in a bloody way!

This incident makes me feel very familiar, that is, the process is very familiar, the woman admits it, but the man does not. It's just that Ma Zhe and Tong Qianqian seem to be pursued by Tong Qianqian, while Li Xue was 'influenced' by Sun Hongsheng, but the result is the same. That's why I said, boys in the student period are too unreliable!
If you dare to do it, you dare to admit it!How about the spirit of taking off your pants!

This matter lasted until the afternoon, the last subject was finished, and I was relaxing there, when I heard someone yelling that Tong Qianqian is back, I didn't go to see it, but I heard a lot of voices talking about her, what? Shameless, shameful, ruined future, you name it.

To be honest, this is the time to fight for psychological quality, like me, who was poked at the spine when I was a child, I am very used to these pointers and feel pediatric, but Tong Qianqian is in a trance, light, with It looks like a ghost, staggering into class...

Her mother was still scolding her by her stepmother, "Pack up your schoolbags and get out with me, go home, and see if I don't beat you to death!"

She was crying as she put away her schoolbag, and looked at her four friends while she was packing the pencil case, "Can you..."

The four guardians all turned around in unison, pretending that they didn't see her, this scene is quite funny, the teeth are cold before the lips are dead.

Tong Qianqian bit her lip, cried and looked around at the students in the class again, many of them had to look at her with a smile, of course, it was the kind of ridicule of contempt, I don't know what she thought, bang He slapped the table and stood up, shouting, "Ma Zhe!!!!"

The students in the class were taken aback, but then they all snickered, "Nobody recognizes her, and she even yelled, let people sleep in vain."

"Oh, from now on it will be broken shoes, whoever wears them will break..."

Tong Qianqian turned her head and stared at them viciously, "Shut up! How can I do your shit!!"

The two boys looked at her disdainfully, "Don't let us talk about what you did by yourself, broken shoes." He didn't make a sound for the last two words, but he did it with his mouth.

Tong Qianqian strode forward and pointed at his nose, "I won't let you go!!!"

The boy didn't care, "Come on, get rid of your child first and then don't let me go..."

Tong Qianqian gritted her teeth vigorously. I thought something was going to happen to her in this state. Just when she wanted to get up, she just heard her howl, stepped on the table and chairs and jumped onto the window sill, facing the open window after the summer, almost There was a bang before everyone had time to react!There was a sound of face pockets hitting the ground.

"what!!!"

It was Pang Pang who was the first to react, and she yelled loudly in fright, "Tong Qianqian jumped off the building!!"

I rushed to the edge of the window sill with a few steps, and there was a gurgling in my throat. The sight of my death was extremely tragic.

Normally, our classroom is on the fifth floor. If she is correct, she may be disabled, but at least she will die. But on the first floor, flowers and plants less than two meters wide are planted against the wall, and the school will deliberately plant flowers and plants for fear of being stepped on by students. The outer end was surrounded by a sharp iron fence, so this Tong Qianqian, who was so desperate to die, was stuck on it. The most important thing was that she was tied up by her neck, and she fell to the ground half-kneeling, with her neck still on the fence The compact, spear-like tip pokes...

While a lot of blood was pouring out, I was sure she was not dead, because her body was twitching, twitching, and even wanted to raise her head, but she made a little effort, and her head drooped heavily amidst screams , Those sharp spear points completely pierced her neck...

(End of this chapter)