I'm Mrs.

Chapter 141

For a moment, I couldn't understand the look in my mother's eyes. I was stunned, surprised, and then there was such an unbelievable fear...

The scene was really full, I didn't say anything, I just watched her stand there for more than a minute as if someone had pressed the pause button, and then said tremblingly, "What did you say?"

I shrugged my shoulders and didn't respond, but told her clearly with body language that if she was not deaf, she should be able to hear clearly.

My mother's eyes were red as hell, she stiffened her neck and stood in front of me vigorously, "I can't believe that such a thing was said by a 19-year-old child."

I smiled sadly, with a little self-deprecating, "Then what do you think I should say when I am 19 years old, should I ask you when you walk in the door, or ask you about the things in the crisper What is it? What do you want me to do, as long as you tell me, I can cooperate."

"Xue Bao four!!"

I watched her blushing face actually 'giggle'~ and laughed, "Why are you so anxious, this room is just the two of us, and sister Mi Xue is not here anyway, isn't it just this shitty thing that let me know? , What’s the big deal, you’ve eaten everything, and now you’re afraid people will tell you, I remind you, you’d better call me in a low voice, otherwise, your anxiety seems to me to be nothing but embarrassment after being dirty.”

"you!!!"

My unhurried tone seemed to really irritate my mother. I don’t want to say how much my heart hurts at this moment. From the moment I learned to cry when I was nine years old, my life seems to be telling me that no matter how much Desperation, how sad, you have to bear it, endure it all, and tell yourself cruelly to see the reality clearly.

My mother's slap was still in the air, I stood up while leaning on the armrest of the single sofa, raised my face slightly, "You slap."

"Xue Baosi! Don't think I'm afraid!!"

I still laughed, how could I think she didn’t dare? Didn’t she just reward me with a slap of stewed meat a few days ago? It’s delicious, I’ll hang out with you from now on, do women love beauty, mom, I also want to be beautiful forever, just right, I will work hard from now on, and strive for a hundred years later, we can still look at each other We are in our early thirties, and the other looks like he is eighteen or nineteen, how many people will envy us when we go out, right?"

"you you……"

Tears welled up in my mother's eyes, and she let go of her hand in a slump, "Are you trying to piss me off, you!! You are my daughter, you..."

I snorted, "I'm your daughter, so you want to tell me that you're actually eating this for me?"

Mom was gasping for breath, as if she was desperately trying to calm herself down. I'm not in a hurry, there is plenty of time for her to cry when she wants to, and to make trouble when she wants to. Since I dare to come here, our plan will follow the changes!

After about ten, twenty, ten minutes, my mother took two deep breaths and looked at me, "That classmate of yours told you, she told you everything."

I raised my eyebrows slightly, "Mom, in fact, you can make her never pass birth, so she can't come out to trouble me, right?"

Mom stood there stiffly, her lips trembling slightly.

I sighed softly, "You have a lot of time to drive nails into her skull, so that even if she wants to seek revenge from me, she won't be able to avenge her, but why didn't you do that."

My mother was in a daze, she turned her face away and didn't dare to look at me, "I, I don't understand what you are saying."

I let out a laugh, "Don't you understand? The Xue family's yin and yang behavior should have been inherited by you. I have heard of the deeds of you being a yin and yang at a young age. Why? , now you don’t understand? Since you don’t want to say it, let me tell you why you didn’t do everything right, why did you leave Tong Qianqian a way out when you knew Tong Qianqian was so bluffing? Is it because you are soft-hearted? ,Mother?"

My mother still kept her face away from me, so naturally she didn't respond.

I seemed to be talking to myself, and I was still talking, "Of course not, if you are really merciful, you won't touch other people's children, so there is only one reason why you don't want her to live forever." , that is...for yourself."

Mother's body shook, and she said in a trembling voice, "I still don't understand..."

"Ha ha."

I looked at her side face coldly, and said, "What don't you understand! Aren't you just afraid! You are too aware of these backlashes! You already need to suffer backlashes if you cannibalize human fetuses. That is equivalent to adding crime to crime!!
You know that the living people cannot digest the consequences of this kind of bad karma, so you don’t think it’s worth it, and you don’t want to let yourself die on the street one day and go to hell and suffer torture day and night!So you'd rather have a little bit of luck than create crimes for yourself, to put it bluntly!It is because you know what you are doing so you are afraid! ! "

Mother's body trembled greatly, she sucked her nose forcefully, her lips were bloodless, she turned her head, but looked at me with such a trace of composure, "Baosi, listen to what mother said, I don't I know what your classmate told you, but the stuff in this fresh-keeping box is not what you think... It is actually medicinal materials, which are found in the Pharmacopoeia. , this one is called Zihe Che, I took this back just to replenish my body."

Zihe car?
Does she want to fool me like this? Is this going to refresh my three views again? When things have come to this point, she can still come up with an excuse to defend herself. The point is that this excuse can't make me feel a little bit about her at all. Si's sympathy, on the contrary, the anger in my heart is rising, the word 'confession', is it so difficult for her!
"Zi, river, car..."

I watched my mother confirm word by word, then picked up the fresh-keeping box and opened the lid, and began to tear the black plastic sheet on it amidst my mother's exclamation. My mother was frightened by my appearance and grabbed it vigorously. The frozen fetus in my hand said, "What are you doing!!"

"What did you say I did!!"

I looked at her coldly, "Didn't you say that this thing is a Zihe car, then I will give you a physiological hygiene class! Let me tell you, that thing in a Zihe car is a placenta, and what you have in your hand is a developing placenta." The placenta is the placenta and the child is the child, can eating the placenta be the same as eating the child? Could it be that you have been lying to yourself that this is Ziheche when you are eating the dead child?!"

'Snapped! ! "

My mother still slapped me on the face, and during the few seconds when my brain was blank, I somehow thought of the appearance of the surname Lu who was slapped by me that day——

Now I am in his angle at that time, plus the shape of my face that was forced to be slightly sideways due to the strength, I am really exactly the same as him. The tip of my tongue immediately made an unconscious move, that is, to touch the cheek, numb, really numb .

"Do you think I want to eat? I'm not, not for..."

"nice."

After uttering a word, I spit out a mouthful of saliva lightly, but it's a pity that there was no blood from the beating, otherwise it must be very touching to spit it out.

Without talking nonsense, I took my schoolbag directly, dumped it on the bed with a 'crash', pulled out a few slips from a pair of messy things and turned back to hand them to her.

"Look for yourself. I know everything about you. I don't want to say anything to you now. I also know that even if you confess to me at this moment, you can't be sincere. Then let's stop talking nonsense. Well, now, I will give you two choices.

One, if you complain about grievances, complain about grievances, and if you want to turn around after you finish speaking, you tell me, I will help you even if I take my life. My mother and I will be companions on the way to practice Tianshan Child Elder. You will be the eldest grandmother and I will be the younger grandmother. After eating the children, you will share half of them with me. I will not pick arms and legs. I want to be beautiful! "

My mother trembled all over looking at those lists, and she didn't know whether she was angry or stimulated by me, "You went to find Xia Wendong, didn't you? Did you go to him!"

"Yes." I said concisely.

"He, how did he tell you, how did he tell you!!"

I looked at my mother's face, inexplicably, there was such an uncontrollable pity, "He just repeated the truth, from when you were pregnant and gave birth to me, to your postpartum depression, and finally, how did he want to help you? Human fetus, how did he leave the LUJUN hospital... everything, if you have anything to add, then I'm all ears."

Mom bit her lip hard, stepped back as if she had no strength, and sat down on the coffee table staggeringly, "Can you tell me why you are so calm after knowing everything..."

I walked up to her silently, "I just want to understand one thing, you cannibalize human fetuses just for the sake of beauty."

My mother lowered her eyes, a kind of inexplicable grievance was rippling all over her body, she covered her face hard, and there was a small crying sound from her mouth, which seemed to be ashamed, but also seemed to collapse. I didn't understand her reaction, just I know, she is not normal, yes, being able to eat a human fetus is itself not normal.

I think I need to explain the whole story clearly, because my head is about to explode, "I also know about the fact that Nurse Liu sold you a human fetus, and I know everything about you. Now, I just I want to ask you, what is your difficulty, and what is it that supports you to do such insane things all the time."

"No reason!!"

Mom finally broke out with her face full of tears, she raised her finger and pointed at herself desperately, "I just want to be beautiful! I just want to be beautiful, can I!!!"

I gritted my teeth and forced myself to nod, "Yes, every woman wants to be beautiful, doesn't she want to be young forever? I just want to know why you are so obsessed with being beautiful. Now, you have This face, however, has already pushed Dad away, hasn't it."

"I do not care!!!"

The tears on my mother's face spittled my face, "I don't care about anything, I just want to maintain my appearance, I just want to be young forever! Whether you understand it or not!! I am like this! Even if You don’t recognize me as a mother, even if I lose everything, I don’t care!!”

My chest twitched mechanically, but my tone was as relaxed as possible, "Do you really don't care, or are you afraid of something?"

"Afraid?!!"

Mom let out a sharp laugh, "I have nothing to be afraid of, I am not afraid of anything! Now that you know everything, then I have nothing to be afraid of!!!"

This is going to break the can.

I took a deep breath, and when I let it out, I said lightly, "Actually, you are afraid that you will be inferior to that Shen Mingya. You are very afraid of her, aren't you?"

"I'm afraid of her?! It's ridiculous, isn't she just reincarnated with two dollars more than me? What scares me!?"

I looked at my mother's distorted face like a neuropathy, but my heart became more and more sure of my thoughts, "It's because you are not as rich as Shen Mingya, and you are so good at reincarnation, so you want to start from being young and beautiful, so as to compare yourself to others." Is she?"

"Xue Bao four!!"

My mother suddenly stretched out her hands to imprison my shoulders, and her bloodshot eyes wanted to stare out of their sockets, "I warn you, I will never allow you to mention the name Shen Mingya here, you will never Mention that old and ugly woman, no!!!"

"why……"

My shoulders grabbed by my mother swayed back and forth. I don't have much strength. Now that I am being touched by her like this, I feel like I will be motion sick and want to vomit every minute.

"No why, no why!!!"

Mom bared her teeth, and her facial features were so distorted that she was close to madness, "You swear to me, you swear that you will never mention that woman in front of me in your life, you swear!!!"

My head started to get dizzy, "Dad really loves you, why are you not confident, as long as you really love each other, no one else can hinder your life..."

"You shut up! You shut up!!"

My mother seemed to be driven by me. At first, she just shook me uncontrollably. She threw her body again, and immediately pushed me down on the single bed behind her. Her hands also moved from her shoulders to my neck, viciously. Gritting his teeth, he said, "I'll let you say it! I'll let you say it!!!"

"Uh……"

My arms were straight and flat on the bed, and the sundries poured out of my schoolbag were still under my body. Except for the mouth that was forced to open, I had no desire to struggle at all. I was tired, really tired...

I started to feel this tired feeling after my grandma left. I told myself every day that I must live like a hedgehog. As long as anyone offends me or my loved family, I will not hesitate I am willing to wrap myself and strengthen myself, but the thorns of the hedgehog do not spread all over the body. What about the heart, chest and abdomen...

Life is so tiring, and I have to stay awake all the time, then I might as well die, die, at least I can be reunited with the person who loves me the most, at least, I don’t need to let myself grow into a big tree desperately, and I don’t need to die When I am exhausted, I still want to shelter others from the wind and rain...

"You still can't say it! You can't say it!!!"

As my mother's strength became stronger and stronger, the sadness in my heart couldn't be further increased. My eyes were open, and tears slipped from the corners of my eyes unconsciously. Just when my eyes began to turn black, my mother's hands unexpectedly It's loose, I'm a little surprised, she is such a person who doesn't play cards according to common sense, so she should use this to strangle me to death, at least after I die, no one will say anything she doesn't like to hear.

"What did I do, what did I do... Baosi, Baosi, are you okay, don't scare mom, I have nothing, I really have nothing, your grandma told me a long time ago I, said you are my lucky star, Baosi, Baosi..."

My mother kept patting my face, pinching me, and trying to pull me up with both hands. I lay there weakly, and when I was breathing well, I started coughing uncontrollably. She looked at me, she kept apologizing, and kept apologizing incoherently.

"Mom didn't do it on purpose, and I don't know what's wrong with me. Baosi, don't have an accident, don't have an accident, you are the only root of the Xue family. If an accident happens to you, I will die and have no face." Seeing your grandparents, Baosi, Baosi, I beg you, please forgive mom, mom is really wrong..."

"Cough...cough..."

I was still coughing uncontrollably, with my eyes open, but when the light gradually recovered, I stared straight at the ceiling, grandma... Why didn't I live by my mother's side because of my grandma...

"Bao Si, you talk to your mother, can you talk to your mother, I really don't want to strangle you, I really don't... I just, I just can't control myself, I hate me Do you know, I really hate myself, I don’t know how I got here, I don’t want to eat human fetuses, but I can’t turn back, as long as I stop, I will rot to death , I can't die so ugly, I really can't...Bao Si!!"

I can't understand her, even if I die ten thousand times, I'm afraid I can't understand her.

"Bao Si, mother, please, please forgive me, please don't tell this matter, you can treat me as selfish, just let me go on like this, even if I die, I don't want to let myself Smelly rotten death, Baosi, Baosi..."

I slowly raised my arm, my mother thought I was going to pull her, and immediately held her hand, "Bao Si, do you want to get up..."

I didn't look at her, I didn't have the strength to talk to her, and I didn't want to persuade her, I just looked at the roof of the house, my hand was still stretching towards it, and at the same time, I hummed a tune faintly from my nose ...

My mother looked at me with puzzled eyes, "Bao Si, what's wrong with you, don't scare me, be scared of me."

I opened my mouth slightly, spit out notes, and at the same time looked straight at the mottled ceiling of my house, "The stars in the sky don't talk, the children on the ground miss their mothers, and think of their mother's words every night, the sparkling tears of Lu Binghua..."

My mother burst into tears, and sat down on the ground with a sad face. I didn't care about her, but just blindly stretched my hands up. Is the person I love the most in heaven?

"Ah~ ah~ the tea garden in my hometown is full of flowers, my mother's heart is at the end of the world, every night I think of my mother's words, the sparkling tears of Lu Binghua...the eyes in the sky blink, my mother's heart, Lu Binghua..."

"Baosi, I beg you, I beg you!!"

My mother got up and pulled me up vigorously, "I beg you, please don't sing this, please! Please don't sing this, please!!!"

I sat there in a daze, with my head tilted slightly, even if I stopped singing, I hummed the tune over and over again in my nose, is this the purpose of my coming to the city, grandma, have you seen it, do you hope , how can I help my mother, I really can't do it, I'm not as capable as you think.

"Baosi, Baosi, can I kneel down for you, can I kneel down for you, can I kneel down for you, I beg you, please don't do this again!!!"

With tears in my eyes, my mother actually knelt down in front of me, put her hands on my knees and said hoarsely, "I beg you, don't do this again, don't do this again!"

I really hate this rain...

I raised my hand and vigorously wiped away the tears in front of my eyes. I stared blankly at her and opened my mouth, "I'll ask you one last time, can you stop eating?"

My mother cried so hard that she couldn't see her true colors, she shook her head weakly and collapsed, "If I don't eat, I'll rot, I'll rot..."

The corner of my mouth twitched, and I raised my hand to push her away. My mother was pushed to the ground by my strength, her hands resting on the floor leather, she looked at me with eyes full of despair, "Bao Si, mother can't turn back There is no turning back...

My throat twitched, and I nodded, "Okay, then I will accompany you, and I will live forever with you."

After finishing speaking, I took a step forward and picked up the partially melted fetus. The black plastic bag was covered with cold water vapor. When I picked it up, I almost didn’t even think about it. , I just feel that the outside is soft, but the heart is still hard, and an indescribable stench spreads in the mouth the moment I bite it!
My stubborn resister's stomach twitched, and just about to pull vigorously, I heard my mother' ouch! ' let out a piercing howl, rush up and start snatching from my hands, "Are you crazy!! Are you crazy! Shut up! Shut up!!!"

Staring, I looked at my mother decisively, still biting the fetus in my mouth and did not let go. I knew it was a sin, but I had to do this. Nothing can be done! ! "

"Shut up!!!"

My mother pinched my cheek like crazy before starting, "Do you want to eat again the bitterness I have suffered!! You let me go!!!"

'Wow~~Wow~~~~! ! '

There was actually the sound of a child crying bitterly in my ears, did this child hurt from being bitten by me?

I felt an inexplicable pus start to flow out of my lips, and the smell was indescribable, like... poop soup.

"Bao Si!! Mom promises you!! Mom promises you everything!! You can't eat it, you must never eat it!!!!"

The force on the mouth was relaxed, and the fetus fell into the mother's hand. My teeth were cold and disgusting. I was so disgusted that I didn't even dare to lick with my tongue or close my mouth to purse my lips.

"You said, don't eat?"

Mother held the fetus carefully, watched me cry and convulse, "Baosi, do you think I want to eat it? I can't help it. I really can't help it. This is a crime. I was pregnant too." Yes, I know what it's like for a child to be in the womb for four or five months, and I don't want to be like this, but I'm really afraid of dying..."

"Let me ask you, if I break the body destruction technique for you, can you do it, and from now on, will you never do such outrageous things again?"

Mother was taken aback, put the fetus in the fresh-keeping box, wiped away her tears and looked at me, "What are you talking about, you, you will break?"

I nodded, "Yes, I will break."

My mother looked at my face blankly for a few seconds, and then smiled inexplicably, "You lied to me, how could you break it, this, this, even many foreign masters said that you can't break it, you, you just took over from Mama Hei. That's all, Hei, what Mama Hei said, can it be broken?"

Lying is hard work, but at this juncture, I must look confident, "Of course, as long as you can guarantee that you will not touch these fetuses from now on, I will help you."

My mother's breathing became short of breath, "I don't believe it, you lied to me, Xia Wendong once told me that there was an Azan in Thailand who said he could break it for me, but if he had scars all over his body, what else would he do if he was alive? Meaning, I don't want scars all over my body, I want..."

"My broken one won't leave you with scars all over your body, but you will age normally, are you willing?"

I looked at her seriously and said, "I will leave this choice to you. If you want to choose to age gracefully from now on, then I will help you. But if you still want to eat the fetus, let's do it together."

Mom still couldn't believe it, "Really, the face won't be rotten? Won't there be scars all over the body like burns?"

I shook my head, "No."

My mother swallowed her saliva, and pulled my arm very hard, "Really, it's just normal aging, and it won't become ugly and ugly. I'm not afraid of getting wrinkles slowly in the future. I also accept that I can grow old slowly." It's aging slowly, but I can't accept that the skin on my face looks like a hyperplasia after a burn, I think it's smooth and smooth, as long as..."

"I think I've made it very clear, it's just up to you to choose."

This is what I said at the beginning. The key depends on my mother's attitude. Although I have no idea, what I can do is to stabilize her. I can think about and find ways, but if I can't Mom pulls back, that's what's sad.

"Bao four!!"

After my mother yelled again, she knelt down in front of my legs again, "If you can really help me break this without being ugly, then mom will thank you for the rest of my life, really thank you for the rest of my life! I actually Enough is enough, I really have had enough long ago, I am just afraid of being rotten, as long as I don’t rot, then I can do whatever I want!!”

I let out a soft breath in my heart, I didn't say a word, I pulled my mother's arm to signal her to get up, I should be glad that sister Mi Xue is not at home, otherwise, whoever sees what we are tossing will not be afraid.

The smell left by my lips and teeth is still invading my mouth wave after wave. I should be lucky. This thing is not something delicious or pleasant. It is even conceivable that every time my mother eats it, her five senses will be irritated. How hideous and tangled.

No need to think about it, I know that she may not be able to bear it long ago. Although it is only a fetus, it feels not only unpalatable, but also the most important morality, human torture, but, for mothers , the temptation of beauty is too great, it is like facing my lie, my mother did not say that it is important to save my life first, but said, don’t get scars, don’t hyperplasia, and can accept slow aging, but You can't become ugly overnight.

She still cares about this, but at least, I can breathe a sigh of relief for the time being.

Sitting by the bed for a while, I watched my mother silently pack up the fresh-keeping box, put it in the refrigerator, and then looked at me tentatively, "Bao Si, how can I break this."

I cleared my throat and looked at her seriously, "I need to absorb the essence of heaven and earth in the dead of night, summon the gods from all directions, and ask for the ancient magic medicine. This method will take at least [-] days. Ask for the magic medicine, and then cooperate with Shenzong's secret method to break through."

"Ancient... magical medicine?"

Mom was a little puzzled, "I saw your grandma go to the Taishang Laojun to ask for medicine when I was a child. I couldn't see it, but it smelled like medicine. Where did you get it?"

I sat up straight, slandering in my heart, time is so short, you can listen to me for the time being as I make up.

"I am a collection of the wisdom of all immortals, the nectar of hundreds of schools, the essence of heaven and earth, the brilliance of the sun and the moon, belonging to..."

Mom listened seriously, "What does it belong to?"

I slowly approached her face and said two words, "Secret."

Lord, where do I know what it belongs to! !

My mother looked at me with slight doubts, "Why do I sound weird, do you need to set up an altar? In the past two years, haven't you ever invited Xian'er? Also, why haven't I heard of the secret method of Shenzong?" ah."

You just say it’s annoying, and I’m most afraid of this kind of half-knowledgeable person. You either don’t understand at all, and you listen to what I say, or you understand everything. You say, I listen, but you don’t understand, say It is the most unbearable to understand without understanding.

"The secret method of Shenzong was passed on to me by my uncle. As for how to do it, you don't understand it even if I tell you. You don't have to worry about asking for medicine. Everything will wait for fourteen days. When the time comes, I will tell you what to do." of."

I looked at my mother calmly, "As long as you cooperate, and from this moment on, you must sincerely repent and swear never to touch cannibal fetuses, can you do it?"

Mother clenched her hands into fists, her knuckles turned white, "Bao Si, you didn't lie to me?"

I raised my voice, "If you think Xue Baosi is lying to you, then what about the new leader of the Xue family, Mama Hei, how dare the leader speak nonsense!!"

Grandma Hei, please don't blame me, this is all my plan to delay the attack, I didn't do it, I will slap myself later!

My mother got up and walked towards the kitchen. I was wondering what she was doing, when I saw her come back with a porcelain bowl, knocked the edge of the bowl with a 'squeak', and pointed her fingertips towards the edge of the broken porcelain. After the blood comes out, face the center of the bowl, hold your head high, and look at my eyes still bloodshot, "I, Xue Ruojun, swear that from now on I will not eat human fetuses, do no evil, and wish to grow old as time goes by." , if there is a breach of the contract, it will be smashed to pieces like a porcelain bowl!!"

The language fell, 'snap! ! ! 'A sound rang, and the job was completely scrapped!

I hold on with all my strength, so as not to tremble!
All kinds of small voices shouting in my heart, Xue Baosi, you must not swear this kind of oath, you know, or you will be a real tiger!

Fortunately, my mother's attention was not on me. After the bowl was broken, her big neck tendons were still high due to the force. Looking at me, although her face was pale and bloodless, her eyes were full of firmness, "Bao Si, Mom Xin You, you are my mother's lucky star, my mother believed your grandma's words, she said that without you, I would not live to be fifty, I think this must mean that you helped me this time, although I don't know how you will help , but I believe in you, Mom really doesn't want to commit crimes anymore, such a life is not for human beings."

I vaguely remembered that my grandma said that I wanted to help my mother, otherwise, if I watched her continue to eat like this, then even if she didn’t grow old in the end, or her flesh would not be able to resist the backlash, it would be almost rotten, but, What I said just now was completely a plan to delay the attack. All I know about this body-destroying art and beauty, I only got it from my father's words.

Oh, half a month, what if I can't hold it back within half a month? I let it go halfway, as for the matter of thinking about it... as long as I have time, it is not a problem. I have always believed that there must be a way for the car to reach the mountain. If there is no way, let's unload the wheel.

Looking at my mother, I pulled the corner of my mouth and nodded heavily, "Mom, remember, I will be your daughter no matter what time it is, and I will not ignore you. I know you don't want to be ugly, so I must It will let you keep your current face and age slowly."

Well, I dug another hole for myself, let's slap my mouth.

My mother was a little moved, moved to me, and gently held my face in her hands, "Bao Si, I'm sorry, I know I'm not a competent mother, if I hit you again in the future, you can give me the kitchen knife, Stomp my hand, I thank you for helping me so that I can not only get out of the sea of ​​suffering but also guard the things I care about, mom owes you, really."

I lowered my eyes, I don’t want to hear these words, it doesn’t matter if I chop my hands with a kitchen knife or not, I’ve already beaten my face and neck, I don’t like it for people like me who are used to giving sweet dates afterwards of.

In fact, the way she cares about her face is pathological in my opinion. What’s wrong with being fat, what’s wrong with puffy face? , In other words, because of this face, you are not afraid of death, but afraid of being ugly? !
Even if I help her, I still can't understand, really, if women like her care about appearance and are afraid of being fat and ugly, then how can people in our village survive like my aunt? Shouldn't the mountains and peaks be cut off from the people long ago?

My heart, my mother's heart has been distorted. Maybe it was just a simple pursuit of beauty at the beginning, to keep my father, but after a long time, it's as if she was addicted to plastic surgery. She is happy when she looks in the mirror. What's the original intention? Forget it all!
After being silent for a while, my mother went to get the fresh-keeping box in the refrigerator, put it in the bag, took a deep breath and said to me, "Your classmate is about to melt, I have to send this fetus back to the hospital at night when no one is paying attention. In her stomach, will you go and see with me?"

I shook my head and only said four words, "I believe in you."

In fact, I want to go, but I don't have much energy in my body. Besides, I don't think it's necessary. She has sworn all this poisonous oath, and I have made all my little wishes to her, so she really doesn't need to eat any more.

It's like telling her to trust me, and I'll let her keep her face and grow old slowly under the influence of gravity. Note that it's 'slowly'. My mother should still think that if she takes more care of her, she can slow down Point, after all, there are plenty of women in their 50s and [-]s who still have charm, and they don't grow old and scary overnight, so if she is eating human fetuses, then she will curse herself for being ignorant.

Mom nodded, looking at me with eyes that no longer shed tears, she was still full of gratitude, she didn't rush to go straight, but first cleaned up the broken porcelain on the ground, dumped it into the trash can, and then opened her mouth gently, "Then I Go, my house, don’t help me tidy up, I’m too tired, I’ll find someone tomorrow, and remove the dark cabinet, so that the room can be more spacious, if you want to live in my house, we Let's switch, okay?"

"No, I'm used to living here. Once the curtains are drawn, one room and one living room are fine."

Mom still nodded, I got up and sent her to the door, and when she went out, she reached out and touched my face again, "I'm sorry."

I smiled indifferently, "It's okay, you can go now, Tong Qianqian's business has been dealt with neatly, and we are all relaxed."

My mother hummed, and after going down two steps, she turned her head and said to me, "Thank you, Bao Si, you are really my lucky star."

I stood still, all I could do was hold the corner of my mouth.

Listening to my mother stepping down the stairs and closing the door, my first reaction was to brush my teeth. Looking in the mirror, I didn’t want to look at the woman with half a pig’s face inside. The toothbrush was desperately moving between her lips and teeth, and her neck was covered with fingerprints. Boy, is this ridiculous or not, I really can't fight with others, otherwise if I win the fight, outsiders will think that I was beaten!
I brushed it four or five times before and after, I was breathing, and I still felt an inexplicable smell of death, but I couldn’t brush it anymore, my teeth were about to bleed, I rinsed my mouth and went back to the room, and I started to clean it as soon as I opened the door. I have a headache, my mother is gone, I don't have to pretend anymore, I knocked hard on my forehead, "I let you blow it, how can you accept it..."

But I remembered what my father said, and I sighed for a long time. You said that if he had lied back then, would it have been easier to deal with it? After it rotted, a new layer of skin was replaced. I don't believe that my mother didn't cooperate, but... I started shaking my head when I thought about it. It was useless. With her personality, she must commit suicide.

It's over, I shook my head while putting away the things that fell on the bed, if I really can't think of this trick this time, then wait and wait to be smashed to pieces with my mother!

"Hey……"

When I received the jewelry box, my hands paused. I opened it and looked at the Buddha head pendant. I thought about my current body with weak front and back Yin. I don’t know how many days it will take to take care of it. At least the kind of accident like that grandfather had to be shielded a little bit, otherwise it would be really uncomfortable, the response was terribly unresponsive, and he would faint every minute.

The Buddha head pendant is warm and comfortable. After I lay back on the bed, I was still full of restlessness. It felt like a dream. Let me make it, it's okay, no matter what the result is, it's under control for the time being.

I closed my eyes and prayed silently, grandma, please show me your spirits and tell me what to do, otherwise I can only go home and find my uncle and master. Alas, I really feel that if my mother is like this, if you give me more Come two, I will die young, stop cannibalism, eat me.

This time I slept in the dark, and I fell into a dream very quickly. As before, I was very clear that I was dreaming, but this dream was strange. I was walking alone on a dark road, and there seemed to be someone in my ear. The sound was guiding me, but I couldn't hear clearly, so I walked in a daze. After a while, I came to a fork in the road. I was a little confused. I tried to distinguish the sound, "Where are you going, who is talking to me?" ah!"

While talking to himself, there was a laughing voice, "Girl, why are you here!"

I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly saw an old man beside me, smiling like a model, a little familiar, but I didn't recognize it for a while, "Grandpa, you know me."

He laughed, "Of course I know you, you're downstairs, forget about it!"

"I'm downstairs? Then why are you here?"

He casually pointed to the side road behind me, "I'm going to the temple, I'll live in a big shop, and my son will bring me food in the morning, I also want to thank you, thank you for helping me in, and thank you Let me see my little grandson. To be honest, I don’t even know what happened to me. If I didn’t see two people going to live in the temple on the road just now, I would wonder why I couldn’t get in the house, ignorant Ah, if no one accepts it, it’s just ignorance.”

"Live in a big shop?"

I stared at him in a daze and repeated, isn’t this what people have to do for the first three days after death? They live in a temple, wait for naturalization, and their children go to the temple in the morning, noon and evening to deliver syrup, that is, to deliver food, and then burn big paper ...

"Grandpa, do you want to wait in the temple and wait for your son to give you a horse, and then ride the horse and set foot on Huangquan to go through the seven levels?"

"yes!!"

He looked at me generously, with a wrinkled smile on his face, "I'll wait for him to send me to Malaysia after paying for my hotel stay, yes, there are boys and girls! I'll be on my way then, In fact, don't look at my legs hurting a bit. In fact, I didn't suffer. People say that I envy me. I am old and haven't endured hardship. I saw one just now, and I said that I was liberated and I can't stop suffering. The crime of the world!"

I swallowed my saliva, where the hell did I go, I won't die suddenly from overwork! !
"Grandpa, then I don't know how I got here, am I the same as you..."

"Tsk! You are not like me!"

He still looked at me with some displeasure, "Young and young have a long way to go, I've seen you wandering around here in a daze from a long distance, we can watch you, if you want to watch us, you have to watch us happy unwilling!"

Co-author, he showed up on purpose.

I didn't think much about it, since I'm an acquaintance, I can only ask him if I don't understand, "Grandpa, I'm just sleeping at home. clear……"

"There is movement?"

He frowned and walked up to me, drink, it’s cold to me, but it’s weird, I don’t think he seems to be listening, but his nose is tightening and sniffing again, “Oh my god, this sound is Little, what am I going to tell you..."

I came to my senses, "Yeah, what are you going to tell me!"

He frowned and tightened his nose for a long time, then shook his head lightly and said, "You are on the wrong road! Go back quickly, this is not the place you came from, don't be unable to go back if you stay for a long time!"

"Hey!"

I was a little anxious, "Grandpa, you haven't said anyone wants to tell me anything!"

He had a serious face, grabbed my chest with his hand, and then threw it on the road when I came, "Go back, you can see what I want to tell you on the road, but the footsteps Don't stop, just go, you know, keep going, just rush out when you see the light!"

I thanked you again and again, "Thank you Grandpa, I'll go back soon!!"

He laughed again, and his voice came from a distance behind me, "Don't be so polite, just treat it as my repayment of your kindness, thank you for allowing me to come in and see my grandson! Girl, remember to tell my son , My body must be sent to me after school, don’t throw it at the crossroads, I won’t accept it!!”

"Hey! I remember!!"

I responded from a distance, not daring to delay my feet. After walking for a while, I saw a road sign next to me, with three characters written in italics, "Jinxiu Road?"

I don’t understand what it means, but I still strode away. When I saw the light from a distance, I actually saw a man standing on the side of the road with his back to me and walking towards the light. He was very tall and thin. I couldn’t help being a little surprised. Running towards the man, "Hey! Wait for me!!"

When I was about to step into the halo, I looked straight at his face, although it was just a side face, but it was enough for me to recognize it, and at the same time, I opened my mouth in surprise and shouted, "Qin Sen!!? "

……

(End of this chapter)