I'm Mrs.

Chapter 147 Calm down
"Hey……"

As soon as I said that, he hugged him harder and harder. He was already tall. Although he was kneeling on the ground, his face was right on my stomach. When his arms were strangled so hard, I felt gastric juice It's uncomfortable to be squeezed out by him, "Well, Lu... Lu Pei, can you let go..."

To be honest, I understand him very well, and I also know that he is uncomfortable, not only he is uncomfortable, I have cried so many times this morning, but Uncle Shen has left, I feel uncomfortable hugging me like this... …

"Lu Pei..."

Apart from exerting force with only one arm, his body was stiff and silent. I didn't understand what he meant, so I stretched out my hand and pushed his shoulder, but it couldn't move at all, "Hey, you..."

"Shh~"

There was a voice behind me, and I just kept a crappy posture and looked back, only to see Qin Sen shaking his head at me with a helpless face, and pointing his middle finger at his own head, I understand what Qin Sen means It's because Lu Pei has a headache, that's why he reacted abnormally, but he can't hold me without letting go even if he has a headache, what's this called, it makes me feel weird.

After waiting for a few minutes, Qin Sen walked softly to Lu Pei's side, putting his palms on his shoulders, "Lu Er, Uncle Shen has already left, are you feeling better?"

Lu Pei didn't respond, but the arm holding me loosened without warning.

"Hey!" I didn't realize it for a while, my body has been held by him and I instinctively pushed back a little bit. When he unloaded my feet, I pulled back at the moment. If it wasn't for the quick reaction, I pulled Qin Sen If I stretched out my arm, then I would have to sit down on the ground directly!
I was still in shock here, but Lu Pei got up from the ground with all kinds of low pressure, raised his face, except for those eyes that were still a little red, and the overall breath was cold and threatening, "Why, my uncle suddenly appeared... "

I didn't say anything, his trick was beyond my expectation, I thought, he would have to be uncomfortable for a while, originally I thought I'd comfort him for a while, what to say before, I can't expose myself, but I have to persuade him Thinking about it, who knew, he suddenly became frighteningly cold...

I moved slightly towards Qin Sen's back. Anyway, this matter has nothing to do with me. It was agreed at the beginning. My task is to let Uncle Shen meet him. I take care of it, and I can't take care of it anymore. After being so upper and lower body, now my brain hurts like hell. It's been going on every day. There's really no place to reason.

The light in Lu Pei's eyes flashed across my face and Qin Sen's face like a blade, and his tone was cold, "Is he really doing well? If he is doing well, why did it take me nine years to see him? Listen to the truth."

Qin Sen looked as expected, "I'll tell you what you want to know, but it has nothing to do with her, Xia Baosi, I just came here to help you see Uncle Shen."

After saying that, Qin Sen turned around and looked at me calmly, "Bao Si, you go out first, I'll talk to Lu Er."

"it is good."

No hesitation, there is no need to be polite with this thing, otherwise I would look at him as if he was going to kill someone, going out and staying somewhere is no better than pretending to be dead here.

"Help close the door."

I continued to respond, and when I closed the door, I saw Lu Pei sitting behind the desk with cold eyes. If you just look at his face or his whole body temperament, you will think of a wolf who wants to eat people, but if you look carefully, you will find his My hands were shaking all the time, and I closed the door very slowly. I just saw his hands shaking, so shaking that it was very difficult to even hold a cigarette.

My heart still couldn't hold back the sting. I think it's not a good thing for a person to pretend to be too strong on the outside. It will make people feel distanced and misunderstood. Kneeling on the ground, begging feebly, please, don't leave me...

The door was still closed by me, and I didn't want to eavesdrop. I was very tired. I thought that since Qin Sen could bring me here, he would definitely explain clearly, including why I helped Lu Pei meet Uncle Shen. What he said is his business, it's clear, but Qin Sen will definitely not say that I and Lu Pei are old acquaintances.

Old acquaintances, really old acquaintances, old acquaintances that I admired and looked up to.

Stepping on the floor under my feet, I wandered upstairs aimlessly. To be honest, this room is really big. Although I didn’t look carefully when I first came in on the first floor, I was shocked by the big pool table in the big living room. , The second floor made me speechless. I didn't go to see the bedroom. Is it closed, but the semi-enclosed large terrace is really amazing.

Although only Lu Pei lives alone, someone must come and take care of it regularly, because there are many flowers on it, and there is a hanging chair that I especially like. This terrace should have been open-air, but it was specially added in the later decoration There are floor-to-ceiling glass windows on the roof of the shed, so that you are not afraid of rain in summer, and you will not feel cold in winter, and it will not affect the lighting. I leaned on the railing of the balcony and looked downstairs with my arms propped up. The only regret I feel is today. The weather is bad, it would be nice if the sun is sunny, so I can feel much better...

I sighed silently. There are too many painful and helpless facts in life. If I can’t think about it for a minute, I think I can relax for a minute. Otherwise, I’m really afraid of getting sick if I can’t come out.

I stared blankly for a while, my head was relatively empty, and finally my eyes fell on the hanging chair, and after sitting on it, I shook it gently back and forth, "It's good to be rich, rich people just enjoy it..."

After waiting for a long time, it is not an exaggeration to say that I even took a nap on the hanging chair until I smelled a sweet smell of smoke, and when I opened my eyes, I found that these two people were silently looking at me in front of me. , Lu Pei still had a cigarette in his finger, looked at my dazed eyes and only spit out a few words, "I have a big heart, I can fall asleep here."

I cleared my throat in embarrassment. I woke up in the middle of the night. I cried too much and was tired from the upper body, okay?

She hurriedly got up without looking at him, "Qin Sen, let's go."

Qin Sen nodded, "Okay, I've made it clear to Lu Er, thank you."

Although Lu Pei's facial features were tense, his face was really pale, "Qin Sen, didn't you say that if she mixes with my blood, I will see my uncle? Does that mean that as long as she is by my side, I can see my uncle at any time?" I saw my uncle everywhere."

I stared wide-eyed, what a joke, I can understand his mood, but I can't let him see Uncle Shen anytime, anywhere, let me often bleed myself, cut a knife every day!I can't live anymore!
Fortunately, Qin Sen shook his head, "Of course not. Uncle Shen's spirit is too weak. He was also very tired last time. Besides, he is considered dirty when he leaves. Xia Baosi's body can be borrowed once in a while. It hurt her a lot to come here twice."

Look, this is what people say!

Lu Pei's eyes were full of loneliness, he flicked the cigarette butt in his hand, "I'm just asking casually, I won't be able to see him again, right?"

Qin Sen sighed, "Your fate is too hard, like the scorching sun, so it's not good for you to get too close to Uncle Shen. Yin and Yang have different paths. Now that Uncle Shen has gone, you can let it go. He just I miss you so much, because there is no way to get close to you, so I found me and hoped that I could help him meet you, and Xia Baosi just happened to be able to help."

Lu Pei raised his eyelids and glanced at me, "I see that your technique is very skillful. Is this the first time you have done this?"

"What, what method?"

I pretended not to understand, but actually I kept thinking about Qin Sen's words in my heart, and after a few sentences, I understood everything. Qin Sen definitely didn't talk about the skull, but just asked for help from Uncle Shen's soul, otherwise Lu Pei couldn't help asking about Uncle Shen's skull.

But it's normal not to mention it. If you talk about the skull or something, then Lu Pei will definitely not be able to accept it. Who can accept that the spirit cover will be cut off after the death of your close relatives? No matter what the motive is, first of all, this matter is very bloody!
Lu Pei didn't say much, but just raised his hand and rushed towards me, "It's only been a long time since we met, it's fine if you slapped me in the face, but now that the knife has been touched, you don't think we have had skin contact Kiss."

I'm really annoyed by his trembling tone, "Whoever has skin-to-skin relationship with you, I'm just doing it helplessly. I'm afraid you won't cooperate. Besides, I'm here to relieve your pain, otherwise you will watch me cut me Still can't let go."

This thing is really weird, you say I will cut myself, I will cut a cut when I bite my teeth, but cutting others, I really don’t know the severity of it, I don’t think I can do it too hard if I’m not angry Things, of course, the premise is not angry.

Qin Sen raised his hand and patted Lu Pei's shoulder, "In any case, this matter is over, and you have fulfilled your wish. After all these years, you must miss Uncle Shen very much, right?"

Lu Pei's cheeks tightened, and he took out the cigarette case from his pocket. Now I saw the cigarette he was smoking, but it was a foreign one. I tried my best to see the English letters on the cigarette case. I was downstairs in my house. I have never seen it in a tobacco shop, but the smell of this cigarette is very good, not only the smell of shredded tobacco, but also very sweet.

"Stop smoking."

Qin Sen spoke from the side in a very steady voice, "I know you are uncomfortable, but smoking can't solve the problem."

Lu Pei didn't answer, the cigarette was in his mouth, and he touched his pocket with his hand, maybe he didn't bring out the lighter, and wanted to turn around and go back to the study with some indescribable anxiety, but Qin Sen stretched out his hand to hold him, "No fire!" Forget it, even if I'm not very strong in telling you about this cigarette, I can't do it like this, I'm going to my godmother tonight, do you have anything you want me to convey."

I raised my eyebrows slightly, now that the communication is so convenient and it’s still possible to spread the word, even though I’ve heard Qin Sen say it a long time ago, but the most important thing to witness the 21st century is that the human voice transmission is not bad, no matter how I think it’s strange.

"No."

Lu Pei spit out a sentence impatiently, "Tell her not to bother me, and don't mind my business and urge me to go back."

Qin Sen nodded, "Okay, then I will say that you are fine."

Lu Pei didn't say much about this matter, but turned to look at me, "Can she stay?"

"Leave?"

Qin Sen was puzzled, and glanced at me, "What is she staying for?"

Lu Pei looked at me with deep eyes and couldn't say anything, "Be a companion."

I panicked inexplicably, "I don't want it!"

My heart is actually very contradictory. In fact, I insist on digging. I have the slightest urge to talk to him, but it is also very clear that he will not talk to me properly. In his eyes, it is like As Qin Sen said, I was just an interesting stranger.

Getting along like this is very tiring, I have a lot of memories but I can’t talk about it, and I can’t remind him of me when I was ten years old. Instead of doing this, it’s really better to keep a distance. After all, I’m not from the same world. The biggest protection for Lu Xingyue, so far, is to stay away.

"What are you in a hurry for?"

Lu Pei snorted softly and raised one corner of his mouth, "It's just a joke, won't letting you stay force you to kill yourself?"

I lowered my eyes and said nothing, thinking about the Xia Ri quatrains I told him so vigorously, I didn't expect him to be so distracted.

Qin Sen glanced at me and continued, "Then let's go first, Xia Baosi, let's go."

"Xue Baosi."

Lu Pei's uncertain face couldn't tell the real expression, "Uncle Xia said that she follows her mother's surname, her first name is Xue Ren, and the other name is more important, the four great bewitching girls, Baosi."

I was startled, he actually reminded Qin Sen of this matter on purpose? !
"It's not that Baosi, my Baosi is for protection... No, it's Baosi with the cursive prefix, which means lush vegetation. I'm different from that Baosi. She doesn't like to laugh. I like it after I was born. ..."

I am speechless when I talk about it, what to explain, what is there to explain, something is wrong!

Lu Pei heheed twice, and looked at Qin Sen, "I heard that, Xue Baosi, don't call me Xia Baosi, I sound awkward."

"Follow your mother's surname."

Qin Sen looked at me with a slight frown, "Why do you follow your mother's surname."

How should I answer this question? Is it possible that I still have to explain Mama Hei, explaining that the Xue family can only rely on me, the granddaughter, to continue the bloodline when it comes to me?

"My dad gave me an ugly name, so I didn't follow his last name."

"You don't need a surname if the name sounds bad?"

I looked at Qin Sen seriously and nodded, "Yes, it's hard to hear, and it will scare people after listening to it, so my mother was very angry, so she asked me to take my mother's surname, it's as simple as that."

Qin Sen can actually gossip, "Then what's your name?"

Hey, it's really endless, I cleared my throat, "Scary."

"cough……"

Qin Sen was choked by me again, and Lu Pei continued to make up the knife beside him, "It seems that he was born ugly, and he was stimulated by Uncle Xia."

I was anxious, "It's benevolence, righteousness and morality, but it doesn't sound good when you read it!"

You said my dad is the same, Bai Xia has such a nice surname, it’s scary, why don’t you call it a hell!

Looking at the faces of the two of them, I really can't afford to be hurt. I haven't had a good rest since last night, and I waved my hands indiscriminately, "Forget it, I'm going home!!"

Qin Sen probably thought I was angry, "Bao Si, I don't mean anything else, let's go then." He said, and even glanced at Lu Pei, "Call me if I need something, I'll be back in about half a month. "

Lu Pei nodded slightly as a response, but looked at me, but I couldn't tell what he was expressing, and I didn't want to tell. It was very messy, and I just wanted to leave. I followed behind Qin Sen with a dull head, but my feet Just when I was about to step down the stairs, I felt a tightness behind me, and looked back at Lu Pei with some displeasure, "You are pulling my schoolbag again!!"

Qin Sen, who had already descended half of the stairs in front of me, looked back at the situation and was a little puzzled, "Lu Er, what's wrong with you."

Lu Pei didn't answer, just looked at me, the strength in his hands tightened, and he dragged my schoolbag and slipped in front of him with a "hey" sound, and my feet were off the ground when I hung up, I was really angry , when I was in school, I hated being dragged by my schoolbag like this: "What are you doing!"

"Stand still."

He watched me spit out two words with a blank face, and when I was still full of anger and wanted to speak back, he suddenly opened his arms and hugged me directly, "You... Hey!"

I was so frightened that I couldn't understand it. Before I could react, I felt his hand directly pressing the back of my head, pressing my face tightly against the inside of his shoulder. I didn't understand what this meant. Full of that sweet and refreshing tobacco taste, kind of like... mint?
Dazed for a moment, I wanted to pinch myself, Xue Baosi, he is hugging you, taking advantage of you, but you are still in the mood to study mint!You have a long head!
"Lu Er, you..."

Qin Sen behind me couldn't help being surprised, but Lu Pei hugged me tightly and didn't move. Even if I started to push and push, he didn't let go, but his face slowly drooped, and he breathed lightly near my forehead. Gently swept across my forehead, with a low tone, "I forgot to tell you, I love you forever..."

The hand that was still pushing him suddenly stopped, his eyes widened, his heart trembled inexplicably, his body was numb, there was an indescribable feeling, his heart was beating wildly, love...love me?
But the two words that Lu Pei spit out afterwards made my heart cold, he said, uncle.

I'm speechless, ashamed, wanting to die for my reaction, grandma's, my heart is beating so fast-

I stood there blankly like a wooden stake, until Lu Pei let go of his arm, I didn't come back to my senses, his eyes were a little red, but his expression was indifferent, "Although I don't think he can hear, but I think Say, thank you, but don't get me wrong, I'm not interested in high school students."

Suddenly I came back to my senses, and I looked at him extremely unhappily, "What did I misunderstand, who do you think would be interested in a big smoker! You are the one who wants to apologize to me, and if you have my permission, you can hug me!" You are sick! I haven't said you are a hooligan, you stinky hooligan! Bah!!"

After shouting, I went downstairs without looking back. I was hopeless, so hopeless, and my heart was beating drums all the time. I really wanted to find a place where no one was around and give myself a shot to wake up!What's so good about a heavy smoker who talks yin and yang that his heart beats faster! !
Cramps, definitely cramps...

When I drove away, I was still thinking about it in my heart. I wanted to find 1 reasons for myself, 1 reasons for my heartbeat, such as I didn’t have enough rest, sinus arrhythmia, and I forgot to eat when I went out. I'm so excited to solve Uncle Shen's unsolved headless case, but the more I think about it, the more I feel aggrieved.

When Qin Sen sent me to the intersection, he comforted me and told me not to be angry with Lu Pei. He just missed Uncle Shen too much and couldn't control himself. I didn't talk much about it. In fact, I knew that I was mad at me. Angry at myself, angry at myself for no reason.

Qin Sen put Uncle Shen's skull back in a box and took it away. He said, if I want to see Uncle Shen, I can go to his house to see it. I said the most important thing is not to see his skull. What I hope is to let him recover well. buried.

Qin Sen nodded, and replied seriously, Uncle Shen will be buried safely, with him around, there will be no problem.

I held the umbrella and pulled the corner of my mouth to see him smiling. When I turned around and walked away, I unconsciously thought of an old song. It’s true that the past should not be mentioned again. Life has been full of wind and rain. Even if the memory cannot be erased, love and hatred are still in my heart... …

All Uncle Shen's love and hatred can only be buried deep in his heart. He obviously died so badly, but he told Lu Pei that he was fine and he was going well... Even if it is sad, but he is human and must be forced Look ahead.

I miss my grandma and grandma so much, but these feelings can only be hidden in the bottom of my heart, I dare not touch them, and I am afraid to touch them.

……

"Bao Si, thank you, I didn't expect you to come to accompany me."

I looked at Miss Chaoyang and smiled, "I'm fine at home, I just happen to be able to visit Xiaonan."

After two days of rain, it finally cleared up, so when I received a call from Sister Chaoyang, I excitedly came to accompany her to dry the quilts for the children, otherwise I would be bored at home, and my mood would be damp.

She patted the quilt gently, "Didn't you say last time that you found another part-time job, I'm afraid it will delay your work."

I was a little embarrassed, "Just go to that part-time job once. I won't go to work this summer, and I still have a lot of homework to do. I want to read more books..."

"That's right, you're going to be in the third year of high school, so work harder. In fact, you'd better make up extra classes. Your grades are not bad. You will get into a good university after making up extra classes. Hey, do you know that Fan Li, she doesn't do it anymore."

"yes."

Thinking of her aggressive pointed chin, "Isn't it on the seventeenth floor, why don't you do it?"

Sister Chaoyang sighed softly, "Where is she on the 29th floor? The day after you left, she applied to go to the [-]th floor by herself. In the end, she just worked for two days and then left crying. Listen Said that the customer was in a particularly bad mood for the past two days, and Fan Li happened to be shot at the gun, alas, it is really not ordinary difficult to serve."

I didn't say a word, thinking that the moment when Fan Li went was just after Lu Pei was slapped in the face by me, she was so showy, well, was she chasing her to seek abuse, I said she had a problem with worshiping the temple, what she did People who are always clever are misunderstood by cleverness, just like Lu Pei, those who are not familiar with him don't hurry to hide, there are problems.

Sister Chaoyang smiled and shook her head to change the subject, "Don't mention this, Bao Si, do you have time on weekends, I'll take you to a movie to relax."

"See a movie?"

She nodded, "That's right, the employee benefits our hotel gives, five movie tickets per person, that's the newly released movie, filmed in our city, over there in the deserted village, I'll take you to see it..."

Uh, I probably thought of something, "Sister Chaoyang, has no one of your colleagues visited it, and didn't say whether it's good or not."

Sister Chaoyang shook her head with a smile, "They all said it was ugly, but it was funny. A security guard in our hotel asked him what he was talking about after watching it, and he said he forgot, so we just remembered that the heroine had big breasts. Originally, we thought that the barren village should be haunted. It can be quite scary, but everyone who watched it said that if there were ghosts in the barren village, they would not let such a thunderous film be shot there, completely insulting their ghost intelligence."

I couldn't help laughing when I heard it, "Sister Chaoyang, then you still have to watch it, don't be afraid that it will be a waste of time after reading it."

Sister Chaoyang couldn't help laughing, "Actually, there's something even more amusing that you don't even know. I heard that some moviegoers were found to watch the movie in a deserted village in advance. There were empty stools at the scene. It's weird, but I saw half of the bats coming over. At first they said it was some kind of resentment, but later refuted the rumor that it was a prank, and there was eel blood under the stool.

As a result, a video broke out in the past two days, that is, a moviegoer suddenly felt unwell while watching a movie. The reporter asked her if it was a supernatural event. She said she was just hypoglycemic, and that bats don’t bite people, and that there are ghosts. It's nonsense, guess what she said in the end..."

I looked at Miss Chaoyang who was giggling and giggling and asked knowingly, "What did you say?"

"Super bad movie!"

Sister Chaoyang covered her stomach with a smile, "The comments below this video are going to blow up. They all say that this is a straight girl. It's a pity that this movie viewer covered her too tightly, but my voice sounds very similar to yours, but It definitely can't be you, I laughed so hard, really..."

I can't laugh, well, it seems that Lu Pei's plan has completely succeeded, alas, no business, no adultery.

"Bao Si, let's join in the fun and see how ugly this movie is, huh?"

I scratched my head, "Let me take a look, I will definitely go if I have time."

"it is good."

Sister Chaoyang responded with a good temper, dried the quilt and pulled me to sit in the yard to watch the children play with the fitness equipment, "Baosi, if you get admitted to a university in a foreign country, you should contact me often, you know. "

"Well, I will."

She looked into the distance with some confusion in her eyes, "When I see you, it's like seeing my sister. She is also in high school now. I heard that her grades are very good. I don't know where she will get in the exam."

I took her hand, "After she graduates from university, you will have many opportunities to meet each other, but my grandma seems to say that you are not suitable for getting too close to your family."

Sister Chaoyang sighed, "I just want to get close, but there may not be many opportunities. I plan to go abroad and want to study for an MBA. In this way, I will have more room for development in the future. In fact, I have always wanted to go abroad, but I am not worried about my parents. parents."

"Going abroad?"

Sister Chaoyang nodded, "Yes, but it's still in the plan, not necessarily, anyway, I'm single now, so I can make plans, if I have a boyfriend, I won't be so comfortable, hey, Baosi, I haven't asked yet Where do you have a boyfriend?"

I didn't expect her to ask this suddenly, "Sister Chaoyang, I'm still in high school, how can I have a boyfriend?"

Sister Chaoyang raised her eyebrows, "Hey, we Baosi are so lively and cute, no one will chase after us, what happened to high school, my first love is in high school, as long as we grasp the scale, it is very beautiful, to be honest, is there any. "

I shook my head honestly, "No."

"Is there a boy you have a crush on?"

"Boys...no."

Sister Chaoyang didn't believe it, "How is it possible, you didn't tell the truth, tell me the truth, or I'll tickle you!"

I couldn't stop laughing, "No, I swear, I didn't think that much at school!"

And I don't think I'm lying, even if I have such a slight reaction, I don't like it very much, besides, he can't be called a boy at that age.

After a while, I looked at Sister Chaoyang's face formally and said, "Sister Chaoyang, I'm serious, in fact, your face is very suitable for overseas development, your migration palace is very good, it is on both sides of the hairline, very Feng Leong, it means that you will have a very good opportunity to go out, and you can also see the yellow and purple aura, and you will be blessed with wealth, God is safe, it's just..."

"Just what?"

I squinted my eyes slightly, "There is a small mole, and it will be a little bit difficult. If you plan to go abroad, you'd better leave quickly, don't delay, it will be fine after you go out, and the chance is very good."

Sister Chaoyang embraced my shoulders, "It's amazing, if you don't show it to me, I will forget that you counted plum blossoms in your notebook back then. It's so small, which surprised me, but I haven't decided yet. , but whether I go or not, we can't break contact, you know."

I hummed and heard the phone ringing. I picked it up and saw that it was my mother, "Hello, Mom."

"Where have you been, I'm home."

Mother's voice was very low, "There is a small piece of rot on the back shoulder..."

I stood up abruptly and said seriously, "I'll be home right away, wait for me!!"

"What's the matter, Baosi, is there something wrong with your family?"

I was a little nervous, so I took a deep breath and looked at Miss Chaoyang, "It's nothing serious, but I have to go home quickly, we'll be in touch when I'm done!"

Sister Chaoyang nodded, "Okay, call me if you need help...you run slowly!"

When I ran out of the orphanage, I deliberately stood still and glanced at Sister Chaoyang, then stepped back and waved at her before running towards home. I was still smiling and feeling sad a minute ago, but at this moment I restrained myself. I couldn't help being cold all over, very scared, feeling that the knife that had been hanging in my heart was finally about to fall, but no matter what happened, I knew, it was still those two words, face it.

……

"Bao Si, look, it's the size of a coin now, and soon it will be the size of a palm."

I frowned and stood behind my mother looking at a piece of rotten meat the size of a steel coin on her shoulder. It was purple and black with white pus. The pus could flow out when I pressed my hand. When I sniffed it close, I almost had lunch. I vomited it out, it doesn't smell like the toilet, it smells like rotten eggs and rotten pig's head, especially for weight loss...

Just such a small piece is so evil, if it is so rotten, my mother will attract flies when she goes out the door.

"is it okay."

I was very resistant to this, but I didn't want my mother to see it, so I pretended to be knowledgeable and nodded, "Yes, yes."

Reaching out for the tweezers, he pinched his mother's rotten flesh, "I don't feel it."

She shook her head, "No, I don't feel it, that is, I don't feel it at the edge where it is not rotten now. The flesh seems to be dead."

I swallowed, took another pair of scissors, and silently brainwashed myself to tell myself to be calm. I picked up the rotten meat with tweezers in one hand, and then used the scissors to 'click' to cut, and I would naturally remember What Qin Sen told me that night, because I kept asking about the confirmation steps, so he said it more carefully.

This rotten meat needs to be eaten at least seven or eight grams. I had no idea, so I asked him how much seven or eight grams was. He said that it was the size of a traditional Chinese medicine wax-skin pill, which is the size of what we commonly call a large Chinese medicine ball. It is bigger than a table tennis ball. A little smaller, bigger than a quail egg...

What I understand is that a tablespoon is full, anyway, there can only be more, not less, less is useless, and it’s a waste of suffering. It’s really disgusting to think about it. The more I cut this rotten meat, the more I want to retch. He asked me sideways, "Bao Si, why did you cut it out?"

"Shenzong's secret method needs to be used."

I held my breath and answered, it was strange to say that the rotten skin of my mother was only the size of a steel jumper. It stands to reason that I should see blood and tender flesh after a few scissors, but no, the flesh under the skin was all rotten. Yes, I didn't realize that a hole was cut in the end. My mother didn't know the pain, so I was absolutely sure that the meat was on the rotten bone.

That is, the skin is good, the inside is all purple and black, and the cut meat is still covered with white and yellow pus. After the rotten meat covered the bottom of the bowl, I put down the scissors and found a piece of adhesive tape to cover my mother's skin. The pit of rotten meat was glued on, "It's ok."

My mother turned to look at my bowl, "It's disgusting, pour it out quickly."

My face turned pale uncontrollably, "It can't be poured, I will use this in my evening practice..."

As I said that, I took the bowl and put it into the refrigerator first. I was really afraid of attracting flies when I put it outside. After adjusting my mood, I walked up to my mother and looked at her solemnly, "Mom, tonight at Xu time, that is, seven o'clock I want to practice the secret method, and I have to tell you a few things. The process of refining the secret method is not the kind you have seen before, it can be said to be unheard of.

I may be...very abnormal, of course, no matter how abnormal I am, you don't need to worry about me, your task is to look after the candles, when the time comes, I will light three candles on the tea table, remember, these three candles Don't put them all out, you must watch them, if they go out for more than a few seconds, then I may not be able to wake up again. "

These three waxes are my three fires and my life.

Mom's expression was a little nervous, "Will something happen to you, it's hard, isn't it?"

I breathed a sigh of relief and looked at her, "As long as I watch the candles, I will be fine. When I practice, I must tie my hands and feet, hands tied to the head of the bed, feet tied to the end of the bed, mouth Put a towel on me, if I want to talk, I will call medicine, medicine! At this time, you have to take off my towel, what do I say, what do you remember, this is the required medicine, you know."

Mom's brows became tighter and tighter, "Tie you? What kind of method is this?"

I raised the corners of my mouth, "It's the method of soul origin, you have to use the soul method, so you won't understand, but you must remember my words, keep an eye on the candles, and remember to take the book to go to the doctor once I call for medicine. remember."

This is the insurance that I came up with. Qin Sen said that he would keep it in his mind, but I don’t know what is out of control. I’m afraid of forgetting how many things there are in the prescription. If I can write it down, I will try to let my mother remember it. The medicine introduction must be memorized by myself. The medicine introduction is too unimaginable. It will be troublesome for my mother to know.

My mother held my hand tightly, "Baosi, tell your mother, will you be in great pain and bite the towel, why do I feel like you are going to be sentenced to death?"

I smiled meaninglessly, "Mom, since you know a little bit, you know that the husband is a bit particular about breaking things. If you break your beautiful body, you will suffer some crimes, but it's okay. It's just a crime. You don't think about it." It’s so evil, remember to keep an eye on the candles, and don’t leave my side. After tonight, you are giving me a period of time to ask for medicine and dispense it. At that time, you won’t have to bear the pain that this beautiful body brings to you gone."

Mom's eyes wet, "Bao Si, thank you so much, thank you..."

I really wanted to laugh easily, but I couldn't. I was also afraid, but I could only hold on, "Are we a mother and daughter? My life is given by my parents. It's okay to do these things."

The mother's face was full of guilt, and tears kept flowing, "Bao Si, you are really my lucky star, you are really my lucky star."

When she cried, my heart was even more troubled, and I patted the back of her hand, "It's okay, I have to tear off the couplets, you can't have red on the door, and I'll give you some cinnabar when it's almost time. I’ve already prepared the broken things, we’ll be safe and sound, and like you said, we’ll go back to our hometown happily during the Chinese New Year!”

Mom hummed, "Go back to my hometown, I will definitely take you back to my hometown this year, I am relieved, I finally don't have to eat those things anymore, I am relieved."

I didn't say much, I went to the door and tore off the couplet with a heavy heart. Sister Mi Xue must have slept in the room for a day, and she was a little puzzled when she saw me tearing up the couplet, "Baosi, why are you tearing it up? "

"Oh, it's nothing, I want a new one."

Sister Mi Xue walked into the toilet with a smile, "Replace it with a new one. Isn't this stuff posted once a year? What's the point? It's better to get lucky if you change your luck."

I was speechless, and just listened to Miss Mi Xue talking to herself, "Oh, I'm struggling with this money, and now it's too strict. My job is not ordinary. I really have to add up and change the line. What are you doing? ..."

"Sister Mi Xue, you're not going out tonight, are you?"

"I don't go out recently, do you have something to do?"

I stood outside the toilet door and opened my mouth anxiously, "It's just that there may be more noise in my house tonight, but what should you do, don't worry too much about it."

Sister Mi Xue laughed contentedly in the toilet, "This guy, you can make more noise, what kind of noise can you and your mother make, what's the matter, there is a fight, don't worry, I don't get involved in your family affairs , it's a bit noisy and lively, and I like lively things."

I let out a deep breath, it's lively, how can this excitement scare me so much!

The pace couldn't be relaxed, I dragged my legs and walked back to the house, I couldn't control my nervousness after almost a minute, I didn't dare to let my mother see it, I could only try to be calm and natural with pure water to activate the cinnabar , and then directly put a red dot on the center of the mother's eyebrows, this is for her body protection.

Although the backlash will be caught by me, but she is weak, and once the yin energy rises, she will inevitably be affected. If I want to protect myself, the first step is to protect my mother. Otherwise, if something happens to her, no one will see my candle Now, the two of us are really holding hands to see Lord Yan!
Six fifty.

Seeing that the time was almost up, I pulled out the burnt paper I bought earlier from under my bed, randomly pulled out three or five sheets, put the burnt paper into the basin and placed it in the door, and then took it out from the refrigerator. I didn't dare to look too closely at the half bowl of shredded rotten meat, I felt that there were maggots and aphids about to emerge from it.

All kinds of retching in the stomach, especially when holding a spoon in it, I looked at a spoonful of purple-black minced meat, smelled it, I couldn't stand it, I ran to the toilet to vomit for a while !
My mother panicked and patted me on the back, "Baosi, you still want to eat."

I vomited in confusion, "You have to eat it, and you can cook it after you eat it. This is a poison test, otherwise I don't know how serious your poison is..."

"Is there no other way, how to eat this, you... hey!!"

Before she could speak, I opened my mouth wide open, and the spoon in my hand kept scratching in the bowl. The minced meat entered my mouth like a stuffed duck. The stench was stronger than that of the fetus. chew?Even if you kill me, I can't chew it. It's soft and rotten. My mouth feels like it's full of thick water. Before my taste buds can work, I choke hard! !

Tears gushed out, suffocating and nauseating, but before I could swallow them, the acidic water in my stomach pushed these things out. I vomited twice, but my hands were tightly covering my mouth. Mouth, don't spit it out, absolutely don't spit it out! !
I didn’t have any temperature all over my body. I was so disgusted that I was dying. I started to beat the wall of the toilet vigorously with my hands. I kept exerting force to make myself swallow. I was swallowing. My mother kept crying when she saw me so unbearable, “Bao Si, Bao Si, you, you..."

I stomped my feet vigorously until I completely suppressed it, then ran to the faucet again, drank some water to suppress it, and even washed myself with cold water to wake up, my eyes were scarlet and scarlet from being suppressed by these things, I Panting vigorously, I feel like I'm going to die once. In this life, what else can I not eat...

"Bao Si, are you all right, are you all right?"

I raised my hand to signal my mother to control my emotions. It's not a big deal. She cried so much that I was upset, "Go into the house, hurry up, it's almost time..."

My mother sniffed and followed me, and I could see that she had no idea at all. At this time, I told myself that I must be sober and absolutely not be afraid. This matter must be faced by both of us, mother and daughter, and only the two of us can face it. Yes!

After entering the room, I pointed to the burnt paper thrown in the basin, "I will burn it later, so remember to burn it. This is for messengers. Tell some gods that I will be raped. Do you understand?"

In fact, this is to tell those wronged souls that my door has been opened for them, and if they have complaints, they can complain!
My mother was confused, "God, why, how do you burn paper, don't you light incense..."

"You listen to me!!"

"Oh, ok, ok...I listen to you, I listen to you..."

My hands also trembled unconsciously. I shook them twice to keep myself calm. I lit the candles. After all three candles were burned, I sat on the single bed and carefully held the two candles together with a thick hemp rope. The ankles were wrapped around one left and the other tied to the end of the bed, and then he lay down, "Tie my hands."

"what?"

"Tie me!!"

I stared with red eyes, "Do as I told you! Don't waste time!!"

My mother walked up to me as if she was stepping on cotton, and tied me lightly with a hemp rope. I gritted my teeth, "Tighten it! Don't let me stretch it! Tighten it up!"

My mother was crying, "But I have no strength, I have no strength."

I was speechless, I could only bite my teeth on the rope with my sideways face, I had to make sure I was lying on the bed, otherwise, according to Qin Sen, he said that the husband would be out of control, he might become mentally disordered, and accidents would happen very easily, so in the end The safest way is to be trapped in a safe space, or all previous efforts will be wasted!

After working hard for a long time, my mother finally finished tying the rope for me with sweat profusely, and put the towel on my chin. As long as I want to bite, I can reach it by myself. After taking a deep breath, I stared at the time , as soon as [-]:[-] came, he immediately said, "Burning paper!!"

My mother was squatting at the door, still dazed, with the lighter in her hand, but she looked at me and asked, "Where is the fire?"

I suppressed my emotions, "It's in your hands, Mom, don't be nervous, it's okay, ah."

My mother's hands trembled as if she had Parkinson's disease, and she didn't press the lighter a few times. Finally, when I watched the fire light up, I finally exhaled, "Look at the burning, and pour the ashes out of the door after burning, hurry up..."

Living in the city is because burning paper is too inappropriate. Burning paper at home, there is smoke, and I originally wanted to burn more, but I was afraid that my neighbors would misunderstand it and cause a fire, so I could only burn three or five papers.

My mother stared at the burnt paper in the basin, and when she saw that it was about to burn out, she staggered towards the outer door. The posture was really like drinking too much. I closed my eyes helplessly. From this moment on, my mother was actually It is equivalent to my teammate. To be honest, I hope my mother can be calm. At least, her calmness will make me feel at ease.

The tip of my nose suddenly felt itchy, my eyes opened suddenly, and I took a deep breath, a blue and black child's face was facing me in the air...

I immediately realized that the backlash had started, and I was about to close my eyes subconsciously. Who knew that he looked at me with a cold smile, and threw the thing in his hand all over my face!

Some of them didn't see clearly, but they felt that there were a lot of hands inexplicably on my body. These hands were randomly grabbing the things that the child threw out, and before I could react, those hands began to pick my face, and vigorously lifted it. My eyelids, I just saw clearly, it turned out that what he threw out was a pile of toothpicks! ! !

"Don't...don't..."

I realized what these hands were going to do, and I was about to pee out of fear. I just felt a toothpick piercing my eyelids. The red liquid immediately flowed back to the eyeballs, and I screamed in pain, trying to close my eyes, but I couldn't do it at all! !
(End of this chapter)