I'm Mrs.

Chapter 165 A lot of time
"Xue Baosi!"

The smell of cigarettes on his body was very strong, and his jaw was sore. I shook my face vigorously, but didn't shake it, "Why, I can't let me go, and I still think I have nothing to do with you. We have nothing to do with you. You said that. Break up, how I like to play is mine... ss~~!"

He raised his hand and started hitting him, tearing, "Let go!! Let go!!!"

After a flurry of punches, Lu Pei's fingers finally left his chin, and I kept rubbing it in pain. I raised my hand and picked up the small bag I was carrying, "You are sick!"

"I'm sick!!"

Lu Pei grabbed my bag and threw it out, "I'm fucking sick to watch you spend so long with others!"

"none of your business!!"

I fought back loudly, wearing a rough chest, and got up, only to realize that my 50 yuan fake mink had been torn by me. I calmed down slightly, and my body was very close to him. , You can see his chin when you look up, think it over, say whatever is ugly.

"It was you who said you wanted to break up. What do you do now? Seeing that I am unhappy with others? You disappear, can't you disappear? Then why do you show up? Playing a hero to save the beauty, then you may be I made a mistake, it was I who paid people to play with me, and it was I who took advantage of others, not... um!"

Immediately, my waist tightened, and I was pushed back directly to the leather sofa by the student. When my body was weightless, I felt his lips pressed down at the same time. When the shoulders were exposed, Lu Pei glared at me with red eyes in a hoarse voice, "Don't you want to, I will help you."

I gasped and stared back at him, "Do you dare to take responsibility..."

He smiled, and I couldn't understand the meaning, "How can a scumbag be responsible? It's just for fun. If you get tired of it, throw it away..."

I was suddenly a little scared, and I struggled to get up, but when my shoulder hurt, there was a tearing sound of cloth pieces, and there was a biting pain from my neck to my shoulder.

I was so overwhelmed that I couldn't breathe, I pushed him desperately, looked at the beautifully lit ceiling, and finally broke down and let out small tears.

I am afraid, very afraid.

His movements stopped suddenly, his hands were still near the short skirt, he bent over and stood there, his voice was so deep that he could fall into the mud, "Are you afraid?"

I kicked my legs, patted his shoulder weakly with my arms, and cried out the tone of grace that I wanted to use force but couldn't make it!

He stood motionless, recognized me and hit me, I cried so hard that I couldn't see anything clearly, my eyes were blurred, and suddenly I felt warm, and the thin kisses kept walking along my eyes, I raised my arms to catch his. neck, and said softly in his mouth, "Don't bully me, can you stop bullying me..."

When the lips were pressed together, he didn't kiss, but spit out a few words, "I'm sorry."

The sweet smell of smoke, I sucked my nose and cried, "Don't leave me, I don't want to be alone, I want you to treat me well, can you..."

He didn't speak, his lips were very close to mine, and the breath he exhaled gently overflowed into my nose, "You can hate me, hate me..."

I shook my head, "I don't want to, I don't hate you, I just don't want to leave you..."

The departure of those close relatives seems to have poured countless bitterness into my heart. Even if I have a little bit of sweetness again in the future, I want to hold on to it tightly. I hate leaving. Even if I step into the soil, I want to Grab the happiness I want, as long as I can, as long as I can do it.

He pulled me up, grabbed my clothes and covered my shoulders with his hands, and wrapped my arms around me. I was held tightly in his arms, and I pressed against his chest, listening to the sound of bang bang bang.

Eyelashes seemed to be blurred, and it was hard to see, "Lu Pei, take back what you said, I forgive you."

The voice is very grumbling, I know it's childish, but I'm used to getting along with him like this.

"I know you feel bad, so I don't blame you for not going back to see me. When I miss you, I will look at the North Star. You tell me that the North Star once said to the earth that if you get lost at any time, just look up. Look at me, I'll always be here waiting for you, right?"

His arms are very strong, and he feels very relieved to hold me tightly.

"I am a road idiot. I always get lost. People who like me always leave me. I have to protect many people, but I want someone to protect me. What I want is very simple. I have been learning English , I want to save money, if you go abroad, I will go to see you... I will wait for you, I will wait for you to put it down, okay..."

"rabbit."

"Ok?"

His voice was hoarse and bitter, "You are my weakness."

Low, as if speaking to me, but also as if talking to himself.

I smiled, smirked with trembling shoulders and tears, "Then you have always been good to me, always..." I never doubted his liking for me, the beauty is broken, isn't it.

He held me tighter, "But the more this is the case, the more I can't face myself, those things will always remind me, remind me, make me hate myself, I killed, my uncle..."

As soon as the last three words came out, his arms suddenly loosened.

I looked at him in horror, "No!"

I couldn't see clearly, so I could only wipe my eyes vigorously, "No!"

The cold air is thick and overwhelming, like a black curtain that has been pulled open, covering all my clear sky.

He got up, took two steps and stood up straight with his back to me, "I'll give you what you want, everything, as long as you say it."

"You! I don't care about anything else!!"

I stood up and stood in front of him tremblingly, "I said, if you dare to break up, I will kill you!"

It was so futile, but I did it anyway.

I can't see his face clearly, it was buried in a large shadow, the palm of his right hand felt cold, he stuffed a handful of things, and held the back of my hand tightly, "Come on."

It was the delicate fruit knife that he had been carrying around with him all the time. With my hand wrapped around him, he aimed the shining silver knife tip at his own heart, "Come on."

It's still a word, softly making a feathery tail sound.

I gritted my teeth and stared at his heart stiffly, "Lu Pei, you bastard... ah!"

His hand was pulled hard, suddenly, it stabbed in, I closed my wrist, trying to pull my hand out, but he held it tightly, "It's okay, come on."

I began to beat his chest vigorously with my left hand, "Let go, you! Let go!!"

Let go of your strength——

I sat on the ground slumped, and the fruit knife made a crisp sound of 'Kang Dang'~ His voice sounded above my head, indifferent and seemingly emotionless.

"Try again, or not, as long as you are happy."

"roll!!!"

I took the fruit knife and threw it directly into the door of the private room, kneeling there with no support for my body. I knew it was gone and I couldn't grab it.

Like a clown, I made a fuss, degraded myself, and still got nothing.

As soon as the door of the private room was opened and closed, through the shining water, I was blurred and saw a person, just in front of my eyes, disappearing and leaving.

……

"Bao Si!"

When Guangming came in again, Pang Pang rushed over, "What's wrong with your clothes, why are they all broken, Bao Si, Bao Si?"

I looked at her in a daze, "Fatty, my eyes can't see clearly, I can't see clearly..."

She pulled my eyelids with her hands, and the false eyelashes were completely pulled off by her. "Wait for me to find a wet wipe, I'll wipe it for you, wipe it."

I wait quietly, from this moment on, I will have a lot of time, a lot.

Pang Pang wiped my eyes very carefully, wiped himself and cried, "What are you doing, that Lu is full of eyes after going out, life is worse than death...you say, oh, I really can't understand Ah I……"

"It's okay, it's all over."

I murmured in response, "I will never do this kind of thing again."

She helped me up and took my bag for me. I don't know if I sprained my ankle or my heels are too high. I have difficulty walking. Qin Sen waited for me outside the door, "I'll take you home."

"Need not."

I didn't look at him, and followed Pang Pang's strength to walk downstairs. Halfway through the walk, I saw Wen Qi and stopped, "I'm sorry to trouble you, money, I put it on the coffee table for you, To the man I called."

Wen Qi looked helpless, waved his hand, smoked a cigarette and said nothing.

Qin Sen didn't follow me closely, leaving a distance of more than ten meters behind us and went downstairs together. After going out, Pang Pang said he wanted to take a taxi.

Pang Pang nodded, took my arm, and we walked along the street towards my house. It was a long way, but I wanted to go, so I just walked. The night wind was very cold, and I breathed out, "Fatty, I am Not quite rubbish."

"How to say it, I think you are very nice."

Pang Pang comforted me and kept looking back, "Bao Si, there seems to be a car following us all the time."

I didn't look at it, "It's Qin Sen, Lu Er asked Qin Sen to follow, it's normal."

Pang Pang didn't ask any more questions. When he was about to reach my street, the phone rang. If I remember correctly, it seemed to have rang many times. My mother called.

"Bao Si, it's your mother."

I didn't say a word, Pang Pang grabbed my small bag and started to take out the phone, "Don't worry your mother, it's past ten o'clock... ah, it's Han Lin!"

Pang Pang, who took out his mobile phone, was a little surprised, and then picked it up, "Hey, Han Lin, um, I, I'm with Baosi, come out, come out to play, what do you do... Baosi, please pick it up ah."

Feeling that the phone was stuck to his ear, he replied in a daze, "Hello."

"Bao Si, where did you go to play, to sing with Pang Pang?"

"Ah."

"I knew you liked to sing, um, last time I went to see you, there was actually something I wanted to tell you, I've been holding it in for a long time, and my heart was blocked, isn't it...won't I not be able to sleep today, just like I chatted with the brothers in the dormitory, and they gave me an idea, saying, order songs for you on the radio.

Then I ordered a song, I don’t know if it’s suitable, but that’s what I want to tell you. It originally had a male voice, but the receptionist said that the female voice is good, you just listen to the lyrics. On FM 88.6 The sound of midnight, after 10 minutes, listen to..."

There was a shy smile in his voice, and there were many male voices yelling beside him. He smiled and said don't make trouble, until the phone was hung up, Pang Pang looked at me, "What did you say?"

I shook my head, "I don't know, let me hear something."

Pang Pang sighed, "I've already heard what song I want you to listen to."

I shook my head and dialed it again, and after confirming the call, I started to fiddle with my mobile phone. I turned my face, and not far behind, Qin Sen's car was still following me.

There was a rustling sound from the phone, and Pang Pang frantically searched for channels, until he was about to go downstairs to my house, Pang Pang suddenly exclaimed, "Bao Si! Listen!!"

Turning his face, a magnetic female voice came out from the mobile phone, "The following song is for a boy to listen to a girl named Baosi, I hope he gets what he wants, and don't leave regrets like the story of this song ..."

"Baosi, listen up!"

When the prelude sounded, I stood still and looked at the Tongzilou where I lived for more than two years.

"I spent half a year's savings for you, and traveled across the ocean to see you~ For this reunion~ I even practiced the breathing when we met~"

"Bao Si! It's sung by the baby, I like to hear it very much!"

I stared blankly at the phone, the female voice was slightly hoarse, turning up and down——

"Words have never been able to express my feelings to one tenth of a millionth~I thought about this regret at night and refused to go to sleep~Memories are always slowly accumulated in my heart and cannot be erased...'

Lu Pei's voice suddenly sounded beside her ear, "I'm happy, I'm happy to do whatever she wants."

"For your promise~ I couldn't hold back my tears when I was most desperate~"

"Don't you let me be responsible for the rest of your life? You are so self-loving."

"Unfamiliar city~ In a familiar corner~ I have comforted each other~ I have hugged and sighed no matter what kind of ending we will face~~"

"Yes! I like you, and I am afraid that you will leave. You are satisfied!"

"In the wind and sand all over the sky ~ watching you go away ~ I am so sad that I can't be myself ~ I hope I can send you a thousand miles ~ until the end of the mountain ~ I will depend on you for the rest of my life ~"

"what!!!"

I couldn't bear it, so I slumped on the ground, covered my ears hard, and cried loudly!
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(End of this chapter)