I'm Mrs.

Chapter 175 It Has Nothing To Do With Me
After packing up my things, I went up the mountain that night.

He didn't say anything and let the second uncle come with him. After being injured by Beixian'er, he was in poor health and his resistance was very weak. He had to be raised for at least one winter. Besides, I actually wanted to be alone more. It was fine on the surface, but I knew it. The scars in my heart need time to lick slowly.

The heating of the bungalows in the north mainly depends on the kang. Once the uncle left, the house seemed to be leaking everywhere, and it was cold and lifeless. I didn’t rush to light the fire, but I cleaned the house carefully with Xiaoliu, and there was a lot of dust. One can imagine how long the uncle had been in meditation before.

I didn't do anything else in the first few days, I continued to tidy up my uncle's small yard, then chopped firewood, lit a fire, and fumbled to cook. After the practice was almost smooth, I started to make plans for myself.

Xiao Liu talks about "admiration" every day. He knows that I have never cooked in my hometown. When I cook porridge for him to eat, he actually uses a poisonous expression. Eyes widened immediately, "It's not bad, Fourth Sister, it's still not mushy when it's cooked! It's edible, and the taste is okay!"

I was a little disdainful, "Is it okay to be small?"

No matter what, I lived with my mother for two years, and I can be regarded as semi-self-reliant. I can order noodles, cook porridge, stew rice, and fry simple dishes. Delicate, but filling enough.

Xiao Liu stayed with me until around New Year's Day. He said he would go back to school to hand in the internship report and left. When he left, he kept muttering that he was going crazy. I need a second-hand laptop.

His chest thumped loudly, and when he left, he was very energetic and wished he could feel the wind under his feet. I looked at his back and laughed, staying here with me to live a primitive life is really embarrassing for Xiaoliu.

I get up at five or six in the morning, run around the surrounding forest a few times, have some breakfast after morning exercise, and then read the books of my uncle. I don’t know if it’s because my uncle gave me spiritual enlightenment. On the contrary, it has been greatly improved. What I used to think was particularly jerky is now understood very quickly.

Make dinner together at noon, continue reading in the afternoon, tidy up the room when tired, tidy up the small orange tree or sit in front of the uncle’s grave to relax.

In the evening, I still have to listen to English and memorize words. In the words of Xiao Liu, my life is completely militarized. He wants to walk with me on the mountain and fight wild rabbits. I don’t have time to accompany him. In addition, there is no TV. The mobile phone has no signal, and I don't believe you when you say that he has no internal injuries.

I know that my life is very boring, but I can't help it. Everything I do now is to prepare for the mountain. Since I have said that I will work hard, I can't just shout slogans with red mouth and white teeth. I must put it into action.

Besides, I don't think there's anything wrong with my plan. Morning exercise and jogging are for strengthening the body. Sometimes, my husband is just a hard worker. Reading in the morning and afternoon is to learn Taoism. I have been on the mountain for the past few years just to read. My uncle passed away one day, and my stay here also has some elements of filial piety in it.

As for listening to English at night, I do it purely as a backup. The summer job at Ocean Star was not in vain. At least let me know that English is very important. I have to learn it.

As soon as Xiao Liu left the room, it seemed extremely quiet. I was alone, sitting cross-legged in front of the kang table, and sometimes I was fascinated by it, and I would make gestures with both hands in the air and draw some talismans in the air.

The sound of "sizzling" will occasionally draw my attention back. The water sitting on the stove is boiling. Look at the red bottle in the corner.

The red bottle is the name I gave it. In fact, it is an ordinary canned bottle. I wrapped it in red paper, and then put the paper dust with the second uncle’s birthday on the bottom, and added a little water in it. A small red fish worm, a very small fish, only as thin as a red thread and as long as a fingernail, but this is what I wanted to raise before I went up the mountain.

I took three drops of blood from my second uncle's fingertips as a primer, and added his birthday horoscope as a base, and in a dark place, as long as it is kept for seven to 49 days, the fish and insects are considered Gu insects to a certain extent. It is a Gu worm I raised for my second uncle.

When the time is up, I just need to put my hand into the bottle, and the fish worm will burrow into my wrist and form a light red line on the inside of my wrist. It has only one purpose, to protect my second uncle. My uncle casts a spell, and I will react at the same time as my second uncle.

I didn't tell anyone in the family about this, and Xiao Liu just asked about it jokingly, Fourth Sister, pets.

I hummed and didn't say much. I know that my second uncle would not agree to me doing this. He loves me, so why would he want me to take these unknown risks with him?

But this is what I have to do by myself. My initial thought when I entered this industry was to protect my family and raise a Gu worm for my second uncle to enter my body. I don’t think it’s a big deal. I was afraid that I would run around after I left the mountain, and many sorcerers were only aware of it later. It didn't hurt or itch at first, but it would kill me immediately after the attack. I don't feel relieved to leave my second uncle alone at home.

Are you lonely?

I don’t know, it’s okay during the day, but at night when I’m alone, some depressive things will grow wildly in my memory, like weeds, densely packed like ears of wheat, and the more I want to forget that face, On the contrary, it becomes more and more clear, and you will feel out of breath.

When I was tossing and turning, I would get up in a panic and run wildly back and forth in the clear and cold yard by myself, until I was exhausted and my underwear was soaked in sweat. , take a bath, anyway, alone, a lot of time, as long as I can forget him, I am willing to do anything.

Little Hate would occasionally come to accompany me, calling me Four Treasures in a soft voice that was only seven or eight years old, comforting me, everything will be fine.

I lay on the kang and held the corner of my mouth to look at it. I said, I know how to seal the spiritual thing. Stand up, and I will seal it for you.

Little hates the serious light in its round eyes, and it says no, "You have to get up, the day you get up is when I seal up, otherwise I won't be lucky after I seal up."

As soon as I heard this, I froze, and got up, how can I get up if I have no bones.

This incident is like a thorn in my heart, stuck there, no matter how hard I try, I know I can’t get it out, because it’s not up to me to pull it out, but to rely on it, I’m always upset God, if I count on it, I don't dare to hope too much.

"Four Treasures, do you know that your life was chosen by yourself, and I believe in you, you will definitely be able to overcome all difficulties."

I don't understand, "When did I choose?"

If I could really choose, I would let myself be born with yin and yang, okay? Why would I want to be a disabled tiger who can see it step by step!

Little Hate didn't dare to look at me, "I can't say..."

I sighed, "I know, do you want to wait for the sealed spiritual thing? It's very particular, and you can't just make a fool of yourself, or you will leak the secret and damage your practice. Forget it, I won't make it difficult for you, go to sleep... ..."

……

When I was [-] years old, I went down the mountain to go home for the New Year’s Eve dinner. As soon as I walked out of Linzikou, I saw Xiaoliu who was sweating profusely, “Fourth sister, where did you come from? gone."

Seeing his panting appearance, I was quite proud, "Normal, I have set up an formation at the entrance of the forest, and you can't get in."

He wiped his sweat and stared, "What formation?"

"You don't understand it."

I took out the small yin-yang disk and handed it to him, "I'll use this for you first, I've finished adjusting it, don't move around, take it out to have a look when you enter the forest entrance, and follow where the pointer points. This will lead to the uncle’s house.”

Xiaoliu took my Yin-Yang plate half-believingly, and ran back to Linzikou by himself without hesitation, and came back 10 minutes later with eyes full of excitement, "It's really useful, Fourth Sister, you can do it!"

I smiled softly, "Small."

This formation is mainly hiding, which is the method of getting started with Qimen. It is to hide the house of the uncle and master, so as not to be disturbed by others. After reading too many books, I naturally feel itchy and want to practice. Step on the position, then burn the talismans one by one, set up the formation, and burn out the eight yellow talismans, and eight different colors of anger will naturally form in the air. On the surface, there is no abnormality, but if you want to find the house of the uncle, you need Break the formation and find the door, otherwise you will be dizzy.

"Fourth sister, if I go to you, will you know?"

I nodded as I went down the mountain, "Yes, I will know when someone comes."

"So miraculous?"

I held my lips and nodded, "Do you still remember the eight copper bells hanging from the roof of my uncle's house?"

Xiao Liu rolled his eyes and thought, "Remember, isn't that just for decoration."

I put my arm around his shoulder and shook my head, "Of course not, that one is connected to the formation. If someone comes in, the bell will move. Eight bells are eight doors. If you go to the right door, the corresponding bell will be It will ring once, but if you go to the wrong door, the bell will ring randomly, which is very noisy."

This is also the reason why my uncle knew it when I came. I didn't know it before, but now I know that he judges it through the bell.

Although this formation is entry-level, it is very flexible. If the gentleman who set up the formation does not want this person to come in, he can use the paper gray bell to change and change the direction of the eight doors at will, which is very interesting.

Xiao Liu thought of something, "Hey, Fourth Sister, can you build one at the door of our house, so that the stele fairy can't find our house?"

As soon as I heard this, I felt a little bored, "I thought about it too, but there are always people and animals passing by the door of the house, and the atmosphere is too mixed to make a cloth."

This is also a disadvantage. This formation is best placed between mountains and rivers, in a place with few people. It seems that it is reserved for the masters to retreat.

Xiao Liu let out an oh and stopped asking, "Your mother came back and asked you, and my father also talked about the Beixianer. Your mother thanked my father for no reason and said that you should go to the city. It's right, it's right to come back, everything is right, fortunately my dad didn't stop you from going to high school in the city, I don't know what that means."

I twitched my lips and didn't respond, that's right, mother's secret, second uncle's matter...

Hey, I still envy Pang Pang and miss her.

My mother was helping my second aunt make dumplings, and when she saw me, she smiled gently, "Are you used to living in the mountains?"

"pretty good."

I nodded but didn't know what to say. My mother and I seem to be in a state of intimacy even after being together for 100 years. Maybe it's because I have some prejudice against her in my heart, and I can't be intimate. Second aunt, at least sometimes, I can talk to each other like girlfriends. My mother's thoughts are too heavy, so heavy that I don't want to go to them and cover them.

"Wash your hands, you'll be ready to eat in a while."

My mother didn't know what I was thinking, she was still smiling and said, "Your second uncle has spoken, and I can cook everything you like."

There is no change in her face, she is quite successful as a beauty, she is getting old slowly, and she will be much younger than her peers after adding wrinkles a year, standing next to the second aunt who didn't know she thought she belonged to the second aunt little sister.

I hummed and went straight into the room, washed my hands and turned around to see my second uncle lying on the desk looking at something, "Second uncle, what are you doing?"

"Fish, Sibao, is this fish sick?"

"Is the fish sick?"

I stepped forward in doubt, and followed my second uncle's eyes to look directly into the fish tank. The little goldfish was indeed swimming a lot slower, and the fins on the side were a little black, as if it was rotten. "What's the matter?" thing."

This fish is not an ordinary fish, that big crane spit it out for me, how could it still be sick?

"Is the water bad..."

The second uncle frowned and looked at me, "Turn around, I'll go to the town that sells goldfish and ask about it, this fish saved my life."

I pursed my lips and did not speak, but took an unused oil pen in the pen holder and pointed it at the body of the fish. The fish flicked its tail vigorously and splashed water everywhere. I looked at the two The uncle smiled, "It's okay, don't you think it's very energetic to mess with it, it may, it may be shedding its skin."

"molt?"

The second uncle was surprised, "The fish are still shedding their skin."

I chuckled, "This is an angelfish. It may change its color every year. After moulting, it will become another color. Is everything possible?"

The second uncle was dumbfounded by what I said, "Really?"

I took his arm, "Really! Don't worry."

The New Year's Eve dinner in the evening was quite harmonious, but the premise was to block my mother's calls. She connected to several calls, and I heard that they were all urging her to go back. My second uncle was a little dissatisfied when I put down the phone, "Ruojun, you It's such a busy job."

My mother glanced at me, and I knew what she meant. I didn’t tell my second uncle that she was a beautician. I didn’t respond. I probably didn’t mention it. I forgot. Actually, I don’t think it’s a big deal, no Is it just for the beauty of the corpse? There is no one dead all year round. She is busy.

"Oh, there's no way, it's the same wherever I work now."

Seeing that I didn't say a word, my mother just pushed it away lightly, and the second aunt was used to smoothing things over, "Ruowen, you think everyone is as idle as we are, and their jobs in the city are all a radish and a pit. If Jun is busy, it means that her job is inseparable from her, and it is a good thing that the leader pays attention to it, so don't take care of everything for a day!"

The second uncle nodded, "I don't care about everything, I'm afraid that if you are too tired, you said you have been busy for a year, and you can come back to have a look during the Chinese New Year, and there is still urging to go back, and you will send three or four. Yes, Ruojun, you..."

"Second brother!"

My mother interrupted my second uncle with a smirk, glanced at me, raised her wine glass and looked at him, "Thank you, sister, toast you, come!"

The second uncle felt uncomfortable, but seeing his mother's rare smiling face, he still picked up the wine glass, raised his head, drank a glass of white wine, and did it directly.

Mingyue smiled and clapped her hands beside her, "That's right! Let's have a good time during the Chinese New Year. I haven't been this happy in many years. Ruojun, my sister-in-law will also drink with you, come~!"

In this case, there is usually nothing wrong between me and Xiaoliu. I borrowed my second uncle's phone number, went to my grandma's room and started calling Pang Pang. She was very excited when she heard my voice, and before she could say a few words, she Dad snatched the phone over, "Bao Si, how could Nan not read that? Tell me, whether it's nonsense or not, how good it is to study, and you have to go to university."

The friendly smell of sea oysters seems to be coming across thousands of mountains and rivers. I smiled softly, feeling warm in my heart. After greeting the New Year, Pang Pang snatched the phone over there again, saying, "Bao Si, How about staying in my hometown, or you can come back, I am bored by myself!"

"I'm not going back now. I'm just on the right track. We each have our own way to go. This is my choice, and I want to go well."

She sighed over there with a listless look, "Baosi, actually I miss you a lot, I have something to tell you..."

"What?"

"It's just... oh, don't keep eavesdropping on me, Mom and Dad! They're chatting!"

I laughed and heard Pang Pang's voice coming down the stairs. After a long while, I said mysteriously, "I am Baosi, I seem to like someone..."

"Who?"

I raised my eyebrows, "I see, it's Han Lin."

"Oh, it's not him. I know what Han Lin means to you. Can I be so mean to him? It's someone else..."

Yo heh.

I became interested, "Who is it, do I know it?"

"Should know each other, hey, forget it, I won't talk about it!"

I was in a hurry, and asked her to tell me all kinds of questions, but this guy suddenly changed his mind, talked a lot of useless things and hung up the phone. I was so angry that my appetite was whetted. She also played mystery to me.

But I thought about it carefully, our school should only have those few, basketball captain, football captain, etc., but I don’t know what she did two years ago, she is about to graduate and she has a crush on her. .

Shaking my head, I called Sister Chaoyang again. She hasn't left the country yet, and it sounds like she has something to do with her family and she won't be able to leave for a while. He smiled and said, "Bao Si, everything will be fine, right?"

I said yes, everything will be fine, just like what she once told me, the blue sky is always there, the only thing I am afraid of is that my heart will turn gray.

In the end, I flipped through my little book and called Mi Xue, and after chatting for a while, I sent New Year greeting messages to both Han Lin and Qin Sen, without specifying who I was, thinking, if there is a chance to meet me again in the future Just mention it, don't let people think that I am ignorant, but I don't want to talk to them on the phone now, and I don't know what to say.

Just when I was about to return the phone to my second uncle, my elder brother called again, and I was still a little anxious when I heard my voice, "Sibao, I heard you don't want to study anymore, how can you stop studying? After studying for so many years, no Is it just to take the university entrance exam? That is the regret of my life, and I don't want you to regret it too."

I don't want to talk about this, "I don't regret it, I didn't read it after thinking about it, brother, why did you call and didn't come back."

The eldest brother sighed, "I didn't go back, I'm not... Anyway, I'm borrowing your light, I'm very busy at work now, and I voluntarily work overtime during the Chinese New Year. Since I have the opportunity, I want to work hard, and the eldest brother can't let you lose it." For the sake of it, after the Chinese New Year is over, it won’t be too late for me to go back after the holiday.”

I smiled, "Don't work too hard."

"It's not hard, um, Mr. Lu takes good care of me, not to mention that I'm a disabled person, everyone in the office has a bachelor's degree, and I'm just a high school graduate, and I'm still in good health...Anyway, I know All I can do is to work hard, Sibao, I owe you my love for the rest of my life."

I lowered my eyes, "Don't say that, how serious are you, with employees like you, people are secretly having fun."

"That's not what I said. Everyone is very serious. I know it's not easy for people to give me a chance. I'm studying hard now. I've enrolled in Ye University and want to get a degree. By the way, Mr. Lu I also arranged a single dormitory for me on the project, which has everything and can take a shower.

He didn't shy away from getting to know me at all. Before going abroad, he came to my office to see me, and told everyone that I was his big brother, and asked everyone to take care of me. Now my colleagues are flattering me, and if I don't understand, I rushed to tell me, who Don't dare to say anything about me, I know, it's all because of you... Sibao, are you listening to me? "

I bit my lip, "Yeah."

"In fact, I mentioned it to Mr. Lu behind my back. I said that I knew I was not capable, and I wanted to return to my original position and continue to be a mason, as long as I could eat a living, but he didn't agree. Guess, how did he tell me I said."

Want to ask, but don't want to ask.

The eldest brother continued without waiting for me to speak, "He said, it's not he who is giving me a chance, but me. I don't understand if I give him another chance, but I think it should have something to do with you, Sibao, you and me Lu is always not..."

"We're fine."

His voice was a little hoarse, "It doesn't matter at all, brother, since you cherish this job very much, then do it well and don't think about anything else."

"Before Mr. Lu went abroad, he came to give us a meeting. He lost a lot of weight. I observed his cigarettes. He smoked a pack just for a meeting. It was very scary. Although he gave us a meeting His condition is still the same as before, but anyone can see that he has something on his mind, Sibao, brother knows that you have grown up, and you are not willing to talk about everything, but I admire him a lot. If you are so outstanding, you will definitely be great in the future, right?"

I want to say that people started high, and of course they went high, but I was not in the mood to talk about it, and I was overwhelmed.

The eldest brother saw me over there for a long time and said nothing. He didn't say much, and asked me to give the phone to the second uncle so that he could pay New Year's greetings. Turning around, I went to the courtyard alone for a while.

Smoke it, I'm only happy if he smoked himself to death.

(End of this chapter)