I'm Mrs.

Chapter 276 Reasons
I am like a balloon that has inflated to the extreme. I obviously have an urge to blow up the whole world, but Lu Pei only released a small burr. In an instant, my balloon destroyed nothing but nothingness .

"You bastard you..."

My chest started to twitch. Looking at Lu Pei's face, the grievances I had suffered for the past few days burst out uncontrollably as the liquid gushed out. There was a hole in the winter jacket with the spirited stand-up collar, "You are a bastard!!!"

Lu Pei stood motionless, telling me with body language that you can vent as you like.

I was tearing madly, feeling that I had used all my strength, but his upper body only moved a few times, so I was naturally unwilling, and started beating and scratching with all my strength, without any method or thinking. It's just hitting, kicking, kicking, attacking as desperately as a martial artist practicing piles!Attacking!

Shouting and cursing indiscriminately, female lunatic, or female shrew, I think it’s all me, but I can’t control it, I can’t see anything clearly in front of my eyes, those crying secretly by myself in the dark night finally see the light of day, I feel like I hate this man, but I also feel that fate is so unfair to us!
I love him so much, how could he not believe me!

"Why don't you believe me! Don't believe me!!!"

The beating exhausted the last bit of strength, and I wanted to slump down on the ground, but my arm was slightly pulled, and it went straight into my arms, and I started to elbow him again, "Don't hug me! Don't hug me!! "

The hand holding me was not loose at all, he stood straight and hugged my back tightly, even though I looked like a mental patient, he still pressed the force of his hand to make me close to his chest, his voice hoarse A dumb voice sounded above my forehead, "Bao Si, do you know how much I love you."

The strength in my body was pulled away suddenly, and I cried with my mouth puckered and collapsed. I was so stupid, so stupid as hell.

"You don't believe me you..."

"I believe, I don't believe you for a minute."

The deep bass seems to have soaked up the bitterness, "The words that say what I feel are all farts. I don't know how painful it is if the needle doesn't stick in my heart. Baosi, the moment I received that pile of things, I really didn't feel any pain." Way to calm down, I am as angry as I care about you."

Wiping away tears on his chest vigorously, she still looked at him unwillingly, "So you just slept with someone else, and you did that nasty thing, didn't you!"

Lu Pei's eyes were full of red threads, "I swear, in this life, I will never touch other women except you. I haven't before, and I won't in the future."

"You kissed!"

"You forced..."

"Then you kiss too!!!"

"You kiss me back."

"I don't want it! I think you are dirty! You are dirty! You...don't touch me!!"

As soon as Lu Pei lifted his body, his lips suddenly fell down. I tilted my face back to hide, my eyes were soft, his kiss fell lightly around my eyes, and the cold tears on my face seemed to suddenly flow Become warm, gently absorbed and emptied...

Until his lips moved to my forehead, his lips parted lightly, and his voice came out with warm breath, "Bao Si, from now on, I will not let anyone bully you, including myself."

I was hugged by him in a daze, the low and hoarse voice seemed to fall from the distant starry sky, and fell into the lake of my heart with a 'click' sound, soft, and pulled out ripples like ripples.

The whole body is still encircled by his arms, and my face is leaning on his chest. I am tired. I am really tired from tossing and tossing. I don’t need to use any strength. The chest, as if it can bear anything for me.

I think I should never turn back again, I am so obsessed with Lu Pei's care for me.

In turn, I also want to give him everything he wants, as long as he is good, as long as he is happy.

Love as much as you hate.

Four years ago, I vaguely knew what I would face when I was with him, but I didn't expect that the pressure would be overwhelming.

It was so overwhelming that I couldn't breathe.

I am just an ordinary girl who came out of the countryside with only ideals. I obviously have nothing, but I am holding hands by Lu Pei like an underachiever. , what can I give him.

My mother's words are still in my ears. The nightmares of these few nights and the consequences made me too timid to accept them.

I questioned feebly, I just want to fall in love, want to be with this man who loves me and loves me so much, why is it so difficult, why do I have to make a choice.

The air began to flow quietly, Lu Pei hugged me tightly, rubbing his chin lightly on my forehead, like the tenderness after a long absence, without too many words, but gentle and outrageous.

This place is actually not suitable at all, it is a mess everywhere, even, there is a faint smell of blood on his body, my body is very warm, but my heart hurts like a knife...

There is a thin string in my brain, constantly reminding me of the countdown time, Xue Baosi, if you don’t make a choice, you are forcing the road ahead to build a higher wall, forcing this life to become more ferocious, forcing Lu Pei...

I close my eyes, I dare not think.

"Baosi, they're all for show, don't be angry with me, okay?"

His voice sounded more cautious and helpless, "I was going to go crazy in those few days, and I would receive several damn phone calls every day. I knew what he said was false, but I just couldn't control my anger. Bao Si ,I……"

"Lu Pei."

Gently interrupted him, "Stop talking."

My voice is also a little hoarse. In fact, when I saw the news, I knew the general idea in my heart.

It's just that I'm too tired, and I'm already in the mud, and I always think about the way he hugged that girl. I understand my difficulties, and I have jealousy, but the one who hurt me is the one I'm most afraid of hurting. I really don't have the energy to do it. .

With my face pressed against his chest, I opened my eyes and continued, "Have you heard a song before?"

Lu Pei's breath was slightly heavy, and the arms around me were a little lighter, and his voice responded softly, "What song."

Twitching the corners of his mouth slightly, he raised his arms and climbed up to his waist, humming a tune softly——

"I am a fox waiting for a thousand years~a thousand years waiting for a thousand years of loneliness~"

The arm clinging to Lu Pei's waist exerted a slight force, "Who in the world of mortals has planted the poison of love~who in the vast sea of ​​people has drunk the poison of love..."

Lifting my face, Lu Pei's eyes showed slight doubts, but I looked at him with a smile, "When I loved you, you were penniless and studying hard~ When I left you, you were enlisting in the wedding ceremony~"

"Can I do another dance for you~ I am the white fox you released thousands of years ago~"

The cheeks were cold again, Lu Pei's face was slightly fuzzy, but the corners of my mouth were still holding each other, and I chanted like a dazed man, "Look at the fluttering clothes~~every oath has turned into nothingness~"

Lu Pei's eyes darkened, and his arms tightened around me, "It's ugly!"

I still smiled, "Can I do a dance for you~ just for the review of your parting~"

"Ugly!"

Lu Pei interrupted me in a deep voice, "No more singing."

I obediently closed my mouth, with a salty taste in my throat, as if I saw the heavy snow again, and the creature on the edge of the cliff waiting desperately.

"Lu Pei, shall we break up..."

Don't want to let go, but there is no way out.

"Can you say that again."

Lu Pei turned his face as expected, I was so ignorant, so I repeated, "Break up, let me go, it's good for you and good for me."

"Ah!"

He smiled, the muscles on his face twitched obviously, "reason."

"I'm angry."

Sniffing my nose, I told myself to ignore the smell of gunpowder that Lu Pei was already emitting, "I can't accept you acting with others, I'm tired of playing this kind of mutual harm..."

"You might as well say that you are under pressure from your parents, I can accept it!"

Of course, it's just that I can't say it, it's too dirty.

Lu Pei let go of his arms, and the warm bubbles in the air that were still there a second ago exploded instantly. I seemed to raise my hand and push open the window, and Xiao Han entered in an instant, just like that night, I waited outside the hotel door until three o'clock in the morning , the same cold, I asked for it.

"say!!"

I took two steps back, "Break up, didn't you hear that?"

Looking at the fire in his deep eyes, I opened my mouth, "I don't want to be with you anymore, I want to leave, it's that simple, what else do you want to hear..."

A sharp blade gouges out the heart, a blunt knife cuts the flesh, it feels nothing more than that.

Lu Pei's body trembled slightly, and I could hear the sound of gnashing of teeth clearly after a few steps. Seeing his bloody hand slowly clenching his fist, I straightened my neck, "Want to hit me, hit me... it's over It's all over..."

It was to provoke him on purpose, to stimulate him, to make him yell 'Get out' to me.

How boring and childish I am.

But I remembered what Pang Pang said, is it true that the two have been together for a long time, and their personalities will really be contagious?

"you……"

Lu Pei let me see a look that I had never seen before. He stood there, squeezed out a word from his thin lips, and immediately there were countless emotions in his eyes, anger, depression, haste, cramped... …

Suddenly he turned his back and didn't look at me, as if forcing himself to calm down, and didn't want me to see his helplessness.

I have to admit that he is very good at controlling, all emotions are hidden very quickly, but we are too familiar with each other, and I catch it quickly, suddenly I hate myself very much, I seem to be forcing someone who has done something wrong Son, tell him that your mother doesn't want you anymore.

In fact, I am also like this. Looking at his tall and straight back, I still want to rush over to hug him and tell him that the one I am most afraid of losing is him...

But life is really driving me crazy. I'm afraid that I won't be able to control it. I'm afraid that Lu Pei will face the same thing as me. Then in the end, what should we do?
"Xue Baosi, you want to break up, can you give a convincing reason?"

I listened to his cold voice and forced myself to straighten my back, "Are you a scum, I don't want to be with a scum, I want to leave..."

"Then I'm a fucking scum!!"

Turning around, only sharpness remained in Lu Pei's eyes, and he walked in front of me with two steps covered in cold air, "Xue Baosi, unless I die, you will be by my side for the rest of your life, and you will be mine forever." , Death is my ghost, do you hear me clearly?"

I was shivered by the cold, and my feet stepped back slightly, but the corners of my mouth were raised, "Don't you know that I want to be a husband, if I want to be a husband, I have to sleep with others, maybe I have already slept with others, You don't care about that? Are you willing to wear... ah!"

Lu Pei's hand suddenly strangled my neck. It didn't take much force, but it was enough to make me breathless. I looked at him with wide eyes. After a few seconds, he let go, and the raised lips There was a bone-piercing coldness in the horns, "Is it sleeping?"

I caressed my neck and retreated to a safe place. Seeing Lu Pei's appearance at the moment, I panicked. The familiar shadow of prey appeared in his eyes again, but he still smiled coldly when he looked at my face——

"You reminded me...Xue Baosi, do you want to go, then stay with me, until I feel tired of playing, you can go..."

I kept my face sullen and didn't answer. I looked at Lu Peiyu and sneered a few times, and said something like talking to myself, "Women really can't be spoiled."

Suddenly, those cold eyes looked at me again, "If you want to go, you can, then tomorrow night, I will wait for you at home..."

As he spoke, he walked up to me in a few steps. I wanted to hide, but he grabbed my arm and leaned over to my ear, "The house in Zhonghai City...whether you can leave or not depends on your performance... "

I stood stiffly, but I heard Lu Pei's cold voice continued with a chuckle, "Don't forget to wear your pink lace body...you have to see if it is..."

After finishing speaking, he let go of my arm, with a cold face, and walked to the door of the box with a few cool steps. I saw his hand touched the handle and opened his mouth, "Why should I go!"

Lu Pei's hands paused, and he looked at me with a bright smile on his lips, "...Think about your brother."

(End of this chapter)