I'm Mrs.

Chapter 281
The way Lu Pei sent me back to Pang Pang's house was still explaining like an old lady. In short, it was just one sentence, I can make trouble, I can do it, and I can run around to slay demons and demons, but I don't feel allowed to say anything about breaking up Bullshit, he neither liked nor accepted.

As soon as I heard what he said about killing demons and demons, I couldn't help laughing at myself in my heart. I thought I had killed someone. I did some small work, but I really didn't have anything!

The slogan is shouted loudly, but in fact, he is a third-rate and fourth-rate gentleman. In front of sensible people, I am too embarrassed to say how long I have been a teacher, who is my teacher, and why, what a shame!
When I was about to get out of the car, I still couldn't help asking about my dad, and I wanted to know how he would deal with it.

Lu Pei didn't say much about it, "Don't worry about it, don't worry, my habit is just to discuss the matter as it stands, and I won't really do anything to him."

I hummed, and watched his face sink as soon as he heard my dad and continued to open his mouth, "You know, do you know the relationship between your mother and my dad?"

"I know."

Lu Pei, please step on the brakes and send me to the gate of Pang Pang's house, with a hint of teasing in his tone, "Male girlfriend..."

I almost spit out, "More than that!"

Lu Pei exhaled helplessly, and turned to look at me seriously, "Baosi, to be honest, Uncle Xia is an old acquaintance of our family. Although my relationship with him is average, I always feel that his character is not bad. , The work in the hospital is also very serious and responsible, which can be regarded as quite satisfactory, but I did not expect that he would do such a thing, which really challenged my bottom line, of course, it is also his own bottom line, no matter where I stand I really can't figure out what he did, which not only damages the character, but also pollutes the medical ethics, and it is useless to be a father."

Harsh words, but true.

Is my dad a doctor? It's not easy for a person who upholds the heart of a doctor's parents to do such a disgusting thing.

"Actually, I know something about the reason why my dad can do this..."

"what reason."

"that is……"

I took a deep breath and looked at Lu Pei, "My dad may...maybe need to get a certificate from your mother..."

When I think about this, I still get dizzy, "It's very likely that the two of us will kiss...and kiss..."

I really don't dare to think about what to do, maybe Lu Pei will blurt out that he doesn't care.

Unexpectedly, Lu Pei frowned tightly after hearing what I said, "Who said that?"

"Isn't that true?"

I analyzed his reaction and it made sense. Does he think my dad is just a fucking best friend, or maybe it's a spare tire who has been lurking all this time, and his mother probably didn't tell him about it.

"What facts."

Lu Pei showed his speechlessness without concealing it, "You know about my uncle very well. His disease was inherited from my grandma, and my grandma passed away very early. Then my uncle got sick and started to control it. Now my mother has also detected the corresponding lesions. The reason why I went to the provincial capital to take over these projects and work is because of my mother's physical condition. She can't be too tired. This kind of wasting disease needs rest and rest the most. , how could she have the thought to marry Dr. Xia and get a certificate."

I was stunned for a moment, "Your mother also found out that Uncle Shen is sick."

Viral hepatitis, regardless of whether it is genetic or acquired, is still a difficult problem in medicine. It can be said that it is impossible to completely cure it, but if the conditions are good, it is maintenance and control. These efforts have been made by Uncle Shen back then. It can be seen that the fear is sclerosis, cancer, and anti-virus at the same time, which is particularly troublesome.

Lu Pei probably didn't want to talk about it, so he hummed, "No way, this is from my grandma's mother's body. My mother should be fine, but it's just that she has been sick from overwork all year round, and her body's immunity is lower than that of ordinary people. The lesion came out."

"Is it serious now?"

Lu Pei raised his spirits to look at me, and the corners of his lips curled up slightly, "It's okay, the transaminases were high before, but now they are under control. What I want to say is that my mother and Dr. Xia will never have the situation you mentioned. I once misunderstood Dr. Xia and my family too close, but my mother told me early on that I was just a friend. Besides, even if I didn’t grow up with my mother, I knew her personality very well. She was young. Shi is a very strong person, and he may be pity for Dr. Xia's talent, but he will not have those personal relationships with his sons and daughters."

I still don't understand, "How can you be so sure."

From a woman's point of view, maybe Shen Mingya is a strong woman, but sick women are very fragile, isn't it easy for my dad to take advantage of this loophole.

Besides, I don't dare to analyze my father's character carefully now, I'm afraid he is like what my second aunt said back then, for the family property or something, those premeditated schemes, I feel slapped when I think about it.

"Dr. Xia is far behind my mother in age."

Lu Pei reached out and pinched my face, "Don't worry, if my mother wants to get married, it's a big deal. The most people in our family are relatives. She and her elders are watching. They stare at her more closely than me."

Forget it, I think Lu Pei and I stand in the same angle and stand on the matter of parents, who knows what's going on with them.

"Then I'm going back."

"Ah."

When I opened the car door and was about to get out of the car, I suddenly remembered something important, and turned to look at him with a little nervousness, "Then, this disease inherited from your grandma will not let you have trouble in the future."

It hurts the liver to have such a bad temper.

Lu Pei leaned slightly towards me, "What if something happens?"

"Get vaccinated!"

I was a little anxious, "There must be nothing wrong! If you came early...then what should I do..."

"Silly."

He smiled, and moved his face closer to me again, "You forgot what my grandpa did. My grandma's affairs could be said to be a disaster. My mother and uncle did a lot of inspections when they were very young. My uncle's disease risk index has always been higher than that of my mother. It stands to reason that my mother should be fine. Who knows, the problem will be found out this year..."

I swear in my heart, is it related to something bad she did.

"As for my brother and I, the inspections we did at birth were more detailed, and there is nothing wrong with it. If there is a little bit of hidden danger in me, I will not recruit you."

I looked at Lu Pei's tone of seriousness again, "Maybe I will make the same choice as my uncle, not to marry or have children, even if I like you no matter how much I like you, I will never want to be with you."

"why."

I know the answer, but I still want to ask.

The eyes of Lu Pei were dotted with stars, "I'm afraid that I will die early, and you and the child will not be taken care of..."

I lowered my eyes and saw my hands being tightly clenched by him, "Sibao, what I want is to take care of you until the end, not just walk for a while, everyone will die, I am not afraid of death, all I can do is die Get behind you, if everything can be handled with dignity, then I will accompany you, I heard that it is dark and cold down there, I have to accompany you, otherwise don't worry."

His voice was very soft and deep, but it hit my most fragile nerve in the cramped space of the car.

"Seriously..."

Lu Pei looked straight at me, his eyes streaming slightly on my face, "So you have to be good, you have to be good, so I can be good, understand?"

His lips parted a couple of times dully, but his heart was somewhat at a loss, just like my grandpa accompanying grandma?
Although I know that if that time comes, I may not agree with Lu Pei to make the same choice, but at this moment, this sense of security is indescribable.

I really didn't expect that Lu Pei would have such an idea and say such a thing.

After a while, he said with a smile in his eyes, "Slick tongue! You just know how to coax me!!"

Open the door and get off the car, turn around and see him smiling slightly in the cab, "Get in quickly, don't catch a cold!"

"Ok!"

I watched him walk backwards, waving his hands lightly, but the joy in my heart was indescribable.

Turning around and jumping into the community, looking up at the night sky and still smirking, wondering if Lu Pei's patience and eloquence are all on me!

But I use it!
Just as I was about to step up the steps, I instinctively took out my mobile phone and glanced at the time. It was 09:30, and my mother was definitely not asleep.

My heart sank, and I dialed her number directly. I have to solve this matter, otherwise she may have to deal with something in Moji for a few days. Once she really posted with me 24 hours a day, then I don’t have to live up.

I took a long breath of cold air, I was going to look for Lu Pei today with a desperate heart, but who knows, he suddenly gave me a lot of light and courage.

I want to be good, and I must be good!

"Hey."

As soon as my mother's voice sounded, I straightened my back, "You are busy, I will find you later."

"so late?"

My mother was puzzled for a moment, and her tone immediately became vigilant, "What's the matter with you."

Either Lu Pei almost drove back, lifted his foot and continued to walk towards the gate of the community, "Let's meet and talk, I'll call you when I get there."

"Okay, let's meet and talk, anyway, we will live together in a few days."

Mom changed the topic, and turned into a nonchalant look again.

I looked down at my phone and walked to the gate of the community, raised my hand and called two taxis. When I went up, I told the address and instinctively touched my bag. I didn’t touch it suddenly, and looked around only to find that the bag was not there. Remember Came out from Lu Pei's house and carried it on his shoulders, so...he got into his car?

He clicked his tongue, what kind of brain is this, there is a capsule shell to use there.

He hurriedly fumbled into the pocket of his coat again, felt his heart tighten when he touched the small bottle, and began to dig out the facial tissue again, unfolded it, poured out the capsule from the bottle, and tossed it quickly with his hands.

I don’t know if it’s because I’m doing a lot of petty tricks, and the place I’m going to is quite crowded. The driver kept looking at me in the interior mirror, and I didn’t bother to talk to him. I just wrapped the paper towel and crumpled it up after work. , After getting off the car, he took out some change from his trouser pocket and handed it to him, "Excuse me, Master."

The driver took the money and looked at me with a concerned look, "Little girl, are you here for business? This place is a little busy at night. If you come out after work, it's not easy to take a taxi. Do you need me to wait for you for a while. "

Just as I was about to reply, I saw my mother waiting for me at the entrance of the funeral parlor, and I replied, "No, thank you, master."

At the beginning, I really didn't plan to go back, I just thought that it was just one step here.

The driver nodded, and was shocked when he saw my mother, "My God, little girl, have you seen that there is a woman in white clothes over there!"

I was speechless, and so was my mother, who was already skinny and was wearing a white overalls and padded jacket. You said you could stand under the streetlights, but no, you had to stand in the shadows. No one would panic if she saw it!

Before I could comfort the driver, he ran away in no time.

I looked at my mother not far or near, and walked up to her breathing heavily in this cold night, "I'm waiting here specially for fear that your colleague will hear us arguing?"

Mom didn't show any expression, she just raised her chin slightly after listening to my words, "Say it, what else will you say to me at night, if mom can talk to you, I'll do it with you soon, if you still want to let it go Make trouble with me, then what I can do is to let you see my determination..."

As she said that, she took out her hand from the pocket of her padded jacket, and spread her palm in front of my eyes. It was still the small bottle, exactly the same as the one I took back, and said, "I see, if you want to watch your mother die, you can Just continue as you wish."

I laughed in my heart, that's what she's doing, she thinks I'm here to talk to her about it, it's weird, I've already told my mother that I broke up with Lu Pei, but she still keeps talking Hitting me gave me the feeling that she didn't believe it. Is this a woman's sixth sense?

"Mom, I suddenly thought of a sentence last night. I thought it was for myself, but now I think it should be for you."

I looked at her and said lightly, "If you encounter extreme suffering, let it go, you will be detached. What kind of obsession do you have? Why can't you let it go? I was almost driven crazy by you and my dad before I could wait for anything." Now, what are you doing all this for, if it's the grievances between you, my dad, and Shen Mingya, then I think, after more than ten years, it should be over, it's not worth it, so let me put in so much effort."

Mom snorted, "Bao Si, Mom does all this to not want you to have any contact with Shen Mingya, I'm afraid you'll be at a disadvantage, do you know that?"

"What's wrong with you?!"

Now when I talk to my mother, my head hurts, "If the two countries want to fight, they have to pull out a piece of tiger skin to talk about righteousness. People and things have to be reasonable. You and my dad will do this to the end. What's the point, you can't use this banner to hurt me and suppress me just because I am your daughter and you are my biological parents, what did I do wrong, have you ever respected me?!"

"Bao Si, you..."

"Mom, don't say anything about my grandma and my second uncle. I'll tell you the story today. Whoever you want to find is whomever you want. If you don't think it's shabby, just tell my second uncle about it. You'd better So go to the next grave and burn a piece of paper for my grandma to talk about! Said that you and my dad set me up, drugged me, and made bed photos in order to mess with my love!"

Looking at my mother excitedly, "You guys are trying to trick me to death! Does my dad still have a hand, and a backup? Once I get back together with Lu Pei, can he send those photos? Let the whole world see, see how I..."

My mother unscrewed the medicine bottle, and the muscles on her face stared at me twitching, "Say it, let's talk..."

It's so cold.

My heart is even colder.

I snorted and looked at my mother pursing her lips, "Mom, why are you so desperate? Is this good? From now on, you will die as your daughter, and you can leave me alone, no matter what I do with you in the future." Whoever is together, that is all my own will, I will suffer on my own, can you give me a way out..."

"impossible."

My mother stared at me coldly, holding the glass bottle tightly in her hand, "As long as I live, I won't be able to see what you have to do with Shen Mingya, let it go? It's all bullshit, I can't let it go!"

The whining night wind made my cheeks hurt, I looked at her with a deep breath, "Mom, will you let me go after I die?"

Mom raised her eyebrows, "What do you mean?"

As soon as I finished speaking, I smiled, "Don't scare me, Baosi, although your mother didn't grow up with you, your grandma told me a lot about your character, I know it well, you won't .”

No, who would dare to pretend to know someone especially well these days?

Besides, I have grown up, those people who are parting from life and death, have no will, are desperate, and can't get what they want...

I have almost experienced all kinds of emotions and eight sufferings, and I am still experiencing it now. This kind of relatives forced me to kill me so unprepared. Does my mother think I have such a strong heart?

"Mom, let me ask you again, can you leave me alone?"

Mom deliberately moved the mouth of the bottle closer to her mouth, "No."

With the cold wind at the corner of his mouth, there was a sad smile, "I'm dead, can you put it down..."

"Bao Si! Don't force me!!"

"You are forcing me!!!"

I stepped forward and tore the bottle from my mother's hand and threw it into the corner of the wall and smashed it into pieces. The powder was blown away by the night wind immediately. My mother's thin body was no match for me, and the body torn by me was shaking. , "Believe it or not I still have it there!!"

"I don't need to believe it!!"

I pushed her shoulders with both hands, and watched my mother take a few steps back indiscriminately, gritted her teeth and took out the small bottle from her pocket, "I heard that this stuff tastes bad when you put it in your mouth, so I put it in a capsule. I’m here today to make a break with you, you don’t have to threaten me anymore, I’m dead, you don’t have to live so extreme, so hideous!!”

"Bao four!!"

Mom came up again to grab my bottle, "Don't think I'm afraid you'll scare me!!"

frighten?

There was a sad laugh in my heart. Tonight, I originally planned to do this...

Avoiding my mother's tearing and scratching hands, I put my mouth to the mouth of the bottle, and directly swallowed all the capsules inside. It was a little dry, and I choked for a long time before swallowing forcefully.

"Bao Si! You scared me, right? You scared me, right!"

I threw down the medicine bottle and bent over to slow down, but my mother was chattering beside me like a psychopath, "You must have scared me, you dare not die, if you die, what will your old family do, how will you go down?" In the face of your grandma and the others, you have not fulfilled your grandma's expectations, and you have not become a gentleman, you..."

"Cough cough!"

I coughed twice and interrupted my mother, not daring to think, how much stimulation my father gave her back then, making her heart twisted and wrapped in a beautiful fleshy skin.

"Bao Si! Talk to me! You said you did it on purpose! Don't think I'm afraid, I'm not afraid of anything, it's useless for you to play with me, what has mother been doing for so many years..."

The stomach began to convulse, the uncontrollable convulsions, the pain seemed to be stirred by a knife, and I couldn't support my legs, I fell to my knees directly, and my body began to hunched uncontrollably——

My mother was still yelling at me to pretend that I was scaring her. The noise made my ears ring, until the pain became more intense, my upper body shook, and I couldn’t bear it. I lay down on the ground, and my body began to twitch out of control. move.

Something surged up, as if countless knives were born in the stomach, scraping and cutting layer by layer, white foam spit out along the lips, I looked at my mother's frightened eyes for a moment, and I was still thinking, this poison is all dead Courage is commendable, this is too motherly pain!

"Bao Si...Bao Si, you really..."

"Also, still...force me...force me..."

I couldn't speak coherently, my body was convulsing all the time, my throat seemed to be on fire again, my internal organs were convulsed, and my eyes were reddened by the pain, "Don't...don't..."

"Bao Si!!"

My mother was frightened, and her voice drew a sharp arc in the dark night: "Don't scare me! Don't scare me like that. What should I do if you have something to do? Mom won't have the face to see you again. Your grandma is gone, Baosi, don’t scare mom! Come here! Come here soon!”

She cried and took out her mobile phone, "I'm calling, I'm looking for someone..."

I twitched my stiff arms and grabbed her cell phone, "Promise me, don't, don't force me..."

My mother knelt on the ground and hugged my shoulders vigorously, trying in vain to dig out my mouth and let me spit out the medicine. I searched the Internet when I was at home, and it was a first aid measure, but I gritted my teeth. , just kept repeating, "Don't... force me...promise me...promise..."

The foam in her mouth was still pouring out, and my mother's emotions were completely broken, "I promise you, I promise you, you just have to do nothing!! Baosi! Come on! Come on! Come on! Come on! Save my daughter! Come, someone!!!"

My mother yelled loudly. I saw her helpless and collapsed appearance. For the first time, I felt that she was like my mother. Only when I was about to die, could I see that she cared about me... …

"Help me!!"

Mom wanted to press the phone, but her fingers couldn't work well at all. She tried to hug me, but she didn't have the strength, and she broke down crying, "Come on! Help my daughter..."

'Didi~~Didi~~~'

The sharp car whistle sounded, and I was so shaken by the headlights that I couldn’t see anything clearly. I was conscious, it was my thinking, and my body was twitching and convulsing. I was bent over my mother’s arms. Only in this posture can I To ease the unspeakable pain a little.

Very harsh brakes, the rear of the car even swung directly, this kind of driving method...

"Cough cough!"

The throat was fishy, ​​and the blood was spit out again with white foam, mother'ao'!What came out was a throat-breaking scream, "Bao Si! Bao Si!! Come here!!!"

My eyes gradually couldn't open. I saw a tall figure running over quickly. He snatched his body out of his mother's arms and hung in the air suddenly, "Xue Baosi! I'm not talking! You are stupid!" What about you!!"

"Um……"

I squinted my eyes and looked at the vague outline of Lu Pei's face. Just as I was about to open my mouth, I was still spitting out disgusting foam.

My mother's crying stopped abruptly, and I heard her ask after I was picked up by Lu Pei, "Who are you!"

"Lu Pei!"

Lu Pei threw down two words, hugged me, and hurried towards the car. After a few steps, he turned around and shouted, "What are you doing in a daze! Get in the car and go to the hospital!"

But my mother stood there and shook violently, did she guess that Lu Pei and I were still together? I couldn't see her expression clearly. Naturally, Lu Pei didn't wait for my mother, and quickly put me in the co-pilot. When the door was closed, he yelled into the air, "We are going to the nearest hospital, you have to come quickly!"

Before I finished speaking, the car rushed out, and I was thrown sideways by the force. He stretched out his hand to support me, and said harshly, "Xue Baosi! Do you have to drive me crazy to be satisfied? !!"

It really turned black in front of my eyes, my body was still twitching, I felt one of his arms was powerfully blocking me, and there was a soft smile accompanied by those foams in his mouth, "It's okay... I calculated...this amount...death, can't die..."

"I can't die! You are testing me here!"

As he turned a corner, I tilted my head back again, coughed twice and continued, "My mother...don't dare...don't dare to force me anymore...cough cough...this time, I'm not I want to die...I want to be good...the second plan...will not die...a lot, a lot, it's an empty shell, arsenic... poured out"

"You still have the first plan, do you know that my mother wants to swear now, huh?!"

Completely spread there, obviously the body is in pain, but the spirit has a feeling of relief, "I will never think about...the first set...I want to be good, and be with you..."

I really can't breathe, Lu Pei, you know, you are a little bit extreme, I really don't know how to go on.

Those desperate days, the nightmares, my mom's text messages, and you, I really want to die.

After having nothing, I wanted to die.

It's extreme.

lay down.

I misunderstood, I think, these two words are not only said to me by my uncle, but also many people around me.

"Doctor! Doctor!"

When there was light in front of my eyes again, I vaguely saw Lu Pei holding me and running in the hall of the hospital, "Need gastric lavage, arsenic eaten by mistake! Hurry up!!"

Arms and legs were shaking everywhere with his strength, a stretcher bed was pushed over, I was pushed towards a place surrounded by many people, Lu Pei's anxious face dangled in front of my eyes——

"It's okay... I'll be fine..."

"You fucking dare to do stupid things, I... Listen to me, you will be fine! Hurry up!!"

His hand was being held and held by him all the time, and his random and stuttering voice was heard in my ears. I must have scared him to death, but I didn't want to scare him, why did it suddenly appear.

Until he pushed through a door, the doctor pushed him away, "Sir, wait, trust us! There should be no serious problems with consciousness! Wait! Don't be impulsive!!"

I looked at the leaning figure who was anxiously staying in place, with his hand still slightly stretched out towards him...

He closed his eyes, but liquid slipped from his temples.

Starting today, I will hold on to my happiness.

(End of this chapter)