I'm Mrs.

Chapter 290 Unwavering
I babbled on for a long time, and I couldn't tell what kind of mood I was in. During the time when I was hurt, I was full of hatred for my dad, but the moment I just came in, I saw this thing being pressed on the table. The man who was almost pierced on the back of his hand could not bear it.

In my bones, I will keep reminding and telling me that that is my father, even though he has little relationship with me, even though he didn't appear too many times during my growing up, he has always been the only one for me, Someone called Dad.

Also helped me.

She also took care of me carefully, and also warmed my coldness.

I don’t seem to like to care about the consequences when I do things. I can do anything with blood, just like what I wanted to do to Su Xiaoyu back then. I don’t care. As long as I vent my anger, I feel that those consequences are mediocre. Thinking about it, why do you have to look forward and backward so much when you are a human being and doing things!

Because I didn’t know the depth of fear when I was young, I almost got into a catastrophe. Because my personality is too impulsive, I always act recklessly. I’m like a cow with only one tendon. Whoever provokes me, I will go Push him to death, as long as I vent my anger during the process, I will go to make up for it in the end, no matter who is right or wrong, what I want is to relieve my anger!

To put it bluntly, it is human touch, right?

My personality is always too impersonal. When I was young, I was ignorant, and when I was called stupid, I wouldn't worry about repaying my elders for bullying me. I have no virtue in my mouth and ruthless subordinates. I said that I was very caring until I cried...

Despair makes me know how to cherish, not wanting and being afraid to lose again.

Force myself to be sensible, force myself to be what my family wants to see, but to the outside world, I am actually still a stunned young man.

I would scold my mother's cousin, throw a scythe out regardless of the consequences, and turn around and tell my family that I actually had a spectrum in my heart, and where the spectrum was. If I didn't hit my aunt, it was because she hid quickly!

At that time, I didn't care about those!
My original idea was to become a Mr. Big, to prove that I can do it, to prove that I, Xue Baosi, am not stingy with anyone. As for the process is not important, how to become Mr. Big is not important, even if the way is dirty, it doesn’t matter, I am I want many people to know me, many people to convince me, I want to be better than Shining, I want to fight the dawn!

It's like holding your breath, and you're suffocating with God. Didn't you give me less? Didn't you let me be born with incomplete emotions? I'll show you. My personality is that I can enter the Tao. What's wrong with the lack of opportunities? I will not let it go, I even brainwash myself, no matter right or wrong, just look at the result!

and then.

I grew up little by little, desperately wanting to hold on to something and at the same time constantly losing. I understand more and more about emotions, and people gradually become softer. I hate worrying, entanglement, and self-torture. Hate to enlighten!

In the four years on the mountain, I read all the books of my uncle and grandpa, Buddhism, Confucianism, Taoism, all kinds of magic arts, self-cultivation, self-cultivation...

It’s like learning by rote all the time. I don’t know how much I remember. I was pushed forward by time, but I realized something a little bit. Until the moment when Su Xiaoyu faced the game, I understood the bottom line. , that's why my uncle asked me to read feelings...

Those who fight monsters should be careful about the monsters in their hearts.

While you gaze into the abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.

Regarding good and evil, my uncle has been talking about it for a long time, but I have always been ignorant.

I have long understood the reason why being a husband is taboo and timid, but I never thought that I would let go too much, my bottom line was blurred, I rushed too hard, and my personality was flawed. I never understood it, and I naturally couldn't understand it. Thoroughly, my uncle never revealed it, he just let me go through it myself——

It wasn't until I turned around suddenly that I realized that there was an extra rope behind me at some point, a rope that was pulling me all the time, allowing me to understand human feelings and sorrows, think about what people think, distinguish between serious and serious, and distinguish between good and evil.

If Mr. doesn't know how to control himself, how is it different from a butcher who only knows how to kill? !

Talking the right way, but stepping on a cliff, who can know if the next step is going the wrong way? !

You hit me with a punch, and I return a palm. It seems that you are decisive in killing and attacking, and you are happy to enmity.

But when is the first time to repay the grievances?
The most important thing is that this enemy is not my real enemy, but my biological father, the person I call Dad. If I was the same as me a few years ago, would I really be hurt after being hurt like this? Is this the end of friendship with him? !

For my uncle's intentions.

I really had a little epiphany.

Sitting on the sofa blankly, but thinking a lot in my mind, Lu Pei has not said much, just silently wiped the tears from my eyes with a tissue, the eyeballs turned awkwardly, I looked at Lu Pei's face, "Lu Er... the hatred for my dad, let's let go..."

As soon as the words came out, I felt a little relieved.

The light in Lu Pei's eyes flickered slightly, a little complicated, and after a while, he nodded slightly, "Okay."

His voice was a little hoarse, he put his arms around my shoulders and let me lean against his chest, "My little rabbit, have you figured out something?"

I opened my mouth, "Although I don't understand what my parents are obsessed with, I can't put myself in their shoes and think about their plans... I don't understand them, but I don't want to hate them either... ...I don't want to use hatred to erode my family affection. What I can do is let me let go. If I don't hate, there will be no entanglement and no pain... Lu Er, let's stop hating, okay..."

He spoke very slowly, and just said softly, "Hello, I'm fine."

I closed my eyes, I had too many words, but I didn’t know how to say them. I grew up surrounded by everyone’s condemnation. The first thing I learned was an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. Now I suddenly understand, uncle The master's intention to let me know is that people have to separate good from evil to tell right from wrong, and don't let emotions go by the thin edge.

The heart must be strong and the eyes must be bright.

Although this world is bitter, I must know how to always have goodwill towards it.

Only in this way can one become a Mr. Righteous Way.

understood.

Uncle, Bao Si really understands a little bit.

……

'Boom boom~'

There was a knock on the door, and Lu Pei came in. Sniffing my nose, I saw Assistant Yang standing at the door, "President Lu, Dr. Xia has entered the operating room."

Lu Pei nodded, "Is there a problem?"

Assistant Yang opened his mouth in response, "Apart from some trauma, the more troublesome thing is liver damage, and there are some signs of bleeding..."

Lu Pei still couldn't hear any emotion in his voice. He interrupted Assistant Yang's words to emphasize the general inquiry, "Is your life in danger?"

"should……"

Glancing at me, Assistant Yang cleared his throat and straightened his back, "There will be no problem."

"it is good."

Seeing Lu Pei nodding, Assistant Yang backed out again. Lu Pei immediately lowered his voice calmly, "Did you hear that? Dr. Xia will be fine, don't worry."

Seeing that I didn't respond, Lu Pei then said, "Will you blame me?"

I let out a long breath and put my palm on the back of his hand, "Where are there so many strange things? The past... I won't mention it... I know you are for me, that's enough, but in the future ..."

Lu Pei breathed a sigh of relief, and warm breath brushed my forehead, "I understand, my husband has tortured me, I have to let go... I will have a good talk with Dr. Xia, this matter will come soon." So far, as long as you don't get angry with me, it's fine."

While speaking, he turned around and grabbed my hand and looked up, "How did you do it, did you hurt?"

Eyes are good enough.

I twitched the corners of my mouth, "I just climbed a tree yesterday afternoon and rubbed it when I came down, it's okay..."

"Climbing a tree?"

Lu Pei's tone was a little teasing, "Hey, it's the first time I know that rabbits can climb trees, sir, do you still need this skill?"

The atmosphere instantly relaxed.

I laughed softly, "I was kicked out by a dog, and I climbed a tree with Xiao Liu in a hurry..."

"Get kicked out by a dog?"

Lu Pei let go of his arms and came to rub my face, "Did I tell you those two things for nothing!"

I opened his hand and looked at him while sniffing and muttering, "It's okay, it's just climbing the tree, I will be there when I am, safe, very safe!"

I can't talk about the details. I feel ashamed when I think about it hanging on the tree.

Lu Pei stared at my face full of meaning, "Mr. Xue, can we take on any job, just be a simple Fengshui master like Qin Sen?"

I pursed my lips and looked at him, and after a while, I opened my mouth softly, "Lu Er, I like this job, and you will always support me, right?"

Lu Pei supported his forehead, and his whole body exuded a sense of helplessness, "I'm just digging a hole for myself..."

"I'll fill it in."

I put my hand on his shoulder and smiled softly, "Don't worry, I won't let anything happen to me, I promise, didn't you say that you also want to see your wife become Mr. Big step by step."

Lu Pei turned his face away and raised his eyebrows childishly, "But I don't..."

'Ring ring ring~~ring ring ring~~'

I held the corner of my mouth and looked at him, but I felt a little helpless, the phone ringtone always came at such a good time.

Lu Pei could only suppress the words in his throat and took out the mobile phone in his pocket. After glancing at the caller, he frowned, and his facial features suddenly became serious.

I didn't see who it was. I watched Lu Pei get up with some doubts. Then I took a few steps out of the phone and stood by the window to answer the phone. "Hey, it's so late, why are you still up?"

There was a hint of respect in the voice, but I didn't understand it. It's noon, didn't you sleep?

Looking at Lu Pei's back quietly, he felt his back getting straighter and straighter. After a hum, he continued, "Don't worry, I won't be indifferent. Well, how long have you not stayed up all night? I know, okay, then tell me, I'll listen to what's on your mind..."

I didn't guess who it was over there, but I felt that it should be some elder from the Lu family. Looking at him, I felt his whole body tense suddenly, standing there motionless.

As if listening carefully, but there was no response for a long time.

I was very sensitive to catch the stagnation in the air around him, staring blankly, 1 minute, 2 minutes...

Inexplicably feeling a little nervous, he got up and hesitated, not knowing whether to step forward, "Lu..."

"Are you sure?"

Lu Pei suddenly uttered a hoarse voice, and my footsteps also stopped. After 1 minute, he responded in a hoarse voice, "Okay."

It's just one word, but it makes me feel indescribably complicated.

I don't know who is on the other end of the phone, what I said to him, I watched his breath getting colder and colder, and the time passed by, Lu Pei stood there with his back to me, the phone was still on the phone. Beside the ear, the body is as motionless as a sculpture.

After thinking about it, he walked behind him a few steps, "Lu Er?"

His body seemed to shake for a moment, as if in a trance, he suddenly looked back at me, with a faint red in his deep eyes.

He didn't speak, just looked at me, which made me feel a little hairy.

"Lu Er, what's wrong with you?"

I was nervous, and my face was naturally puzzled, "Who called you? Is it your family?"

He was rarely on the same channel as me, looked at my face very seriously, but came back thinking very slowly, and replied indiscriminately, and put his mobile phone in his pocket together, "It's okay, it's okay. "

As if speaking to me, but speaking to himself.

This situation must be wrong, I took another step and looked up at him, "Did your family tell you something?"

Lu Pei breathed out lightly, looked at me in a daze for a moment and smiled as if nothing had happened, "It's my grandfather, this old man has insomnia, give me a call to chat."

"Abroad."

Lu Pei nodded, and opened a black net in his eyes, covering all his emotions. When facing me, there was only a bright smile, "It's okay, he just chatted with me, I haven't been seen for a long time. The elders reminded me, and I feel a little uncomfortable."

Obviously wrong, he smiled just to make me feel at ease.

Lu Pei's grandfather, that is the teacher my father once said, combined with his reaction...

Instinct told me that this phone call was related to my dad. After carefully interpreting the two sentences that Lu Pei answered when he answered the phone, I took a deep breath. Could it be that it was about my dad and his mother!
"Lu Er, is this call related to my dad..."

Lu Pei looked into my eyes, didn't say much, took a breath and stretched out his arms to hug me, his voice was still very low, "It doesn't matter whether it's right or not, there's nothing that can hinder us from being together."

That's it.

Are you going to get a certificate?

I was nervous, "What if..."

"don’t worry."

He stroked my back and comforted me softly, "Remember what I said, all you have to do is one thing, as long as you firmly believe that we will be together, the rest is not important."

I know this phone call is not easy, although my mind is a bit heavy, I may do it, just wrap my arms around Lu Pei's waist and nod gently.

……

(End of this chapter)