I'm Mrs.

Chapter 365 Looking Out
The mountain wind gently brushed across my cheeks, and when I opened my eyes again, I looked directly at the faint white figure behind the grave. It turned out that she had been around for so long just to hear me call her mom.

I believe that grandma must have made it clear to her early in the morning, so I only dreamed of her once in the past twenty years, and I opened my mouth, "Mom..."

Just one sound, I am full of feelings, but I can't express anything else.

But her face suddenly made me see clearly, she looked at me with a gentle smile, I got up on the ground, and stretched out my hand to her smiling face, "Mom..."

"I'm leaving……"

She still looks at me and smiles, very satisfied, her eyes are the same as when she closes her eyes and asks the second uncle to pick up the baby and kiss again, "You have grown up, and my heart is relieved..."

I stood there with my arms outstretched, just looking at her, turned around, walked away a little bit, and then disappeared into the distant air.

Putting my neck down numbly, I looked at the dirt bag in front of me, and hummed a tune for no reason, "...the stars in the sky don't talk~~The doll on the ground misses her mother~~The tea garden in my hometown is full of flowers, and my mother's heart is in my heart Tianya, every night when I think of my mother's words, the sparkling tears of Lu Binghua~~"

……

The paper was burnt, but the surroundings were extremely quiet except for the sound of the wind. I stood there for a long time, only my tears flowed quietly. No matter how much I said, no matter how much I wanted to do to her, it was too late.

Yin and Yang are separated, she let go, and me, but only regrets remain.

If there is no Lu Pei's persistence, will I never know that my mother is willing to give up her life to give birth to me?
I didn't kill my second aunt and second aunt's children, but my birth really made me lose my mother.

Ordinary, but great mother.

Taking a deep breath, he looked up at the bombed outpost No. [-] in the distance. His sight would not be obstructed now, and if he jumped over there again, there would be many corn seedlings on the ground over there, still swaying gently in the dim light.

Muttering in his mouth, "I am the real Xue family..."

The sunset is so gentle and light, it sprinkled me all over.

"Fourth sister, fourth sister..."

After an unknown amount of time, a panting voice came from behind, "So you are here, so you can find us easily..."

Xiao Liu scolded and pinched his waist and stood beside me, "Didn't I tell you that the commendation meeting was at three o'clock in the afternoon? You're lucky. I can't find anyone. Why don't you answer the phone..."

Telephone?

Maybe there was a missed answer on the phone, but I was in the stage of blindfolding at that time, so how could I hear it? Besides, I was not in the mood to attend any commendation conference at all, okay?

Looking at the continuous hillside in the distance, I said lightly, "It's over now."

"Commendation meeting."

Xiao Liu wiped off his sweat, "It's over, the commendation meeting lasted for half an hour, just to praise you, but you couldn't be found, and in the end it was the pennant that my mother went up to pick up for you, and the village chief did it." of……"

Speaking of this, he still couldn't help smiling, "Do you know what is written on the pennant, the star of Baishan, relieved the people's worries, made great achievements in battle, and showed great powers..."

It's okay, I didn't write anything about magic tricks, it's not bad if people look like a magic stick.

"But it's enough to make my mother happy. You don't even know that she even wrote a speech, which was read at the conference with a lot of emotion. I'm giving you a compliment..."

Xiao Liu cleared his throat, "Let me learn for you, respected villagers of Baishan, my Mingyue, I am very honored to be on stage to receive this award for my niece, remembering the past, the glorious years, my family Baosi for An Dingna of Baishan Village really devoted himself to the death, conscientiously and wholeheartedly..."

I was speechless, "You made it up..."

Xiao Liu shook her head, not knowing if she had run out of breath, and pinched her waist all the time, "I don't have that skill, she copied the lyrics from the TV by herself, and then put them all together, I almost didn't hear them. Hold back the internal injuries."

"Anyone blame me for not showing up?"

Xiao Liu waved his hand, "No, everyone said that you did good deeds without leaving your name, and the village chief praised you a lot because you didn't go. After searching the whole village, who would have thought that you came to visit the grave, in the afternoon..."

Seeing that I was not answering, Xiao Liu followed my eyes with some doubts, "Fourth Sister, what's wrong with you, what are you looking at?"

"Look out."

"what?"

Xiao Liu was startled, "What are you looking for?"

"Xiangkou, you can see it."

I raised my breath and stretched out my hand to point, "I couldn't see out before. The hillside in front of me was just blocked by the No. [-] sentry post. No matter how I went down, the grave was off the side. It was like a veil in front of my eyes. In the future, the No. [-] outpost will be flattened, and now, it can be considered to be in the right position, and you can see far away."

Xiao Liu was ignorant, "You mean... our family's grave is now a geomantic treasure?"

I took a deep breath, and with my thumb raised, I was rushing towards the distant mountains, "In terms of scoring, it was sixty points before, but now it is eighty points..."

"how to say?"

"Fengshui pays attention to the balance between movement and stillness. The first thing to look at in a yin house is Lailong. The best Lailong is connected in one vein until the end of the mountain. In this ancestral grave of grandma's house, Lailong is the mountain in front, although the hillside is not high. , can be regarded as continuous ups and downs, but unfortunately, this dragon vein is broken..."

"Broken?"

I nodded, "Following the hillside toward the entrance of the village, the upper and lower ponds are separated. Don't you recognize that road? It's the road we have to take a bus every time we want to enter the city..."

Xiao Liu scratched his head and seemed to be thinking, "Then it can't be solved?"

I shook my head, "I don't know, it's not something I can solve."

The broken dragon vein happens to be equivalent to my disabled tiger bone. I don't know if there is any weird connection in it, whether it is a coincidence, or an unclear fate.

It used to be okay to see it before, but now I see it, but I also found a new problem, but it is stronger than before.

"The feng shui of the Yin House has the five elements of geography, dragon, cave, sand, water, direction, five elements... the cave, which pays attention to the gathering of energy, is our current position, no problem, and the sand is the surrounding mountains, also known as The sand ring can keep the vitality in the ground from being blown away by the wind. There are mountains everywhere in our Baishan Village, so it’s no problem to choose here..."

As I said, I let out a breath and continued to open my mouth, "Water refers to the water hug. It means that there is water in the ground, blending with life and embracing it, so there is no possibility of getting lost... And here, the dragon is the most important thing. Truth, this truth requires it to flow, that is to say, this dragon has to move along with the meandering. It is regarded as a living dragon, a dragon, born with breath, and it will also fly into the sky with the grave here. gone."

This is the origin of the four characters of "Xunlong Diancu".

Fengshui masters in the early days spent years, even decades, searching for dragons first, and then they could look at sand, water, acupuncture points, and directions. Dragons are the foundation of everything.

All in all, I really didn't think so much when I was looking for this place. I didn't have much experience back then, I came here in a hurry, and now I don't feel that my grave is not good. On the contrary, I am still very grateful to myself Those who insist on a downward decision, at least, are right now.

Now that the wind is blowing, you can even see the corn seedlings in the distance, which is considered suitable for movement and stillness. As for the broken dragon vein...

I shook my head, and I could only comfort myself, maybe being a human being is really about being content and always being happy.

"Soar?"

Xiao Liu was still muttering, "Then it's time to connect, who in our family can soar into the sky? Fourth sister, it's you!"

Before I could answer, he clicked his tongue again, "I remember you said that this ancestral grave is for the blessing of your descendants, that is to say, grandchildren and so on, but our eldest brother is not his own, so I don't count , just you... Granddaughter, can you borrow your strength?"

Granddaughter, really can't borrow the power of your own family's grave, the effect is equivalent to your aunt's rich, your uncle's rich, you can use some light to survive, your own fortune can't be touched by the light of your ancestor's grave.

only……

I looked back at several graves. I am not my granddaughter. In other words, the prosperity and decline of my family's graves are closely connected with me.

Hey, from this point of view, I still have to thank myself at the beginning. Although this grave is not a big prosperous, at least it has not been taken off, and the sixty points can be increased to eighty points. Once the No. [-] outpost is gone, it will not be easy to increase the value directly. up.

"Ah, Fourth Sister, who are you visiting the grave for?"

When Xiao Liu saw the grave, he saw that something was wrong, and walked to the second aunt's grave in a few steps, "Why is this sacrifice only in front of this grave? Didn't you go to grandma's grave..."

"No."

I pulled myself back and answered, walked over and squatted down to pack the big bag in front of the grave, "I'll go to my mother's grave."

"I haven't seen you visit your second aunt's grave for many years. Why..."

"my mother."

I repeated it, and Xiao Liu nodded, "I know, your second aunt...who? What do you call her!"

Is there something wrong with this person's ears?
I packed my bag and stood up, looked into Xiao Liu's eyes, and said word by word, "I, Mom."

Xiao Liu's Adam's apple twitched, "Your mother? Which mother, godmother, you knew it before, in a dream."

I am helpless.

"Mom."

I cleared my throat, "Do you hear me clearly, this is my real mother."

"Your mother?!"

Xiao Liu's distorted voice almost reached the [-]th bend of the mountain road, "Mother?!"

"Yes."

I put away my things and kowtowed three times from grave to grave. When I arrived at my second aunt earlier, I was still muttering, "Mom, I'm going back."

"wait!"

Xiao Liu was irritated and grabbed my arm and stood there motionless, "Fourth sister, are you okay, this is my father's ex-wife, she has been gone for more than 20 years, how could she become your mother, this matter Son, you have to make it clear to me that your mother is not..."

"Hands off, I'll tell you."

I stood there very calmly, and I didn't want to hide it anymore. In fact, I was quite strange these two days. Judging from Xia Wendong's reaction after seeing the test reports, he definitely didn't know that I was not his daughter.

Thinking about it logically, his next step is to go to Xue Ruojun to question whose daughter this Baosi is, and what is going on here...

Then for Xue Ruojun, the conclusion when I covered my eyes was obvious, she didn’t know that I was swapped, but later she didn’t know if she knew I was, based on my reaction when I insisted on being with Lu Pei Look, she should know that I'm not her own, so she didn't care about it afterwards!
Otherwise, she wouldn't have to stand in the way like Xia Wendong?
In short, I think that if Xue Ruojun received a call from Xia Wendong, she should call my second uncle or me no matter whether she was kept in the dark or not.

But no, these two days, she is still as quiet as ever, she is quiet, I can only think because she understands what's going on, so she doesn't need to question anyone.

Of course, I can also analyze it from the other side. Xue Ruojun has always been kept in the dark, but she is very open-minded. She was frightened by my suicide. Later, she thought about it and felt that Lu Pei and I Cousins ​​are fine together, so, just...

Well, this actually doesn’t quite make sense, even to myself.

But no matter what, she didn't have a phone call, and she didn't make any movement. It's not normal for her to be so calm!
Not in a hurry to go down the mountain, I simply sat down, first called my second aunt to let her not think that Xiao Liu and I were missing, and then told Xiao Liu about the matter from beginning to end. Liu Lai said that nothing has changed. My surname is still Xue, and the surname is Xue, which is justified. Should he call me Fourth Sister or Fourth Sister? The only thing that has changed is what I will call my family in the future.

"That is to say...Little uncle used such a detrimental trick to separate you and Big Brother Lu, because he was afraid that you and Big Brother Lu were siblings?"

"Ah."

"...In other words, sister-in-law is not only my sister-in-law, but also your sister-in-law?"

"Ah."

Xiao Liu seemed to have a fly stuck in his throat, and coughed forcefully, "That... that is to say..."

"Is it over?"

I looked at him helplessly. "Didn't you hear clearly, I was just swapped when I was born, in order to save my life, don't you know that Beixian'er, you just wronged my real mother, do you understand?"

"Forehead……"

Xiao Liu scratched his scalp from front to back, "Then my sister-in-law is very clear that she is not your mother, right?"

"I do not know about this."

At least I don't think her reaction is right now, what's the play if she doesn't react?
"that……"

Xiao Liu seemed to have been forced into a heavy meal by me. He scratched his head for a long time before he said to me, "Your uncle, your second uncle, not your uncle..."

Seeing me purse my lips, he almost blurted out, "High table, low bench..."

"roll!!"

You still play rhymes with me on such a serious occasion, you!
"Fourth sister..."

Xiao Liu suddenly pursed his lips, "Fortunately, you are not my sister-in-law's child. I have never seen such parents. It's very lucky. Then, shall we kiss more..."

I didn't bother to talk to him, seeing that it was already dark, I got up and patted my pants, "Go back."

"Fourth sister, then..."

"That what that!"

I carried my bag and lifted my feet and walked down the mountain. The wind behind me was soft, but I couldn't express what I felt in my heart. Facing Xiaoliu, I could say a lot of things without taboo. What about the second uncle, I called His second uncle for 24 years...

Xiaoliu followed me swayingly, her ability to accept was pretty quick, and when she walked to the door, she asked me if she wanted me to change my mouth to his mother, "Sis, my mother will be your mother in the future, so just It's not the second aunt anymore."

I stopped walking and looked at the lights in the room in the front yard of my house, "Liu'er, don't talk too much about this for a while, if you want to talk, it's me and my second uncle who said it, understand."

The rambling in Xiao Liu's mouth stopped immediately, and he stopped speaking after an oh.

I threw the bag in his arms into his arms, looked at the light in the window in the front yard of my house, and suddenly felt the same as when I went to the grave in the afternoon. I was a little nervous, and I don't know why.

He silently took a deep breath, lifted his foot, and strode into the house.

As soon as the door was opened, the second aunt came out wearing an apron, "Bao Si, why have you been going to the grave for so long? If you don't come back, I'm going to go to the mountain to find you... Come on, I'll wait for you to eat, The food is getting cold!"

I groaned, feeling that the room was very quiet, "Where is the second uncle."

"He's waiting for you in the back room..."

The second aunt suddenly lowered her voice, "You don't look very good, I don't know what's wrong, it stands to reason that you have made meritorious service to the village and cured a few grandpas, which is a happy event. After Ruojun's phone call, why did he suddenly become preoccupied, and didn't let me call you Grandpa Chen Li to dinner at night, saying that he had something to say..."

There was a 'thud' in my heart, it was...

"Has the Four Treasures come back?"

The second uncle yelled in the back room, with a rare serious voice, and the second aunt hurriedly responded, "I'm back, let the child wash his hands first!"

As he spoke, he leaned into my ear and said, "I don't know what the madness is, it makes people nervous."

I didn't say much, I raised my breath on the spot, and walked into the back room. The food was placed on the table, and the second uncle was still sitting in the main seat. When he saw me, his eyes were indescribably complicated. , I was not in a hurry to go in, so I stood at the door, my eyes converged in mid-air, entangled, my heart surged, and the feelings between the two sides suddenly became desperately suppressed.

"Baosi, go in and eat!"

The second aunt didn't understand, she pushed me to the table and sat down, took a bowl and gave me rice, "You don't even know how lively the commendation meeting was in the afternoon, everyone from the village came, and everyone envied me Ah, tell me..."

"Four Treasures..."

The second uncle's eyes have been looking at me all the time, with a strong bitter taste, "You know all about it, don't you?"

My eyes were sore, but the corners of my mouth were pulled hard, my head tilted, and I tried my best to make a mischievous and sly look, "Yeah."

"That……"

The second uncle's voice became a little older, "When you came back, did you understand everything in your heart?"

"Um……"

A laugh came out of my mouth. I looked at my second uncle and opened my mouth. There seemed to be a thousand words, but suddenly they were stuck in my throat. I wanted to smile lightly, but the tears were still uncontrollable. Di, sitting there, suddenly his chest twitched and began to cry, unable to speak a word.

The second uncle looked at me, his eyes gradually turned red, and he raised his hand to cover his own eyes, and in an instant, he was sobbing uncontrollably.

"What's the matter?"

The second aunt was stunned, "What are you talking about, what do you know, why are you still crying? This is a good thing, Ruowen, what's wrong with you, you've recovered!"

"Hey, Mom!"

Seeing this, Xiao Liu also began to wipe away tears, "My father and fourth sister are... yes... don't ask!"

"What is it!!"

The second aunt looked at me in a daze, but heard me yell hoarsely, "Dad..."

"Baosi...what do you call your second uncle?"

The second uncle suddenly cried out.

I vigorously wiped away my tears, got up, moved the stool I was sitting on, and faced my second uncle, bent my legs and knelt down, "Dad."

"Four treasures!"

The second uncle leaned out and hugged me directly, "I'm sorry for you! I'm sorry for you, you have been wronged, you have suffered all these years! It's all my fault, my fault!"

I shook my head, wanting to say a lot of words, a lot of gratitude, he is such a gentle and taciturn person, but he almost poured out all his patience to me, I never feel that I am unfortunate, I am grateful that I am in a place full of love and Growing up in a tolerant environment, I have the love of my great-grandmother, my grandparents, my second uncle, and later my second aunt. I don’t lack anything.

Deep down in my heart, I didn't have any dissatisfaction or hatred for anything. I changed my words, and I just wanted to let my biological mother rest in peace, and let her know that my second uncle really loves me, and all the family members really love me. She doesn't have to Worry about me, everything is going in a good direction.

The second aunt was completely fooled by me and the second uncle, and finally Xiao Liu called her out to explain.

I didn't care about her, so I hugged and cried with my second uncle for a long time. I thought we would say something, but no, it was just a meeting of eyes.

When my second uncle and I recovered, my second aunt had already learned the truth from Xiaoliu. She seemed to be frightened and trembling, and then she entered the room and sat on the top of the kang, watching me and my second uncle without saying a word. .

"If you call me in the afternoon, you will know everything..."

The second uncle took my paper towel and wiped his eyes, "I still said it was impossible, you haven't mentioned this in the past few days since you came back, and then I thought about it, yes, something is blocking it, you kid can If you can keep things calm, you must be talking about something else because you want to finish this lice-tailed business first."

I didn't say a word, I sat beside my second uncle and listened to him talking, holding my hands tightly all the time.

"It's been 24 years. Last time, when Xiao Lu asked me about this, I thought, maybe I can't hide it. Didn't we give the lantern that night? I even went to talk to your grandma and Tweety. Well, I said, it might be troublesome if the matter continues to be concealed, who knew that Xiao Lu, whom Sibao likes, would be Xia Wendong's nephew... Sigh."

Speaking of this, the second uncle was a little anxious to see me change my words, "I'm used to it, actually, that's your grandma, I..."

"It's all right."

I muttered and shook my head, "Dad, I'm actually used to calling you Second Uncle, we just need to know it in our hearts, but I've thought about it, I don't need to change everything back, it's like..."

Glancing at Mingyue who was still in a 'shocked' state, "I'm used to being called Second Aunt, from now on, I'll just use the original address..."

This is not important, what is important is that the family members can talk about it, otherwise, there will be a wave of disturbance in the village, which is not troublesome enough.

The second uncle knew what I wanted, nodded, and patted the back of my hand, "Sibao, I didn't expect that you didn't blame us, otherwise, I was really scared, I was afraid that you would think of us cruelly, why would you I can change you if I can say, and you have suffered a lot with Ruojun and Xia Wendong, and it's all because of me!"

"Second uncle, don't talk about this."

I looked up at him, and said, "Then my mother is my original aunt, did she know from the beginning that I was actually her niece?"

"Ruojun."

The second uncle sighed helplessly, "How did she know at the beginning? At that time, as soon as she came back, she became pregnant. She said that she came back without telling the unit, and their army leader would not let her fall in love. The child is about to be born, your grandma is angry, but seeing the child is old, there is nothing to do, and if you really want this child, it will be so. stillbirth……"

I know this, I have seen it, I can't tell my second uncle, I can only pretend to be listening for the first time.

"If you just gave birth here, Tweety'er will give birth. If you can't give birth, it will be difficult. Your grandma will start..."

The second uncle's eyes started to turn red again, "From the beginning, she just wanted to keep Xiao Cui'er, you have to understand, you can't let the adults die, but Cui'er disagreed, she said she wanted to keep the queen for our Xue family, You just want to live, and then, as soon as you were born, she was bleeding profusely, and your grandma made a quick decision, saying that while Ruojun was still fainting, she sent you there, just to save your life, our family didn't Is there still that thing that keeps grinding?"

I nodded, and it was all right.

"Originally, your grandma didn't calculate your fate. What can be known by others? She figured it out. She said that your fate is hard and it's hard to live. Who knows, your grandpa Chen Li was standing at the Outside the door, it was clear that you were killed by Tweety and her children, so our family couldn't explain it, so we could only make mistakes..."

The second uncle looked guilty, "If Jun woke up at the beginning, I was so happy to see you. She didn't know that her child was dead. She held you in her arms every day during confinement, and said she would take you with her." When you go back to the city, I couldn't bear it all day, I just wanted to say that it was my child, but I didn't dare to say that if Ruojun was like that, I was really afraid that something would happen to her if she couldn't accept it.

Fortunately, later on your grandma said that your fate was hard, so she stayed here. Ruojun returned to the city after confinement. She said that she would pick you up when you were one year old. Who knew it would take years to leave. When I come back again, I will bring Xia Wendong back..."

I remember this time, Xia Wendong said that my mother seemed to be depressed soon after going back, and became ugly, and it was during this period that she got a beautiful body.

"When she comes back again, I made up my mind to take you back. I didn't hold back that time and told your mother about it..."

I was startled, "That is to say, my mother knew that I was not her biological daughter when I was three or four years old?"

The second uncle nodded, "She knew about it at that time, and your grandma also told her that you are her lucky star, she must have a child by her side, otherwise she will not live to be old, and Ruojun will finally admit it."

"That is to say, my mother didn't know about it at first, but after she found out, she hid it from my current father?"

"maybe."

The second uncle still sighed, "Ruo Jun said at the time that he wanted to hide Xia Wendong, that he would not tell him that the child was gone long ago, and he probably never told him."

As soon as my nerves relaxed, it made sense. Xia Wendong didn't know, he thought that Lu Pei and I were in trouble, so he kept stopping. My mother just cooperated and cooperated. Later, seeing that the general situation was gone, I knew it in my heart and didn't care about it. Yes, this is the normal way of playing.

Suddenly I remembered a very small thing. I remember that once Mrs. Xu came to my grandma about Han Lin’s milk being a monster. At that time, Mrs. Xu was not in the crooked way. Amazing, she said something to me at the time, which means that after looking at the belly for so many years, I didn't see that Ruojun's belly was a white tiger's master...

A lot of small things are being deliberated one by one, and it is really the clues that are reborn.

My mother hasn't come back for many years, and won't bring Xia Wendong to my house again, and even after her divorce, she won't let me have more contact with Xia Wendong...

There was also my grandmother's attitude towards Xia Wendong in the past. She said it was polite, and more of a birthright. The matter seemed to be obvious all the time. Even I questioned whether I was my own. So far, I have never doubted it.

Unexpectedly, real life is also full of dog blood.

(End of this chapter)