I'm Mrs.

Chapter 380 Worthless

Not bothering Lu Pei, in fact, I think I need to be quiet too.

Shen Mingya came to make a fuss, the amount of information is too much, people are emotional animals, although I think this matter has nothing to do with me, but it is difficult to clarify the relationship.

I have nothing to say, if I made a mistake, I can explain it, but when it happened, I was so fucking useless, what do I want to tell Lu Pei.

What I can do is to understand Lu Pei. I know that he cares about his brother, his father, those letters, and the recordings. Thinking in another way, if my father died early, my childhood would be very lonely, inexplicable Knowing some truths about my father, I also need time to digest.

In the evening, I simply ate some food and went back to the bedroom. Lu Pei packed up those things and went to the study. Unable to hold back, he took out his mobile phone and dialed the number to my mother.

It took a long time for her to answer the phone, her tone was weak and tired as always, "Hello."

I stood on the balcony, looked at the waves undulating in the night in the distance, and got straight to the point, "I am with Lu Pei."

"……Oh, I know."

She seemed to have guessed something, but until the last moment, she was still tense, she would not tell the whole story, her calmness was inhuman.

"About my life experience, I don't ask any more questions after I know it. I called you because Shen Mingya came over today. She not only talked about you and Lu Zhixin, but also brought some recordings, and the relationship between you and Lu Zhixin back then. letter, do you have anything to explain?"

After all, I have been called a mother for more than 20 years. All I can do is try to be as tactful as possible.

Xue Ruojun stayed there for a long time, without a trace of aggressive emotion, as if all the passion had been polished away by the years, "She told me that I was worthless."

I held my breath, "So, you admit it all?"

"What do you want me to say?"

Xue Ruojun made a slightly nasal voice over there, "I have expected this day, the reason why I stopped you and Lu Pei is because of this..."

She pondered for a while, and then continued, "I did fall in love with a married man more than 20 years ago. If I had to choose again, I would still choose to love him. He is the man I love the most in my life. It's just that Shen Mingya, a woman, will definitely not seek truth from facts, she will blame me for all her faults.

Back then, she made me cornered and tortured me with all her heart. If you wanted to question me, I would admit that I had indeed destroyed her family. Not to mention the past, even in today's society, I would be accused by Wanfu Yes, so, Shen Mingya took revenge on me justifiably and with a weak attitude, she made me suffer, Bao Si, you know very well that without you, I wouldn't be able to live today. "

My eyelids twitched, "You mean, the beautiful body was made by Shen Mingya for you?"

Xue Ruojun laughed, "I only found out when I returned to the city that Zhixin was dead. I went to find Shen Mingya. I knelt down and begged her, even if I went to the grave to take a look. She made a diary for me to read." , imitated Zhixin's handwriting, the above letter said that I like to see me beautiful, Shen Mingya said that I was neither human nor ghost, how to see Zhixin, I really want to restore the original state, do you think, Do I care that much about a face? It’s just that I was dazed at the time, and I just wanted to see Zhixin, I just wanted to see him..."

"Then did you see it?"

Xue Ruojun sobbed softly over there, "How could she let me see that she had set up a fake grave to play with me for many years, and it was Xia Wendong who told me the truth later, that's why I wanted to get out of this sorcery, but it's already gone It's too late, I can't break it in this life, if I want to live, I have to eat fetuses all the time, do you think I think so.

Shen Mingya said that this matter had nothing to do with her, but how could it be possible? In the end, I forced Xia Wendong to investigate, and the result was that every female disciple who practiced beauty with me back then was a cancer patient, and each of them was a cancer patient. People who are about to die, Shen Mingya can be said to have carefully selected these people to play with me. At that time, she gave each of them hundreds of thousands. In the early 90s, she made such a big deal just to torture me. Play me to death..."

I took a deep breath, "This is what Xia, my dad told you?"

Xue Ruojun controlled his emotions over there, "It was only when I found out that he was Shen Mingya's younger brother that he filed for divorce that the truth came to light. I always thought that I was ignorant and deceived to practice this kind of thing. Xia Wendong has sacrificed a lot for me, and then I accidentally discovered that Xia Wendong is Shen Mingya's younger brother, and he knows everything..."

"So you divorced him?"

"If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have married him!"

Xue Ruojun's tone finally became turbulent, "Back when I returned to the city and knew that Zhixin was dead, I didn't want to continue to live. At that time, Xia Wendong took care of me all the time. He said that he knew that I had someone else in my heart. Even if I had a child, he would I will also take care of me wholeheartedly. The child needs a legitimate father. Otherwise, if I die, what will happen to the child in the future? I am very moved. Only four years later, I brought him back to my hometown. Who knows, it turned out that my child... "

I lowered my eyes, "Then why didn't you tell Uncle Xia the truth, I am not Lu Zhixin's child, or in other words, Lu Zhixin's child died long ago."

Xue Ruojun sniffled over there, "Actually, after I found out that you are my niece, my first thought was to divorce Xia Wendong. I don't want to delay him. I'm selfish. I'm just afraid that the child will be criticized as an illegitimate child in the future." , After returning to the city that year, I simply made the mistake and made the mistake. I always found fault and divorced Xia Wendong.

I just said, I regret it, I have someone else's child, I can no longer have a child, and I don't want to live with him, but Xia Wendong said that he doesn't care, and he will never leave, and I was still troubled by the beauty at that time, so I didn't leave. It wasn't until I found out that he was Shen Mingya's younger brother that I completely divorced the marriage! "

I understand, this shows that my aunt was not selfish to the point of being outrageous at the time. She held back from telling Xia Wendong the truth, and she was also trying to find fault with the divorce. the one who pays.

Suddenly found that in the whole incident, Xia Wendong was the one most innocently implicated.

He paid the most and defended Xue Ruojun the most. Seeing Xue Ruojun eat the fetus, he knew that Shen Mingya did it, but because of the relationship between Shen Mingya and himself, it was hard to say. He couldn't change the status quo and could only abuse his power to take care of Xue Ruojun.

Xia Wendong must be very wronged. Everyone suspected that he had an inappropriate relationship with Shen Mingya. As an illegitimate child, he couldn't justify his name and suffered all the hardships. In the end, the woman he loved the most also left him.

In the past, I also questioned him for lying, he was ambitious, and he didn't really love Xue Ruojun. Now it seems that many of his words are true, but he also has his own helplessness. What he hates is also his own background. I can't do anything about myself.

"That's why you kept saying that Uncle Xia was a big liar afterwards, didn't you?"

Xue Ruojun was still sniffing, "I always thought that Xia Wendong's parents were gone. I thought we were all hard-working people. In the future, it would be good to rely on each other. In those days, people's words were terrible, and I was forced by Shen Mingya to settle down. I can't let others know about this kind of thing, and Shen Mingya doesn't make a fuss, just forcing me to die, but who knows, who knows this man who has always been very kind to me and moved me very much It's Shen Mingya's younger brother!"

"Baosi, what do you think I should do? Do I want to thank Xia Wendong for taking care of me all the time, or do I hate him for lying to me? It has nothing to do with Shen Mingya? I just realized that I have taken too many wrong paths, so I insist on not seeing him all these years. Xia Wendong's, I just didn't expect that you would be involved with Shen Mingya's son..."

What do I want to say, Xia Wendong's position back then was obviously a spare tire. He fell in love with a woman with his brother-in-law. After his brother-in-law died, he knew that the woman gave birth to his brother-in-law's child, but he was willing to stand up and be the child's father——

It suddenly occurred to me, maybe, I should have a good meeting with Xia Wendong. He has no relationship with me, so he never complained to me in words, or made me feel uncomfortable. I admire.

"Bao Si, the reason why I disagree with you and Lu Pei so much is because I know that Shen Mingya won't let me. She used to be most afraid that Zhixin's reputation would be damaged and she never revealed our affairs. Now society has become It's changed, she will definitely make a big fuss about what happened back then to embarrass you, in fact, it's all my fault, Bao Si, I'm the one who's sorry for you..."

I didn't say anything, what's the use of being sorry?

Something has happened.

"Well, Baosi, let's meet up. I'll book a place and send you a message on Sunday, okay?"

I nodded, "OK."

Xue Ruojun hung up the phone, and before the tone fell, he still said sorry to me.

I stood there without moving for a long time, my head hurt so much, I checked the phone, and called Xia Wendong anyway, after feeding, Xia Wendong opened his mouth first, "Baosi, I heard that Shen Mingya went to see you today, right?"

"Ah."

With a light tone, I somehow felt that the phone call was abrupt. I used to think that he was my father, and I just opened my mouth to talk to him about anything, and it felt right and proper. But now, everything has really changed. The word love finally made me realize. When it comes to complexity, too much bitterness is unspeakable.

"She told me what happened back then."

Xia Wendong's tone was also very calm, as if the dust had settled after the waves had passed.

"Yes, I've said it all, I also know my life experience..."

"Ugh."

Xia Wendong sighed softly over there, "Sooner or later, fortunately, fortunately, you are not Lu Zhixin's child, otherwise, you and Lu Er would have suffered even more..."

I felt a little sour in my heart, "I'm sorry, I have misunderstood you all this time."

"Don't say that, I did something too much, alas, I'm just too scared, I'm afraid that you and Lu Er will go against others, it's okay, it's okay, but it will definitely be difficult for you to be together, Shen Mingya, She has a hurdle in her heart, she can't get over it, your mother, no, your aunt, she hurt her deeply back then, and she had a hard time enduring what happened to Lu Zhixin back then."

Xia Wendong said with mixed feelings, "Baosi, in my heart, you are still my daughter, don't worry, as long as I am alive, Shen Mingya will not do anything to Ruojun, this is what I proposed when I went to help Shen Mingya manage the hospital. I will do my best for the Shen family, but she can't hurt Ruojun anymore."

I controlled my emotions, "Dad... no, Uncle Xia, I..."

"Bao Si, I treat you as my daughter, call you Dad, I'm used to it."

Xia Wendong smiled wryly over there, "It's just that my father is incompetent and didn't really do anything for you when you were growing up. Don't blame me for being powerless."

I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, "You have done a lot for me, I remember everything from junior high school to high school, do you still remember, that hairless candy..."

Xia Wendong chuckled, "Remember, that was the time when we had the most tacit understanding. You are a weird kid who pretended to be sick to hide from military training. I still laugh when I think about it."

I smiled with tears in my eyes, "Thank you."

"Don't say thank you, you don't know, I want to know that you are Ruojun's niece, so why should I stop you and Lu Er, why not go to Shen Mingya to explain it to Shen Mingya, and help you persuade her , things are much simpler."

I bit my lip, "Have you never doubted it? You are a doctor, why are you so sure that I will be my aunt's daughter?"

Xia Wendong's voice was quiet for a while, and after a long time, he said quietly, "You are very similar to Ruojun when you were young. How many times, when I saw you, I would have some illusions. You still remember the similar facial features. Quarreling, do I look anxious? It's because you two are so alike. I'll always be confused for a while, who am I going to quarrel with, and why? I get so angry with a child...

It's just that your personalities are different except for your stubbornness. You are more distinct, more direct, smarter and more lively than Ruojun..."

I pursed my lips vigorously, mouth full of saltiness, "I'm not sensible either."

"You are very sensible, and there is nothing wrong with being in love. You don't need to bear the things of adults. Fate, how can I explain it clearly. I will go to Shen Mingya to persuade her in the next two days, but Lu Er's side... ...is it stressing you out?"

I didn't answer, Xia Wendong still sighed, "I know Shen Mingya's methods too well, Lu Er almost didn't come out about his uncle's incident, I read the medical records later, according to Lu Er's personality, his self-regulation ability is Very powerful, I also wonder why he went to extremes, thinking about it now, he probably felt guilty, maybe at that time only he himself understood what happened to Mr. Shen."

"In short, I think Shen Mingya will definitely do something about Lu Er's illness. She is very good at controlling the fire, otherwise, she won't release a lot of long lines, so that Ruojun has no way out in the end. Fortunately, I should Thank you for breaking Ruojun's beauty...

Don't worry, I will persuade Shen Mingya, and on your side, if Lu Er has any abnormalities, you can just give him space, and he will solve it by himself. I watched this child grow up, and he I love you so much and will protect you. "

I still say thank you.

Xia Wendong sighed, "Baosi, I can do what I can, do it as much as I can, it's my compensation to you, I really had no choice but to do that about the photo, don't be angry with me, whether it's as a father or your uncle Uncle, I hope you can be happy, I know what happened to you, and Lu Er, it is not easy, whether it is Ruojun or you, if you can be well, I will be relieved."

Before putting down the phone, Xia Wendong was still sighing, "Maybe it's fate, these things must be completely settled."

I hugged my arms, I was really afraid of the cold, I retreated to the bedroom, I covered the quilt tightly and lay down on the bed, it was over, when will it be over? !

My head hurts. I fell asleep in a daze. The more I slept, the colder I felt. My body was shivering for no reason. I vaguely felt that someone was calling my name——

"Little Four Treasures...Little Four Treasures..."

I shook my head, only to feel that the male voice sounded cool and wafted into my ears from far away, "Little Sibao...Little Sibao..."

With a jolt, I sat up profusely in sweat, the bedroom was dark, I looked around cautiously, the curtains swayed back and forth, wiped my sweat, and the voice still echoed softly in the distance, "Little Sibao!" ……Come out……"

"Who?"

I asked in a hoarse voice, got off the bed with my arms folded, walked to the balcony and saw a man with a green light standing at the door in the yard, his hand was still waving slowly towards me, I couldn’t see Clear his face, but the voice can reach the bottom of the ear through such a long distance, "Little Sibao...Little Sibao..."

"Uncle Shen?"

I was sure it was his voice. I turned around and was about to go out. It was too cold. I looked down at the nightdress I was wearing, took out a big scarf from the cabinet, wrapped it, and walked downstairs. The light in Lu Pei’s study was still on. It was sprinkled on the floor of the corridor through the bottom of the door. I went to the door and wanted to knock. After thinking about it, I turned around and went downstairs directly. No, if there was Lu Pei, perhaps Uncle Shen would not dare to approach him!
The slippers were still on my feet, I hurried out, the moon was high, and when I walked to the gate, I found that the green light had disappeared, and the insects were still screaming, I looked outside through the gate, "Shen uncle?"

"Side door...side door..."

The voice sounded in mid-air, and I seemed to be guided by the voice. I actually found a single side door at the foot of the courtyard. It was not locked. I pushed it open and went out. I stood at the door and looked around with the street lights. , "Uncle Shen...is that you?"

"I'm here……"

Turning his face suddenly, Uncle Shen was standing under a streetlight more than ten meters away with a green face. He didn't change his appearance, his head was still there, and he was wearing a suit, but the green light around him made his face look a bit miserable. Looking at me, she smiled helplessly, "Little Four Treasures...I dare not approach the house...go to the beach and wait for you..."

"it is good."

I nodded and watched his figure disappear. I wrapped my scarf around my upper body and ran down the asphalt road along the winding mountain. There were street lights shining everywhere, but I didn’t dare to look carefully. I always felt that there was someone there.

As soon as I arrived at the beach out of breath, I only heard the sound of the waves. I tightened my neck coldly. The wind was a bit strong, so I brushed my hair, "Uncle Shen?"

"here……"

It was still a human body with green light, I saw him running close, but he raised his hand to me, "Don't get too close to me, you will be in poor health..."

I was panting in my heart, unexpectedly, I also have today, from the dirty things not daring to approach, to today I want the dirty things to remind me not to approach.

"Uncle Shen, why are you here..."

He looked at me with deep helplessness in his eyes, "I know these things, of course, I want to come and see you... I'm fine down here, those officials have a good relationship with me..."

"Uncle Shen, are you still alive down here? How long will it take before you can reincarnate..."

He smiled wryly, but his glowing body was like a streetlight to me, "That's not important, little Sibao... Uncle is here, just wanting you and Lu Er to be well, as long as he is with you, he That's the happiest..."

I nodded, "I know, I will, these things are nothing now, I will not leave him."

Uncle Shen looked at me with a bit of sadness, "I know you have paid a lot... It's a pity that I can't get close to Lu Er, tell him something, I can only call you out, let you understand..."

"Ok!"

I nodded heavily, and watched Uncle Shen pull the corners of his mouth hard, "Uncle Shen, I didn't expect to see you again, I am very happy, I understand your intentions, don't worry, I will take care of Lu Er together..."

"it is good……"

Uncle Shen's eyes were red, and the green light trembled a little. It could be seen that he was a little agitated, "It's best not to tell Lu Er that I'm here, he will feel bad, I'm going back... don't come up for too long ..."

"and many more."

I took a step forward, "Uncle Shen, may I know what my grandma told you back then."

"I knew it, you would ask..."

Uncle Shen sighed and raised his hand slightly, "Look for yourself..."

There seemed to be a vortex in front of my eyes, and many pictures were wrapped in it for me. Standing in the yard, I saw that Uncle Sheng was stopping the ten-year-old me from entering. Without much hesitation, I wiped Uncle Sheng's body Go in directly, go through the door, and find that the grandma was sitting on the chair next to Uncle Shen's kang, sighing.

"Grandma..."

I murmured, but my grandma raised her eyes and looked at Uncle Shen, "Mr. Shen, this is my request. I will treat your illness, and I don't need you to pay me much money, or change our family's anything." The current situation, I just hope you understand my heart as a parent. My whole life is for sons and daughters, for my granddaughter. After you go back, help me ask your sister, what is the hurdle she has with my daughter? Son, why do I ask her at home that she wants my daughter's life..."

Uncle Shen's face was a little heavy, "Are you sure, my sister wants to hurt your daughter?"

Grandma nodded, "I'm sure, don't you really know?"

Mr. Shen shook his head, "I have been out of town since my sister got married, and then my brother-in-law passed away, and I came back to take care of my nephew. Over the years, I also ran around because of my health, and my sister made up her own mind about family matters. , I rarely ask, didn't you say at the beginning that your son-in-law has some relationship with my sister?"

Grandma replied, "Indeed, you can ask your sister when you go back. I just asked the old fairy at home. I don't know anything else. Please, just let you talk to your sister." , My daughter's name is Xue Ruojun, I don't know what enmity the two of them have, please help me adjust it, so that my daughter won't be hurt any more."

Although Uncle Shen looked puzzled, he still nodded, "Don't worry, my sister and I have the best relationship. If anything happens, I will definitely solve it."

"it is good."

I stared blankly, it turned out that my grandma came up with the word Shen Mingya because she knew that this woman was going to hurt Xue Ruojun.

It's just obvious that grandma couldn't figure out why Shen Mingya wanted to hurt her daughter, so she pinned her hopes on Uncle Shen, and paid a huge price for it.

The picture dissipated immediately, and when I raised my eyes, I saw that the green light on Uncle Shen's body had faded a little. He stood there with helplessness in his eyes, "I'm sorry, I haven't had the chance to ask my sister about it yet. ...and left..."

I shook my head and didn't say anything more. In fact, even if Uncle Shen knew the truth at the time, it might not change anything. Shen Mingya suffered such a big grievance. Deep, she doesn't need anyone to condemn Xue Ruojun, she just takes her time and tortures her little by little.

"Ugh……"

Uncle Shen still sighed, "It's not easy for your grandma. I really owe you too much for what happened back then...Little Sibao...Uncle is sorry...but don't worry, Lu Er knows that your family members The importance to you, he will not let his mother hurt your family, what I failed, he will definitely do..."

I nodded, "I understand."

Uncle Shen's legs began to melt, "I'm leaving...Little Sibao, you should go back quickly... Now, your body will be bullied by those things that didn't go down... Come back quickly, I just wanted to Look at you... you will be promising, and all these turmoil will pass..."

"Ah."

I know that Uncle Shen is a good person, it’s not easy for him, he’s been dead for so long, he has to come up to comfort me after he got a letter from the bottom, it’s also let me indirectly know the knot of the living, the dead have to be Worry, where to go to reason.

Standing on the spot and waving, watching Uncle Shen slowly disappearing little by little, the waves were a little rough, I stood there blankly for a while, my body was blown by the wind and I couldn't resist, turned around, lowered my head and slowly moved towards Walking on the road, within a few steps, suddenly there was a glare!
'Di~! '

I raised my hand to cover it slightly, the sound of brakes sounded in front of me, and the car door slammed. The next moment, I shook and was hugged fiercely, "Where did you go?!"

"I……"

Laying on his chest, "I want to walk around by myself."

"Let's go?!"

Lu Pei hugged me for a while, unable to hide his displeasure, and looked at me by the shoulder: "What are you going out at night, I thought you... What if something happened to you!"

"What will happen to me?"

Looking at his anxious face, I gave him a relaxed smile, "I just can't sleep, I want to come to the beach to see, I'm such an old man, it's fine."

Lu Pei's eyes were reddish, and he looked at me carefully through the headlight, "Just want to walk?"

I nodded, holding the corner of my mouth, "It's boring to wake up, you think I'm going to run away from home, you underestimate me, don't you, I have to take all your money with me if I want to leave, otherwise what would I eat."

Lu Pei didn't say much, took off his coat and put it on for me, "Where do you want to go, I'll take you there."

"No, I'm sleepy again."

I smiled and said, "Go home."

Lu Pei nodded, opened the co-pilot's door for me, and after getting into the car, he gently held my hand, "Tell me where you want to go in the future, don't run around by yourself. "

I hummed, "You are so busy at work, you don't have to think about me all the time. If I want to go shopping or something during the day, I can drive out by myself."

"If I'm not here, ask Uncle Xu to drive you. Don't go out alone."

His tone was steady and his manner indisputable.

I didn't say much. After returning to the bedroom, I took off the big scarf and lay down on the bed. Lu Pei didn't go back to the study but went to the bathroom to take a bath. I listened to the subtle sound of water and pretended to be asleep. For a long time, I felt a piece collapsed behind me, and even called my name softly.

He didn't answer, closed his eyes and breathed deeply, motionless, his cheeks were a little itchy, it felt like he looked at me for a long time, and then hugged me from behind, breathing very lightly, I think he has not fallen asleep, but, I really I don't know what to say.

To comfort him, or to say sorry for my aunt?

Too hypocritical and flimsy.

(End of this chapter)