I'm Mrs.

Chapter 390 The Initiator

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Is it house arrest?

No, more like captivity that provides a good life.

When I sat in the yard under the scorching sun and watched the rabbits hopping on the lawn, I suddenly found that I was no different from them.

Even though Lu Pei's face became more and more ugly when facing me, time would not stop for a moment because of this, the days passed quietly, and it became just me and his mentality.

He would go crazy after hearing me say leave, and force me to do things I didn't want to do. The most exaggerated time was after eating, I asked him, is this interesting? Since you see me in pain, why not Let me go, so your eyes will be completely clean?
All the dishes that Lu Peisao had landed on the dining table, doing what he wanted to do.

I didn't struggle much, it was very clear that it was all in vain, I just waited for him to finish, and slowly opened my mouth to ask him, is this the way you like me, the way you love me?
He leaned over me and gritted his teeth and asked me, "Xue Baosi, is that why you want to leave me?"

I do not want.

But I didn't want to be tortured like this, so I stared into his eyes without answering.

The answer he gave me was obvious, no, you can't even say it.

I started to be quiet for a long time, or burst out instantly. This burst made my facial features hideous. I forced Lu Pei to look at my face carefully. I said you like me, why didn't you dare to look at me carefully? !look at me! !
Knowing that what I did was wrong and extreme, I was forcing him. I forced a depressed patient to face up to his own heart. For him, it was either death or rebirth.

Lu Pei didn't perish, nor was he reborn, he became indifferent after several times of me, he finally stopped attacking, and didn't say nasty things to me, because...

We didn't communicate at all.

He leaves early and returns late, works crazily, and the lights in the study are often turned on all night.

Even though we were relatively silent, he still gave me lots and lots of presents. Every day I received jewelry, and those boxes with beautiful ribbons appeared on the coffee table downstairs every morning. On the first day, I opened it and looked at it , it was a Bulgari diamond necklace, and the next day, when I opened it again, it was a Cartier watch...

From the third day onwards, I didn’t unpack the package. I took a look at the label and threw it into a cloakroom on the third floor that Lu Pei asked Uncle Xu to clean up for me. Uncle Xu asked me if I wanted to lock it in the safe, and I chuckled a little, "Is there a thief? If there is a thief, maybe it will be more lively."

Uncle Xu didn't say any more, but silently helped me put those unopened jewelry boxes into the lattice cabinet, "Baosi, Mr. Lu just wants you to be happy."

I said I know, but my happiness is not receiving these things. I don't like these things, and I don't know them. To me, they are just prices and worthless.

This house is too big and empty, and every time I listen to Uncle Xu's sigh, I feel like I can find the echo when it's empty.

Of course, Lu Pei is still strong on certain issues. For example, his death order is that I must wear that emerald jade bracelet, which was raised by him, and I am not allowed to take it off!
I put it on obediently. I didn't say a word in front of him. I just turned on the bedside lamp at night and looked at the blood in the emerald bracelet carefully. Tears would flow out of nowhere.

Why did it become like this, I should wrap his arms around his arms and smile at him, thank him, and tell him, I love him, I know all his forbearance and devotion, but why, I can’t find a way for both parties to be happy. Comfortable and satisfying way too.

I hate myself.

I hate myself even more for not being able to jump out of this vicious circle of being imprisoned.

At the end of August, I saw Chen Tao on TV. It was a press conference where he was embraced and returned to China as a world champion. At that time, I was jogging on the treadmill. The speed is very slow, but I am still willing to compete with myself, the worse I am, the more persistent I am, the closer I am to despair.

"In my opinion, no gold medal is a fluke. Different people use different methods to prove themselves. As an athlete, my mission is to win glory for the country. I did it..."

I was still a little dazed when I heard Chen Tao's voice. I looked back at the LCD TV on the wall, slowed down the speed of the treadmill and started to walk slowly. He was wearing a sports suit, smiling and looking at the camera, making a well-behaved answer.

The reporter asked a lot of professional questions one after another, and finally asked him if there was anything he wanted to do most after the game. I looked at Chen Tao on the screen, and he smiled shyly, "Of course, my gold medal is a national honor, but I Here, the one thing I want to do the most is to propose to my girlfriend. She has paid a lot for me, and silently encourages and supports me behind me. I love her very much, An Rui, will you marry me? ..."

Inexplicably, I raised the corners of my mouth, turned off the treadmill and walked to the TV to watch him carefully. The reporter group exploded. Perhaps the name An Rui is familiar to everyone in the sports world, and they kept asking Chen Tao if this An Rui was It's figure skater An Rui!

Chen Tao nodded generously, "It's not easy to know each other and stay together. I hope everyone can give me blessings..."

At the end of the sentence, he looked at the camera and raised his spirits, "Second brother, you have to work hard!"

While talking, he also picked up a small doll rabbit and shook it at the camera. The reporter asked again, but I looked at Chen Tao on the screen and smiled. It was very clear that he was implying that I was Lu Er, and he was just smiling. , It started to rain right in front of my eyes, it was inexplicable, this emotion seemed to be out of control at any time.

I went forward and turned off the TV, and I sat on the sofa for a long time. Even though I was crying, the corners of my mouth were still smiling. It’s so good. Seeing others reap happiness is also a joy in my heart.

There was the sound of a car whistle, which signaled Uncle Xu to open the gate. I wiped away my tears and walked to the door. Under normal circumstances, Lu Pei would not come back in the afternoon. Until Shen Mingya's special car came into view, I sighed in my heart , pinch, really accurate!

Thinking about it, he turned around and took a few steps to the sofa and sat down.

"Mrs. Lu, the old lady is here."

Within a minute, Uncle Xu came in with Xiao Pao, I nodded, and when I got up, Shen Mingya had already brought a young woman into the door, but Aunt Gui did not follow.

As soon as she saw me, Shen Mingya, she held the corner of her mouth, "Miss Xue is very comfortable these days."

"Fortunately."

I answered two words dryly, and my eyes naturally fell on the woman Shen Mingya brought. The girl looked about my age, with good features, but not exquisite. Nowadays, women are all three-pointed. It can be regarded as somewhat temperamental, following the route of Han Faner.

But from the moment she entered the door, her eyes looked around curiously, and her hand was always on Shen Mingya's arm affectionately. It looked familiar, and I remembered it after thinking about it for a while. Isn't this just going to drink coffee with Lu Pei in the car? Was it that girl who waved goodbye to Lu Pei?

"Auntie, this house is not bad."

The girl seemed to shield me, she glanced around the living room, then rolled her lips and looked at Shen Mingya as she said coquettishly, Shen Mingya smiled slightly, and patted the back of her hand, "It's so strange My son just bought it casually for the sake of quietness, how can he pretend it, as long as he can live in it."

I didn't speak in a hurry, the visitor was not kind, and I didn't feel the need to entertain him.

Mainly, I am not in the mood.

After listening to Shen Mingya's words, the girl smiled heartlessly, "That's right, Lu Er just likes the sea so much, and his house in the northern suburbs is close enough to the sea. In comparison, there is really no advantage here, the humidity is not high. Say, it’s not convenient to go out! It’s really not a place to live for a long time..."

She seemed to have just seen me after talking a lot, let go of Shen Mingya's hand and walked to me very familiarly, "Hello, I'm Fei Sun, I know your name is Xue Baosi, I've been wanting to Looking for a chance to meet you, my aunt brought me here today, I hope we can get along peacefully in the future!"

live in peace...

My three views have been destroyed again. Is this an open-mindedness?

Seeing that I didn't answer, Fei Sun turned to look at Shen Mingya and smiled, "Auntie, can I have a whisper with this Baosi?"

"sure."

Shen Mingya didn't introduce me either, as if she had finished talking to Fei Sun, she nodded and turned around, being supported by Uncle Xu, and went to another hall to drink tea and rest, the benefits of a large house were reflected at this time vividly.

As soon as Shen Mingya left, Fei Sun let out a sigh and sat down on the sofa carelessly, looking at me, "Sit down, don't be shy!"

Seeing that I didn't move, she pulled the corner of her mouth and passed a bag in her hand, "It's a gift for your meeting, Burberry's custom scarf, just right, you can wear it in autumn."

I still didn't say a word, and raised my chin slightly. Maybe it was because the air pressure I conveyed was too low. She cleared her throat a little uncomfortably, with a meaningless expression on her face, "You probably know my identity."

"I'm Lu Er's fiancée."

"Aunt Shen should have told you."

"Lu Er's grandfather likes me very much. I went abroad to see the old man last year."

She kept talking to herself, "Honestly, you are more than I imagined... how to put it, you are very lacklustre, maybe men and women have different aesthetics, but now you are the standard Lin Daiyu's appearance, so you are willing to be Is it kept here?"

I was a little tired from standing, so I sat down on the sofa slowly, took a sip of coffee, Sun Fei frowned when she saw me like this, "Hey, I have given you a lot of respect by talking to you, but why do you You don't care about people, no wonder Aunt Shen said that you are arrogant and not polite."

Gently exhaling, I put the coffee cup away, "Miss Sun is a lady."

Listening to my words, she straightened her back unconsciously, "Everyone dare not be a lady, but my father is..."

"If Ms. Sun has enough self-cultivation, then she should know more about the etiquette of host and guest. The Book of Songs once said that if a person is rude, he will die? The way of host and guest is very particular. The host does not let the guest sit, and the guest cannot sit first. When the master speaks, the language must be polite, since Miss Sun entered the door, I have not seen a trace of politeness, could it be that Miss Sun's big family didn't even instill such simple politeness in you?"

Fei Sun's words were directly swallowed by me, she opened her mouth and snorted, "No wonder Aunt Shen doesn't like you, I need you to teach me this? You haven't even graduated from high school!"

I smiled lightly, "Could it be that Ms. Sun has learned a lot?"

"I……"

Sun Fei waved her hands, "I don't want to talk to you about this. I came here to see what kind of little San'er Lu Er is going to raise. Now I..."

"Little Saner?"

I interrupted her with aggressive eyes, "Miss Sun, I have known Lu Er for 14 years and we have been in love for five years. Who is the third child?"

Sun Fei gritted her teeth and said, "You have no name and no distinction, you are the third child!!"

too weak.

I couldn't be bothered with her, so I leaned back on the sofa, "If I'm not wrong, your fiancée's name was only given to you by your Aunt Shen, Lu Er, probably don't even have time for a meal." Willing to give it to you, right?"

I don't need her to answer, just looking at her stiff facial features, I know I'm right, and sighed lightly, "Miss Sun was born rich and noble, since she has everything, I don't understand why you want to rob her husband. Husband who doesn’t even look at you.”

"What is robbing!"

Fei Sun couldn't sit still, "I will be married by the Lu family. Our combination is a man of talent and beauty, and the parents of both parties are also very satisfied. In the future, Lu Er will also take over my family's business. I will be his strongest backing , what you can give him, you will only ask for it, if I am not wrong, the clothes you are wearing now are bought by Lu Er for you! Do you have your own value! No!"

She said in a hurry, and got up directly, "I'm here to tell you that I can tolerate you, and I have plenty of time. I knew Lu Er before, but the first time I watched Aunt Shen keep matching him and An Rui, I couldn't express myself." Thoughts in my heart, but now that the relationship between Chen Tao and An Rui has been revealed to the world, why should I bear it? I am not as useless as An Rui. I am also confident that Lu Er will fall in love with me!!"

Seeing my disdainful smile, she walked up to me in a few steps, folded her arms and looked at me with a domineering posture, "I know you are Mrs. Lei's goddaughter, so what? Hug me, besides, you are just a dry relative, don't forget, what Uncle Shan notarizes is only a will, if I remember correctly, you only have a mountain under your name now, and you have to wait for half of the property... ..."

It's boring. Since when did I covet Uncle Lei's property?

If Uncle Lei hadn't said that he would be in a hundred years, I would have signed it? !
joke!

I don't know how Fei Sun interpreted my expression, probably because she felt that what she said made me uncomfortable, so that face was unconsciously a little smug, "I know that a man like Lu Er has no shortage of women, and Wen Wen Compared to Qi Zhiliu, he shouldn’t be too clean, you’re the only one, I can’t stand it!”

Speaking of this, she sneered, "Besides, I heard from Aunt Shen that you are in poor health and have trouble giving birth. You said, how many years can he like you without a child? After we get married, I will definitely If you are going to have a child, let's make a bet, just bet that Lu Er's heart will still be with you in five years, okay?"

I looked up at her, "Miss Sun, you really opened my eyes."

Knowing that the marriage partner has someone else in mind, still willing to get married?
This Shen Mingya can draw!
"What vision."

Sun Fei raised her eyebrows, "It's a woman like you that opens my eyes. Aunt Shen has already made it clear to me that you are the one who clings to Lu Er and won't leave!"

I'm too lazy to argue with her, it's a waste of saliva.

"Tell me, didn't you return the set just now? Why..."

"Fifi."

Shen Mingya's voice came from far to near, "You must pay attention to your identity when you speak, and don't lose your worth in front of some people."

Fei Sun's face was full of dissatisfaction, "Aunt Shen, this woman speaks really badly!"

Shen Mingya approached with a smile, "Don't mind, Miss Xue's greatest skill is thick skin, how can someone with inexperience like you not be able to compare, are you done talking?"

"I……"

Looking into Shen Mingya's eyes, Sun Fei still nodded, "It's almost the same, but she..."

"Good, be obedient."

Shen Mingya took her hand and patted it. She was so gentle that she didn't look like her. "Wait for me in the car. I'll go back after I say a few words to her. You are a rich lady. Don't lose your identity with a country girl. Don't worry." , with me here, no one dares to wrong you, huh?"

Sun Fei bit her lip and nodded, then turned to look at me, "Miss Xue, I gave you that scarf specially, it's cold, remember to wear it to keep warm."

Only then did Shen Mingya nod in satisfaction, "That's right, you need to know the general idea, go ahead, wait for me in the car, and my aunt will take you to see a jewelry designer in a while, and find someone who will customize a diamond ring for you."

I looked at Fei Sun who was going out and felt ridiculous. My mother-in-law had to take a diamond ring to see it!

After seeing off Fei Sun, Shen Mingya sat on the sofa opposite me, "My son's fiancee, what do you think?"

I pulled the corner of my mouth, "Aunt Shen's vision is nothing more than that."

Shen Mingya smiled deeply, "I just like her to be obedient and not scheming. You should know that her father is very sick like me now, and he is also a bit of a pleader to me. I have more It's not easy to take care of my old friend's daughter."

Tuogu?

Doesn't that mean that when Lu Er marries this woman, her natal family's property will become Lu Pei's in disguise?

"My father also likes this Feifei very much. She goes straight to the point, how cute, isn't it?"

Shen Mingya's sallow face was full of light at the moment, "I have to stand up and watch my son get married so that I can close my eyes. Miss Xue, do you understand my painstaking efforts?"

Missed, Shen Mingya wandered around my body as if searching, and finally landed on my wrist, "My son has really paid a lot of money for you, Miss Xue, you are very satisfied."

I followed her eyes and looked at the emerald on her wrist, "Aunt Shen, is it interesting for you to do this?"

"Ok?"

I breathed a sigh of relief and looked directly at her, "You keep saying that my aunt ruined your family, yes, she is the third child, but are you sure that your eldest son, your husband, including Uncle Shen, their Death, does it have nothing to do with you!"

The corners of Shen Mingya's lips tightened, and I stood up straight away, "My aunt was wrong to fall in love with your husband, but how could you watch your husband push the eldest son downstairs when you were arguing with your husband, and what's more, your husband's Death, I am afraid that only you know the strange thing, oh, and Aunt Gui——

As for Uncle Shen, he was indeed treating illnesses at my house back then, but you know that he was urged to leave by your phone call. The car accident that happened on the road, you remember, it was on the road, it was a car accident, not my family. Mortal! "

His tone sank, "If you hadn't cried, made trouble, hanged yourself and forced Uncle Shen to leave my house, would he have died? Would Lu Er have been stimulated and lost his memory? You are the one who caused everything!"

"You have always claimed to be a weak person, but in my opinion, all of this is your attempt to cover up the mud. You have repeatedly emphasized the matter of my aunt, but you are just using this to divert the attention of the public and use moral And family affection oppresses Lu Er, I ask you to remember that you only have this one son, if something happens to him, you just cry and abuse the world, your son will never be returned."

The silence of the room.

Shen Mingya was silent for a long time. I looked at her yellow and white face. After a long while, I actually clapped my hands twice, "That's beautiful, Miss Xue."

With a cold face, I saw Shen Mingya get up slowly, "You're right, I really only have this one son, and I can't lose him or hurt him, no, no more pressure on him..."

Shen Mingya whispered, and walked slowly in front of me, "So, I made a deal with my son, as long as he marries Feifei, and you, I won't bother you, ah, This is also what his grandfather meant, Lu Er is very filial, he... agreed."

I gritted my teeth, "Aunt Shen, you are doing this to treat him nicely."

A smile curled up on the corner of Shen Mingya's mouth, "I don't know if it's good for him, but it's definitely not good for you, Xue Baosi, my son can't see your face now, why bother him so much? Keep it in his memory, otherwise, you will be the next Xue Ruojun, my son, and you will always live in guilt and self-blame, what should you do..."

Her withered fingers touched my face, "I don't know how many years I will live, but remember, as long as I am here, you will not be able to enter my Lu's house, you are a shady mistress, you Would you like to go, huh?"

Teeth chattered slightly in her mouth, Shen Mingya smiled, "I heard that your sister-in-law is pregnant..."

I opened my eyes wide, "What do you mean?"

Shen Mingya shook her head slightly, her voice was very soft, "It's not interesting, I just know that Xinxin is being treated in my hospital, so what kind of umbilical cord blood does she need to use?"

After finishing speaking, she patted my face lightly, walked away with that gloomy smile, walked to the door, and looked back at me from a distance, "Remember, at my age, I am most afraid of The most important thing is to break the boat, since Miss Xue has understood so many things, it means that you are a sensible person, you should know my character, I will give you time, ah."

I stood there with my back tensed, listening to the sound of cars in the yard and leaving. After a while, Uncle Xu walked in, "Bao Si, are you all right?"

Raising my hand and shaking, I sat back on the sofa with humble steps, "It's okay."

"I know that Ms. Sun. In the 90s, there were a lot of real estate developers. Her father was one of them. He was supported by Mr. Lei before. One of the projects developed by their family is Zhonghai City. Mr. Lu still has a house there..."

Uncle Xu added to me Fei Sun's identity, "But besides her background, Miss Sun..."

I raised my hand to signal to Uncle Xu that there is no need to say more, these are not important, and I sat there with my forehead supported, "Uncle Xu, I will stay by myself for a while."

Uncle Xu snorted, looking a little worried, "If the old lady says something ugly, don't get distracted. Even if Mr. Lu will marry that Miss Sun, it's just for the sake of your future."

I nodded to show that I understood. When Uncle Xu went out, I accidentally pulled the bag on the coffee table with my hand. The scarf spilled out, and there were two characters on it, BS. Xu did it on purpose. No matter how you look at it, the letters are all reversed. Yes, I smiled softly, took out the lighter, took the scarf and burned it directly in the yard.

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(End of this chapter)