I'm Mrs.

Chapter 419
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This sleep was so long that I couldn’t keep my eyes open. In a trance, I seemed to be the pregnant woman walking hand in hand with Lu Pei with my stomach upright, but in the next second, the picture would change. I flew away, my soul was separated from my body, I opened my arms, and I was free under the clouds like a bird, my laughter was clear and crisp, but not long after, I entered the water again, swimming happily——

I don't think it's right, how can I swim? As soon as I thought about it, I wondered how I could fly.

As for the baby, I closed my eyes and questioned myself, why is Lu Pei not here, where did he go?

No one answered my questions, my thoughts were vague, I was always half asleep, I didn’t even know how much time had passed, I always heard human voices in my ears one after another, I opened my eyes vaguely, and saw Lei Uncle leaned over and stood beside my hospital bed, "Girl, are you okay..."

His voice was lingering, as if it came into my ears from far away, I opened my mouth dumbly, "It's okay, I'm fine..."

Uncle Lei sighed, "Don't worry about the second boy, he is recuperating abroad, Mingya, I want to take the child abroad to accompany the second boy, I have to ask your opinion, do you agree..."

"Lu Er... Lu Er..."

I'm like a machine with a system in chaos. I can't figure out if this is reality or a dream. Uncle Lei's voice continued to sound, "The doctor said you are fine, but you are drowsy for some reason. They also made noise. I don't understand, I think you are just too worried about the second boy, girl, he is fine, Xia Wendong and the others are taking care of him... ah."

"Lu Er... Lu Er..."

I was still repeating mechanically. Uncle Lei seemed to be asking about my child all the time. He said that Lu Pei would not come back, and Shen Mingya would take the child to accompany him. "If you disagree, then I will go and deny it." Yes, but you also need someone to take care of you now, and it's not convenient to take the children with you. I mean, leave one to accompany you and the other to accompany Lu Er. Mingya still disagrees, saying that they should take them all away. Let the second boy see, he..."

"Let Dad see... Dad has to see..."

I responded in a daze, feeling my hand being clenched by Uncle Lei, and a sigh fell into my palm, "I won't say anything if you agree, and when you recover completely, let's go to Lu Er's place again, what do you have?" I don't have any idea, what name do you want to name the child?"

"Lu... Xing... Yue..."

My wandering mind made me drift away again after saying these two words, and I always vaguely see many people, second uncle, second aunt, elder brother, sister-in-law, Qin Sen, they are all talking with me nervously. Talk, but I am like a real outsider.

No, to be precise, I have been dreaming.

This dream is too long, going to heaven and earth, always tossing, there is the sound of flipping books, and I even flew to the house of the uncle on the mountain, and the book with the atmosphere of the age is slowly unfolding in front of my eyes. The words seemed to be moving, they walked around on the yellowed page like ants, I smiled at them, and watched them crawl quickly but disappeared——

There are only blank pages in front of my eyes, and I flip them anxiously. When I think of them, these little elf-like ants will jump out. I feel pleasantly surprised. Turning a page, thinking about a page, the active font It will come out, as if it will be written with heart.

The satisfaction I have never had before, I am omnipotent in my dream, but occasionally I return to reality, my eyes are always open, my mind is always unclear, and the person in a white coat looks like a doctor. She asked me kindly, "What is your name?" what name?"

Why did you ask me such a simple question? I was a little unhappy, but I still replied, "Xue Baosi."

She seemed to let out a sigh of relief, "Do you know where this is?"

I hated her asking me, so I kept my face sullen and said nothing, talking seemed to be a very tiring thing.

"Doctor, what's wrong with my Baosi..."

"The preliminary judgment is postpartum depression. Although Mrs. Lu's situation is not common, it can also be classified as a type of postpartum depression, which is a mental disorder..."

"Then what to do!"

My shoulders seemed to be hugged by someone, "It's been two months and I'm still groggy, when will it be better!"

"We can't be sure about this. We mainly rely on the counseling of family members. Mrs. Lu has no abnormalities in her body, and we don't recommend medication, because most patients with postpartum depression are pessimistic, depressed, sensitive in thinking, tearful, and have suicidal desires. But Mrs. Lu's symptoms are different from other patients, she is just drowsy, so she does not need antidepressant drugs."

My eyes are always dark, but I can distinguish many voices. I feel my second aunt hugging me and crying softly, "Bao Si, how can you be better now, don't scare us..."

"Where's Lu Er?"

After capturing these, I always get used to asking this question, even if I can't see anything.

Fortunately, there will be an answer, and I can hear the second aunt's sniffling voice, "He is abroad, Ruojun and Xia Wendong are taking care of him there, don't worry, I heard that his eyes will open as soon as the child passes by It's okay, ah..."

Open your eyes?

Why did he only open his eyes when the child was gone? I remember, didn't Uncle Lei say he was fine.

I have a lot of questions, but I can't gather my energy to ask or listen to them. The second aunt is still whispering, "Bao Si, a lot of things have happened in the past few months. That old lady Gui is dead. , was caught by the police and took poison himself. The old man of the Shen family was very angry about this matter, and he almost passed it. I will delay your life any more..."

"It's passed...it's passed..."

I am still repeating mechanically, has it really passed——

The second aunt cried intermittently, "Shen Mingya also came before she took the child away. She said that she is content with having a child. After so many things happened, she is tired. She won't care about it anymore. For Ruojun ...she let go..."

let go...

My mind was empty, so I just let it go, I would have known what was going on today.

I couldn't think clearly about the matter, and I didn't have the energy to think about it. I felt like I was being carried on a stretcher and sent to the car, and then I continued to walk far away, where to go?I don't know, but the second uncle's voice seemed to reassure me, he said, go home, Sibao, I will take you home.

Family?
I opened my mouth in a murmur, wanting to tell him that the place with Lu Er is my home. It has been a few months now, and Longsha Gemstone is about to open. Lu Er told me that when I am confinement, it will be fully bloomed. The courtyard wall is gone.

But I couldn't make a sound, I was always dizzy, my body was cold and hot, and my clothes always felt sticky to my body. It was a very dark day, and I couldn't tell whether I was dead or alive. It was just a dream. Beautiful, but so unreal, when I am cold, I will feel my second aunt cover me with a quilt, and when it is hot, I will feel a cool towel rubbing against my body——

Why is Second Aunt crying all the time? I hear her voice from time to time, Bao Si, wake up, wake up, what is wrong with this?

I want to say a lot, I want to say that I am awake, I can hear everything, my child, and Lu Er, but I can't squeeze out the sound with great effort.

Occasionally, I would open my eyes ignorantly, to be sure that I was lying there for a long time, the kang cabinet that came into my eyes was very familiar, it was my home, did I go back to my hometown?
But one time, before the question was asked, I would faint again. I heard my second aunt yelling on the phone to tell someone to come back, it should be Xiaoliu, and then she said, where to find it!Where are you going to find it!What the hell happened to you!Hello!Hello! !
I started to worry, I wanted to wake up, I had a lot of things to do, but my body was disobedient, and my limbs were always limp, except for hot and cold, or profuse sweating, it brought me nothing. It's something in a dream.

"Four Treasures..."

A familiar male voice sounded, I struggled to open my eyes, and saw a man enter the door with a bright smile on his lips, he sat beside me, and gently stroked his forehead with his fingertips, "How long are you going to be lazy?" ,Um?"

I looked straight at him and smiled silly, "Lu Er, you're back..."

He smiled slightly, "You have to be good and wait for me to come back, you know."

"How long will you wait?"

I was a little nervous, "Didn't you say it was early..."

I touched my stomach with my hand, so flat, I sat up, "No, the child has already been born! Lu Er, have you seen the child, our child! Brother and sister's!"

Lu Pei smiled gently, nodded, but got up and walked to the door, "I saw it, so you have to wait for me even more, you know."

"Where are you going!!"

I wanted to go down to chase him, but he kept repeating the words asking me to wait for him, just like that day at the airport. There was a barrier, I broke through with all my strength, "Lu Er... Lu Er!!"

My eyes widened suddenly, my whole body seemed to be soaked in water, breathing heavily, in front of me was the familiar roof of my hometown, my eyes turned dully, I saw the cabinet on the kang, the light was on in the room, it was night , the body is still covered with a thin quilt, what's going on?

"Bao Si?"

The second aunt's business was heard behind me, and I turned my head sharply. Maybe my eyes were too wide open, but the second aunt was obviously taken aback by me, "Are you awake? Or are you asleep?"

"What happened."

I lifted my quilt, and my mind was very clear, "Why did I go home, where is my child, where is Lu Er, huh?"

"Bao Si!!!"

Seeing me like this, my second aunt threw the water basin in her hand to the ground with a 'thump', rushed up and hugged me a few times, "You scared me to death! You're awake! You're going to die soon! It's been half a year! I thought you'd have to be confused forever!"

(End of this chapter)