Chapter 111

After what happened that night, Qin Chongyuan couldn't look directly into You Siling's eyes for several days.

Even if they met by chance in the palace, he would immediately blushed and bowed his head to recite the Buddha's name, and the fingers holding the Buddha beads tightened suddenly, completely revealing his nervousness.

Usling seemed much more at ease than him.

They ate and drank well, and specially changed a few well-looking young men to wait in Yulan Garden.

In the past, she would deliberately walk around in front of Qin Chongyuan a few times, either smiling and watching him not moving, or teasing him with words, in short, Qin Chongyuan was embarrassed every time.

But now, Usling did not go to him anymore.

When they met in the palace, Qin Chongyuan was the only one who showed great concern, but she just nodded and greeted calmly, then went to tease the servants around her with a smile.

For some reason, Qin Chongyuan felt a little lost in his heart.

He has been of extraordinary status since he was born. He is the first and last prince to be held in the arms of his father, and he is also the most sacred child.

It's no wonder that almost everyone thought he would be the one to sit on the throne.

In fact, before his father died, he did ask him if he had any thoughts on that position.

But Qin Chongyuan had no interest in being emperor.

To be precise, he is rarely interested in anything.

He was very talented since he was a child, and he learned everything quickly.While other children were still able to read, he could already discuss chapters in classics with his master.When other children didn't know the rhythm, he was already able to entertain himself and play a complete repertoire.

He is a well-known child prodigy in the capital, and even because of his royal birth, he has gained a reputation blessed by the gods.

However, those things that he seems to be able to grasp easily are not interesting in his eyes.

Qin Chongyuan has a secret that he didn't even tell his father.

Since he was a child, he felt empty in his heart, as if he had lost something important, and even when he was dreaming at night, he was struggling to find it.

As for what was lost, whether it was a valuable or a person, he himself didn't know.

That strange feeling accompanied him for several years, until he fell ill at night and got better.

After all, he had no recollection of being sick during the night, as if he had been in a state of slumber during that time.Although he didn't know what happened, mentally speaking, he could at least sleep peacefully.

During that time, he got the long-lost peace.

If it weren't for the violent temper of the one at night, which made his father very worried, Qin Chongyuan didn't think there was anything wrong with it.

But the imperial city, which symbolizes power and status in the eyes of others, is like a gorgeous cage in his eyes, from which he can never escape.

Therefore, he refused the throne without hesitation.

Then, his elder brother was established as the crown prince, and his father granted him the Dark Dragon Guard for his safety.

This is also normal.

Qin Chongyuan was the emperor's favorite child since he was a child. He also has enough strength and is very prestigious among officials.If it wasn't for not taking up the reputation of the eldest son, someone would have already suggested that the emperor establish a prince.

No matter which of the other princes sat on the throne, it was impossible for them to rest assured that such a threat existed.

The appearance of the Dark Dragon Guard is the emperor's last protection for Qin Chongyuan, allowing him to live in this world peacefully.

Of course, as a father, the other party knows this son well enough to know that Qin Chongyuan has no greed for imperial power, and he is not afraid that he will use this Dark Dragon Guard to do bad things to other brothers and ruin this rare peaceful and prosperous world.

Later, the old monk who was regarded as the guest of honor by many dignitaries came.

For the first time, Qin Chongyuan felt that there was one thing he was interested in.

Those scriptures were familiar, as if they were engraved in his bones, and his gestures of turning the beads and knocking on the wooden fish all had a bit of Zen.

More importantly, when he meditated on the scriptures, his troubled mind would be completely quiet, and even the illness that worried his father almost did not recur at night.

Qin Chongyuan chose to shave his hair and practice without hesitation.

He has no nostalgia for Fan Chen, and he doesn't like those women approaching him. Except for his father who really loves him, he still has a little affection for him. At other times, he is basically no different from the stone statues in the temple.

Even the old monk said that he was born with this material.

After the death of his father, Qin Chongyuan had no reason to return to Beijing.

He had been there for several years, and he didn't come back until recently, just in time to save such an enemy as You Siling.

It can be said that Qin Chongyuan has been able to get everything he wants except for the inexplicable sense of loss that he has lost something since he was a child.

Even if it was something he didn't need, most people would take the initiative to bring it to him.

But now, because Usling did not treat him as warmly as before, he felt disappointed and anxious.

Even the scriptures that were very useful in the past could not calm his mood at the moment.

Especially those boys who were teased by Usling became hateful in his eyes.

Qin Chongyuan knew intellectually that those people didn't dare to do anything to You Siling at all, and even when they were transferred, they dared to obey only with his permission.Beside You Siling is even more respectful, without the slightest attitude of violating the rules.

You Siling also has such a playful personality, so he may not really have any thoughts about those people.

But Qin Chongyuan couldn't control the irritability in his heart.

For the first time, he even felt that he was the same as the "person" in the night.

When he saw Usling only nodding at him but smiling at those few people, he even wanted to arrest them all and punish them.

Qin Chongyuan watched You Siling return to Yulan Garden, but he himself stood there motionless.

He really wanted to chase after him and ask what happened to Usling.

Tired of him, or...was he not good enough that night?

But he couldn't take a step.

Qin Chongyuan suddenly felt that it was actually a good thing for him to be sick at night.

At least, the man in the night was more straightforward and unscrupulous, he could boldly walk up to Usling, instead of being embarrassed and speechless when she saw her.

He returned to his yard, finished his dinner with a heavy heart, and lay down on the bed after washing, silently hypnotizing himself.

Go to sleep, go to sleep.

After falling asleep, you can go to her.

However, when he opened his eyes again, what Qin Chongyuan saw was the familiar bed curtain in Anlu Courtyard, and the sky outside the window was already bright.

He is not sick.

No first night, no second night...

After a week in a row, he finally couldn't bear it any longer, hesitated for a while, and came to the gate of the Yulan Garden.

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