Reborn Scholar

Chapter 68

Meng Shi was very grateful that his physical strength was good enough!

She quickly turned and ran towards the villa.

Han Cheng was probably stunned by the smashing, he was stunned for a moment and quickly chased after him.

The grass in the courtyard of the villa was uneven, with ups and downs. When Han Cheng saw Meng Shi running so fast, one up and one down, his heart almost jumped out.

He slowed down his pace, not daring to chase too close, for fear that she would lose sight of her feet in a panic, and it would be bad if she fell and got sprained.

Meng Shi is not such a useless person, she has quite good physical strength, and when she was a child, she was able to climb trees without any difficulty, running around in the fields, the terrain was much more complicated than here.

So, she ran all the way back to her room without any danger.

Bang!
Slam the door and lock it!
Leaning against the door, she was ashamed as hell.

A voice in my heart kept scolding her: Are you a real little girl?Getting flustered about something?Let alone a kiss, even if it's XX like OO, don't be so excited!

Taking a deep breath, Meng Shi slowly calmed himself down.

She wasn't excited, she wasn't shy, she was just...unbelievable.

What a shock!
After all, she is not the kind of person who has a lot of emotional experience, and she is not open enough, and in addition, she has so many thoughts in her mind in the afternoon...

Originally, she was still thinking that Han Cheng didn't know that she already knew his thoughts, so she could dispel Han Cheng's thoughts by insinuating.

However, she still underestimated Han Cheng.

A little probing can make Han Cheng find out!How can this person be so smart!
What can we do now?
Originally, she could delay it for a while and let her think about it carefully, but now she really has to face it!
"Bang bang."

There was a low knock on the door.

"Every time." Han Cheng's voice sounded.

Meng Shi didn't want to talk.

There was a moment of silence outside the door, but soon, Han Cheng spoke again, "Shishi, I'm sorry, I know it was so sudden, I scared you..."

After a pause, he said again: "Shall we talk?"

Meng Shi complained wildly in his heart, of course he wanted to talk about it, but definitely not now!

Now, she hasn't completely cleared her mind, and with the previous running away, her aura is too weak, okay?
Even if you want to talk, you have to let her regain her momentum first.

"Shishi, why don't you punch me again? I have rough skin and thick flesh, so it doesn't hurt. Don't be bored in the room by yourself." Han Cheng was a little worried.This girl shouldn't be overthinking, what stupid thing is she doing?

Although he felt that with Meng Shi's character, he would never do anything stupid, but he was worried.Once you put people in your heart, you will be like this, uneasy.No matter what, it seems that I can't rest assured...

"Shishi, can you open the door first? At least let me know you're okay. Otherwise..."

"I'm fine!" Of course Meng Shi knew what Han Cheng could do, so she quickly replied, "Let me be quiet for a while, and we can talk tomorrow if you have anything to say."

"……it is good."

Finally there was no sound outside, Meng Shi fell on the bed and buried his head in the soft quilt.

Short of breath, she sat up abruptly.

Right now, she desperately needs paper and pen.She needs to write out the thoughts in her head one by one.

She likes to do it every time there is something she can't decide.List them all, look at them at a glance, and analyze them one by one.

It's just where can I find a pen and paper now!
irritable.

Eventually, though, she found a brow pencil on her dresser.No matter what brand it is or how expensive it is, it is just used as a pencil at the moment.

Paper is much easier to find, and facial tissue is also fine.

Write down the thoughts in his head one by one, and as he wrote, Meng Shi felt that his mood also calmed down.

But looking at what I wrote, no matter how I analyze it, she and Han Cheng are not a good match!
Her and Han Cheng's family backgrounds are too different, so their social circles, living habits, and ideas are destined to be very different.

Now she and Han Cheng are just friends, and they haven't penetrated too much into each other's lives. Maybe they can't see that there is too much incompatibility, but once they really become boyfriend and girlfriend, boyfriend and girlfriend for the purpose of marriage, then the two All kinds of differences among people will be exposed.

Because of her psychological age, she will not throb for love now, she doesn't need to be vigorous, she just wants to be calm and peaceful.Therefore, her love is destined not to enjoy the process of love, but to live forever.

In this era, people's minds have begun to be liberated to a certain extent. Many people are pursuing free and unrestrained love, pursuing vigor and vitality, and the process of pursuing love does not care about the result...

But she can't!

Others can disregard any realistic factors, disregard the difference in status between the two, and just want a vigorous love, but she definitely can't, she has to consider all factors.

She can't afford to love, nor can she hurt.

If she had no experience of rebirth and she was just a little girl, then she might really long for a so-called love with someone like Han Cheng, a beautiful love, a love that doesn't care about the outcome.

But it is impossible to achieve anything with the addition of the word "if"...

Meng Shi had to consider every aspect between her and Han Cheng.

Various considerations, the final conclusion is still not suitable!

Rather than discovering that it is not suitable after investing time, energy and emotions, it is better to think clearly now, if you don’t start, there will be no pain of ending.

After writing so much and analyzing so much, Meng Shi's mood completely calmed down.

She felt that Han Cheng was also a rational and realistic person, so her reasons should be enough to convince him.

After sorting these out, Meng Shi discovered that it was already midnight.

She couldn't help but smile wryly, it's been long enough to analyze her mental journey.

After taking a bath, she lay down on the bed and fell asleep, although she couldn't fall asleep for a while...

Woke up the next day, still early.

The sun is just rising, and a few rays of sunlight are projected gently through the gaps in the curtains.

Meng Shi got up, washed up, and changed into a set of pure cotton sportswear, short-sleeved trousers.Girls' legs should be well protected. Although it is summer, there is still some coolness in the morning, and girls' knees are prone to wind.

She had sorted out all the thoughts that needed to be sorted out last night, and she felt that what she had sorted out should be enough to discuss clearly with Han Cheng, so she didn't have too many thoughts at the moment.Besides, it's impossible not to see Han Cheng all the time in the future!

Open the door and prepare to go for a jog for a while.

But when the door opened, she froze.

There is a corridor outside the door, and the corridors are also covered with carpets, which are soft and will not hurt your feet whether you wear slippers or not.

And Han Cheng was leaning against the door frame, with one leg stretched out and the other curled up, his arms were still resting on his legs, supporting his head.Her hair was a little messy, and a blue color appeared on her chin.Moreover, there are obvious bruises around his eyes...

Meng Shi's lips were tightly pressed. He was at the door all night?
I can't tell what it's like in my heart.

She pushed Han Cheng, "Get up, go to sleep in the room."

Han Cheng woke up suddenly, there was a moment of panic in his eyes, and when he saw Meng Shi who was close at hand, he blinked and smiled, "Shi Shi."

Meng Shi didn't know what to say anymore, she tugged on Han Cheng's arm, and said with a sullen face, "Get up."

Han Cheng smiled and tried to get up with his hands on the ground, but he had been in this position for too long, his legs were numb and his waist was also stiff, so he couldn't get up for a while.

"Leg numb?" Meng Shi knew what was going on at a glance.

Han Cheng nodded embarrassedly, "Well, it's okay, it will be fine in a while."

Meng Shi glared at him, gently pinched his leg, and then bent it back and forth.

"You've been here all night?" She glanced at Han Cheng.

"...I don't trust you." Han Cheng whispered.

Meng Shi glared at him angrily, "What are you worried about? Afraid that I won't think about committing suicide? You think too highly of yourself."

Han Cheng looked at her cautiously and smiled, as if he was afraid that she would be unhappy.

Seeing him like this, Meng Shi's heart softened.

Han Cheng is a well-deserved proud son of heaven. He has always been proud and confident in front of others, so why has he ever shown such a cautious expression?
But being soft-hearted doesn't mean anything.

Meng Shi sighed in his heart.Is she being too sensible?Sensible to the point of being impersonal.

"Is it better? Try to see if you can stand up." Meng Shi supported his arm and pulled him up.

Han Cheng moved and stood up. Although his legs and feet were still a little numb, he could walk with a limp, and he should be fine after a while.

"Go back to your room and sleep." Meng Shi said.

Han Cheng shook his head, "Don't sleep anymore."

Meng Shi had no choice but to say, "Then go wash up."

"Okay, then... are you waiting for me?"

"Ah."

Han Cheng went back to his room to wash up, while Meng Shi went downstairs to take a walk outside.

The air in the morning was very fresh, the sun was just right, and there were dewdrops on the grass. It was uncomfortable to walk, so she walked slowly along the cobbled path.

Before the circle was finished, Han Cheng came over.

He was wearing a white T-shirt with an iron tower printed on his chest, cotton sweatpants on his legs, and a Vacheron Constantin watch on his wrist.

I have to say, this dress is very refreshing, like a clean college student, sunny and handsome.It was completely different from his usual image of an elite in shirts and trousers when he was in China.

"Go back to breakfast?"

"Ah."

The two walked side by side without speaking.

After a simple western breakfast, Meng Shi knew that it was time to talk.

Talking in the room seems a bit too formal.

Meng Shi said, "Let's go out for a walk, didn't you say you wanted to talk yesterday?"

"it is good."

The two went out together, on the grass in the yard, there was a simple white coffee table with a bunch of freshly picked lilies in a vase on it, and two comfortable chairs.

Having just had breakfast, neither of them wanted to drink tea, so they only put down two cups of coffee.

Obviously, they should sit comfortably and enjoy the gentle sunshine, but neither of them can relax.

"From time to time..."

Han Cheng spoke first.

Meng Shi nodded, "Well, tell me."

Han Cheng paused, looked at her seriously, and said slowly, "Shishi, I'm serious."

Meng Shi pursed his lips tightly.

Han Cheng continued, "I don't know what to say, I don't even know when I fell in love with you... When I was hazy, I didn't have any special feelings, but after I understood, it seemed like a It's getting out of hand. I... I can't help myself."

Meng Shi's face was a little red. Although she was mentally mature, she was not indestructible.She also didn't know whether her blushing was because she was also interested in Han Cheng, or because she was embarrassed.

"Shishi, did I scare you?" Han Cheng hesitated, "I'm so much older than you, this is too sudden. I wanted to take my time, but I didn't expect you to find out."

Meng Shi almost wanted to cover his face.

Taking a deep breath, she said slowly, "Han Cheng, how could you...how could you..."

Han Cheng smiled wryly, "If only I knew."

Meng Shi couldn't help rubbing the center of his brows, he felt a little headache, what should I do?
"From time to time, someone asks me what my ideal girlfriend or wife is like. The first reaction in my mind is your type. I don't know when, when I think of girls, The first thing that comes to mind is always you..."

Meng Shi looked at the sky and looked at Han Cheng, "But Han Cheng, my ideal boyfriend is not like you."

Han Cheng pursed his lips into a straight line, "Is it like Qi Chuan?"

Meng Shi didn't say a word. She had no reason to provoke Han Cheng on this matter, nor did she use Qi Chuan to reject Han Cheng. That would be disrespect to Han Cheng and disrespect to herself.

"Look at this. I thought a lot last night and was in a mess, so I sorted out my thoughts one by one. The conclusion I came to was that we are not suitable." Meng Shi took out the two facial tissues from his pocket .

Han Cheng's expression was not very good. He took the facial tissue and read it word by word. His attitude was much more serious than reading a contract worth hundreds of millions.

Meng Shi didn't speak, and waited quietly for him to finish reading.

In fact, there are not many words, but Han Cheng read it for a long time.

After finally reading it, Han Cheng folded the paper and put it in his pocket, raised his head and smiled at Meng Shi, "These are not problems."

Meng Shi was embarrassed, she didn't expect Han Cheng to have such an attitude, as if she really didn't mind what she wrote.

"Are you paying attention?" Meng Shi stared.

"Yes." Han Cheng replied honestly.

"That……"

Before she could say anything, she was cut off by Han Cheng, "Shishi, tell me, if what you wrote is not a problem, are you willing to be with me?"

Meng Shi's face was completely red, he was holding back!
"But these are all problems, your assumptions are simply not valid."

Han Cheng smiled, "Just pretend you don't have these problems."

"I can't do it. If there is a problem, there is a problem. How can it be assumed that there is no problem?" Meng Shi would not be so stupid to make this assumption.

"It's just a hypothesis!"

Meng Shi gritted his teeth, "Assuming this, any man who meets my requirements is the same, why is it you?"

In an instant, Han Cheng's face turned green.

Meng Shi also knew that what she said was too much, so she hurriedly said, "Han Cheng, you know, those problems really exist, and it is impossible to say that if they don't exist, they don't exist. You should know me, I'm not that kind People who like to play casually and seek excitement. We... are still the same as before, can't we?"

Han Cheng remained silent, pursed his lips, and stared at Meng Shi with burning eyes.

Meng Shi felt uncomfortable being looked at by him, and couldn't help but turn his face away.

In fact, after she said that sentence just now, she wanted to slap herself a little bit.What do you mean it's still the same as before?There is no way to be the same, okay!
"Shishi, aside from all factors, do you really not like me at all?" Han Cheng whispered.

Meng Shi was dumbfounded.

How can it be?

She has always admired Han Cheng very much.From the aloofness of the impression in the previous life, to the time since we met, after getting to know him, it is even more impossible not to have a good impression of him.

It's just that her emotions are too restrained.

It’s like liking a certain star very much. After getting to know him better, he finds out that this star is really impeccable in all aspects, and he also told you that he likes you too. Would you be tempted?

This is similar to the relationship between Han Cheng and Meng Shi regardless of other factors.

That's right, in Meng Shi's heart, Han Cheng is a star that she admires very much, an existence that is beyond reach...

Meng Shi lowered his head slowly, not looking into Han Cheng's eyes.

She whispered, "If... I should like you. But, there is no if."

Han Cheng had already started laughing, and before Meng Shi could finish speaking, he stood up directly, stepped in front of Meng Shi, put his hand around her waist, and lifted her up!

Meng Shi was exclaimed by the sudden attack. She had just realized that she was already in the air!
And the blush on her face that had just faded away surged back again.

This time it's not embarrassment, nor is it suffocation, it's pure anger!

She was already eighteen, and she was very big, yet being lifted up by Han Cheng like this was like lifting a child.She can accurately describe her current mood in one word, shame and anger!
"You put me down!" Meng Shi was annoyed.

Han Cheng held her up and turned around twice before letting her down. She couldn't stand still and was held tightly in his arms.

"Let go!" Meng Shi was angry.

Han Cheng hugged him even tighter.

At this moment, Meng Shi fully realized the difference in power between himself and a man.

"Let me go." Meng Shi tried to reason with him.

"Let me hug her for a while, just for a while." Han Cheng put his arms around her waist, imprisoning her in his arms, very soft...

After a while, Han Cheng let go slowly.

And Meng Shi's face was too dark to see.

Han Cheng's face was bright and sunny, and he smiled extremely, "Shishi, you just said that you also like me."

Meng Shi wanted to swear in an instant!

Does she mean that?ah?

Han Cheng didn't care so much, his smile became brighter and brighter, "Shishi, promise me, please? Stay with me, and I will treat you well."

Meng Shi no longer wants to talk to him anymore, this man's ability to take words out of context is really superb!
She turned to leave.

Han Cheng hurried to catch up, grabbed her hand, and held it tightly.

Meng Shi couldn't shake it off no matter what, so he couldn't help but stop suddenly, staring at Han Cheng, "Is everything I said before in vain?"

"What?"

"Didn't you show it to you just now, what I sorted out."

"Oh, that, I told you, those are not problems."

"..." Meng Shi was completely speechless, "If you say it's not a problem, then it's not a problem?"

"What kind of problem can it be solved?" Han Cheng said naturally.

Meng Shi laughed out of anger, "Then what do you mean it can't be solved?"

Han Cheng's face became serious, and he stared into her eyes, "You don't like me, I can't solve this. But it's okay, you like me too."

"..."

Meng Shi was completely defeated.

She was thinking in her heart, which link went wrong?
Han Cheng, how could he become so...cough, messing around?
The conversation she expected between the two should be as serious and serious as a business negotiation.

But now, it's all messed up!Flip the table!
"Let's go to sea to play today." Han Cheng couldn't help but clasped her hand tightly, pulling her towards the sea.

Meng Shi couldn't get rid of it no matter what, and stared at her with his eyes, but someone looked at her without hesitation, his eyes were so bright that her heart trembled, the first one who couldn't bear to look away was her!
What a total defeat.

It was a small yacht that Han Cheng could drive by himself.Meng Shi was dragged up directly, without any room for resistance.

The sea was blue and blue, and the yacht started, startling countless seagulls.

There are no hidden reefs in this sea area.

Meng Shi was still angry at first, but slowly, seeing Han Cheng's attitude, she felt that she was simply angry with the air!
Being taught by Han Cheng, he also drove a yacht, and the sea breeze was blowing, which felt very refreshing.

She was not exposed to the sun, and when the sun was strong, the two returned from the sea.

The sea breeze has been blowing for a long time, and I will feel sticky on my body. I have to take a shower and change clothes when I come back.

I have to say, it feels good to be on vacation here.

However, Meng Shizhen had nothing to do with Han Cheng.

This man looked like a rascal, holding on to the sentence Meng Shi said earlier.Brainwashing over and over again made Meng Shi himself a little confused.

Finally, it's the last night of vacation and we're leaving tomorrow.

Han Cheng took Meng Shi to the top of the building.

The roof is a small garden with chairs and tables, where you can sit and drink tea and enjoy the night view.

"Are you happy these days?" Han Cheng asked with a smile.

"Well. It's really beautiful here. In fact, it has something to do with not being disturbed by work these days. After a busy period of time, it must be comfortable to have a place to relax completely."

Han Cheng was silent for a while, then said in a low voice, "From time to time, you will definitely find that what you worry about is not a problem at all."

Meng Shi was helpless, "Han Cheng, I didn't promise you anything."

"It's not too late to promise now. You said it yourself, you like me." Han Cheng acted like a child.

Meng Shi smiled wryly, "You know that's not what I meant."

"I don't care. The things you are worried about, I promise you that those are not problems, but you don't believe them. Then try it? If those things really can't be solved, it's not too late for you to back down. "

Without waiting for Meng Shi to refuse, Han Cheng continued, "Shishi, you can give Qi Chuan a chance, but can't you give me?"

Meng Shi pursed his lips.

Yes, she didn't believe what Han Cheng said could solve those things.She took this as a premise, so naturally she couldn't accept Han Cheng.

But... what Han Cheng said also makes sense.

She is not Han Cheng, no matter how much she imagines, it is impossible to really know what Han Cheng is thinking.If, if what she's worried about is really not a problem, does she want Han Cheng?

Meng Shi slowly raised his head and looked at Han Cheng.

She found that the question she had just assumed in her heart seemed...as if the answer was yes!
Abandoning everything and just asking, does she want Han Cheng?

The answer is, yes.

Meng Shi's heart beats a little faster, is she going to take a risk?Should she still try knowing that the road ahead is difficult and dangerous?
Probably saw Meng Shi's hesitation.

Han Cheng came over and sat on the chair next to Meng Shi. He grabbed her hand, "Shi Shi, I don't want you to promise me anything, I just want you to give me a chance and try to be with me. You are so sensible, If you find that we really can't solve those problems together, it's not too late for you to leave."

Meng Shi looked up and met Han Cheng's gaze.

He is so serious!

Meng Shi's heart trembled slightly, and his voice was a little low, "This...is not fair to you."

Han Cheng was overjoyed in an instant, and he held her hand even tighter, "When you, you agreed?"

Meng Shi was a little annoyed.

She... is this a promise?It was as if he had been bewitched.

Han Cheng smiled brilliantly, even his eyes were filled with smiles, slowly, almost overflowing!
Meng Shi's mood was a little complicated, was he really so happy?

But Han Cheng's smile is so fake!
Meng Shi sighed, let's go crazy once, anyway, she is the best at keeping her heart, no matter what the result is, she is confident that she won't get hurt.At least, Han Cheng's smile at the moment moved her heart, and she wanted to keep it and cherish it...

Thinking of this, she also laughed silently.

(End of this chapter)