Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 124

"What's wrong with you? Don't cry. Be good." On the other end of the phone, Li Ao's anxious voice came to his ears through the receiver.

Seeing Mo Xuan crying, Xicheng took a step forward and hugged her tightly, and said in a low voice, "It's okay. I'm still here, I'm here." A gentle, doting voice.

"I'm dead." Mo Xuan said with a sob.

Xicheng let go of her, lowered his head, reached out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, his fingertips were cold, "It won't look good if you cry any more." The tone of coaxing the child was soft and warm.

Looking at his delicate and thin face, Mo Xuan hugged him fiercely.She really didn't have the courage to watch anyone go.

"Xicheng. When Jiyan recovers from his illness, let's go back to Jiangcheng together." She buried herself in his chest and said in a low voice.

He lowered his head and put his face on her head, "Okay. Where are you going, where am I going?"

"Hmm. I'm homesick," she said.

Xicheng hugged her tighter, she was thin and small, like a child in his arms.

I really want to be by your side all the time.

He thought in a daze.


During the days when Ji Yan lived in the hospital, Xiao Qi stayed in the hospital to accompany him, and when she was tired, she lay down on the bed and slept for a while. She just finished the meal brought by Mo Xuan in a dull manner.

"Actually, I envy you very much." Xiaoqi looked at Mo Xuan and suddenly said in a low voice.

Ji Yan had already transferred to the ward, Mo Xuan stood aside and put the flowers into a vase, Xiaoqi was eating the food Mo Xuan brought with her lunch box.

When Mo Xuan heard this, she was a little taken aback, and then asked, "Why?"

"Ji Yan likes you." Xiao Qi said vaguely with food in her mouth.

"He is my best friend. In my heart, he is my relative and elder brother." Mo Xuan said while arranging flowers.

Xiaoqi glanced at her profile, then lowered her head again, "But he loves you."

Mo Xuan was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to say, so she stopped answering and silently placed the flowers and put the fruits away.

"Actually, I've known Ji Yan before." Xiaoqi murmured suddenly, her voice was very low, "At that time, I was blocked by a group of boys, and when they were making moves on me, Ji Yan suddenly appeared Yes. He was wearing a black shirt and black trousers. He looked very calm, like a nobleman walking out of an oil painting. Those boys rushed up, and he knocked them all down with just one hand. "Xiaoqi sniffed, put the lunch box in her hand on the table beside her, and continued, "He walked up to me and put the suit jacket in his hand on me. Later, when I was leaving, I saw him Walking along the road alone, lonely and rebellious. At that time, I fell in love with him."

Mo Xuan looked at her in astonishment, but it was only for a moment, and then she regained her composure.

"At that time, I didn't even know his name." Xiaoqi took Ji Yan's hand and pressed it to her face.


Mo Xuan silently sat down on the chair on the other side of the room, and slowly leaned back. "The person I love, once, I hated him very much, and I still hate him now."

Xiaoqi raised her head and looked at Mo Xuan in surprise, "Hate? Is it your ex-husband?"

"Yeah." She smiled sadly, "I hate him, I hate him for making me lose the child in my stomach, I hate him for not cherishing it, I hate him for bringing his ex-girlfriend into our room grandiosely."


Outside the door, Xicheng, who was about to walk in, stopped his footsteps when he heard these words, stood by the door, and leaned his head against the wall.

Mo Xuan's voice was heard through the door, somewhat indistinctly.

"I hate him for trampling on my dignity and feelings. I'm hating. But I hate because I still love and care. So I can't be calm and just laugh it off."

Xiaoqi looked at her with compassion.

She sighed and said softly: "After divorcing him, I came here to escape. At that time, I thought that I would start my new life, open a small shop, and live without him." I will miss him, but I still don’t want to forgive him for hurting me, I hate, I resent, I don’t want to see him. I have already decided that I will never see him again. But when I know he has When I was terminally ill, I just wanted to see him right away."

"He, is terminally ill?" Xiaoqi opened her eyes wide and asked in disbelief.

Mo Xuan nodded, "Yes. You can call me cheap or stupid. I just want to follow my inner desire. So I stay by his side. All I know is that when he leaves this world, he will not care about me. How regretful I am that I didn’t accompany him to the last stage, it’s too late.”

Xiaoqi walked up to her and held her hand, "Lara, no matter what you decide, I will support you."

"Thank you, Xiaoqi. If you really like Jiyan, go after him. Maybe, he's just used to taking care of me and can't turn around. It's really annoying to get used to this kind of thing." Mo Xuan smiled. , said.

"Yeah. I know." Xiao Qi also laughed, this was the first time she laughed after Ji Yan's accident. "Maybe, he also fell in love with you, but it's just a little bit late."

Xiaoqi walked to the window, looked at the scenery outside the window, and suddenly said in a low voice, "No wonder Jiyan likes you so much."

"Huh?" Mo Xuan was stunned.

"In the face of difficulties, you will endure. What you think in your heart is to be good to others and to be loyal to your feelings. You will also be cowardly, and you will be a deserter, but you will come back to face it in the end."

Mo Xuan said: "Don't praise me like that. In fact, I'm not outstanding at all."

Xiaoqi looked at her and said, "It's because you are not so good. Because you are ordinary, people think that you are flesh and blood, and you are alive." After a pause, she said, "Gu Xicheng is so lucky. .to be able to have you."


Outside the door, Xicheng heard this, and felt more and more pain in his heart, for Mo Xuan, for those past years, and for his own fault.

Yes, I am so lucky to have you.

It's just that it would be great if this life was longer.

After all, he didn't go into the ward, and in his pocket was a hand-knitted bracelet that he had bought with an old man before, thinking that she would like it, so he bought it.At this moment, the bracelet was warmed by his hand.

He sighed lowly.

He finally walked away.



(End of this chapter)