Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 148

The car stopped in front of Nangong Jiyan's door, and the room was pitch black. Since Lin Youran said that she went to Nangong Jiyan's house, she should be asleep now, right?
In the dim light, Li Ao looked at the dark room, frowned slightly, took out his cell phone again, and dialed Lara's number, but as usual, no one answered.The word Chuan between the eyebrows is deeper.

Looking up again, he saw a man sitting outside the room, his expression was not clear from the distance.He could only be seen sitting in front of the door with his head bowed, his long hair covering his face.It should be that man, right?

While thinking this way, Li Ao's hand tightened even tighter, and his knuckles turned white.For no reason, what appeared in my mind was the image of Mo Xuan with him, the image of her throwing herself into his arms, the image of her crying pear blossoms covered with rain, and the image of her smiling at him.

In her heart, the most important position is not Nangong Jiyan, but him.Gu Xicheng.

The warm yellow light from the street lamp fell, Li Ao opened the car window, and the wind blew in. He leaned against the car window, propped his forehead with his hands, and stared at the man sitting in front of the door without blinking. .

He was just sitting in front of the door, with no expression on his face, and kept that movement all the time.

After an unknown amount of time, Li Aofang drove away.


Xicheng sat for a long time, until it was early morning, his body was getting cold, he shrank his shoulders, his legs were already faintly numb.Holding on to the wall, he stood up slowly and walked around the house. The window in the living room was open. He sighed and didn't know how to close the window. He was afraid that there would be burglars.

Frowning, when he was about to close the window for her, he suddenly stopped his hands, then supported the window lattice with both hands, jumped onto the window sill, and entered the room.

The room was very dark, he took out his mobile phone, walked step by step with the faint light of the screen, and opened the doors one by one.When he pushed open the door of the second room upstairs, the smell of alcohol came to his nostrils. He frowned and took a photo with his mobile phone, and saw Mo Xuan's small figure sitting on the ground with her face lying on the edge of the bed .Wine bottles and glasses were scattered on the ground.

Drink again.He frowned, turned on the wall lamp in the bedroom, and the warm light lit up, making Mo Xuan's face even more warm.

He hugged Mo Xuan to the bed, covered her with a thin blanket, touched her cheeks with his knuckle fingers, caressing them carefully, with a gentle and sad look in his eyes that he had never seen before.

After a while, he just walked out, turned on the lights in the room, went to the kitchen to boil some hot water for her, brought it to the bedroom, and wiped her body carefully. "Don't drink next time." The voice was low but helpless. "It's all about the smell of alcohol. Girls should know how to cherish themselves."

After tidying up, he wanted to pick up the wine bottle and put it away, thinking that she would feel strange when she woke up the next day, but he still didn't move it after all.

Tucking the quilt up for her, staring at her small face, rubbing his fingers quietly, after a long time, he just lowered his head and kissed her hair and lips.

It's okay if you don't forgive me like this.I can't even give my own future, so what qualifications do I have to give you a future?He thought lightly, and his previous thoughts became more firm.If, I can't wake up, just keep hating me like this, then forget about me.

fair enough.

Compared to thinking about Xiao Han who no longer exists like I used to, maybe it would be better to hate me as much as I do now, and then forget about me.

He lowered his head and placed a kiss on her lips.Mo Xuan, you have to be good.You are right, Nangong Jiyan is your future, I am a person without a future, I cannot give you a future.

I am sorry.

He stood up, tucked in the thin quilt again, looked at her for a long time, and then walked out.


Before taking two steps, Mo Xuan moved on the bed, curled up, nestled under the quilt, and looked obedient, but she called in a low voice, "Gu Xicheng..."

Looking at her peaceful sleeping face, Gu Xicheng couldn't move his eyes away for a long time.He pursed his razor-thin lips, and sighed words from his lips, "I'm sorry." I owe you too much, I'm afraid it's not clear yet?
After standing for a long time, he just stepped out and slowly closed the door, watching Mo Xuan's figure gradually disappear before his eyes.


When Mo Xuan woke up the next day, she just felt a splitting headache. The sun shone through the curtains into the room. It was a beautiful color. She lifted the quilt and looked at the wine glasses and bottles on the ground, with a hint of doubt in her eyes. .

Scratching her hair, she thought, did she climb into bed by herself again?I don't even remember when I was drunk.

While thinking about it, she got off the bed and opened the curtains. Next door, Lin Youran was coming out with a small suitcase, followed by Ming Jue with a serious expression, Xicheng just stood by the door and did not follow them.

Seeing Xicheng, she hid her body behind the curtain, but her eyes were on Lin Youran and the others.Lin Youran put the luggage into the car, and then stepped into the car with Ming Jue, and then the car gradually drifted away in sight.

Suddenly, Lin Youran was my words from yesterday, you can no longer have children.Never, ever.

Her expression dimmed, she walked to the bed, picked up the wine glass and wine, and put them in the closet next door.Because of drunkenness, I have a splitting headache.I had a long and long dream last night. In the dream, I seemed to vaguely hear Xicheng saying, stop drinking, and girls should take care of themselves.That's funny, how could he say that to himself?In his heart, it was full of Xiao Han, and he probably couldn't allow another person to walk into his heart anymore, right?
She lowered her head and smelled the smell on her body, the strong smell of alcohol, she will go to the hospital later, maybe she will be told by Ji Yan?Frowning, with a wry smile on his lips, he turned and went into the bathroom.

Standing under the water, letting the hot water hit her body and hair, she stretched out her hand and slowly pressed down on her abdomen, the child she never had the chance to see, the child she could never have again.

Tears flowed down the hot water, and Mo Xuan could no longer tell the tears on her face from the hot water. After crying this time, I will never cry over this matter again, she said to herself in her heart.Never cry about it again.She touched her stomach with her hand, and the tears fell more and more unscrupulously.


After washing up, Mo Xuan walked out wearing a simple sweater and jeans. Outside the door, Li Ao's car was parked there securely. Seeing Mo Xuan, he stretched out his head with a good smile, "Lara."

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Second update. . . .


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