Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 175

Mo Xuan followed Xiaoqi, walking step by step towards Gu Xicheng's ward, step by step towards the place she was too familiar with, and it was beyond redemption.

The moment she pushed open the door of the ward, Mo Xuan felt a large amount of sunlight pouring into her eyes, and the sudden light made her narrow her eyes slightly. It turns out that light or happiness comes too quickly, and people want to escape.

The room was clean and tidy as expected. Mo Xuan walked over slowly, and the memories of the past flooded in like a mountain. He said, we no longer respect each other like ice, but love each other.The look of astonishment when he pushed himself down the stairs by mistake and the panic look he showed in front of him for the first time when he saw the blood under his body.

Gu Xicheng, I don't forgive you.She thought quietly, don't forgive the child you made me lose, don't forgive the hurt you gave me, don't forgive you for being so selfish all the time, don't think about my feelings.

Mo Xuan thought in a panic, why did she come here so desperately?He clenched his hands little by little, and his heart was in a mess like a pot of porridge, making a lot of noise.

Next to the hospital bed is a stack of drawing paper.It is some still life, and the sky seen from the window, the clear blue sky, beautiful and sad.Mo Xuan looked at one by one, until she turned to the last one, her hands froze slightly. On the picture, she and Xi Cheng were holding the hand of a child, smiling brightly and brilliantly.

It's just that such a scene will never appear again after all.

It took a while before Mo Xuan put down the drawing paper.Behind her, Xiaoqi leaned aside, "When I accompanied a colleague to see a doctor two days ago, I happened to meet the doctor asking Gu Xicheng if he really decided to do it with only a 15.00% success rate."

Is that so?Mo Xuan lowered her head and tidied up the drawing paper.

Seeing that Mo Xuan remained silent, Xiao Qi continued, "Later, I asked the doctor what was going on, and then I found out that he decided to perform this operation for a girl named Mo De."

Mo Xuan turned around and looked at Xiao Qi with a sad smile on her lips, "I don't want him to die, but I will never be with him again." Meeting Xiao Qi's curious eyes, she turned her head , lying on the window sill, looking at the scenery downstairs, "I, can't, I don't have any more children."

Xiaoqi was stunned, looked at Mo Xuan in astonishment, and after a while, said in a comforting tone: "Don't think so much, I think Gu Xicheng won't mind that you can't have any more children. He Even such a dangerous operation will be done for you."

"But I mind." Mo Xuan said suddenly, her voice was not high but firm.

Xiaoqi looked at her side face, thinking that she was concerned that she would not have any more children, "Actually, two people don't necessarily have children when they are together."

Mo Xuan's expression was a little dazed, it is possible to have no children, if they love each other deeply.However, the hurdle in our hearts is something we will never be able to overcome. "I mind. Very much."

"Then you can't live in that shadow because you can't have any more children and don't accept Gu Xicheng and Nangong Jiyan?" Xiaoqi looked at her incomprehensibly, with a hint of reproach in her tone.

Mo Xuan's eyes darkened, "I just, can't forgive." Her voice was very low, "If it's just because of losing a child, maybe I will forgive, but if he made me lose because of Lin Youran, it's me. I can't forgive the right to be a mother." The hurdle in my heart couldn't be overcome by myself.

Hearing this, Xiao Qi was also stunned, and looking over, Mo Xuan's eyes were already filled with tears, but she still refused to let them fall.A closer look at his shoulders revealed that it was shaking slightly.Is it because of Gu Xicheng that he can no longer have children?Moreover, it was because of another woman?Xiaoqi was stunned for a moment, unable to recover.

After a while, Mo Xuan turned around and looked at the dumbfounded Xiaoqi, "Let's go. I'll wait for him outside the operating room."

"And then?" Xiaoqi suddenly asked as she saw Mo Xuan walking outside.

Mo Xuan was stunned, and said in a low voice: "When he wakes up, I will leave with Ji Yan." The voice was faint, no change of emotion could be heard.Just because I don't want you to die doesn't mean I forgive you.

"What if he doesn't wake up?"

Hearing Xiaoqi's voice, Mo Xuan froze suddenly, clenched the hand hanging by her side, then loosened it, and then clenched it little by little, the world seemed to suddenly become quiet, and the whole world could only hear her own voice. heartbeat.Jumping every now and then.It was as if something was stuck in his chest, and even breathing became difficult.

It was a long time before Mo Xuan heard her own voice in the silent ward, "I don't know."

It turns out that in front of the god of death, all the hatred and resentment can become so insignificant.So, facing that sentence, if he can't wake up, all he can say is, I don't know.

Mo Xuan pushed open the door and walked out.Xiaoqi looked at her back and didn't know what to say for a while. When encountering such a thing, everyone has their own choice. As people say, there are a thousand Hamlets for every thousand readers. Who can say who is right and who is wrong?

By the corridor outside the operating room, Ming Jue was still sitting there with no expression on his face.Li Ao also sat beside him, with his head down, resting his forehead with his hands, he couldn't tell what he was thinking.

Xiao Yiyuan saw Mo Xuan approaching and walked over with strides. The originally resolute Bingshan face looked a little warmer. He lowered his head and stretched out his hand to straighten the hair on her forehead. "When I came out in the morning, Yin Ran Some fever, I have to go back."

"En." Mo Xuan nodded, "Thank you for today."

"Don't think so much. Don't worry about what other people think or say, as long as you feel that you won't regret the decision you made, that's good." Xiao Yiyuan patted her on the shoulder, his voice was deep, and it sounded like Peace of mind, just as he once held his hand under the table.

Mo Xuan glanced at the closed door of the operating room, feeling panicked, "Well, I know. You can go back and accompany Zhou Yinran."

Xiao Yiyuan looked at her with flickering lights in his eyes.But suddenly he took a step forward and took her into his arms. It had nothing to do with love, nothing to do with romance, it was just a comforting hug. Dry fingers caressed her back and patted her lightly twice. The warm breath hit her. Touch her earlobe, "Take care of yourself."

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The second update is 02:30. . .


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