Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 195

Mo Xuan turned her head and looked at the sea in front of her. It was calm without any waves, but in a second, there might be waves coming to break the silence. "I have nothing I can't bear." She said stubbornly, the familiar stubborn expression was reflected in Ji Yan's dark pupils.

"I can bear one thing at a time, but when accumulated, there will always be a day when I can't bear it." Ji Yan looked at her and said.Sometimes, her stubbornness is really a headache. "If you can't breathe in your chest, just shout out all your unhappiness."

Are you short of breath in your chest?Yes.It was as if there was a big stone stuck in his chest, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't move it away.Suffocated and unable to breathe.

May I?Mo Xuan looked at the calm sea in front of her.asked quietly.Unconsciously, he put his hand into his pocket, touched the mobile phone in his pocket, and clenched it tightly, as if that mobile phone was his life-saving straw.

Here, it actually hurts.She thought quietly, but, Xicheng, have you thought about it?

Seeing her like this, Ji Yan suddenly grabbed her and said loudly: "Shout! Shout out all the unhappiness in your heart!" The sea breeze blew his voice into Mo Xuan's ears.so loud.Accompanied by the moist breath of sea water.

Seeing Ji Yan's expression of hating iron but not steel, she turned around slowly, looked at the blue sea, and said loudly: "Gu Xicheng! I hate you!"

"Gu Xicheng! I hate you! Did you hear me!"

"I hate you!"

"Gu Xicheng! You big liar! You bastard!" Mingming promised to stay by my side until I forgive you.It was clearly agreed.But you broke your promise.

The sea breeze was blowing on her face, moist and warm.Tears finally flowed down uncontrollably.

"Gu Xicheng, you liar!"

After shouting these words with all her strength, Mo Xuan sat down on the beach in a slump, tears kept streaming down her petite face. "But, Gu Xicheng, I don't want you to die..." The extremely low voice seemed to be blown away by the sea breeze.

Ji Yan who was standing beside her was stunned for a moment, and then a helpless smile appeared on the corner of his lips, he already knew it.She was reluctant, reluctant to let him die, so even when she fell asleep at night, she would hold the phone tightly.So hate, but also because, still in love.

Hate because of love.If she really didn't love her anymore, she wouldn't be what she is now. Even when she was smiling, her eyes were sad.In fact, he understands everything.However, there was a dull pain in his chest.

After all, he still cared, cared about her heart, and there was only room for Gu Xicheng alone.

He knelt down, stretched out his hand, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with dry and warm hands, but he didn't speak, just sat quietly beside her, watching her tears fall silently.So stubborn, even crying, there is no sound.If it weren't for the tears that kept falling, others might think that she was just sitting and watching the scenery.

cry.Cry out, and my heart will not be so uncomfortable.Ji Yan looked at her appearance and thought quietly.

After a long while, Ji Yan stretched out a hand, took her into his arms, and patted her on the back lightly.Behind him, the setting sun sinks silently towards the sea level. Where the sea meets the sky, the sea is full of reflections of the sunset, which looks sparkling.

It took a long time before Mo Xuan stopped crying. She stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes. "Thank you. Jiyan." The voice was weng, with a hint of nasality because of crying.

Ji Yan suddenly raised his hand, and tapped her forehead twice with his long and slender fingers, "You're still so polite to me. You're not good." The doting tone, and even the slight smile on his lips, made people feel will warm up.

"Let's go." Mo Xuan stood up, holding her shoes, "Is it okay for you to blow the sea breeze?"

"It's okay. It's almost fine." Ji Yan smiled, this body was not a delicate body, "Does your neck still hurt?" He put his hand on her shoulder, looking from behind, more Yes, it's like a brother taking his sister out to play together.

Mo Xuan kicked the sand with her feet and said, "Let me tell you a joke: A man gave a bouquet of roses to his girlfriend and said, honey. I know you like roses the most. The woman Staring, who told you that my favorite flower is roses? The man was stunned when he heard that, so what kind of flower do you like?" Mo Xuan turned around and looked at Ji Yan, "Guess, that woman What did you say?" Mo Xuan laughed, "The girl said: I like spending money and spending hard. Haha...is it fun?"

There was a deep smile on his face, but he didn't know, but there was still no smile in his eyes.It seems that since she learned that Xicheng had undergone surgery, she has always looked like this. She looks happy, but there is never a smile in her eyes, and she is often in a trance when she is alone.

Ji Yan laughed in unison, put his hand on her head, and stroked her soft hair.Doting look.

"Spend money and spend hard. You think that man is so depressed." Mo Xuan said with a smile, with a heartless look,

Chaka's Jiyan felt distressed, "Your joke can be better." Jiyan said with a light smile, but his eyes were full of pity.

Mo Xuan turned her head, "You mean my jokes aren't funny?" Meeting Ji Yan's affirming eyes, she became discouraged, "Then you can't stop laughing."

"I'm laughing at you for taking this as a joke." Ji Yan also just laughed, but his mouth was unforgiving.He patted her head again, "What a fool." In a doting tone.Mo Xuan was in a trance when she heard it.

When I got home, it was already dark.After messing around in the kitchen for a while, Mo Xuan ran to the living room, "Dumplings or chaos for dinner?"

"It's up to you." Ji Yan said with a smile.Mo Xuan insisted not to let him into the kitchen, so he followed her wishes, but his heart wandered to the kitchen while he was sitting in the living room.I was afraid that she would accidentally hurt herself.After all, such a trance-like appearance made him really uneasy.And she insisted on cooking by herself, perhaps, she just wanted a space of her own.

"Then let's make dumplings." Mo Xuan said with a smile, turned around and went into the kitchen again.Take out the quick-frozen dumplings from the refrigerator, and watch the electric kettle gradually steam.She suddenly thought, will the sea breeze blow those words to your ears on the other side of the sea?
Xicheng, if you don't come back, I will never forgive you.


(End of this chapter)